MasukJUNE;
The sun poured through the light curtains as if it had been waiting for hours to wake me up. I blinked against the brightness, my eyes heavy and sticky, and rolled over in the huge bed. My body sank deeper into the mattress, all soft and fluffy like a cloud had decided to hug me all night. For the first time in years I had overslept, and I hated admitting it felt good. The bed was too comfy, that was all. At least it was better than admitting I had stayed up for the better parts of the night because my brain couldn't stop replaying every sharp word Ronan had thrown at me during dinner, or the way his gray boxers had looked when he jumped up in his room, or the hard curve in it that looked like they were going to rip the fabric apart. Nope. Just the bed. I reached for the clock on the nightstand. The numbers glowed 9:47. My mouth fell open. “Seriously?” I muttered, sitting up fast. I grabbed my phone from beside the clock and tapped the screen. Messages from Mary lit up one after another. Oh, My God! I had missed a ton of her calls. Mary: June!!! You alive? Mary: Call me when you get settled, girl. I miss you already Mary: Let’s meet up by evening? Cafeteria near the old spot tomorrow? We need to catch up. Mary: Don’t ghost me now that you’re in a mansion😭 Isn't this girl too dramatic? What's the crying emoji at the end for? A small smile tugged at my lips. I could almost see her sitting under that big shady tree in front of our house, legs crossed, while we talked about everything. Now the tree was gone, replaced by some new building, and we had to meet like grown-ups in a cafeteria. But it still felt right, nothing out of the ordinary. I typed back quickly, telling her the evening was perfect, and how I couldn't wait to pour all my frustrations out. Then I set the alarm on the clock, that would help me not oversleep next time. I was only lucky today because it was a Saturday. My feet hit the floor, and I slipped into the slippers waiting by the bed. Today I had stuff to do. I thought about them as I moved into the bathroom: unpack the rest of my worn-out clothes, arrange them in the closet the way I liked it, make this giant room feel like mine instead of some fancy guest space. And later, meet Mary. That part made my chest feel lighter. I jammed the bathroom door behind me, still rubbing sleep from my eyes. The small round mirror above the sink showed my messy hair and puffy face. I turned the faucet. A tiny trickle of water came out, then nothing. Just air and a sad gurgle. “What the f..?” I twisted the handle harder. This must be some sick joke. My core was burning up. I spun at once, tried the shower next. Same sad ugly gurgle, not even a drop of water escaped from it. A scream burst out of me before I could stop it, almost too loud. “How can water run out in a house this huge? This is ridiculous!” I blurted. Fists clenching at my sides, face hot with frustration. Just then a soft knock sounded on the door. I sighed, stormed out of the bathroom, and into the bedroom. Yanking the door open. Mariah, the maid who had cleared the dinner plates last night. She had introduced herself a little too cheerfully as the head maid when I helped her out with the plates. “Good morning, Miss June,” she said gently. “Your mom asked me to let you know she and Mr. Grayson stepped out early. They didn’t want to wake you. They’ll be back before lunch.” I nodded, still gripping the door frame, my other hand pressed to my stomach because I really needed the bathroom now. “Thanks, Mariah. Um… do you know where they went?” She shook her head. “They didn’t say, miss. But they went out without the driver.” Oh! I nodded softly. That must have been one lovers’ spree. I was about to close the door when my stomach rumbled low. “Wait,” I called out. “There’s no water upstairs. The sink, the shower, nothing comes out. How is that even possible?” Mariah’s smile turned a little sorry. “Oh, yes. Plumbing issue hit all the upstairs bathrooms this morning. Mr. Grayson already called the plumber, but he can’t come until later this afternoon. In the meantime, you can use the bathroom downstairs in the hallway, but,” she paused. “The one at the far end is off-limits, that’s for your mom and Mr. Grayson. But the middle one is free and fully working.” Relief washed over me. There's a way out after all. “Okay, great. Thanks so much.” I managed a real smile this time even though my insides still felt twisted. At least I had somewhere to go. I shut the door quickly, heart beating a little faster now. I yanked off the thin robe I had slept in, letting it drop to the floor. My skin prickled in the cool air. I grabbed a big fluffy towel from the chair and wrapped it tight around my chest, tucking the end so it wouldn’t slip. Then I snatched the jar of the fruity shower gel from last night, twisted the lid, and breathed in the sweet mango-peach smell. It calmed me a tiny bit, another thing I had come to love in this house. I walked down the stairs, humming my favorite tune from Mariah Carey. Then I stopped in front of the bathroom door. A low growl reached my ears, I paused for a second longer, listened carefully, the growl was still there, more like a groan. I waved it off my mind, probably one of the faulty pipes. My fingers circled the shiny doorknob. I pushed the door open without knocking because who would be in there this early on a Saturday? Steam hit me first, warm and thick like a cloud. Then my eyes landed on him. Ronan. Stark naked under the running shower. Water streamed down his carved chest and stomach, mixing with white lather that clung to his skin. His hand was wrapped around his long, hard dick, stroking slowly, deliberately, like he was doing what my mind thought he was… doing. My mouth darted open at once. Droplets ran down his arms, his thighs, everything. His chestnut hair was soaked too, covered in the same foamy lather, sticking to his forehead. My breath caught sharp in my throat. I swallowed hard “June,” he mumbled low, voice rough and surprised. He spun halfway toward me, one hand still gripping himself, eyes wide as they locked on mine. What was he thinking leaving the bathroom door unlocked? I stood frozen in the doorway, towel clutched so tight against my chest. Words froze halfway on my lips. My heart slammed against my ribs like it wanted to break free. Heat rushed up my neck and burned my cheeks. I tried to look away, but my eyes wouldn’t obey. They stayed glued to the way his wet body glistened, the slow movement of his hand, the thick length he held, everything so raw and exposed. My mouth went dry. My legs felt weak, like they might give out any second. Ronan’s chest rose and fell fast. Water kept pouring over him, mixing with the lather, running in little rivers down his abs. He didn’t cover up. He didn’t shout. He just stared back at me, dark eyes burning with shock and something hotter, something that made the air between us feel thick and electric. “Get out,” he growled, but his voice cracked, low and strained, like the words didn’t want to leave his throat. I opened my mouth, but no sound came. My mind spun in circles, flashing the image over and over, his hand moving, his body tight with tension, the way he looked at me now, with his eyes ripping off the fold of the towel. Embarrassment crashed into me like a wave. What was this feeling stirring up inside me? Something strange, confusing, and dangerous that made my stomach flip and my core tighten. I couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe right. The steam wrapped around us both, making everything feel closer, hotter. His eyes never left mine, daring me, challenging me, pulling me in even as my brain screamed to run.JUNE;I slid the bag onto my shoulder and looked at the message one more time. Matthew had set the meeting for eleven at the park. The idea of actually going to Matthew still felt like something I should rethink, but he had chosen an open, mostly crowded place; the time worked too, and that made the thought a little easier to carry. I already knew the shape of the day by heart, and every part of it sat heavy in my chest. The first stop was the police station with Mr. Grayson, Mom and Ronan. Then straight to Matthew.Today we were supposed to find out who Gossipmonger really was, and how far the investigation had come. Romy had texted me some of the things Mrs. Brown had said about the whole investigation to people who cared to listen to her, ugly things that made me wonder if I had met this woman in her previous life, and was the air that choked her to her death. The girl looking back from the mirror wore a neat blouse and fitted denim jeans, hair falling loose over her shoulders.
JUNE;I walked faster. My eyes caught on my wrist and I saw the bracelet he had given me while we walked in the garden. I slipped it free at once and tugged it into the side of my bag.“You will need to hear me out and stop acting like I’m stupid.” He blurted.The words hit the quiet foyer harder than I expected. I stopped near the foot of the staircase, one hand already on the railing. I hadn’t thought he would follow me inside so fast, and I definitely hadn’t expected that tone.“One minute everything was fine,” he continued, still standing in the middle of the foyer, “and the next you treat me like I’m some kind of monster. No explanation. Nothing.”I kept my back to him. My chest rose and fell too quickly. The ugly picture of Natalie at the eatery sprang up in my face, followed by Matthew’s words about Ronan still sleeping with the same woman. My fingers tightened harder around the railing until the edges pressed into my skin.“Just tell me what I did, June,” he said. His voice ha
JUNE;Romy pulled into the driveway and shifted the car into park. I leaned further into the passenger seat and let out a long breath that had been trapped in my chest since the bar. The air left my lungs, but the knot in my throat stayed. The air conditioner was humming but I still felt hot. I slipped out of my trench coat, heaping it on my thighs.Neither of us spoke at first, we just looked ahead and I could tell Romy’s thoughts were spiraling just like mine.I kept seeing Ronan’s face in the fight, the way his fist had moved like he was trained for it or maybe just been into too many fights that he had become quite good at it. I could still see the blood on the other man’s mouth, the swollen skin under Ronan’s eye when he finally froze. What would Mr. Grayson say if he found out his son had been brawling in a bar before midnight? Right now, I do not quite blame the man for the nights he had arguments with his son.The thought made my stomach turn. Matthew’s words from the librar
June was just about to unfold the small piece of paper when her phone rang again. Romy’s name lit the screen. “I’m downstairs,” Romy said the moment June answered. June stared at the folded note in her hand for half a second longer, then slipped it into the side pocket of her shoulder bag without opening it. She girded the belt of the trench coat, wrapping it firmly around her, and left the room. The hallway was empty. She took the main stairs this time, there was no one to hide from at the moment. Romy’s car was already waiting at the curb, engine humming slowly. June climbed into the passenger seat. Romy pulled her into a quick hug as they exchanged air kisses. Romy pulled away from the mansion and headed toward the quieter side of town. “So, what have you been up to? Any news from the police yet?” Romy asked, eyes fixed on the road. June exhaled almost too loudly, her elbow resting on the window frame while she rubbed her forehead. “Nothing new, except Ronan givin
JUNE;I stood by the window, hands clasped loosely against my chest, watching the cars move past on the street below, and the trees move in the cold evening air. Ronan’s face kept rising in my mind no matter how hard I tried to push it away. I swallowed once, hard, and forced the image down. That was the best I could manage even when I wanted to do more.Then I heard it… the rough rumble of an engine. A moment later his car came into view, silver and familiar, pulling out of the driveway faster than usual. My blood boiled. Where was he going at this hour? It wasn’t fully late yet, only a few minutes past seven according to the clock on the nightstand, but the way he drove out, almost recklessly, made my chest tighten. Did he want another accident? I told myself I no longer cared what he did with his life. The words felt so unsure even inside my own head. But at least, I didn’t want him back on a hospital bed asking for me again, that wouldn't work this time.My phone rang on the sh
Ronan walked back to where his friend Alfred was waiting. But for obvious reasons, he couldn't contain himself anymore, he handed the young man a bowl of food and ran upstairs. He shut his bedroom door harder than he meant to and locked it. He stood there for a second with his forehead against the wood, then pushed away and started pacing. The room felt too small for him as he took long strides, one hand dragging through his hair. Every time he closed his eyes he saw June’s face in the hallway, her eyes went red, mouth tight, the way she had looked at his hand on her wrist like it burned her. She had pulled away from him like he was something dangerous or a different person entirely and that did hurt him. He didn’t understand any of it. Only yesterday she had stood on that podium and thanked him in front of everyone. Their eyes had met across the arena and she had given him that soft, private smile that was only for him. Everything had felt beautiful then. Now she wouldn’t e
JUNE.My phone buzzed in my hand.Mom.Again.I stared at the screen for a second before answering. “I’m still in line,” I said softly, almost whispering.“June,” her voice came through, soft but tight, like she was trying not to panic. “You said it wouldn’t take long. Your stepfather will be here
JUNE; I took the stairs, one at a time, hand tight on the railings. They were already seated, Mom, Mr. Grayson, and that boy, but their cutlery still lay perfectly, glasses remained untouched. The aroma of different delicacies wafted through the air into my nostrils. But I still hated the idea o
JUNE. Warm water still clung to my skin as I stepped out of the shower. The bathroom was nothing like the one I was used to. I grabbed a towel, wrapping it tightly around my body, my mind drifted back to an hour ago. How was it possible? The worst person I had met in school, was my step-brother
RONAN.I couldn't believe it. I almost couldn't believe Dad was thinking about wife-ing that lady he met just a few months ago. The thought had kept me up most nights. He had broken the news like it was something I should jubilate over. Was he expecting me to applaud him after I had seen how much







