CHAPTER 63
SPG!
My moans are synchronizing with the waves on the shore. The crickets in the forest are like our melody as our lips moved against each other. The winds are cold, but I can’t feel it because of Ronald’s warmth which embracing my nudity. The moon is full and shining brightly above us, we’re like an art, a work of a powerful creature. Because even though we are different…I still fit in his arms. I feel perfect in his arms, I feel comfortable, secure and protected.
Ronald immediately takes off his shirt after our heated kisses that we shared with each other. My lips parted, taking advantage to breathe because he didn’t let go of my lips until then. My eyes burned when I saw how perfect his body. Ronald is not the type of a guy you’d see inside the gym, he’s a guy you always see inside the bookstore, wearing an eyeglass, and seriously reading his favorite chemistry book.
But seeing his naked upper body
CHAPTER 64I woke up feeling sore all over my body. A bright rays of the sun reached my eyes as I tried to open it and when I tried to get up I winced when I felt the pain between my thighs. My cheeks flushed as I remember what happened last night. Last night…was…a bliss. I didn’t know if it is true but since I am feeling this sore, I know Ronald was really here with me last night.I sat down and checked my body. I am now wearing Ronald’s shirt. I have undies underneath it. I smiled thinking that Ronald takes effort to dress me up. I wiped my eyes using the back of my hands before my eyes wondered where I am. I am sitting in the back of Ronald’s pickup car in front of the crashing water on the shore. My lips parted at the beautiful view I am seeing right now.And when I saw Ronald goes up from the water, half naked, dump hair and body my jaw almost dropped. Damn! Why is he so hot in the fucking morning?I swal
CHAPTER 65Ronald decided to take a walk around the shore. Our hands are intertwined together while our feet are buried in the sand as we step. The waves on the shore are hitting our feet while the wind is blowing the strand of my hair. The sun is covered by clouds, and it’s like it was purposely made that way so that we can enjoy walking here in the shore.At this moment, I don’t have anything to wish for. I feel like everything is already in my hand and all I should do is to embrace it tightly so that it won’t let go.“Dad will have a small feast for his birthday tomorrow, I will expect you to come,” he said after the silence. I stared at our feet walking together as the water soaked it with its harsh waves. I don’t know what to say and it suddenly saddened me. I suddenly don’t want to talk about tomorrow. I am contented with happening just now.I even don’t wanna escape in this time. I wanna
CHAPTER 66He chuckled when he saw how stunned I was. My heart is beating so fast. My mind is now suddenly in turmoil. I didn’t expect him to say those words to me. I didn’t know if I am just dreaming or not. I don’t know if it is really true or not. What should I do? What shall I say? I don’t know.I know that Ronald probably has feelings for me. He won’t kissed me or made love to me if he’s not…but I didn’t know that his feelings could be…love.“Are you still in doubt?” he asked and stared at my eyes. He held my both shoulders to face me properly to him. I couldn’t look my eyes at him.“N-No…” I shook my head and bit my lower lip. Tears quivered in my eyes. I don’t know why but I feel emotional the moment he said those words to me. I thought I wouldn’t be able to hear those words from him. I thought it will be forever one sided. Even th
CHAPTER 67I was looking at the bright moon while sitting here above the tree. My chest feels so heavy and even though I am trying so hard to forget everything I still can’t.Still, even though it hurts I know that this is the right thing to do. This is the right thing and right path for Ronald. I just need to sooth myself that everything will be fine. Everything will be fine, Cristine. You chose the right thing.I don’t know if these words will make me at ease at least but I want to cheep up myself that even in this way I may be able to protect Ronald. I closed my eyes as I feel the cold wind blows against my skin. But still…no matter how I tried to cheer myself up…all I could feel is loneliness, sadness and pain.“I can say from here your problem,” someone said down the tree. I looked down and saw Fin, leaning on the other tree while his arms are in a cross.“Where’s the others?” I ignored h
CHAPTER 68I can feel the creep in me. I feel like I am seeing a different person. I know that what happened today will be Ronald’s greatest nightmares. I know. Because the only family he has is his father. Losing a family is not easy. That’s why I can’t blame him. I can’t blame his to hate our kind. I don’t hate him for seeking a revenge. I completely understand him.I just watched him signed the documents and other things that he needs to do for his father’s funeral. His face was blank. As if I am saying an emotionless face from him. It makes me wonder if the Ronald Madrigal I know before will still come back? It makes me scared. I feel like I am slowly losing him. I am losing him.I stood up when I noticed that he’s finished. He glanced at me and smiled a bit. It wasn’t the smile he used to give whenever he was looking at me. It was different. He was different.“Let’s go home,&rd
CHAPTER 69Alqamar explains to us what happened. We found out that Lexis’ family was used as hostage so that Alqamar would agree to their preposition. I don’t know what’s gotten into them why they challenged Alqamar in a duel when we know that they can’t win with Alqamar. I don’t know what they are thinking.“Are they stupid? Why would they challenged Alqamar when they know they’ll lose in the end?” Rael shook his head; he also knows how ridiculous the idea was.“Carlos is planning something…” Gray mumbled. We all looked at him. I am also thinking the same way but…why would Gray think that Carlos is the only one who’s planning something? Herman may be also planning evil against us.“What do you mean?” Fin asked. Alqamar was just silent, maybe listening to us. He fell silent after he finished explaining to us what happened with the Castillo’s hou
CHAPTER 70That was my last visit to see Ronald. I didn’t go with the funeral again. I told myself that it was enough. I can’t see him anymore. I can’t let myself get selfish once again. I can’t hope once again. Everything is done between us. Watching him leaning with other girl made realize so many things.That I am not the girl for him. I am not the suited for him. He is beyond my reach. I can’t even reach him. I was just lucky because I was able to taste his lips, his warmth and touch but I cannot grasp him, I cannot hold him no matter how much I try.Instead of thinking about Ronald, I just focus myself with our plan in an upcoming duel of Alqamar and Herman. I don’t know what Carlos is thinking. But I know he’s thinking something big. He’s thinking something else, and I am sure that it’ll never be good for us.For days I was trying to trace Herman and Carlos scents with Fin and Rael.
CHAPTER 71We rushed Chairman Lim to the hospital. Hendrick was so worried while we watched the nurse send Chairman Lim inside the emergency room. Hendrick sat down on the waiting area and held his head like he’s carrying the whole world in both of his shoulders.He looks devastated. He looks weary. I sighed and sat down two seats apart from him. I breathed heavily. Hendrick is a good son. I saw how he cared for his father, I witnessed that for two years that I’ve been working for them. He’s a good person but I know and understand that he wants something else for his life.I know how it feels to want something, yet you couldn’t reach it. I know how it feels desire something, but you can’t have it. It was painful yet you can’t do anything but to take it all in.“Are you okay?” I asked and glanced at him. He was staring down the floor, he looks in deep thoughts. He sighed heavily and closed his e