Se connecterI dropped the cake last night. I didn't even care where it fell. I was so angry and confused that I just climbed into bed like that.
But I couldn't sleep at all. I kept tossing around. The next morning, I woke up and my head was still full. I was still remembering last night and everything that happened in that hallway. Then it hit me. Oh my God, I had class today. I jumped up from the bed and rushed to the bathroom. I took my bath quickly and tried to wash the memory of last night away, but it was still there. I wanted to feel good today. I wanted him to see me different. So I wore a very tiny short, the one that exposes my laps completely. Oh my God, when I looked in the mirror, I look so hot in this short. I paired it with a small sleeveless top. I wore my glasses and I packed my long hair up so my back would be fully exposed. Then I heard Mom calling from downstairs. "Mila! Come down for breakfast!" My stomach dropped. Breakfast meant I would see him. I walked slowly down the stairs, one step at a time. My heart was beating so loud I thought everyone could hear it. And then our eyes met. He was already sitting at the dining table with his coffee. His eyes felt different from yesterday. Yesterday they were dark and angry, today they were soft and he was looking at me like he had never seen me before. But I won't lie, his eyes are beautiful. My Dad looked up and smiled. "My baby, you look beautiful today." "Thanks Dad," I said and kissed him on the cheek. I sat down opposite him, opposite Andrel. Our eyes met again across the table. I quickly removed my eyes and looked at my toast. My hands were sweating. Then my phone buzzed on my laps. A message from Andrel. He was sitting right in front of me, but he was texting me. I opened it under the table. "Keep looking down. If you look at me like that again in front of your Dad, I won't be able to stop myself I froze. My breath caught. My whole body got hot. I didn't reply. I locked my phone. Slowly, I looked up at him across the table. And I bit my lip. His eyes went dark,and a shiver ran down my spine. My whole body felt strange. Tight. Hot and cold at the same time. Then my mom broke the silence. She placed more eggs onto my plate and glanced at me. "Mila, how's school? Is that boy from your department still bothering you?" My heart sank. My dad looked up from his newspaper and added, "You mean Trex? The boy who keeps calling her?" I froze. Why did they have to bring him up now? And right in front of him? I felt the atmosphere at the table shift instantly. Andrel's expression changed. The soft, unreadable look he had been giving me just seconds ago disappeared. His jaw tightened,he set his cofee cup down a little too hard against the saucer, making a sharp clink. He looked at my mom, his voice low and controlled. "Who's Trex?" My mom sighed. "Just some boy from her school. He has a crush on Mila and doesn't know when to quit. He keeps calling her, following her around campus. Mila doesn't like him at all." I stared down at my plate, my cheeks burning. "Mom, it's nothing. I already told him I'm not interested. But I could feel Andrel's gaze on me. Intense. Unmoving. He wasn't smiling anymore. He wasn't acting like my uncle in that moment he was looking at me like a man who didn't like hearing that another man was chasing what he was starting to want for himself. He didn't say another word. He just kept staring at me, and I knew with absolute certainty that he was going to ask me about Trex later. When we were alone. When my parents weren't around to interrupt us.I picked the call.My hands were shaking. I shouldn't have, but I did."Hello, Trex," I said, my voice small.Then he answered, his voice bright and happy, like he had been waiting for my call all day. "Mila? Mila, it's me! I wanted to know whether you're still coming for the coffee? I already found a nice place near campus. We can talk."My chest tightened. My heart stopped.I was still sitting in Andrel's car. The car smelled like him. That expensive, cold, dark cologne that makes me dizzy. And I could feel Andrel's eyes burning into me.I didn't need to look at him to know. His jaw was tight. His hands gripped the steering wheel so hard his knuckles turned white. The air inside the car had changed completely. It was heavy. Cold. Dangerous.He was jealous. And he wasn't hiding it.I told him slowly, trying my best not to show that I was upset. I tried to sound calm, but my voice betrayed me."I'm busy," I whispered to Trex. "I... I can't today. I'm really busy."Trex went quiet for
He was back.I thought he left. I swear I watched his black car pull out of the campus parking lot after my morning class. I saw it disappear onto the main road with my own eyes.So how was it parked right in front of my lecture building now, like it had never left?My heart started beating so fast I thought I was going to faint right there on the stairs."Mila! Wait up!"Trex was still following me. He had his backpack slung over one shoulder and that persistent smile on his face that I had told him a hundred times I didn't like.Chloe looked at me with that weird gaze. She was looking between me and Trex, then between me and the black car parked at the curb. I knew she had a lot of questions, but this was not the time.We went down the last flight of stairs and I stopped suddenly."You guys can go home," I blurted out, my voice higher than normal. "You can go. He will take me home."Chloe frowned. "Who? Mia, who will take you home?"Trex stopped too. "What do you mean? We were suppo
Professor Adams was halfway through his lecture on market structures when the door at the back of the hall creaked open.I didn't think anything of it. People usually came in late all the time.Until Chloe grabbed my arm and whispered, "Oh my god. Don't look now."Of course, I looked.Trex.He walked in wearing a black hoodie and that confident smile that made half the girls in the Econ department blush. But it never worked on me. Not once.His eyes scanned the hall and landed straight on me. Like he knew exactly where I sat. He smiled wider and started walking down the aisle toward our row.My stomach dropped."Is this seat taken?" he asked, already pulling out the empty seat next to me.Chloe looked at me, then at him. She knew I didn't like him. Everyone knew except him who I have told multiple times but he wouldn't listen .Before I could say no, he sat down very close. His knee brushed mine under the table and I shifted away immediately."What are you doing here?" I whispered, t
The lecture hall was already half full when I walked in. I didn't look back at the campus gate. I didn't have to. I could feel his eyes on my back the entire time, burning a hole through my backpack until I disappeared into the building. "You're late again." Chloe didn't even look up from her laptop when she said it. She was my roommate, my best friend since freshman year, and the only person who could tell when I was lying. "Campus traffic was crazy," I mumbled, sliding into my favorite seat by the window. I dropped my backpack on the floor and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. It wasn't traffic. It was him. Professor Adams was already setting up his notes at the front, but I couldn't focus. My heart was still beating too fast, too loud. The air conditioning was humming, but my skin felt hot. My t-shirt felt too tight around my chest. Everything felt wrong since that car ride. The ride was quiet. Too quiet. He didn't say a single word the whole way to campus. The
I walked away last night. Her mother called from downstairs, "Mila! Come down for breakfast!" and my whole body reacted before my mind could. I was already sitting at the dining table with a cup of coffee in my hand, pretending to be calm. Pretending like I hadn't spent the whole night thinking about one question. "Do you still love my mom, or would you ever love me?" That private question she asked me in the hallway was still ringing in my head. I walked away that night because I had no answer. Not because I didn't love her. God knows I do. But because I have never really sat down to think it through on my own. Do I still love her mother? Or am I trying to heal my past through her daughter? I was still battling with that when I heard her footsteps on the stairs. Then she came down. She was wearing a short and a sleeveless top, her long hair packed up, her glasses sitting perfectly on her face. She looked different today. Beautiful. Confident. Like she wanted to be seen. Like sh
I left before I would do something I couldn't control. "I need air," I told her, and I walked away from her in the hallway. My chest was tight. My hands were shaking. If I stayed one more second with her that close, in that red gown, I knew I would forget who I was supposed to be to her. I didn't go far. I turned into the side aley of the house, where the light from the party didn't reach. From there, she couldn't see me. But I could see her. Mila didn't move at first. She just stood there where I left her, her hands holding her beautiful red floral gown. Then slowly, she sat down on the ground. She didn't even care that her expensive gown would get dirty on the hallway floor. She just sat there. She wasn't crying. She wasn't making any sound. She just sat quietly, fixing her hair with her small hands. Tucking it behind her ear, again and again. Then she fixed her gown, straightening the flowers at the bottom. But her eyes kept looking back at the alley. The alley where I was h







