ALAYA'S POINT OF VIEW
I couldn't sleep. How could I? My body lay on a mattress fit for a palace, but my soul screamed in an invisible cage. I still smelled the leather of Santino Ricci in my nostrils. His words. His gaze. That word: mine.
I was not a submissive woman waiting for her wedding night. I was prey, and I refused to be devoured without a fight.
So, I got up.
Barefoot, I slowly approached the bedroom door. The silver handle shone under the dim light. My heart pounded so loudly that it seemed to make more noise than my movements.
I prayed internally that the door wouldn't creak. But as soon as I turned the handle...
"Click..."
A dry, metallic sound. Light, but in that absolute silence, it seemed to scream like a war cry.
I froze. One second. Two. Three.
Nothing. No footsteps approaching. No voices. No threats. Just silence. The danger lurked, but invisible.
I slipped out of the room. Slowly. My toes barely touched the cold marble floor. My eyes searched the darkness for the slightest movement.
The hallway was immense. Lit by golden sconces that cast a yellow, almost unreal light. The walls were covered with ancient paintings, frozen faces, silent witnesses to what transpired here. I held my breath with every step, as if even breathing could betray me.
I must get out of here. I must flee.
But even that thought seemed ridiculous.
Where would I go?
When they abducted me, I had been blindfolded.
I don't even know what country I'm in.
And this house... no, this mansion... was a fortress. Every hallway resembled a trap. Every door could be locked. And the guards... oh, I had seen them, all those men in black, cold and poised like hungry dogs. They probably never slept.
But I continued. Because it was this or wait for tomorrow to steal what little dignity I had left.
I reached the top of a grand staircase. Huge. Below, the hall. A gigantic crystal chandelier hung from the ceiling like a cursed sun. Two men in black suits were down below, speaking in low voices. I pressed myself against the wall. My heart beat so loudly I thought it would betray me.
I stepped back, searching for another direction. Another hallway. Another chance.
My hands trembled. My breath was rapid, uncontrollable. Yet, my legs kept moving.
I wanted to scream. Run. Strike. But in this house, every step was a declaration of war. And I had no army. I was alone. A girl of nothing, sold, locked away, at the mercy of a monster... but I was still alive.
And as long as I breathed, I would seek an exit.
Even if the only thing I found... was another hell.
I don't know what drove me to turn left instead of right.
Then, I stumbled upon a door. Massive, dark wood, with ancient carvings. Nothing special... except for the muffled sound I heard as I approached.
Moans.
Female.
Slow. Deep. Almost... intoxicated.
I pressed my ear against the wood, out of pure curiosity. And then it hit me. Sighs "ahhhh!! Ouhhh". Groans. Obscene whispers. The sound of a bed slamming against a wall. A deep voice. Another, higher. A woman.
— "Ohh... yes... again! Oh go harder, fuck me more ohh... Yes yes ahhhh... mhhhhn"
— "Shut up... Do you want to wake the whole mansion?" a man replied, panting.
I stood frozen.
My heart raced wildly. My cheeks burned.
I stepped back, shocked. Embarrassed.
Is that... Santino? Is he... making love in there?
I felt cold inside.
Disgusted. But also... curious. I had never known a man. I knew nothing of this.
And that woman... she was almost crying out in pleasure. How could one scream like that for something that terrified me?
But no. No, no, NO. That was not my concern. I had no business there.
— "Alaya, what are you doing?! Go away!" I whispered to myself, panicking.
I turned to leave when two male voices erupted from nowhere.
— "Hey! Who's there?"
I froze. Two guards. Tall. In black suits. Arms crossed, jaws clenched.
— "You! Stop!"
I panicked. My feet slipped on the marble floor. My breath quickened. My hands trembled.
— "I-I... I... w-was looking for the... t-the..."
— "What are you doing here?! This wing is off-limits to guests!"
I stammered. Unable to form a sentence. My heart pounded so loudly it echoed in my head.
One of the guards turned to the other.
— "Who is she?"
The second narrowed his eyes, then his face hardened.
— "She's the new one. The boss's woman."
And then, the door behind me opened suddenly.
A man stepped out. Bare-chested, his body glistening with sweat, a towel around his neck. His hair was sticking to his forehead, his gaze as dark as night.
— "What the hell is going on in front of my door?!"
He was handsome. Dangerously handsome. But it wasn't Santino. I had never seen this man before. His eyes slowly landed on me, like a predator assessing its prey.
The guards straightened immediately.
— "Our apologies, Mr. Raffaele. We found this girl spying."
— "Spying?" he repeated, with a smirk. He moved closer, his eyes locked onto mine.
— "Do you want to learn things, little one? Do you want to see what a real man is like in bed?"
I instinctively stepped back, feeling nauseous.
I wanted to speak, but no sound emerged. I was paralyzed. Sweaty hands. Short breath. My legs trembled.
— "Enough!" snapped the guard beside him. He stepped between him and me.
Raffaele raised his hands, amused.
— "Easy, I'm joking. But watch out for her... The boss's woman shouldn't be wandering into dangerous places."
He returned inside, chuckling, then slammed the door.
I stood there, humiliated, terrified. My eyes stung, but I refused to cry.
— "Return to your room. Immediately," one of the guards growled.
I complied. Silent. Defeated. Each step felt like an added weight on my shoulders. My body was not yet tainted... but my freedom already was.
Chapter 25: MarriageD'Alaya's point of viewI woke up with my dry throat, my stomach tied, my hands trembling. The sun had barely risen, and already, the manor was teeming with people. Passeed noises, shards of muffled voice, comings and goings of servants wearing flowers, white fabrics, heavy trays ... Everything reminded me of only one thing: today, it was my wedding day. I was frozen for a few seconds on the edge of the bed, watching my room. My room ... more for a long time. Santino had been clear the day before: "After the wedding, you sleep in my room. »»And that may have been what panicked me the most. A woman entered. A stylist, followed by two makeup artists. I did not know them, but they greeted me with an accomplice, almost tender smile. One of them says gently:- It's an important day, don't worry, you will be beautiful. I did not answer. I felt like I was a foreigner in my own body. They established me in front of a large mirror. While they hated my hair, curling it
Chapter 24: The mafia excuse,Alaya's point of viewI was alone in my bedroom, sitting on the bed, legs brought against my chest, trying to calm the panic beats of my heart. The handle turned. My body froze. The door opened slowly ... and Santino entered. He did not take his usual cold and domineering look. He was advancing with calm, almost ... with caution. His step was heavy, his dark look. I turned my head to look at him, uncertain. My belly contracts despite me. I would have liked to say nothing, to show nothing. But his simple presence was enough to wake up all the pain that I tried to suffocate. He stopped a few steps from me. -I want to talk to you, he said in a deep voice. I did not answer. I just fixed it, without being able to hide this part of apprehension that rose in me. He continued, after a brief silence:- Elias told me about the attack ... the other time. My breath was cut off. My gaze instinctively sought an escape. He said that in an almost neutral tone, bu
Chapter 23: Santino's angerElias' point of viewI slipped into his office, without hitting. He was there, as usual, sitting in his black leather armchair, the look immersed in a file that he surely did not even read. I already knew he was not in a mood. -Santino, we have to talk, I said, my voice posed, but firm. He didn't even look up. What else, Elias? I approached, closer than usual. - The last time we were attacked .... Alaya and me. It was no coincidence. They were targeting Alaya. He slowly picked up his head, his dark eyes folded. -What did you say? I support his gaze. - They wanted Alaya. I killed all the guys. I stumbled them. Complete cleaning. Thick silence fell into the room. And then ... he got up suddenly, almost overthrowing his chair. His fist violently hit the office. -Damn ... he pesta, tight jaws. He walked back and forth, his look crazy. They dared ... Touching what belongs to me? I saw him open his safe with rage, his trembling fingers, his jerky breat
Chapter 22: She did not ask for this lifeLuca's point of viewI had just removed my jacket when I heard my brother's dry voice resonate in the hall. Alaya stopped a few steps from the entrance. His smile had just faded. I saw his fingers tense on the handles of his bags, his shoulders contract. She was straight, however. Proud. Silent. But her eyes ... her eyes shone with a glow that I only knew too well. That of a thunderstorm that is tried to contain, of a pain that we do not want to expose. Amended frowned. She advanced, almost protective. "Santino, you should pay attention to how you talk to him. »»Santino had a grin. " Oh ? Now are we giving me lessons? »»I straightened up, leaving the wall against which I was backed. "This is not a lesson, frangine. It’s respect. »»He turned to me, slowly, cold eyes. "And you, are you also going to mix with my wedding?" »»"Your marriage? "I repeated, approaching. I felt the anger getting into my throat, deaf, boiling. "You talk about
Chapter 21: exhaustedAlaya's point of viewI think I never prayed so much so that time passes faster. Sitting in this fitting room, the cold lights gave me my head. The cruel mirror gave me the image of a woman who was trying to smile, to claim that everything was fine. But my gaze betrayed me. He was empty. Fatigue. Tired. I was getting out of a third dress - a long sky blue silk, which slipped on my skin like a quiet river - when Amenda approached gently, a hanger in hand, her azure eyes plunged into mine. - You don't like anything? she asked gently. I shook my head, trying to sketch a smile. - That's not it. I just think ... I'm tired. She raised an eyebrow, putting the dress she was holding on an armchair. - Alaya… I'm not silly. You have been elsewhere this morning. What's going on? I looked down. I had hoped that she would notice nothing. Amenda had this human warmth, this way of observing without judging. And that’s why my defenses began to collapse. -It's nothing, I
Chapter 20: Tell him, he must know. Alaya's point of viewI walk silently behind Marisa in the corridor that leads to what she calls "the gym". I didn't even know that it existed. This house is huge, full of secrets, corners, and above all ... temptations. -He must be in there, she said, designating a door at the bottom. I leave you, I have to go back to the kitchen. I nod, thank her for the gaze, then wait for her to disappear to approach me felled. I open the door, just enough to slip into the framing without being spotted. The room is large, bathed in soft light from a large window. The air is lukewarm, almost humid, and a slight smell of sweat mixed with the leather of equipment floats in space. And there ... he's there. Elias. Back to me. Shirtless. A simple black sports pants, which perfectly marries its hips. His skin shines, humid for effort. Each muscle in his back contracts under the charge he raises with almost feline ease. My gaze lingers on the line of his shoulder