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I had been in this town for exactly twenty-three minutes and I already had three solid facts to work with: the theater was six blocks from my apartment, there was a coffee shop directly across the street from it, and I was, against all odds, going to like it here.
This was a very good ratio of facts to minutes, honestly. I was proud of myself.
"Rehearsal starts at eleven tomorrow," the director said, dropping a key ring into my palm like he was handing off a relay baton. Two keys, one plastic tag, 3B written on it in permanent marker that had started to fade at the edges. "Company meeting, read-through, music, all the usual first-day stuff. You have the address?"
"Saved in my phone."
"Good. You can walk it. Ten minutes, maybe fifteen if you're slow."
"I don't walk slowly."
He laughed like that was a personality trait he'd have to file away for later, which, fair, because it absolutely was. "There's a grocery store half a mile that way, laundry in the basement. Anything else you need?"
I need approximately four months of confidence and a plan for how I'm going to make an entire town fall in love with me in ninety days, I did not say.
"I think I'm good," I said instead.
"Welcome to town, Tessa."
New apartment. New town. New job. New everyone.
I dragged my suitcase up two flights of stairs that were doing their absolute best impression of stairs from a horror movie and let myself into the place I'd be calling home for the next three months.
It was fine. One bedroom, a kitchen the approximate size of a walk-in closet, carpet in a beige so aggressive it felt personal, and a couch that had clearly survived several previous casts and at least one questionable decision involving red wine.
I unzipped my suitcase on the bed, stared at the chaotic pile of clothes inside for a solid five seconds, and zipped it right back up.
Unpacking was a problem for Tomorrow Tessa. Today Tessa had a town to case.
I changed out of my travel clothes, found the coffee shop across from the stage door, and spent the rest of the afternoon walking around like I owned the place until I actually believed it a little. By seven that night I'd bought groceries, made friends with a bartender named Alex, and still hadn't unpacked a single item. A wildly successful first day by any reasonable metric.
At 10:47 the next morning, I walked into the rehearsal room holding an iced coffee like a shield and knew instantly that I was the new girl.
Nobody stared. It was the hugging. Full-body, squealing hugging in every corner of the room.
"Wait, you're doing this show too?"
"You're in housing on Pine?"
"I haven't seen you since Denver!"
Apparently half this company had a group chat I wasn't in. Fine. I'd earn my way in eventually. I always did.
I stood just inside the door taking inventory. Actors clustered around tables, talking over each other with the specific energy of people who'd never once worried about interrupting. Dancers were already on the floor stretching, despite there being zero reason yet to need a hamstring.
"Hi!" A woman with short brown hair materialized in front of me with terrifying speed. "You're Tessa, right? I'm Claire."
We shook hands. Firm grip. Good eye contact. "Nice to meet you," I said. "You're playing Anna?"
"Guilty."
Her smile didn't drop, but something behind her eyes did a very fast, very quiet bit of arithmetic.
"I understudied Anna last summer," she said.
Ah. There it was. Day one, and I already had a rival. I was setting personal records.
"Then I'll know who to scream for when I forget all my lines," I said.
She laughed, a beat too polished. "Hopefully you won't need to."
Someone called her name from across the room and she peeled off toward the piano. I filed her under a category I'd developed over several contracts: Watch, Don't Engage, Yet.
"Company, circle up!" the director called out.
Everyone drifted toward the center of the room for introductions. Names, roles, hometowns, that one credit everyone mentions to sound impressive. I retained roughly thirty percent of it.
Then Danny introduced himself.
I'd clocked him already, somewhere in the general chaos of the hugging. Tall. Dark hair doing something annoyingly good without visible effort. Blue eyes. Shoulders built specifically to be leaned against in a slow dance number. He was playing Ben.
Ben, who was, conveniently, my love interest. In the show. Which was a technicality I fully intended to make irrelevant.
Danny caught me looking and smiled, easy and a little knowing.
I smiled back. Why wouldn't I? I had manners.
Three months, I thought, doing some very optimistic math. Three months was practically a whole relationship arc if you played it right.
Then we actually started working, and here was the extremely rude thing about Danny: he was good.
Genuinely, actually good. Beautiful voice, prepared, and a generous scene partner who gave me everything I needed instead of hogging the moment. During lunch he told me, casually, that he liked a choice I'd made in our scene.
Then he walked away.
No lingering. No sitting with me. No obvious flirting.
By the end of rehearsal, I knew three non-résumé facts about Danny: he drank his coffee black, he'd worked here before, and he was either not interested in me or extremely good at faking it.
Fine. I liked a challenge.
Rehearsal ended a little past six. I was shoving my script into my bag, half-listening to the company making evening plans around me, when I heard Danny's voice nearby.
"We're just walking over," he was telling a small group.
"To the lake?" someone asked.
"Yeah, it's like fifteen minutes."
Danny was standing with Claire and a cluster of returning company members. The tight little ecosystem that existed here before I showed up.
I slung my bag over my shoulder and walked right over, because subtlety had never once solved a problem for me.
"There's a lake?" I asked.
Danny glanced at me. "Yeah."
Claire smiled, sweet as a knife. "It's really pretty."
"Great," I said, flashing them a grin. "I'm in."
By the end of our final rehearsal, I was fairly certain my feet had filed a formal complaint against the rest of my body. Opening night was tomorrow. After weeks of rehearsals, costume fittings, choreography adjustments, and our director announcing that we needed to run one particular scene just one more time, we were finally ready."That's it!" the director called from the front of the theater. "Good work, everyone. Get some rest tonight. I want you all here tomorrow with plenty of energy."I stared at him. Around me, people started applauding. I joined in, mostly because it meant we were allowed to leave.Rebekah appeared beside me. "Drinks?"I looked at her. "Is that a question or a medical recommendation?""Both.""That sounds like a great idea."She grinned. "Excellent."I glanced toward the dancers. Jay was talking to someone near the wings. He caught my eye and smiled. I smiled back.Rebekah noticed. "Oh, you two are disgusting.""We haven't done anything.""You're smiling at e
By seven fifteen, I was standing outside Jay's dance studio with a coffee in one hand and a very important responsibility. I was here to provide artistic feedback. Professional artistic feedback. Which meant I absolutely could not spend the entire evening staring at my boyfriend's ass. I gave myself a moment to appreciate how difficult this assignment was going to be. Then I went inside.Jay was alone in the studio, dragging a padded gymnastics block across the floor. Music played quietly from his phone."Hello, handsome!"He looked up and smiled. "Hey, Tess."I walked over and kissed him. "How was class?""Good. The kids are getting ready for their recital.""Did anyone fall down?""No.""Disappointing."He laughed. "I'm glad you came.""Are you kidding? A private dance performance? I would've paid admission.""It's practice.""Even better. Behind-the-scenes access."He shook his head and went back to arranging equipment. There were two padded blocks, a low platform, and a long exerc
I woke up with my face pressed against Jay's chest. One of his arms was wrapped around my waist, and my leg was tangled with his beneath the blankets. For a moment, I didn't move. I just listened to him breathe.Last night had been... wow. That was an embarrassingly inadequate word for it. I was an actress. Words were supposed to be my thing. But apparently, my vocabulary had abandoned me somewhere around midnight.Jay shifted beside me. "Morning," he murmured.I tilted my head up. His eyes were still closed."Good morning."He smiled. "Sleep okay?""Very.""Good."I studied his face. His blond hair was a disaster. A beautiful disaster. I reached up and pushed a piece away from his forehead. He opened one eye."What?""Nothing.""You're staring.""I'm appreciating."He laughed softly. "Appreciating what?""You."His smile widened. I leaned up and kissed him. He kissed me back, then pulled me closer. For several wonderful seconds, I forgot that clocks existed.Unfortunately, they did.
I kissed him again, slower this time, and felt the shift the way I always did with Jay—like the air itself had decided to pay attention. His hands settled at my waist, steady and warm, then slid under the hem of my shirt, palms spanning my back. I pressed closer. The faint scent of smoke from the fireworks still clung to both of us.“Still okay?” he asked against my mouth.“Very.”He smiled and kissed me deeper. We moved without hurry toward the couch, then past it, shedding pieces of the day as we went. My sandals. His shoes. The soft click of the bedroom door. Inside, the only light came from the small lamp on his nightstand and the distant glow of leftover sparklers still fading in my mind.Jay pulled his shirt over his head in one smooth motion. I watched the way the muscles of his shoulders and stomach moved, the kind of strength that came from years of knowing exactly where every part of his body. I reached for the hem of my own top. He helped me out of it, then the bra, and loo
Jay arrived at exactly two o'clock. I knew because I'd been watching out my window for the last five minutes. Not because I was excited. Obviously. I was simply monitoring traffic.He stepped out of his SUV wearing red shorts and a blue T-shirt with white stars on it, his blond hair looking particularly fluffy. I grabbed my bag and practically ran downstairs."HI!"He laughed as I came through the door. "Hi, Tess.""Happy Fourth of July!""Happy Fourth."I threw my arms around him and kissed him. He caught me around the waist. "Someone's in a good mood." He laughed and opened the passenger door. "Ready?""Absolutely. Let's go meet Steve's mother."He sighed. "It's going to be a long afternoon."Jay's parents' backyard looked like a Fourth of July advertisement. Red, white, and blue decorations hung from the patio. A long folding table was covered in food, and someone had set up lawn chairs around a firepit. There were coolers full of drinks, a grill smoking near the fence, and enough
Someone was pounding on my door. Not knocking. Pounding.I opened one eye. My bedroom was still dark enough that I considered going back to sleep. Then the pounding started again.Oh, for fuck's sake.I grabbed my phone. 8:03 a.m. On a holiday. A holiday when I didn't have rehearsal. This had to be some sort of crime.I dragged myself out of bed, stumbled into the living room, and opened the door. Rebekah stood in the hallway wearing denim shorts, a red tank top, and a ridiculous pair of red star-shaped sunglasses. She was smiling. Why was she smiling at eight in the morning?"WE'RE GOING TO THE PARADE!"I stared at her. "What?""The Fourth of July parade!"I blinked. "Why is the parade so early?""Because it's a morning parade.""That's a terrible explanation."She laughed. "Get dressed!"I looked down at myself. I was wearing pajama shorts and Jay's blue T-shirt. Rebekah looked down too, then grinned. "Oh, that's cute.""Don't start.""Is that Jay's?""No. I broke into a stranger's







