LOGINChapter 29
Damian
Richard’s challenge to the venue contract fell apart within a week, exactly as Mason predicted. There had been no real loophole, only the appearance of one, enough to cause delay without actually causing damage. My father’s games were becoming smaller, more desperate, less effective each time he played them.
I should have felt victorious. Instead I felt tired.
“You’re distracted,” Harper said one evening, watching me stare at the same page of a contract for several minutes without actually reading it.
“I’m thinking.”
“About Richard?”
“About everything.” I set the papers down. “Sometimes I wonder if he’ll ever stop.”
“Would it matter if he didn’t?”
I considered the question seriously. A year ago, it would have mattered enormously. Richard’s approval, or lack of it, had shaped most of my adult decisions in ways I hadn’t fully recognized until Harper arrived and started asking uncomfortable questions about why.
“No,” I said finally. “I don’t think it would.”
Harper smiled, something proud flickering behind her expression. “Good.”
“When did you get so wise?”
“I’ve always been wise. You’re just finally paying attention.”
I laughed, pulling her down onto the couch beside me, papers forgotten entirely. She curled against my side easily now, the motion familiar in a way that still occasionally caught me off guard. Six months ago, this woman had walked into my life planning my destruction. Now she fit against me like she’d always belonged there.
“Lily wants to know if she can invite her hamster to the wedding,” Harper said after a moment.
“Absolutely not.”
“That’s what I told her. She’s drafting an appeal.”
“Of course she is.”
“She’s very committed to this hamster’s social calendar.”
I shook my head, smiling despite myself. Our daughter’s determination rivaled Victoria’s, though at least Lily’s schemes involved rodents rather than corporate sabotage.
“Speaking of Victoria,” Harper said, tone shifting slightly. “She invited us to dinner this weekend.”
“That’s never good.”
“She said it’s a peace offering.”
“Victoria doesn’t offer peace. She offers strategic retreats.”
Harper laughed, though something wary lingered underneath it. “Should we go?”
“Probably. Ignoring her invitations only makes things worse.”
“Fine. But if she brings up the tablecloth colors again, I’m leaving.”
“Fair.”
The dinner, held two nights later at Victoria’s penthouse, proceeded with surprising civility. Victoria, dressed in sharp navy, greeted us both with something almost resembling warmth, though I remained cautious throughout the entire meal, waiting for whatever agenda lurked beneath the surface.
“I owe you an apology,” Victoria said eventually, once dessert had been served. “For the magazine. Lily mentioned you found it presumptuous.”
Harper glanced at me briefly before answering. “It was thoughtful. We just have a different vision.”
“Clearly.” Victoria’s mouth twitched, something almost like amusement. “The beach setting. Very unconventional for this family.”
“We’re not exactly a conventional family,” I said.
“No,” Victoria agreed slowly. “I suppose we’re not.”
Something shifted in her expression, brief and unguarded, gone before I could examine it fully. For a moment, I saw something almost like vulnerability underneath the composed exterior she’d perfected over decades.
“I never got a wedding like that,” she said quietly. “Something simple. Something meant, rather than performed.”
Harper’s expression softened. “You still could.”
Victoria laughed, sharp and dismissive, though something sad lingered underneath it. “That ship sailed long ago, dear. I made my choices.”
The comment hung in the air, heavier than the conversation warranted, and I found myself studying my sister the way I hadn’t in years. Victoria’s marriage, arranged decades earlier for business reasons rather than affection, had never been anything close to what Harper and I had built. I’d never considered what that might have cost her, watching from the sidelines while everyone around her found something she’d never allowed herself to want.
“Victoria—”
“Don’t,” she said, waving a hand dismissively. “I don’t need pity, Damian. I need another glass of wine and a subject change.”
Harper obliged smoothly, steering the conversation toward safer territory, and the rest of the evening passed without further incident. By the time we left, something had shifted slightly between us and Victoria, subtle but real, the beginning of something that might eventually resemble peace.
“That was strange,” Harper said in the car afterward.
“Very.”
“Do you think she meant it? About the wedding?”
“I think Victoria’s spent so long protecting an image that she forgot to ask herself what she actually wanted,” I said. “I think tonight was the first time in years she let herself admit that.”
Harper reached for my hand across the seat. “That’s sad.”
“It is.”
“Do you think it’s too late for her?”
“I don’t know,” I admitted. “But I think tonight matters, regardless. Sometimes just admitting something out loud is the first step toward changing it.”
Harper studied me for a long moment, something thoughtful behind her eyes. “Is that what we’re doing? Admitting things slowly?”
The question landed with more weight than the casual tone suggested. I glanced at her, meeting her eyes fully despite the darkness of the car.
“Yes,” I said quietly. “I think that’s exactly what we’re doing.”
“How much longer?” she asked, voice barely above a whisper. “Until slow becomes something else?”
My heart pounded steadily against my ribs, the same restrained urgency I’d felt at the venue creeping back into my chest. “However long you need.”
“And if I don’t need much longer?”
The question hung between us, charged and significant, neither of us quite brave enough yet to close the distance completely. But something had shifted tonight, watching Victoria’s rare vulnerability, recognizing exactly how easily patience could curdle into regret if given too much time.
“Then we won’t wait much longer,” I said.
Harper’s breath caught, the same reaction I’d grown to recognize and adore over these past months. She didn’t respond immediately, just studied me with something warm and certain settling behind her eyes.
We arrived home shortly after, the mansion quiet and dark except for the porch light Lily insisted on leaving on for us. Harper paused at the base of the stairs, turning back to look at me.
“Goodnight, Damian.”
“Goodnight, Harper.”
She lingered a moment longer than necessary before heading upstairs, and I stood there watching her go, patience wearing thinner with every step she took away from me. Soon, she’d said at the venue. Soon, I’d agreed.
Standing there in the quiet hallway, I finally allowed myself to admit exactly how close soon had actually become.
Chapter 45HarperThe morning started slow, the way most mornings did now that Grace had finally settled into something resembling a predictable sleep schedule. I woke before my alarm, sunlight filtering thin and gray through the curtains, the house still quiet except for the faint hum of the refrigerator downstairs and the occasional creak of old wood settling.I lay there for a while, not moving, simply listening. Damian’s breathing beside me, slow and even. The distant chirp of birds just beginning to wake outside the window. A stillness I’d learned to appreciate more than I ever had before Grace, before Lily, before any of this.Eventually Damian stirred, one arm tightening slightly around my waist before his eyes opened.“You’re awake,” he murmured, voice still thick with sleep.“Have been for a while.”“Thinking?”“Just listening. It’s quiet.”“Suspiciously quiet,” he said, propping himself up slightly. “Which usually means one of two things. Either they’re both still asleep, or
Chapter 44HarperGrace’s first birthday arrived on a warm Saturday in early summer, the same season that had once carried us through an island vacation neither of us had expected to change everything.“One year,” I said, watching Damian assemble a highchair decorated with far too many balloons for a child who wouldn’t remember any of it. “It feels impossible.”“It feels exactly right,” he said. “Every single day of it.”Lily had appointed herself party coordinator months in advance, insisting on a theme that combined, somehow, both unicorns and outer space, a combination that had become something of a family joke over the past year.“She’s one,” Lily explained patiently to anyone who questioned the theme’s logic. “She can like whatever she wants.”“She’s one,” I pointed out. “She doesn’t actually have opinions about party themes yet.”“She will. And when she does, she’ll thank me.”Nobody argued further. Some battles, we’d learned, weren’t worth fighting against an eight-year-old’s u
Chapter 43HarperGrace slept in fifteen-minute increments those first few weeks, a pattern that left both Damian and me perpetually exhausted, stumbling through hallways at odd hours, trading shifts with the quiet efficiency of two people determined to survive new parenthood together rather than separately.“Your turn,” I mumbled at three in the morning, nudging Damian awake as Grace’s cries drifted through the baby monitor.“Already up,” he said, though his voice carried the particular roughness of someone who’d barely slept in days.I watched him disappear down the hallway, listening to his low, steady voice through the monitor as he settled Grace back to sleep, murmuring something too quiet to make out clearly. Six months ago, I might not have believed this version of Damian existed — the cold, controlled billionaire reduced entirely to soft murmurs and gentle rocking at three in the morning, entirely devoted to a tiny, demanding person who couldn’t yet understand any of it.He re
Chapter 42HarperThe contractions started at two in the morning, quiet and manageable at first, easy enough to mistake for the same false alarms we’d grown accustomed to over the past few weeks.I lay still for a long while, counting the space between them, watching Damian sleep peacefully beside me, reluctant to wake him over something that might amount to nothing again.By three, the pattern had grown too consistent to ignore.“Damian.”He stirred slightly, not fully waking.“Damian.” I shook his shoulder gently, another contraction tightening across my stomach as I spoke. “I think this might be it.”He was awake instantly, years of careful business instinct apparently translating well to sudden crisis. “How far apart?”“Six minutes. Maybe seven.”“That’s early. We have time.”“I know.” I breathed through another tightening wave, slower and steadier than the panic I might have expected myself to feel. “I just wanted you to know.”Damian sat up fully, reaching for my hand, something
Chapter 41HarperThird trimester arrived with swollen ankles, an inability to see my own feet, and a level of exhaustion I hadn’t fully anticipated despite months of preparation.“You should be resting,” Damian said, finding me attempting to reorganize the nursery closet for the third time that week.“I’m nesting.”“You’re supposed to nest sitting down.”“That’s not how nesting works.”He gently pried the folded onesies from my hands, guiding me toward the small armchair we’d added specifically for this purpose. “Sit. Direct. I’ll organize.”“You don’t know how to organize a nursery closet.”“I run a multi-billion dollar company, Harper. I think I can manage folded baby clothes.”I laughed, settling into the chair despite my protests, watching him attempt to categorize tiny socks with the same serious focus he brought to boardroom negotiations. Something about the sight, absurd and tender all at once, made my chest ache with affection.“You’re doing it wrong,” I said eventually, watc
Chapter 40HarperSecond trimester brought energy back in full force, along with an appetite Damian found endlessly amusing.“You ate an entire jar of pickles yesterday,” he said, watching me reach for another snack from the pantry. “An entire jar, Harper.”“The baby wanted pickles.”“The baby’s the size of an avocado. I looked it up.”“An avocado with excellent taste in snacks, apparently.”He laughed, pulling me close despite my mouth still full of crackers. “I love you. Pickle obsession and all.”“Good. Because this obsession isn’t going anywhere anytime soon.”We’d settled into a comfortable rhythm since the pregnancy announcement, ordinary domestic routine punctuated by doctor’s appointments and Lily’s increasingly elaborate nursery demands. She’d apparently abandoned the unicorn theme in favor of something she called “space unicorns,” which involved considerably more glitter than either Damian or I felt equipped to handle.“She’s very committed to this vision,” I told my mother
DamianThe press conference was scheduled for tomorrow. Tonight, we had to look like a couple in love.Harper stood on the balcony in a silk robe, staring at the city lights. She hadn’t spoken much since my mother’s visit. I couldn’t blame her. The Blackwood hatred ran deep, even I was tired of it.
HarperThe penthouse was bigger than my entire childhood home. Marble floors, floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, and silence so heavy it pressed on my chest. I’d moved in two days after signing the agreement. Fake fiancée for now. Wife soon.I stood in the massive closet they’d cleared
DamianI had not planned on any of this.The woman standing in my guest house wearing nothing but a sheet looked like she’d seen a ghost. Her green eyes widened, lips parting in shock. Harper Vale. I knew her name now, my security team had already sent it to my phone ten minutes ago.“You,” she whi
Harper“You really thought showing up here would make you look like you belong, Harper?”Ethan’s voice echoed through the glittering ballroom. I turned slowly, champagne glass cold in my fingers, and met the eyes of the man I once believed I loved. He stood there in his tailored black suit, smirkin







