Masuk
JUNE.
My phone buzzed in my hand. Mom. Again. I stared at the screen for a second before answering. “I’m still in line,” I said softly, almost whispering. “June,” her voice came through, soft but tight, like she was trying not to panic. “You said it wouldn’t take long. Your stepfather will be here soon. We still have things to pack.” I rolled my eyes, glancing at the front again, irritation rising. “It’s not my fault this place moves like this… You wanted this college, remember?” A pause. “Then come home! We can't keep him waiting.” She snapped. “You can go back tomorrow.” The call had ended before I said any more words. The queue wasn’t moving. I glanced at my wristwatch for the hundredth time in a minute. Shifted my weight from one leg to the other, craning my head to see if there was any progress ahead. Earlier this morning, I had tried to complete the registration process online but the network was down. I could tell a whole lot of other students were trying it out at the same time. I couldn't tell which was worse: standing in this long queue with my mother blowing up my phone, or being forced to attend this particular college in the first place. What was so special? Nothing. Just a sea of expensive clothes, polished shoes, and bored expressions. Someone in front of me sighed loudly. Someone behind me clicked their tongue. I wasn't the only tired one after all. How could she have referred to him as my stepfather? My jaw tightened. She knew exactly how I felt about this marriage thing. It's absurd! And to that Victor Grayson?! To think we would be moving into his mansion today. I wasn't even ready for this. The new life. The new home. The new college. And Mom had mentioned he had a son. An impromptu brother! Gosh! How do I move from being with just my Mom and me, in our own little world, to sharing a roof with the famous and dreaded Victor Grayson, and his son? What was his name again? Mom had mentioned it, but the truth is, it wasn't necessary. I have no brother, and no father as long as I can remember. For a moment, I just stood there, gripping my phone a little too tightly. Then I shoved it into my bag and crossed my arms, tapping my foot against the smooth, shiny floor. Everything here felt… too perfect. Students shoved past me in expensive perfumes and fragrances. Of course, it was a private College, unlike the one I had wanted to attend alongside Mary, my childhood friend. I glanced down at myself. Simple jeans. Plain blouse. Worn sneakers. A simple tote bag with the leather peeling already slung over my shoulder. Yeah. I definitely didn’t belong here. I could feel it in the way people looked at me. Subtle stares that say too much. The kind that made your skin itch. If Mr. Stepdad hadn't insisted and paid the fees in full, I would have had no business being here. I swallowed and looked away. We didn't need anybody. We were doing fine before he showed up in Mom's life. It was always just the two of us. The memory hit me hard. Just last night, I tried to talk her out of it. “I don’t understand why you’re doing this,” I had said, holding her hands tightly. “It’s been the two of us against the world. That shouldn’t change.” I meant every word. Fifteen years. Just me and her. No man. No complications. Just us. Now, she's taking the peace away. “You need a father figure, June,” she said softly. I stood up immediately, the chair scraping loudly behind me. “I don’t need a father! I’m twenty, Mom!” I walked to the window, staring out at the dark sky, the stars scattered like they didn’t care about anything happening inside that room. “And that’s not even the college I wanted,” I added, my voice sharper now. “Everyone there is grumpy, and so is Mr. Grayson!” Silence followed. I waited to hear her speak. Even though it was still the same thing we had argued over for weeks now. But the silence grew heavier. I turned slowly. And froze. Tears filled her eyes, washing down her face. My chest dropped instantly. “Mom…” I ran back to her, crouching before her knees. “I’m lonely, June,” she said, her voice trembling. “For fifteen years I had taken care of you… lived for you…” She squeezed my hands, her grip trembling. “Is it bad to finally want to live for myself a little?” Her sobs filled the room. And just like that, my anger had nowhere to go. I had come to terms with my new reality. It wasn't her fault after all. If only Dad hadn't left the way he did. A shove from behind jolted me back to reality. “Move.” I stumbled forward slightly, catching myself before I fell. I turned, ready to snap, but the girl behind me just rolled her eyes and looked away like I wasn’t worth the effort. Just a set of cold, grumpy people. I sighed. Unbelievable. I checked my watch. Time was running out. Mom would be pacing by now, checking the door every few seconds, her blood pressure might be over the roof now. Wanting everything to be perfect for him. Mr. Victor Grayson. Even thinking his name made my stomach twist. A ruthless billionaire. Mary had thought it was a good change. But that's not how I see it, I detested men. A whole bunch of them, only good at ruining things, ruining good people. Just as Dad ruined Mom. My fingers curled slightly. I had seen what men like that did. I remembered everything, even though I was only five. He had walked out that door and never returned. The tension in the air shifted suddenly. Voices dropped. Heads turned. Students spoke in hushed tones. I frowned slightly and followed their gaze. And then I saw him. He walked past the line like it didn’t exist. Like we didn't exist. He stood tall, confident, and completely unbothered. Backpack hung over one shoulder. He didn’t even hesitate. Just moved straight to the front. My eyes widened at such guts. Seriously? I glanced around. No one said anything. If anything, they looked… impressed. That annoyed me more. I hadn’t got a minute to spare. There’s a freaking queue. Before I could stop myself, I stepped out of the line. “Excuse me, Mr.” My voice rang out louder than I expected. Startling me even. Every head turned. Including his. He turned slowly, an ID card held loosely between his fingers. His eyes landed on me, dark, calm, and completely uninterested. For a second, my heart skipped. But I held my ground. “There’s a queue right here,” I said, pointing behind me. Silence fell. Students stood watching. No one supported me. No one added his voice to mine. Just watched us. Then he scoffed. “Then stay in it quietly, Meanie.” He snapped. My mouth fell open slightly. Meanie? Did he just call me mean? Before I could respond, he turned back around like I didn’t matter and walked straight to the counter, sliding his ID card across. Laughter broke out around me. My cheeks burned instantly. “Hey, ” I stepped forward again, moving right behind him. “You can’t just…” More laughter roared up in the air, deafening me. My skin crawled. “I’m talking to you,” my fingers brushed against his skin. He turned again. And this time, he walked toward me. “Did you just touch me?” Each step slow and deliberate. The students went agog, cheering him on. For a moment I felt he would pounce on me. Then his feet halted right in front of me. Too close. I swallowed. His dark blue eyes locked onto mine, and I felt like he could see straight through me. Then his hands rested on the cape of my blouse, massaging it a little. “You don’t fit in here,” he said quietly. The words landed heavier than they should have. My throat tightened. Around us, people laughed. My brain paused for a long second, before I could even think of a comeback, “Ronan.” The voice was soft, smooth like warm milk on a sore throat. Everything went quiet. I turned. And saw her. She walked like she owned the place. No! Like the place existed for her. Her heels clicked lightly against the floor, each step controlled, elegant. Her jewelry caught the light. The bag on her arm looked like it cost more than everything I owned combined. People moved out of her way without her asking. Her eyes landed on me. Measured me up in a second. Like she was examining something… small. Maybe an ant. A smirk touched her lips. Her brows drew together. “Who is she?” she asked, slipping her hand around his arm. My stomach dropped. I tugged hard against the rough handle of my tote bag. Knuckles turning white instantly. He didn’t even hesitate. “She’s nobody.” The words hit hard. “Just a fly that doesn’t know her boundaries.” The laughter came back. The walls felt like they were closing in on me. My chest tightened painfully. My vision blurred at the edges. I couldn’t stay there. Hundreds of pairs of eyes peeling on my skin. Before I even realized it, I turned and ran. My footsteps echoed loudly against the floor as I pushed through the crowd, ignoring the stares, the whispers, the laughter that followed me. My chest rose and fell rapidly, my heart pounding like it was trying to break out of my ribs. I already hated this school. Hated that boy. And I hated the girl who walked like the entire world bowed at her feet. Then my phone buzzed again. Mom. “On my way,” I gasped as I pressed the gadget against my ear.JUNE;I slid the bag onto my shoulder and looked at the message one more time. Matthew had set the meeting for eleven at the park. The idea of actually going to Matthew still felt like something I should rethink, but he had chosen an open, mostly crowded place; the time worked too, and that made the thought a little easier to carry. I already knew the shape of the day by heart, and every part of it sat heavy in my chest. The first stop was the police station with Mr. Grayson, Mom and Ronan. Then straight to Matthew.Today we were supposed to find out who Gossipmonger really was, and how far the investigation had come. Romy had texted me some of the things Mrs. Brown had said about the whole investigation to people who cared to listen to her, ugly things that made me wonder if I had met this woman in her previous life, and was the air that choked her to her death. The girl looking back from the mirror wore a neat blouse and fitted denim jeans, hair falling loose over her shoulders.
JUNE;I walked faster. My eyes caught on my wrist and I saw the bracelet he had given me while we walked in the garden. I slipped it free at once and tugged it into the side of my bag.“You will need to hear me out and stop acting like I’m stupid.” He blurted.The words hit the quiet foyer harder than I expected. I stopped near the foot of the staircase, one hand already on the railing. I hadn’t thought he would follow me inside so fast, and I definitely hadn’t expected that tone.“One minute everything was fine,” he continued, still standing in the middle of the foyer, “and the next you treat me like I’m some kind of monster. No explanation. Nothing.”I kept my back to him. My chest rose and fell too quickly. The ugly picture of Natalie at the eatery sprang up in my face, followed by Matthew’s words about Ronan still sleeping with the same woman. My fingers tightened harder around the railing until the edges pressed into my skin.“Just tell me what I did, June,” he said. His voice ha
JUNE;Romy pulled into the driveway and shifted the car into park. I leaned further into the passenger seat and let out a long breath that had been trapped in my chest since the bar. The air left my lungs, but the knot in my throat stayed. The air conditioner was humming but I still felt hot. I slipped out of my trench coat, heaping it on my thighs.Neither of us spoke at first, we just looked ahead and I could tell Romy’s thoughts were spiraling just like mine.I kept seeing Ronan’s face in the fight, the way his fist had moved like he was trained for it or maybe just been into too many fights that he had become quite good at it. I could still see the blood on the other man’s mouth, the swollen skin under Ronan’s eye when he finally froze. What would Mr. Grayson say if he found out his son had been brawling in a bar before midnight? Right now, I do not quite blame the man for the nights he had arguments with his son.The thought made my stomach turn. Matthew’s words from the librar
June was just about to unfold the small piece of paper when her phone rang again. Romy’s name lit the screen. “I’m downstairs,” Romy said the moment June answered. June stared at the folded note in her hand for half a second longer, then slipped it into the side pocket of her shoulder bag without opening it. She girded the belt of the trench coat, wrapping it firmly around her, and left the room. The hallway was empty. She took the main stairs this time, there was no one to hide from at the moment. Romy’s car was already waiting at the curb, engine humming slowly. June climbed into the passenger seat. Romy pulled her into a quick hug as they exchanged air kisses. Romy pulled away from the mansion and headed toward the quieter side of town. “So, what have you been up to? Any news from the police yet?” Romy asked, eyes fixed on the road. June exhaled almost too loudly, her elbow resting on the window frame while she rubbed her forehead. “Nothing new, except Ronan givin
JUNE;I stood by the window, hands clasped loosely against my chest, watching the cars move past on the street below, and the trees move in the cold evening air. Ronan’s face kept rising in my mind no matter how hard I tried to push it away. I swallowed once, hard, and forced the image down. That was the best I could manage even when I wanted to do more.Then I heard it… the rough rumble of an engine. A moment later his car came into view, silver and familiar, pulling out of the driveway faster than usual. My blood boiled. Where was he going at this hour? It wasn’t fully late yet, only a few minutes past seven according to the clock on the nightstand, but the way he drove out, almost recklessly, made my chest tighten. Did he want another accident? I told myself I no longer cared what he did with his life. The words felt so unsure even inside my own head. But at least, I didn’t want him back on a hospital bed asking for me again, that wouldn't work this time.My phone rang on the sh
Ronan walked back to where his friend Alfred was waiting. But for obvious reasons, he couldn't contain himself anymore, he handed the young man a bowl of food and ran upstairs. He shut his bedroom door harder than he meant to and locked it. He stood there for a second with his forehead against the wood, then pushed away and started pacing. The room felt too small for him as he took long strides, one hand dragging through his hair. Every time he closed his eyes he saw June’s face in the hallway, her eyes went red, mouth tight, the way she had looked at his hand on her wrist like it burned her. She had pulled away from him like he was something dangerous or a different person entirely and that did hurt him. He didn’t understand any of it. Only yesterday she had stood on that podium and thanked him in front of everyone. Their eyes had met across the arena and she had given him that soft, private smile that was only for him. Everything had felt beautiful then. Now she wouldn’t e
JUNE; The sun poured through the light curtains as if it had been waiting for hours to wake me up. I blinked against the brightness, my eyes heavy and sticky, and rolled over in the huge bed. My body sank deeper into the mattress, all soft and fluffy like a cloud had decided to hug me all night
JUNE; I took the stairs, one at a time, hand tight on the railings. They were already seated, Mom, Mr. Grayson, and that boy, but their cutlery still lay perfectly, glasses remained untouched. The aroma of different delicacies wafted through the air into my nostrils. But I still hated the idea o
JUNE. Warm water still clung to my skin as I stepped out of the shower. The bathroom was nothing like the one I was used to. I grabbed a towel, wrapping it tightly around my body, my mind drifted back to an hour ago. How was it possible? The worst person I had met in school, was my step-brother
RONAN.I couldn't believe it. I almost couldn't believe Dad was thinking about wife-ing that lady he met just a few months ago. The thought had kept me up most nights. He had broken the news like it was something I should jubilate over. Was he expecting me to applaud him after I had seen how much







