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SHE WON'T LOOK AT ME

Author: Aikohi
last update publish date: 2026-03-17 00:05:26

Oceans POV

Lola won't look at me anymore.

I notice it at dinner. She sits across from me like she has every night for months, but her eyes stay focused on her plate. When I ask her questions, she gives short answers. Polite. Distant.

Like I'm a stranger she's obligated to make small talk with.

It's getting worse. Every day, she pulls further away. And I don't know how to stop it.

I want to reach across the table and take her hand. Want to ask her what's wrong, what I can do to fix this. Wa
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