로그인JUNE;
I took the stairs, one at a time, hand tight on the railings. They were already seated, Mom, Mr. Grayson, and that boy, but their cutlery still lay perfectly, glasses remained untouched. The aroma of different delicacies wafted through the air into my nostrils. But I still hated the idea of this dinner. It should have been just my Mom and me, on our little dinner table, maybe having some rice and grilled fish, something simple and not dramatic, like the array of dishes that lay across the long wooden table, as if it were Christmas. Rich people and show-offs. They always love complicated meals. I sighed slightly. My eyes fell on him, not like it was the first time since the staircase. But I just noticed his eyes lit up. Why was his lip lifted at the corner? I darted my eyes around me, maybe I had worn my clothes inside out. Why was he looking at me that way? God! I hated those eyes on me. I hated how they suddenly made each step heavy. I hated the way his face shone in the light, like he wasn't the same boy who had nicknamed me earlier today. “Come on, honey… The food is almost getting cold,” Mr. Grayson’s voice reached me. I bet the man just wanted to win me over. Why was he being too sweet? It was already enough that he stole the quiet life we had, and fathered this uncouth boy. Mom stretched out her hand, beckoning me to come over, I shuffled to the table, pulled the seat, and… “Can we all eat now, ugh?” That was him. Of course, it had to be him. Always impatient. Always trying to ruin things. "Do you always have to rush about everything?” I rolled my eyes at him, lowering myself onto the seat. The foam felt really soft against my butt. I wouldn't lie, this felt good, too good, better than the hardwood that always had my butt hurting by the time I retired to bed every night. But I hated one thing about this seat, the position. It made me sit right across from him. His blue eyes darkened at once, he stopped halfway with the fork already in his hand, he didn't expect that I could speak to him here. He should be dreaming then. I would never let him, nor anyone taunt my mom or me in this beautiful cage. “June,” Mom's hand clasped mine, “that was rather harsh for your brother,” her voice low. He scoffed. “Brother?” I pulled my brows together. Did he just scoff? This boy could be so annoying. My jaw tightened at once. “He's not my brother,” I muttered low, staring at his face through the edge of my eyes. My fist formed on my thigh right under the huge table. I hated the smirk that sat on his face. I hated the crisp white T-shirt that caught the light thereby illuminating every delicate carve of his face. You know what I hated even more? I hated that I noticed all of these. “Okay… Okay, guys,” Mr. Grayson dropped off the glass of water he had already grabbed. “I think you both got off on the wrong foot. It shouldn't be that deep you know, especially when you both would be in the same house, attend the same college and study the same course,” “What?!” We both yelled. We hadn't let him finish. “No way! I'm not going to study the same course as this girl… That's not happening!” He screamed, spun halfway on his seat so he could face his Dad, hand pointing at me. “Very well then, feel free to quit! The air would surely feel lighter with you gone from there!” I blurted, picked up the fork that lay by the plate. Hand gripping tightly, letting all my anger out on it. “June!” That was Mom. I hated the look in her eyes. I hated that I made her angry. But it was his fault not mine. Why can't anyone see how much of a jerk he was and how much he was trying to get under my skin? Mr. Grayson chuckled. Easing the moment for a second. Then he clasped both hands under his jaw. “I expected this… But what I didn't expect was that you two would disrespect us this much!” He thundered. My body shook at his tone. Wasn't he the man who chuckled just a second ago? “Ronan, you would apologise to June immediately!” He continued. Oh, that was perfect! I was starting to think Mr. Grayson wasn't bad for Mom after, all. “Now, I said.” He roared. The flicker, the one that had been in his eyes since I got to this table, I watched it disappear. I watched his mouth as he mumbled the words out. I responded loudly, even though the apology had come from his throat and stopped at his tongue. Then I noticed it, the cold way he darted his eye at his dad, like he was stopping words from flowing. I took my fork, started digging on the plate Mom had pushed before me. We ate in silence. Thick air, just the darting of eyes, and the clattering of spoons against porcelain. But when I retired to bed, my eyes remained fixed on the ceiling. My mind kept replaying the scene. I didn’t like what happened. But I couldn’t let myself be shadowed. That’s what all these men are good at. Ronan. The name kept recurring in my mind. I could still see his face as he munched in silence. I could still see his finger tapping judiciously by the side of his plate. And the look on his face, it was the type that says “the battle line is drawn.” Well, I was born ready. And for this night, I had the last laugh.JUNE;The steam still clung to my skin like it had followed me all the way up the stairs. What the heck did I just see? Was that a dick or a long smoothly carved log between his thighs?My legs felt shaky, like jelly left out in the sun, as I bolted up the steps two at a time. The towel slipped a little around my chest and I clutched it tighter, shower gel held tightly under one arm, knuckles white. Why was my body reacting this way? My nipples had gone all tight and hard, pushing painfully against the thick fabric like they were begging to be touched. Every little shift of the towel sent sparks straight down between my legs. And down there… Oh, sweet Lord!. My core throbbed with a deep, hot ache I couldn’t ignore. I couldn’t tell if it was just the desperate need to pee or the raw image of Ronan burning into my brain. That rude boy standing there completely naked, water streaming over his carved muscles, his hand slowly stroking that long, thick, hard dick like he was lost in plea
JUNE;The sun poured through the light curtains as if it had been waiting for hours to wake me up. I blinked against the brightness, my eyes heavy and sticky, and rolled over in the huge bed. My body sank deeper into the mattress, all soft and fluffy like a cloud had decided to hug me all night. For the first time in years I had overslept, and I hated admitting it felt good. The bed was too comfy, that was all. At least it was better than admitting I had stayed up for the better parts of the night because my brain couldn't stop replaying every sharp word Ronan had thrown at me during dinner, or the way his gray boxers had looked when he jumped up in his room, or the hard curve in it that looked like they were going to rip the fabric apart. Nope. Just the bed.I reached for the clock on the nightstand. The numbers glowed 9:47. My mouth fell open. “Seriously?” I muttered, sitting up fast. I grabbed my phone from beside the clock and tapped the screen. Messages from Mary lit up one af
JUNE;I took the stairs, one at a time, hand tight on the railings. They were already seated, Mom, Mr. Grayson, and that boy, but their cutlery still lay perfectly, glasses remained untouched. The aroma of different delicacies wafted through the air into my nostrils.But I still hated the idea of this dinner. It should have been just my Mom and me, on our little dinner table, maybe having some rice and grilled fish, something simple and not dramatic, like the array of dishes that lay across the long wooden table, as if it were Christmas. Rich people and show-offs. They always love complicated meals.I sighed slightly. My eyes fell on him, not like it was the first time since the staircase. But I just noticed his eyes lit up. Why was his lip lifted at the corner? I darted my eyes around me, maybe I had worn my clothes inside out.Why was he looking at me that way? God! I hated those eyes on me. I hated how they suddenly made each step heavy. I hated the way his face shone in the light,
JUNE. Warm water still clung to my skin as I stepped out of the shower. The bathroom was nothing like the one I was used to. I grabbed a towel, wrapping it tightly around my body, my mind drifted back to an hour ago. How was it possible? The worst person I had met in school, was my step-brother? What did the girl call him? I tried to remember. “Whatever!” I snapped. He could bear whatever he chose as a name. Why was he even in that… thing? Was that how he dressed whenever he was home? I shrugged. The unwanted picture kept flooding back into my eyes. The clear outline of his cock against the tiny strap that barely covered his cock. I paused for a while. Why was it so huge and hard? The thought of that sent heat between my thighs, and for some reason I hated it. “No way, June,” I called out to myself. “That boy is just a rude, spoiled brat! He's no good.” I resumed applying lotion all over my body. A sharp knock sounded on the door. “June?” Mom's voice from outside the
RONAN.I couldn't believe it. I almost couldn't believe Dad was thinking about wife-ing that lady he met just a few months ago. The thought had kept me up most nights. He had broken the news like it was something I should jubilate over. Was he expecting me to applaud him after I had seen how much he adored her? A forty-three-year-old woman! Same love he never gave Mom. Gave her the same care he denied Mom.I had seen how he laughed at every lame joke she made. How he gifted her even the smallest things. All of that he never did for mom. She had died lonely, her hands curled tight around my fingers till she went cold.She spent weeks in the hospital but Dad only showed up once, paid the hospital bills, and vanished. Not once did he stay by her bed. Not once did he care. I was only eight at the time. Grandma Julie, Mom's mother, and I, took care of her till she passed.And now, Dad knows how to love someone? When he broke the news of his marriage to Marielle, and that her daughter, Ju
JUNE.I was already having a bad day by the time I got home.No, before I got home. It started the moment I stepped out of that hall.The laughter still rang in my ears, sharp and loud, like it had followed me all the way out of the school gates. Even now, sitting at the back of the sleek black SUV, I could still hear it.“Meanie…”The word slipped through my mind again, and I clenched my fingers tightly against my jeans. One girl had said it loud enough for others to hear. Then the others had joined her. Like it was funny, like I was the joke.I turned my face toward the window, pressing my forehead lightly against the cool glass as the life I had known blurred past behind me. Our small apartment. The tree under which Mary and I sat most evenings. I swallowed hard.The car was too quiet, gliding slowly, too smooth. Too… expensive. My eyes flickered to the front. Mom sat beside him. Fiddling with the huge diamond wedding band that sat on her finger like a rock, catching every glimpse







