CHAPTER 1
I was so pissed! The feeling of throwing of everything that my eyes could lay off is filling my system. I want to punch something. My jaw clenched as my heavy footsteps are tracing my way towards our place. I just followed Lexis towards her house and now I'm done to my work. But I am damn still fucking piss for what happened.
That fucking nerdy guy is blind. I don't know what's with him. A normal guy would always say to me how beautiful I am and compliment how perfect my green eyes and red hair. That's what I'm expecting! But that damn nerdy guy seems like a stupid.
This is why I hate following Alqamar's command. I don't want this work! I don't want to guard Lexis! This why I hate humans! They are fucking weak! They are fucking wasting my time!
"What's with the face little princess?" I heard Fin mocked me when he saw me entering the barrio. I ignore him. I am not in the mood to entertain a stupid wolf.
"Hey!" He called me when I walk passed him. I rolled my eyes. Fin is a bit annoying sometimes. But then, Rael is more annoying. I would rather deal with Fin than Rael stupid ass.
"I'm not in the mood Fin!" I said, irritated. He was taken aback by my irritation but he still followed me until we enter the house. I saw Gray and Rael playing cards and as usual they are loud. I can't believe I am surrounded by these stupid annoying wolves.
I went to the fridge to have some water. I saw Fin sat down beside Rael and telling them about me.
"Cristine is in a demon mode. I bet someone rejected her for the first time!" I heard Fin. My brows furrowed. Why is he so quick-witted? Did he just guess that or he knows something?
Gray and Rael laughed loudly as if teasing me and trying to annoy me. I turn to them and threw my glares. They all fell silent when they saw my deadly glares.
"I'm gonna stitch all your fucking mouth if you don't shut your damn annoying mouths! Do you hear that?" I warned. They all nodded in fear. I rolled my eyes and turn around to went inside my room.
I locked myself and decided to shower myself. I sighed while feeling the cold water pour in my body. Thinking about all things, I know that things are getting harder. Alqamar's throne is in danger. And I know that no matter how much he tried to protect it, things will just worsen because for him it will not just be a one fight. It is a war for his throne and war for his love.
I don't really get it. I am sure that I still like Alqamar. But after kissing him and I got rejected, I know that it is the end for me. He met his mate already and I don't have any space from his heart anymore, and maybe even before, I don't have any space from his heart.
It's just unfair right? I've been there all along. I've been there since then but a girl who didn't even knew him caught his heart. And I am so pathetic to assume that I would be his mate.
After showering, I lay down on my bed and start to doze off to sleep. The next morning, a knock woke me up. I look at myself in the mirror before opening the door. And there I saw Rael.
"What is it?" I raised a brow.
"Breakfast?" He asked.
"You can just leave the food over the table. No need to knock on my door. Dumbass." I hissed. His eyes widened. As if he got hurt by my remark. He even held his chest to act.
"You're so mean! I am just offering you breakfast!" He said exaggeratedly. I rolled my eyes and slammed the door on his face.
I don't know why but I think it is their hobby to annoy me everytime. Or maybe because I am the only girl in the group? I don't know with them. They are such a dumbass creatures. It's their fault that I need to guard Lexis. They are the one who supposedly doing this but because they are stupid and known for causing trouble I have to fill that work for them. Now that Alqamar is gone to chase whatever's Herman is doing we have to guard his mate. This fucking pointless.
After eating breakfast I went to Lexis' house immediately. As usual, I am secretly tagging along with her.
When she arrived at her school I remained sitting to the near café. This is boring. I am getting bored. I wished Alqamar finished whatever he's doing fast. I don't want to be a fucking creepy stalker for her. I hate Lexis.
While sipping my coffee someone sat down in front of me. My brows furrowed when I saw an unfamiliar man. His face is creepy, with all the muscles on his face and bulky body, he can pass as a macho dancer.
"Mind if I sit in?" He asked, trying to flirt with me. I craned my neck and raised a brow. Is he seriously hitting on me? He's not even close to my types.
"I don't want anyone to sit with me." I said in a matter of fact. He literally have a thick face or something because instead of sensing something that I don't want him here, he still managed to smile and lean his arms over the table so that he can near his disgusting face on me.
"Don't play hard to get woman. I know you also like me." He said confidently. I rolled my eyes and I purposely let him see that. His brows furrowed. I crossed my arms in front of my chest. I am suddenly curious how thick his face is? Should I have a meter stick just to measure it?
"I wished there is something I can play hard to get. But boy, you aren't someone who's close to someone I will like. So can you please leave me alone? I don't want to see your disgusting face." I said almost spitting the words out. His jaw clenched. I can see how pissed he is now. I looked at him with my usual mocking eyes.
Maybe because he got pissed so much that he pulled my wrist so tight and dragged me outside the café. I shook my head in dismay. Some men are literally stupid. How can they force woman to like them when they aren't even that worth it?
"You called me disgusting?!" The man shouted and was about to lean me on to the wall to kiss me on my lips when I immediately hit him on his most private part. He groan in pain. I crossed my arms when he fell down the ground because of too much pain.
"Fuck! Fuck!" He cursed, he'd almost cry. I chuckled. Seeing him in pain makes me laugh. What a day.
I step his chest, almost choke him down. He shouted in pain but I am deaf for all of his complaint.
"That's what you get, pervert!" I spat and slowly walk away but stopped when I saw someone watching me.
He's looking at me like I just did something horrific. His eyes behind his nerdy glasses are giving me chills for some reason. He's holding some piled up papers. I raised a brow to him, hiding the unfamiliar feeling I just felt.
"What?" I asked and smirked. His lips turned into a purse. I am suddenly wondering where Lexis is?
"Do you...usually beat people up?" His tone seems disappointed. I don't know why but it really pissed me off. He's really trying my patience since day one. Why am I getting affected? So what right? I don't give a fuck!
"I beat people up if they do something bad." I stated a fact. But his disappointed look still remained. He didn't even looks amaze. He's a nerd anyway. He won't understand it.
"Why don't you just report them to the police instead of handling it with your own hands?"
"Are you concern?" I smirked. Finally, is he concern? I don't know why but something in my heart got excited. He raised a brow and looked at me with his piercing eyes. I really don't like his eyes. It's giving me...unknown.
"No. I am just informing you about it. There's called a police if you're head didn't know them." He said confidently and walks away. My lips parted. What? Is he telling me that I'm stupid because I don't know what the police are all about?
What the hell?! Is he kidding me?! Is he really kidding me? Argh!
With my heavy footstep I walk inside the café and my eyes searched for him and there I saw him sitting alone. In front of him are the piled up papers. I pulled out a chair and sit in front of him. I know that he knows what I did but he still remain oblivious in my presence. And I hate it. No one treats me like this. He is the only one who did this to me.
Fin, Gray and Rael always asks for my attention. And Alqamar, even though he doesn't like me, he still pay attention to listen to me. But this man named Ronald Madrigal is totally a rude man, he's literally ignoring my presence.
"Where's Lexis?" I asked so that we have something to converse about. I don't know why but something is challenging myself. I can't swallow it. I can't accept it that this man is ignoring me. I don't want it. I suddenly want him to notice me. I know it isn't a big deal but...I just can't accept it. I am a woman known for my beauty and with this type of man literally ignoring me is hurting my fucking ego.
"She's in the library." He answered so I smiled. So...he answers if it's about Lexis.
"How about you? Why are you studying here?" I asked. I waited for him to answer but he didn't. What a snob. I lean forward so that I can see the papers he's reading and I noticed that it's all about the mid-term exam. So he's reviewing.
"You know...I know what police are. I just don't call them because it's a waste of time. I can protect myself, if that's what you're concerning of." I smiled and put my chin on my hand. I am staring at his serious face. If he will just took off his eye glasses he would probably looks so handsome. His eyes are dark as the night. His nose is proudly pointed and his lips are thin and red. All about him is beautiful.
In unknown reason my heart beat loudly especially when he caught me looking at him. But I shamelessly remained my eyes on him. His brows furrowed. I chuckled. He's cute.
"I am not concern. Why would I? I don't know you." He said sternly. I smiled.
"My name is Cristine Lumiere--"
"Didn't you see I'm studying? You're disturbing me." My lips left hanging because of that rudeness. He's ruder than me. I swallowed and suddenly felt ashamed. Is this what Rael, Fin and Gray feels whenever I'm dismissing them out?
I suddenly want to walk out but damn...I won't leave this place hurting. Damn him!
"I know that you're a nerd. You don't have any experience towards girls but I want you to know that it's not the way how you treat girls!" I almost spit it out. He glared at me. I didn't back down and gave him the same intensity.
"I have a friend. And it's a girl. I treat her fine. I am just choosing who I want to treat better." He said and went back his eyes to his papers. My jaw clenched. So he's saying that I am not one of those girls who receives such a good treatment from him? It's ridiculous!
"Then you're a gay!" I accused him. I don't know what I even talking about. I am good at arguments but why am I suddenly lost of words when it comes to him? He glared at me after hearing my accusation.
"Are you saying that to test me if I would kiss you to prove myself that I'm not a gay?" He mocked. I can't believe this. Damn it! I feel like my blood stream are getting heated up. Damn it!
"Of course not!" My voice is tuning up. He shook his head in dismay. I stood up and breathed heavily. I narrowed my eyes and baled my fist. I looked at his papers while he is now busy with it like nothing happened. Like he didn't hurt my fucking ego as a woman.
An idea came up to my mind and smirked evilly.
"Just come and find me tomorrow here." I said and smiled.
His brows furrowed when he looked at me. He looks confused. I hurriedly pull out some of his papers and immediately ran for hills to escape. I heard him shouted but like a deaf I didn't turn around. I smirked while staring at his reviewer. Now, you have something to me. You can't ignore me now. I'm sure you'll find me no matter what.
No one can ignore the great Cristine Lumiere, the princess of the San Isidro's pack.
CHAPTER 2I am smirking while staring at the reviewer paper I am holding. I am now sitting in a branch of a tree under the dark night sky. I can't help but to think about for tomorrow. I am sure that he'll find me and I'm gonna make sure he'll beg for my attention.Let's see if Ronald Madrigal would still ignore me. Am I too bored that even a nerd can pissed me off easily? Well, I don't know. Let's just say he caught my attention so I can't help but to bother him so bad. I smirked. I just got distracted when I felt Fin sat down beside me here in the branch."You aren't still sleeping?" He asked and looked above the dark sky. The stars aren't seen. Maybe because it's too cloudy."I will sleep if I want to." I shrugged and fold the reviewer. I saw him looking at the paper I'm holding."Where did you get that?" He asked like he knows what it is. Of course he knows it. Rael, Fin and
CHAPTER 3While thinking about everything I know that it's wrong to interfere with Lexis and Alqamar's problem. I don't know what's gotten into me. I just know that I am extremely pissed with Lexis. I feel like it's has nothing to do with Alqamar. Then what is it? A man came into my mind. So what if Ronald likes her? Ronald is a nerd. He doesn't know about girls. And he's probably blind.I shouldn't waste my time thinking about that hopeless man. From now on, I will never let our paths collide!I was quietly sitting in the branch of a tree when Rael called my name. He looks weary and nervous. My brows furrowed. What is it this time? I told him to guard Lexis for a moment while I'm gone."What?" I asked and jumped down from the tree."Lexis...went to a bar!" He exclaimed. My eyes widen. What? That girl is crazy! Without saying anything I ran faster towards the only bar here in thi
CHAPTER 4I don't know what I'm thinking but I followed Ronald. I told him I hate him and that was because he's pissing me off too much but somehow talking to him makes my heart peaceful. I was so sad earlier and feel so down but everything lifted up when he started talking to me. And now I'm following him for unknown reason.Maybe because...I still don't want to go home. I still want someone to talk to. While he's walking down the streets I am just behind him following him wherever he goes. I don't hide or something so I know he knew that I am following him and it's new that he's not complaining.I intertwined my hands behind my back while walking slowly. I saw him hold his glasses and wiped it off before wearing it again. My lips rose for a smile. Am I crazy? Why am I smiling in his simple moves? I don't even understand myself now!Maybe I am just really bored that even a simple and nerd boy makes
CHAPTER 5His brows furrowed as soon as he saw me. I swallowed hard and looked away, afraid that he saw my tears. I am not a weak girl. It will take a lot of pain before someone can make me cry. I also don't cry in public places. I always hide my pain to others, so they won't underestimate me."What are you doing here?" I heard him asked. I inhaled deeply before turning my back on him."I...was just passing by..." I said and was about to leave when I heard his footsteps coming towards me. I clenched my teeth as my heart boomed loudly."You're crying again?" He asked. I bit my lower lip and was about to shake my head when he suddenly held my wrist and pulled me somewhere. My lips parted as my eyes lifted to him. We stopped in front of the convenience store. I blinked twice when we entered that store and stopped in front of the fridge where ice creams are.He took two ice cream and
CHAPTER 6I can’t believe it. I can’t move. I was stuck and my mind can’t process it properly. I feel like I was locked in my own darkness and it slowly eating me up in a slow manner. Our eyes are fixed on each other. I saw how he tilted his head; confuse why I am standing in front of his house. He slowly advanced towards me and because I was tensed and nervous, I stepped back. His brows furrowed.“Do you need something—” I didn’t finish his words anymore and without glancing back at him I left. My mind is in total haywire. I feel like I am falling into an unending darkness. What the hell is happening? I am mated to that guy? Is that why I was attracted? Is that why I want his attention? Is that why I like to tease him that much?I am mated to a human? Is this fucking serious? Why? Who is Ronald Madrigal? How the hell did I get mated to him? Is the Goddess of the moon playing tricks on me?Fuck!
CHAPTER 7A typical day for a wolf like me, I would wake up in the morning and checked the others or the villagers. Everyone is busy to complete their task or the things that they needed to do for the betterment of our pack. I always made sure that everything is under control, and I always report to Alqamar if something is wrong. Obviously, I am the alpha’s eyes. And I am always good at my work. I never failed Alqamar.“What are you doing here?” I heard Fin’s voice behind me. I am sitting over the rock near the river. I was staring at the view. I was always get fascinated with it.“Killing some time,” I said. I felt him sit beside me. I don’t know why Fin is here. He should be in Gray’s side. Gray was badly injured because of what happened last night.“Thinking of him?” he asked. We’re both watching the beautiful view in front of us. We can hear the stream of the river, the pe
CHAPTER 8I feel so disappointed at myself. Until now, I feel so embarrassed. Ronald saw me there and maybe he’s also thinking that I wanted to steal that goddamn book. I sighed heavily and I almost punch the tree behind me, but I felt someone watching me. I rolled my eyes when I saw Rael and Fin. What are they doing here? It’s almost midnight.I gave them a serious look when I saw them smirking at me.“What’s with that look, princess?” Rael asked with his usual teasing tone. I ignore him and jump up above the branch of the tree. They both did the same and took a seat on my sideways.“Where’s Gray? Is he fine, now?” I asked while staring at the setting sun. The sun was large from here where we are sitting.“He’s taking his rest. Alqamar is with Lexis—”“I did not ask about Alqamar, Fin.” I cut him off. I heard Rael chuckled, so I glared at him t
CHAPTER 9I don’t know what to say or what to react the moment our eyes met. His brows furrowed at the sight of me. I looked away and closed my eyes while still trying to be comfortable on the bed. Damn it! Why is he here? He still has class, right? Or…is it their break time? Damn! I almost forgot about it!“You’re sick?” I heard him asked. I felt him beside my bed. Why does he need to come near me? He’s looking for his father, right?“Why people come over to the clinic? Isn’t it obvious?” I can’t help it anymore. I am so irritated in this situation. My eyes remained close; I don’t want to look at his eyes. Damn it!“You don’t look sick, though.” He said coldly. My brows furrowed and gritted my teeth. I opened my eyes and glared at him. I don’t know why I am mad right now. My mind is not working well.“Are you saying that I am lying? Why w