LOGINNOAH MASON
“You’re the captain. I’ll consider the loss against the Wolves as a mistake but I need you to ensure it doesn’t happen again. Okay?”
I nodded, Coach Smith squeezing my shoulders before he walked out of the locker room. He gently shut the door and seconds later it opened again, familiar footsteps approaching me.
“Christ, is he still grilling you on last week’s loss?” Ethan, my closest friend who was also on the team walked in. “One loss doesn’t change anything. When was the last time they won anyways? You both need to cut yourselves some slack.”
“The issue isn’t the fact that they won,” I slammed my locker shut. “It’s the fact that they won the day Takumi Williams returned. Now stupid rumors are going around saying we just can’t beat him.”
Ethan burst into laughter, grabbing me by the shoulders to steady me. “Don’t be ridiculous, Noah. Williams isn’t a rival. The Wolves aren’t a rival. The entire team is a joke. Everyone knows it was created as a sob apology to guys who couldn’t make the official university team.”
“And yet one of the players got scouted by an international university.”
“Takumi?” Ethan sighed. “Everyone knows it’s because of his Japanese roots. And so what? He’s back here, isn’t he? Come on, Noah, this isn’t like you. Why are you allowing useless things like this to bother you?”
Ethan was right. He was my closest friend and knew me more than anyone else. Well enough to know I never allowed useless things bother me so all of these wasn’t supposed to be an exception.
“Our match against Vale should be the only thing you should be worried about,” he gave my shoulder a squeeze. “And I’m confident we’re winning that so chill out.”
“I’m chill,” I brushed his hands off my shoulders, preparing to head into the shower. “I’m calm.”
“Do you want to come to a party with Summer and I tonight then?” He suggested as he grabbed his towel. “Please say yes.”
“No,” I replied without thinking. Summer was my other friend who was also his ex-girlfriend. The three of us had been friends ever since high school and ever before they decided to experiment and fail at what it would be like if they decided to date. “I’m exhausted. I just want to go home.”
“Your girlfriend would be there too,” he added like that was going to change my mind. “If you don't want to come for us, at least come for Rayna.”
“Not today, I’m really exhausted,” I shook my head. “And Rayna didn't tell me she’ll be there so I’ll just go to home to get some rest.”
Rayna was my girlfriend. We had been dating for a couple of months now and my favourite thing about her had to be how understanding she was. She never forced me to socialize when I wasn’t in the mood and just allowed me be by myself most of the time.
“Fine,” he groaned, pointing an accusing finger at me. “But just today. I promise the next time there’s a party, we’ll all drag you there. Whether you want to or not.”
I ignored his glare and got into the shower, the cold water hitting my skin managing to calm me down a bit. As much as I’d loved to continue training till late hours at night, my thighs now felt sore and after my last injury, I’d decided to stick to my trainer’s advice to avoid pushing myself too hard.
In less than twenty minutes, I was out of the shower and changed. Ethan was now nowhere to be found and I could guess he had left for the party with the rest of the guys that were also present until few minutes ago.
Flipping the hood of my hoodie, I walked over to my car. I had to force myself to ignore the slight relief I felt in my thighs as I got in and started my car, almost impatient to just get home and finally catch some sleep.
Tomorrow was the last day we had before our big match with Vale and whether Ethan wanted to admit it or not, they were a thought nut to crack, their captain especially responsible for my last injury.
I pulled over in front of the driveway, a sigh escaping my lips. It was barely one of relief though, my heart racing as usual whenever I now thought of the incident that occurred three days ago.
Three days ago, yet it felt like it had happened just three hours ago. The confusion I felt was still fresh, the rage even fresher. I still found it impossible to wrap my head around the fact that my father had suggested Takumi moving in with me. And Takumi, had left me so speechless, the decision was quickly made without anyone regarding my previous contempt.
It had to be a joke. There was no way any of them would actually proceed with it. There was no way Takumi would allow himself willingly be in close proximity with him.
“No,” I shook my head as I got out of the car. My imagination ran wild though. Takumi living with me would be nothing but a disaster. I rarely had friends over, Rayna being the only exception, but it wouldn’t take long for everyone to find out he was living with me. And then what next? They’d find out he was my stepbrother? Because my father had somehow found a woman willing to marry a dick like him? “No fucking way.”
It was too terrifying to imagine. I refused to imagine seeing that stupid face and smile of his every single day. And after every inevitable match with the Wolves? I’d rather die than watch him gloat, knowing very well we were returning to the same house.
“No fucking way,” I muttered, adjusting the strap of my bag so I could push the front door open. I grabbed the knob, opened it and immediately, my bag almost fell off my shoulders. “What the fuck?”
More than anything, I wished I was in the wrong house. Or that my imaginations had just gotten wilder. That was the only half reasonable explanation I could come up with.
Because other than that, I refused to believe Takumi Williams was actually in my living room. On my couch.
With my girlfriend laying on him half naked, both their tongues shoved into each other’s mouth.
TAKUMI WILLIAMS I’d learnt from an early age that some lies were needed. Like when my dad called in sick at work so he could watch my hockey match in grade 6. Or when my I told my dad my mum was the one craving pizza so he could pick it on his way home after I’d spent an entire week eating nothing but that same pizza. Those lies were harmless and in the long run, we had all laughed at it upon realization. It had been understandable and somehow, made me grow up to believe everyone always had a good reason behind their every action. But hearing Noah’s father had lied to the world, including my mum, about his ex-wife’s death, I suddenly questioned the very belief that had been ingrained in me for years.“I want to see her,” Noah continued. “I don't care what he says. I just want to see her.”“You should.”He looked at me.“I mean it,” I added. “If you want to see her, you should at least get the chance to try. Your dad can't just decide that for you without telling you anything.”Noa
TAKUMI WILLIAMSThe drive home was painfully quiet.Not the comfortable kind of silence that sometimes settled between Noah and me when neither of us had anything worth saying, but the kind that made me painfully aware of every little sound inside the car. The engine humming beneath us, the tires moving against the road, the occasional clicking of the indicator whenever I changed lanes.Noah hadn’t said a word since we left the parking lot.I kept glancing at him whenever I could without making it obvious, and every time I did, he was staring through the passenger-side window with an expression I couldn’t quite place.He looked exhausted.Not physically exhausted, either.There was something about the way he was sitting, his shoulders slightly hunched and his hands resting loosely against his thighs, that made him look like he had forgotten what to do with himself. Noah was usually so controlled that even when he was angry, there was something deliberate about it. He knew what he want
NOAH MASON For a moment, I couldn’t hear anything. The parking lot hadn’t suddenly gone quiet, and the world around me hadn’t stopped moving, but my father’s words seemed to have swallowed every other sound, leaving me standing there with nothing but the same sentence repeating inside my head. She’s getting worse. I stared at him, waiting for him to take it back, to explain that there had been some misunderstanding or that the hospital had made a mistake, because there was no way he could have driven all the way here just to tell me something like that. “What do you mean she’s getting worse?” My voice sounded unfamiliar, and I hated how unsteady it was. “Why would she get worse? Why?” Compared to what the rest of the world was made to believe, my mum wasn’t dead. She had been alive all this time, locked away in a psychiatric hospital, while the rest of the world carried on as though she had never existed. I was eight years old when he told me she was suffering from b
TAKUMI WILLIAMS I spotted Wyatt almost immediately after stepping onto the ice. He was seated a few rows up from the rink, close enough that I could recognize him without having to look too hard, and the moment our eyes met, he lifted a hand in greeting as though we hadn’t already had a conversation about him staying away from me. I looked away. Of course, he had come. I’d told him not to, but apparently, that was another one of those things he had decided he could ignore, and I wasn’t particularly interested in dealing with him before a match. I had enough to think about already, especially with the Titans being our opponents and the last thing I needed being a distraction that had nothing to do with hockey. Still, my eyes wandered across the crowd again, searching through the faces until I found myself looking for someone else. Noah. I wasn’t sure why I expected to see him, considering how things had been between us lately, but I looked anyway. I scanned the rows closest to
NOAH MASON The silence that followed was immediate. Ethan blinked, while Summer’s mouth fell slightly open before she recovered and leaned closer across the table. “Guys?” I nodded once, suddenly finding the condensation on my glass far more interesting than either of their faces. “As in…” Ethan paused, looking at Summer before returning his attention to me. “You’re attracted to men?” “That’s generally what it means.” “Okay,” Summer said slowly, although the surprise in her expression hadn’t completely disappeared. “I wasn’t expecting that.” “Neither was I.” “How did you figure it out?” Ethan asked. “Did you meet someone?” I hesitated. “Did you fall for a guy?” Summer added, her curiosity growing with every second I remained silent. My mind immediately went somewhere I hadn’t intended it to. Takumi. I remembered the way his hair fell over his forehead, how it sometimes got in his eyes when he leaned too close, and the way his dark brown eyes seemed to hold
NOAH MASON I hadn’t intended to listen to their conversation. In fact, I had been perfectly content with minding my own business when I arrived at the rink, but seeing Takumi standing with another man had made that considerably more difficult. I hadn’t recognized him, and although I couldn’t hear every word they exchanged, I had caught enough to understand that they weren’t strangers. The familiarity between them was difficult to miss, particularly when the man handed Takumi something and spoke to him with the kind of ease that suggested he knew more about him than the average person would. Then there had been the mention of tomorrow’s match, the promise to see him again, and the rather suggestive invitation to celebrate together afterwards. It didn’t take much effort to put the pieces together. That was his ex. I didn’t know his name, and I wasn’t particularly interested in finding out, but the realization left an uncomfortable feeling sitting somewhere in my chest. Not b







