Snickers emanated all around me as his eyes narrowed and water continued to spill.
“Are you just going to sit there and watch it spill over?” His tone hard and directed at me. It bounced me out of my stupefied state.I left the class to find a janitor who could direct me to the cleaning supplies room. Luckily, I found one with a mop stick.I had somehow managed to make a fool of myself in front of the entire class and also delayed the class by extra 20 minutes.By the time I had returned the mop and gotten back to my seat, he’d scribbled his name across the board and introduced himself.“My name is Jared. I will be your ECON101 lecturer for the semester. My door is always open to receive you should you have any questions.”How on earth had I managed to have the worst luck in the world?Ohio to California was as far away as far away got so, the chances that my one night stand stood in front of me as my Econs lecturer was already the world playing a huge joke on me.If at all fate had made us cross paths, it shouldn’t have been in an academic environment. He was too young to be a lecturer, least of all a professor. Most lecturers I knew were quite old.I couldn’t take my eyes off him throughout the class even though I didn’t hear a word he spoke.The man who’d taken my first kiss and virginity was no one else but my Econs professor.*I got to my room, still dazed from the morning. My notes were empty and my pens unused.I sat on my bed and tried Becka again. This time, she picked up.“Oh my God! where have you been?” I’d missed her so much.“I’m so sorry. I’ve been busy with projects. What’s up though? You good?”“You will not believe whom I saw today.” I looked around to make sure no one was actually in the room so I didn’t land my ass an expulsion or something.“Are you alone?” I asked her. I wasn’t going to take any chances.“Yeah. Sure. What is it? You’re worrying me.”I took a deep breath and told her what had happened. She screamed into the phone. I had to pull my phone away from my ear so I wouldn’t go deaf.“What the actual fuck!”“I know right? Although, I don’t think he recognized me. He was rather harsh this morning.”“Or he’s pretending not to know you so his sorry ass doesn’t get fired.”“Maybe.. but he hadn’t even had the slightest expression that he had somehow recognised me. Surely he hadn’t expected me to be here or he wouldn’t have even taken me to his place in the first place.” I pulled my pillow over my head and screamed into it.“Becka, what am I going to do?” I kicked the air as a feeling of trepidation filled my chest.“Absolutely nothing. It happened before you knew he was your lecturer and outside the confines of school. So, leave it that way and nothing will happen. He’s already acting like it.”I bit my lip as I thought about what she’d said. She was right. I just had to pretend that nothing happened between us.How hard could it be?*“This class is quite large and I can’t handle a large influx of students to my office every time.”‘Pretty sure they won't be coming for academic reasons’ I muttered bitterly to myself.“I haven’t been granted a TA so, I’ll need two class reps from you. One from the previous set and one from the new set.”The previous set chose some guy named Matt and he was called up to the front so everyone could see him.“How about the freshers?”“Water bottle girl.” Someone from the back yelled. That was what everyone had been calling me ever since the water bottle incident.“Yeah.” People agreed in unison. I flushed from top to bottom as they kept yelling for me to represent the class. Jared motioned for the class to keep quiet. I kept my ass glued to the seat hoping he’d call for another person to represent us. “Water bottle girl.”Had he just?The whole class snickered as Jared asked me to come to the front.I bristled at the name but came out nonetheless.Jared didn’t look one bit happy about it, that I could tell.“Introduce yourself.” He motioned to the both of us.“I’m Matt, a political science major.”“Leah, accounting major.” The class hollered at me. I was drowning in embarrassment as we were asked to return to our seat.The class went on as Jared taught. He was smooth with words and I found myself hanging on to his every words. The girls beside me sighed as he spoke, making giggling noises whenever he turned his head in our direction.I was ready to chuck my pen at them if they didn’t stop distracting me.“That’d be all for today. Matt and Leah, can I see you both quickly before your next class?”“Lucky bitch.” One of the girls had sneered. I rolled my eyes at both of them. If they wanted it, they could come get it. I didn’t want to be a class rep anyway.The plan was to get in and out of school without any issues. I was off to a quite wonderful start.“Hey… you’ve made quite the spectacle in class.” Matt smiled kindly at me.“It wasn’t by choice.” I whined. If I could rewind that day, I would in a heartbeat.“You’ll be fine. They seem to like you anyway.” Matt shrugged as we entered Jared’s office“What? They enjoy making fun of me. Both are not one and same.” My voice quietened as I made eye contact with him.“There are some slight changes to…” ‘Last Resort’ by papa roach on full blast interrupted him.I chuckled as Matt ransacked his bag for his phone.“Excuse me sir.” He ran out of the office when his phone seemed to be playing hide and seek with him.I could still hear the song along the hallway as I silently bopped to it. It was a really great song.The laughter died in my throat as Jared focused on me, his stare quite intense. I swallowed hard at the fact that I was the only one standing before him with no where to turn to.“Leah, is it?” My name rolling off his tongue effortlessly.My hands turned clammy with sweat as I tried to wipe my hands on my jeans as subtly as I could. His eyes caught on to it regardless.“Still have that habit I see.”I snapped my head up.Had I heard right?Matt came in before I could confirm if he actually remembered me or not. He continued to list of requirements and rules for us without a mention of the previous incident and I forgot about it.If he was going to pretend he didn’t remember me, then I didn’t either. Why I felt disappointed, I couldn’t fathom.“...like one of those cool teachers.”“Hmm?” I had zoned out as Matt continued to drone off. Matt was cute in every sense. He looked like he played football in high school and was the probably the star player. I had a thing for shaggy blonde haired boys with baby blue eyes.“I said Jared is quite young. He’s so cool.” So guys also worshipped the ground where he walked. I rolled my eyes and snorted.“You don’t think so.” He said as a matter-of-fact.“I mean, I think it’s amazing that he’s got degrees so young. I just don’t see the hype.” He looked at me disbelievingly.“What? He’s overrated.” I lied through my teeth.“Yeah right.”We continue
“The demand affects the supply and that is why…” Jared droned off. Since 9am that I’d been in the class, the ladies behind me wouldn’t shut up and I could barely hear a word he’d been saying. “I think he just looked at me.” One of them giggled. “I think so too.” I looked to the back and set a glare on both of them. “Can you guys please keep quiet?” Their faces turned menacing. “What is going on?” I cringed in embarrassment as Jared’s voice reached my ears. “Nothing.” I muttered. His eyes narrowed at me. “You can’t disturb my class and not explain why.” My face tinged red in anger. I wanted to chuck something at his head. The girls behind me snickered in derision. “I’m sorry sir.” He paid me no mind as we continued the class. Every single second I spent in Jared’s class only made me hate him more. He was as difficult as he looked. I was stupid for thinking just because we’d met before, he’d be lenient with me. “I fucking hate him.” Matt chuckled beside me as we returned from hi
I decided against going into the class as I stood in front of the door.“God… I cannot face this man today.” I muttered to myself.“Are you going into my class or are you leaving? Which is it?” A voice that haunted my dreams reverberated behind me. I closed my eyes and counted to 5 in my head before I faced him. Feeling the contact irritate my eyes, I struggled to resist the urge to rub them.Why did he have to be so good-looking? I wanted so much to bash his head in so I didn’t have to be reminded everyday of how handsome he looked. I forced a smile on my face and batted my lashes at him, trying to see if he’d cave.“Sorry Mr Jared. Your classes are on of my best ones here on campus. I wouldn’t miss it for a thing.”If he knew that I was mocking him, he didn’t show it. Instead he brushed past me and muttered something I never thought he would under his breath.“And I’m the asshole.”I could swear his eyes found mine every minute and narrowed imperceptibly at me. Just when I thought I
“I swear, anyone who chucks a ball of paper at me again will…”“What will you do? Hmm?” Someone from the back yelled. I’d had enough of the insults, sneers, derisive comments and physical attacks. I stood up to address the issue when Jared walked in.“Everyone settled down.” Jared’s deep voice interrupted me, calming the atmosphere with his presence.I bit my tongue and swallowed whatever I was going to utter.“Sir, the assignment was not our fault. If anything, it’s water bottle girl’s assignment that shouldn’t be accepted.” I’d decided to name the girls always behind me, for God knows what reason, GG (gossip girl) 1 and 2. I wasn’t interested in learning their names. GG1 had spoken.“I think the whole class agrees on the fact that we don’t want her as our representative anymore.” Her voice seeping with vitriol. I had cost them part of their CA and I wasn’t surprised they’d wanted that. I understood how they felt and I would accept that. What I couldn’t take was the constant assault.
Jared lifted me up and let go of my body as if it burned him to stay in close proximity with me.“Are you okay?” Alyssa’s panicked tone sliced through the awkward air.“Yeah.” My voice sounded mangled and I cleared my throat, avoiding Jared’s eyes. I adjusted my shirt where it had ridden up and my skin felt warm to touch. I hoped it wasn’t obvious how tensed and embarrassed I felt.“I’ll see you around.” Jared finally spoke up, facing Alyssa. She blushed in return as he left, leaving just Alyssa and me in the hallway.“Now that is some cake.” I turned to look at her, shock marring my features.She giggled, covering her mouth in what? Embarrassment? She probably had forgotten that I was there with her.“I cannot believe you.” I shook my head and walked beside her as we exited the building.She wasn’t wrong though. Jared had it and my ears burned with the knowledge that I’d just checked his ass out.I would be lying if I said I hadn’t felt shivers all over. My skin still burned from his
I gambled on my thoughts and sent a risky text. I knew I’d never have the confidence to face him in person because even after sorting out my feelings I still felt confused.Call me stupid but something in me held onto the glimmer of hope that maybe he actually wanted something with me and I wasn’t being delusional.“Can we talk?” I placed my phone on my bed face down and squeezed my fist and biting my lip nervously. Was he going to reply? What was he going to reply?My phone chimed with a message and my heart skipped a beat. I blew out a breath and picked up my phone.“Why?” I squinted at my phone, trying to see if I’d missed the rest of his message.“What do you mean why? We need to talk.” I seethed as I battled with my keyboard.“I don’t think there’s anything we should talk about.” I could almost see his eyebrows drop in a frown. I scoffed. Apparently, only me thought there was this weird energy between us and it just made things incredibly awkward between us.“Okay, maybe it’s jus
“are you okay?” Ashley asked as she noticed my somewhat puffy eyes the next morning. I knew fake concern when I saw it. Ashley was just looking for gossip.I returned a fake smile and nodded, my voice taking on a happy tone.“Yeah.”Ashley was one of those girls I strongly avoided in school or just around me. They were like piranhas, guzzling till whatever was left of someone was a pool of their own blood and they moved on to the next victim like it was nothing.I’d slept with my contacts on, making my eye itchy. I knew how dangerous it was to leave them on for the longest times but I couldn’t even bring myself to care when I’d bawled my eyes out. I felt something shift within me.I’d seen enough of people assuming the worst of me, making me feel like I wasn’t enough. I took out my contacts and threw them in the trash. I was done trying to cover up all my flaws but I took it a step at a time. I still felt insecure about my scars because of the history behind them but I could start som
Matt was good looking, funny and nice. It felt nice to be wanted by a man. Jared had wanted a one night stand, not me and it was glaring how he treated me. How he had assumed I was going to use the information that we’d slept together against him. My blood boiled at the thought of it. He really was an asshole.I entered the room and walked straight to my bed. My feet stepped on something and there was a crunch. I looked at the floor and squinted my eyes. It was quite dark inside so I turned on the lights.“The fuck?”There were solo cups strewn across the room, bottles of vodka and small packets of…condoms?I spotted my bed and my sheets that I’d left in perfect condition were now squeezed and halfway across the floor. Asides the complete disorganization of the room, it was void of life. The whole place stank of alcohol and sex. My nose scrunched up in disgust.I cursed under my breath as I inspected my bed sheet for stains. Thankfully there were none, but I couldn’t imagine myself lay