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Lycan Healer 31 What we eat
Winston only gave me a blank stare after I made my sincere, courageous confession. While I waited for his response, I bit my lower lips. Although I have no trouble producing my own oxygen, the agonizing silence between us will eventually cause me to suffocate."You love me, why?""W-what? What did you say?" I stammered."Why do you love me?"Why is that same question now coming back to me? Is this some kind of payback?There are a gazillion reasons I could give him for why I adore him, but I was so shocked by his question that all I could reply was, "Because you're handsome?""Rowan, Green Goblin, Vitto, your employees... Do you love them too?""Huh? Do I love them?"I tilted my head in confusion. What made him ask that? I really can't understand. This is harder than my medical board exam!I replied, "They are handsome too." I am still confused, and his inquiry makes me more confused."Does that mean you'll love them too? Will you sleep with them too? if not now, maybe in the future?"
Lycan Healer 32 What I can't eat
"They eat us more than humans," Sir Vitto said. I don't know if that was meant to stop the crowd from reporting us to the human police or if what he said has humor in it. Well, does he have the humor to joke about that issue?What I really felt hearing those words come out of a lycan's mouth was a lycan showing grave resentment toward me and my race, as if he were reminding the crowd of such a fact, which caused my heart to ache. He reminded me how undesirable my race is.Winston and Sir Vitto's bodies are in their wolf form. They only kept their faces returned to their normal so they would look less fearsome in the middle of the human city, but it's still pretty obvious that me and William are with two lycans. What kind of thought would be running through the other diner's mind right now while seeing two healers accompanied by the lycan they meant as food?But what bothers me the most is that Winston didn't disagree with what Sir Vitto said. His attention was solely on the menu, and
Lycan Healer 33 Force to eat
Everyone who knows me might think I am a vegan as they have never seen me eat meat, but I am not. I still eat dairy products, processed meat, dumplings, hamburgers, chicken nuggets, fish filets, spring rolls, meatballs, etc. The only thing I couldn't eat were foods that still obviously looked like meat. I mean food that, at a glance, I could still tell which part of the body the meat came from or what animal it came from, like steak, sushi, spareribs, whole chicken, whole fish, lechon, barbecue, lobster, shrimp, etc. As long as I could tell and imagine the animal's appearance when it was still alive, I could not eat it.And everything that I said that I hate and can't eat is present at our dining table.I felt nauseous, and I felt guilty seeing all the animals die and become food on the table.I don't feel guilty about all the animals and other living things dying to become food, as I can eat them when they are processed or their appearances altered. I also don't care if someone hunts
Lycan Healer 34 Lick it
"Did you force yourself to eat?"I felt even worse when Winston caught me eating the food that he lovingly fed me.I couldn't even think of an excuse to not make him feel hurt by what I shamelessly did.I could only stare at the tiled floor and watch my tears drop on the already damp restroom floor."Luceethe, look at me."Winston tried to raise my head to make me look at him, but I stubbornly kept my head down. I don't have the face to look at him anymore.Just scold me. I know I am too ungrateful to vomit all the food you chose!"I'm sorry."Again, my eloquence fails me every time I talk to Winston whenever we have this kind of situation. What can I even say? Should I say that eating meat triggers my anxiety and trauma? Would he believe me? Would he believe me if I said I felt guilty that I had eaten a lycan before? Would he believe that I feel worse whenever I see whole meat served to me?"Don't apologize. I'm sorry, did I sound angry?" Winston said it in a gentle tone. He patted h
Lycan Healer 35 Likewise
"Mama! Papa! Where were you?" William exclaimed as soon as he saw us coming. He ran towards me and climbed into my arms, and when he saw how flushed I looked, he inquired, "Are you sick, mama?""Mama is not sick." I replied. "I just feel hot,"Well, who would not be flushed when a lycan like Winston devoured my entire body? I'm glad no one else came to the restroom until we finished. I never thought we could do that in a public place or in a human city where mating isn't allowed in public.I asked for cold water to calm myself while Winston went outside, saying he'd get the car out of the parking lot, but I bet he would need fresh air to calm himself too. It is not right that I am the only one who is flustered alone. I worked hard to please him too!"Stop seducing our leader, you evil woman," Sir Vitto suddenly said.I almost spit out the water because of him, but I didn't deny what he said. I just awkwardly smiled as a response and got ready to leave, but Sir Vitto blocked my way as
Lycan Healer 36 The Territory
Lycan packs will claim as much territory as they feel they can effectively patrol and defend. Nonetheless, even a "small" region can include an entire town or a number of neighborhoods in a big metropolis. Individual territories are frequently variable, with packs expanding when they are powerful, withdrawing when they are vulnerable, and engaging in conflict over particularly desirable areas. When faced with threats that are too great for any one pack to handle on its own, a group of packs will occasionally band together to form a protectorate.However, in the case of the Luca clan, they built their own territory in a fixed location and have been there for centuries despite the threat of their predator. Thanks to their clan founder for creating a barrier that the healers couldn't break, they retained their safety and ownership on such vast land.Lycans are 100% safe whenever they are inside the territory, but that doesn't mean life inside the territory is always joyful. The Lycans la
Lycan Healer 37 Light and Dark
The Lycan elders looked really old. Their appearance shows how time really flows with them. They are full of wrinkles and gray hairs. Some have bent backs, and some hold to their sticks. It's sad that Lycan's lifespan is quite short compared to ours. They have too many natural enemies to live to see old age. I place the average lifespan at about 150 years. At 85, in the best case, their health starts to drop like hell, usually due to the rapid cell regeneration turning cancerous at some point. It depends on whether they've had all their shots. 150-year-old healers are still considered young, and it's sad that these beautiful lycans reached the peak of their age at what we considered such a young age. So as soon as I see the lycans elders standing near the gate, in my mind, there is still a way to make their race's life longer. If only they had great doctors and medical facilities to watch over their health and growth. It's unfortunate that with increasing age, their physical appeara
Lycan Healer 38 I wet myself
What did I do wrong?Why is he glaring at me?What's with the disapproving look?I was intimidated by his dark expression, and I stepped back, but something hit my back, and when I looked up, I saw Winston's clone—I mean, his brother that looked similar to him."Dark fur is here. I mean, I have literally black fur." Wendriell said. "Don't worry, I keep them safe." He took William from me, and they greeted each other like their best friends. I planned to scold Wendriell because of his weird teachings to my son, but I couldn't scold him because Winston kept shooting his deathly glares at me."Not you–""Are you ignoring me?"Winston caught the claws directed at him with his bare hands. He sighed as he also wondered what makes Verrod think he can defeat Winston when he can easily fight him in his human form while Verrod is already in his wolf form."Wendi, you better not harm them.""Wait! Ah–"Wendriel grabbed my waist and threw me in the air. I was not worried about it at all since I k
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