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My mom still loves Andrel Black. I know because I stole the page where she confessed it.
The first time Andrel Black walked into our house, I thought he was just handsome. That was it. Just a handsome man who happened to be my father's best friend. I didn't think much of it. But then he started coming over more often. Business deals with Dad. Dinners. Meetings in Dad's study. And every time, I found myself peeping from the hallway. He was too handsome. Too muscular. He looked nothing like my father — he looked younger, more dangerous, more... alive. And then I noticed it. The way he and my mom looked at each other. It wasn't normal. It wasn't how a wife should look at her husband's best friend. It was heavy. Painful. Like they were both remembering something they shouldn't. Until one afternoon Dad wasn't home, and I saw them arguing in the living room. I couldn't hear what they were saying. Her eyes were red. His jaw was clenched. Before I could listen, I ran. I ran straight to Mom's room. My heart was beating so fast.i don't just know why but I ran to her room That's when I saw her small safe in the closet. I don't know why I tried to open it. My hands were shaking. I tried my birthday. It didn't open. I tried Dad's birthday. It didn't open. Then, I typed Andrel's birthday. click, It opened, I was dumbfounded. Inside, there was an old, worn diary. I flipped through it, curious, angry, confused until my eyes stopped on one page. "I love Andrel Black and I still love him. No one can replace him. Not even my husband." My chest shattered. Sadness and anger mixed together. How could she? How could my own mother do something so despicable? If she loved him so much, why didn't she marry him? Why marry my dad? Out of anger, out of hurt, I tore that page out. I folded it and hid it. Then I heard my name. "Mila! Mila! What is the matter? What are you thinking of?" I snapped back to reality. "Nothing," I replied quickly. Then my dad raised his glass, his voice loud and proud. "Happy birthday to my beautiful daughter! I still want to thank some loved ones. First, my brother Andrel, he has been good since day one. And my beautiful wife, who gave birth to such a lovely daughter. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me." I turned and looked at Mom. She couldn't even look at Dad. Maybe guilty. But her eyes... her eyes were fixed on Andrel. Out of frustration, I grabbed a drink and started walking alone down to the alley. I needed air. I needed to be alone. Then I heard a voice behind me.Little Mila." I recognized that voice instantly. So deep and calm. My whole body got stiff. I turned slowly to look at him. It was dark in the alley, but I could see his smile. his eyes looked hungry, like I was some type of food he had been starving for. He walked slowly and steadily, like a man who already knew how this would end. Like someone reading every single reaction on my face. My heart was pounding so loud I was sure he could hear it. With every step he took closer, the air got thicker. Then he was so close to me I could smell his cologne. And my God, he smelled so delicious. Warm, expensive, masculine — the kind of scent that stays on your clothes long after. He bent his face close to mine, not touching, just close enough that I had to tilt my head up to look at him. "Mila, you don't look happy today as usual," he said. His voice was so deep and calm, but his eyes... his eyes were not calm at all. In my mind I was screaming. Does he know? Does he know when I'm sad or angry? I snapped back. "I'm fine," I whispered. "Just needed fresh air." He chuckled. That low chuckle made my knees weak. Then he leaned in even closer. I thought he was going to kiss me right there. "Mila," he whispered close to my ear, his breath warm against my skin. "You are the fresh air. You smell so good. You've always smelled so good." My whole body froze.He was back.I thought he left. I swear I watched his black car pull out of the campus parking lot after my morning class. I saw it disappear onto the main road with my own eyes.So how was it parked right in front of my lecture building now, like it had never left?My heart started beating so fast I thought I was going to faint right there on the stairs."Mila! Wait up!"Trex was still following me. He had his backpack slung over one shoulder and that persistent smile on his face that I had told him a hundred times I didn't like.Chloe looked at me with that weird gaze. She was looking between me and Trex, then between me and the black car parked at the curb. I knew she had a lot of questions, but this was not the time.We went down the last flight of stairs and I stopped suddenly."You guys can go home," I blurted out, my voice higher than normal. "You can go. He will take me home."Chloe frowned. "Who? Mia, who will take you home?"Trex stopped too. "What do you mean? We were suppo
Professor Adams was halfway through his lecture on market structures when the door at the back of the hall creaked open.I didn't think anything of it. People usually came in late all the time.Until Chloe grabbed my arm and whispered, "Oh my god. Don't look now."Of course, I looked.Trex.He walked in wearing a black hoodie and that confident smile that made half the girls in the Econ department blush. But it never worked on me. Not once.His eyes scanned the hall and landed straight on me. Like he knew exactly where I sat. He smiled wider and started walking down the aisle toward our row.My stomach dropped."Is this seat taken?" he asked, already pulling out the empty seat next to me.Chloe looked at me, then at him. She knew I didn't like him. Everyone knew except him who I have told multiple times but he wouldn't listen .Before I could say no, he sat down very close. His knee brushed mine under the table and I shifted away immediately."What are you doing here?" I whispered, t
The lecture hall was already half full when I walked in. I didn't look back at the campus gate. I didn't have to. I could feel his eyes on my back the entire time, burning a hole through my backpack until I disappeared into the building. "You're late again." Chloe didn't even look up from her laptop when she said it. She was my roommate, my best friend since freshman year, and the only person who could tell when I was lying. "Campus traffic was crazy," I mumbled, sliding into my favorite seat by the window. I dropped my backpack on the floor and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. It wasn't traffic. It was him. Professor Adams was already setting up his notes at the front, but I couldn't focus. My heart was still beating too fast, too loud. The air conditioning was humming, but my skin felt hot. My t-shirt felt too tight around my chest. Everything felt wrong since that car ride. The ride was quiet. Too quiet. He didn't say a single word the whole way to campus. The
I walked away last night. Her mother called from downstairs, "Mila! Come down for breakfast!" and my whole body reacted before my mind could. I was already sitting at the dining table with a cup of coffee in my hand, pretending to be calm. Pretending like I hadn't spent the whole night thinking about one question. "Do you still love my mom, or would you ever love me?" That private question she asked me in the hallway was still ringing in my head. I walked away that night because I had no answer. Not because I didn't love her. God knows I do. But because I have never really sat down to think it through on my own. Do I still love her mother? Or am I trying to heal my past through her daughter? I was still battling with that when I heard her footsteps on the stairs. Then she came down. She was wearing a short and a sleeveless top, her long hair packed up, her glasses sitting perfectly on her face. She looked different today. Beautiful. Confident. Like she wanted to be seen. Like sh
I left before I would do something I couldn't control. "I need air," I told her, and I walked away from her in the hallway. My chest was tight. My hands were shaking. If I stayed one more second with her that close, in that red gown, I knew I would forget who I was supposed to be to her. I didn't go far. I turned into the side aley of the house, where the light from the party didn't reach. From there, she couldn't see me. But I could see her. Mila didn't move at first. She just stood there where I left her, her hands holding her beautiful red floral gown. Then slowly, she sat down on the ground. She didn't even care that her expensive gown would get dirty on the hallway floor. She just sat there. She wasn't crying. She wasn't making any sound. She just sat quietly, fixing her hair with her small hands. Tucking it behind her ear, again and again. Then she fixed her gown, straightening the flowers at the bottom. But her eyes kept looking back at the alley. The alley where I was h
Andrel POV:I still remember the exact day.It was two weeks after her 18th birthday. I had come to their house to see her father, my best friend. He was running late, so I waited in the living room with a glass of water in my hand, scrolling through emails I wasn't really reading.Then the front door opened.Mila walked in from school. Her school bag was hanging heavy on her shoulder, her hair a little messy from the day. She looked tired. Her eyes were down, lost in thought, and there was a quiet sadness in them.But even tired, she was beautiful. In a pure, innocent way that made the whole room feel softer.Then she looked up and saw me.In an instant, her tired face changed. She smiled. It wasn't a loud smile, it was small, shy, just with her eyes and lips. She greeted me, "Uncle Andrel."Something in my chest shifted. It was a strange, warm connection I couldn't explain. Like my heart recognized her before my mind could.I panicked. I forced a smile back, said a quick hello, and







