“Stop it, Mark!”
“What's wrong mom?”
“Your passivism, that’s what happens to me!”
“Leave the child alone, woman.”
“Thanks, dad...”
“Nothing about that, Richard. Don't you see that your son is about to lose his last chance to be with the woman he loves?”
“But, what do I do, Mom? She doesn't want to be with me.”
“Of course she wants to, darling, she's just scared, don't let her go, everything will be solved.”
“Do you know what happened to her?”
“Here in heaven? We know everything... Now, wakeup!”
I woke up with a feeling of emptiness in my chest and with my breath shaking from the dream I had had.
The events of last ni
I love you.Fifteenhours later, his statement still made me sigh.After having sex for the third time, I had collapsed like a dead person onthecouch;He had dressed me again without me knowing anythingandhad huggedmefrom behind,our legsintertwined.Or at least that's what I think he did, because we had woken up in that position.I have never woken up so happy and light astoday.I moved slowly, coming out of his bear hug without really wanting to. He fidgeted a bit as if looking for something and then calmed.I made my way to the kitchen,to his amazing and beautiful kitchen,and started looking for breakfast and coffee.Contrary to what I came to think, Mark's apartment was very nice and comfortable, of course it screamed money everywhere, but in a classy way.His kitchen hadquartzcountertopsand matchedthe
By Monday morning, Iwas calmer and it could be said that I had another perspective on the events that had occurred on Saturday.Of course, that’s how I felt today, because the rest of my Saturday, I spent it burning my anger out on the boxing bag and the treadmill.With the boxing bag I had won, and with the machine well... I fell.And it hurt a lot.But yesterday, well, like I said, my mind was clearer than the day before.And I had to admit,that my discomfort was because while we were making love, I had once again vomited all my feelings, Ihad told herthat I lovedherandshe,although excited, andknowingthat she feels the same,had simply shut up.Although hereyesgave me the answer I wanted.That’s whyI didn’t insist.I just left her alone and kept burying myself in her depths instead of making her see the reality that she was trying
The number you dialed cannot be reached.I cursed for the third time and told the operator to fuck off as I got into the elevator.Olivia hadn't answered any of my calls inthreedays, so they went straight to the answering machine.I had called Elizabeth asking about her friend, and she sound surprised.She told me she hadn’t heard from her since Monday morning, so she believed that we were together since I spoke with her that same day.The stress consumed me.I hadn't been able to close my eyes for over an hour in the time I'd been in Las Vegas.A suicide attempt.I ran my hand over my face trying to wake up from my drowsiness as I thought about what had happened in the lastseventy-twohours.TheSous Chef atthemain restaurant had tried to kill himself in my kitchen when he thought there was no one around because of how late it was.&
You know that moment when you studied an infinite number of hours to approve thatimportant test, andwhen you’re done you feel you've eaten the world because of how amazing your answers were, but when the teacher is revising it, you start to think that everything is wrong and all your effort went down the trash bind?It was a very long question, I know,but thisis howI feel.Mark was watching me drink the coffee he had preparedwhen we gotto his house and,although it was already cold and the drunkenness had long since passed, I continued to delay the conversation that awaited us.I felt that at the moment I opened mymouth and told him all the details of my life, my miserable life, I would see that look I hated.I knew he would walk away.That he would never touch me again.He would nevertell me again that he loved me.I knew he’d look atme with pity an
“So,is he in the same condition?” Iasked asmy indexdid slow circles on his leg.“That's right.” His breath hit my temple and then left a soft kiss there.Wewoke up aboutfifteenminutesagowhen Mark's phone rang.It was Alex informing him that his cook was still in the same state as yesterday.Ihad delighted myselfwatching himmovefrom one side to the otheracross the room without caring that hewas completely naked while talking to his head of security.I was hypnotized seeing his body.The fricking man had obliques that could turn an intelligent girl into a very idiot one.For example, me.And his ass?Better not touch that subject.After finishing the call, he had gone back to bed, this time dragging me into his arms and that is how we were right now.Me being swallowed by his body.My head was re
“So, you’llhave itthe twenty-third?” Iasked her writing down in my personal diary.“Yes,Mr. Sanders.By Wednesday twenty-thirdin the morning, you can come and get it.”I was thrilled to imagine Olivia's face when she discovered my Christmas present.“Great.” I looked up when the door suddenly opened “Well,Andrea, I'll see you that day.”I hung up without taking my eyes off from a very angry Alex.“Can you tell what the fuck are you playing?!” Heyelled, surprising me by his condition.“And is it possible to know what’s happening with you?” I said somewhat amazed.“Don´t act like a stupid Mark. Not with me!”I looked at him dumbfounded from my seat, still not believing the state in which my head of security was.“Well...” I got up slowly, closing the butto
“I know you're awake, love.” I sat next to her, putting her coffee cup on the table,and kissed her temple “Good morning...”“Shh.” She said turning around “I'm super tired... Let me sleep more.”I saw her amused for a few seconds and then I lay down next to her, hugging her from behind.“Are you sure you're just tired?” I asked pulling her closer to me “Or is it something else?”“You fucked mu brain out last night, Mark.” She said turning to look at me seriously “Of course I'm tired.You looked like a fucking rabbit in the middle of mating season.”I did my best not to laugh.“I didn't hear you complain...”“Well, you do now.”She tried to roll over again, but I pinned her down with my body.“No.” shebegan to push me “I refuse to do it again, everything hurts.”
When Mark saidhome was a safe house.I thought he meant his apartment in Manhattan.I thought we would go to the hotel where we were staying, we would take the helicopter and infivehours we would be inhome.But apparently when he said home, he meant his old home, here inBurbankwhere we had met.“I can't believe it, Mark.” I said looking around the living room from his old apartment “What are we doing here?”“Alex suggested that we had to have a standby place and leave it unknown.”Iturnedtolookathim,but he looked away quickly.“Shall we?” Hestarted to pull me towards his oldroom,but I stopped us.“I'm not going in there.” I stubbornly crossing my arms.“Honey.” hesighed heavily “I'm tired, I want to take off these clothes