LOGINMAELIS
A mate was the last thing I expected to find in Eryndor. I’d expected rogues, the harsh brutal cold, even death but the one thing that had certainly not crossed my mind was that I would chance upon a male fated by the Moon Goddess for me. The man in question was tall, with long black hair that fell wildly over his chiseled face. His aura was incredibly imposing, and there was no mistaking the Alpha air that surrounded him. However, his look was the last thing I could focus on, not when my wolf was jumping at the mere prospect of having him in close range. It was ironic, considering the fact that days ago, I had been betrayed by the man I considered my mate. Ronan. The memory of him standing atop that dias, with my child in his arms while he loudly proclaimed Serina his Luna seared through my mind, evoking anger and pain so violent that blood surged into my throat, filling my mouth with a metallic taste. Not even the vile words from the rogues earlier had angered me so much, their words hadn't cut so deep. My body's protest at the recollection was visceral, and my fingers dug into the thick layer of snow beneath me as I scrambled backwards, wrapping my hands around myself like a human fortress warding off threats. I could feel stares on me. The gazes of the warriors lined behind him were trained on me, but I could hardly look away from the man who had killed with terrifying speed and accuracy, who now stood frozen in front of me, with a mark glowing vividly on his neck. The very same mark that was now burned into the skin of my wrist when it had never existed before. It stood out like a sore thumb against my blood streaked skin, a confirmation of the horror I refused to accept, that the Moon Goddess had dealt me a hand so cruel it felt deliberate. My wolf whimpered, pushing against my rejection, desperate to get close to the male standing a few feet away. I silenced her with all the force I could muster. "Mate," he said again, his voice strangely low and commanding. I flinched. The word sounded like a curse. His eyes remained fixed on me, dark and piercing, like he couldn't understand why I wasn't reacting to him, why I laid there like a child who had seen a ghost. I even thought I caught a faint thread of disappointment his eyes. Understandable. I looked a mess with clothes that were torn in different places from the near assault. Blood covered my body like markings and the mangled feeling atop my head spoke volumes of the state of my hair. "I am not your mate." I spat the words out like bile, watching as his brows shot upwards. He studied me for a second then muttered. "You are." "I said I'm not!" I hissed, irritated at his certainty. I would rather choose to believe I had died and awoken in hell than accept the fact that I was tied to another man by fate. His pressed his lips together, face stretching taut, then took one step towards me. My body reacted before my mind could. "Get away from me!" I growled, clawing violently at the space before me. My fangs that had retreated some moments ago jutted out once more, and my lips upturned into a snarl. The Alpha stopped, nostrils flaring with an exhale. The pull of the bond tugged at me then, and I knew he felt it too because his gaze deepened. However, to my utmost surprise, instead of moving closer, he took a step back. My snarl faded abruptly, then resurfaced. "Don't come near me," I bared my teeth in warning, intent on making sure he made no move towards me. Something shifted in his expression, something like a glimmer of understanding. "You must be in shock," he stated, like it was verified information. "I am Raegan, the Alpha King of Eryndor. I'm only trying to help you." Help? I nearly scoffed at the word. I didn't need help, I didn't need anything. Taking someone's word at face value was the last thing I would let myself do again, and I certainly wasn't going to trust a man who called himself my mate. Not even when my wolf was actively trying to convince me otherwise. The last time I had allowed myself to trust someone, they drove a blade straight through my heart. I could never let that happen again. Not now, not ever. I was done being a fool that could be manipulated by mere words. Gathering myself, I wobbled to my feet, ignoring the stares that followed. My eyes scanned my surroundings, taking in the dead rogues whose bodies littered the ground around us. I paused briefly, then my gaze hardened again. "I am not your mate," I bit out, projecting my voice so he heard me loud and clear. "I do not need your help either," I added, spinning around to take my leave without waiting for his response. However, I had barely taken a step when the world spun. My knees gave out, and everything faded into nothingness.RAEGANCicero halted. I didn’t find out why until I trailed his gaze to the courtyard below. A familiar figure was making her way across it. I didn’t have to see the face to know it was my mate.“Is she headed for the training grounds? Cicero asked, voice full of uncertainty.“Yes.”He glanced sideways at me, “You let her train?”I didn’t return his look. My mind instead returned to yesterday, to the way she had looked at me when I told her she was my mate, like the very idea made her feel repelled.As if that wasn’t enough, she had denied it immediately.“I’m not your mate.” The words had reverberated in my mind the entire day and even at night, when I had been jolted awake by the dream that haunted me, I couldn’t help recalling her words.“I’m not your mate.”“Raegan, is everything alright?”Cicero’s concern-filled voice jolted me back to reality. I shook my head and turned my gaze to him, “Yes. She asked to train.”“And you agreed? Silence was the answer I gave him but Cicero knew
MAELISHe hadn’t even listened to my reason. He didn’t even ask before he expressed his refusal.“I can’t join your pack?” I echoed, still befuddled and bewildered by his refusal.Why? What qualifications did I lack? He hadn’t even asked me anything.It wasn’t like I would dive into a sob story about how I’d been betrayed by my mate, Father and sister and how I had lost my child to them too and how I had been forced out of my home or how I had been forced to decide to brave the unforgiving territory of the northern lands but still, I expected to be asked why.Yet, Raegan didn't even blink twice before rejecting me. He didn’t look like he had the intention to question me about anything either.His reaction or the otherwise lack of it left me bewildered and it took a moment for me to snap out of it.My face pulled tight into a frown. “I’m not asking you to just let me in without following due procedures. I can go through any trial you want me to and if it’s proof of my goodwill you need
Chapter 18 MAELIS' "The king is a busy man," Chesmal said as we made our way towards the receiving hall. "There are always people waiting to speak with him. Some come to express their grievances, some bring their disputes for him to settle and council members often have matters they need him to tend to." I glanced sideways at her, nodding. I understood that much. In Pyreth, my Father had been a busy man too. No one simply walked into the king's presence because they wished to speak to him. They sent appeals first, sometimes several of them before they were finally granted audience to speak with him. Other times, they would have to wait weeks before receiving a response and even then, an audience with my father was never guaranteed. Chesmal however reassured me that an audience with Raegan was and that was another way in which Eryndor surprised me. To have a king so willing to take charge of his people's affairs closely told me how much he valued them. "I still think it'
RAEGAN It always began the same. At least fifty times now, I’ve stood on these grounds, my vision obscured by a dense white fog. Snow blanketing my vision, and chilling my heated skin. No, it was fur now. The wolf had taken control and I was somewhere deep inside of him, watching through his lens and trying to figure out why goosebumps were prickling down my arm and spine. In this illusion, my wolf was always restless. Keeping my grip on him was always a losing battle I fought and lost. Like a length of disintegrating rope, my restraint frayed apart. Now, the animal stood in my place and it took a long while for the man trapped inside him to realise what he had done. The fog lifted and the sun began to shine ten times harder. Its sudden harsh rays made my wolf howl and lower his snout, seeking the chill of the snow around us. However, where I expected pearly white, there was crimson. It was as though blood had fallen from the sky and bathed the ground. I took a step
MAELISSuddenly, a tall shadow fell beside me, and I felt a strange presence settle at my side.I turned immediately, my fingers tightening around the fabric of my dress when I found an unfamiliar man standing beside me.He was tall, though not nearly as imposing as Raegan, with broad shoulders covered by a thick dark fur and streaks of silver running through his otherwise dark hair.There was something about him that made it difficult to look away. Perhaps it was the ease with which he carried himself or the faint smile resting on his lips despite the bustle around us.His gaze shifted from me to the bread stall and then back to me.“I didn’t know breads could be so interesting.”My brows pulled together.“What?”Despite myself, I looked at the loaves again and a small chuckle escaped him.“I was beginning to wonder if you intended to eat it with your eyes.”My lips twitched but I answered still, “I was only looking.”“Of course.” The man nodded.There was amusement in his voice, but
MAELIS The days rolled by quickly. Life in Eryndor had settled into a quiet calm and Heira had been right about one thing. Resting helped. Maybe not in the way she meant but the days spent in solitude helped me think of where I had gone wrong, and the things I could have done differently. If I hadn’t been so submissive and if I hadn’t been so hasty in falling for Nolan, none of what happened would have. I wouldn’t have been content being a mere wife to him and I would have stood a chance against Serena in the end. As the days passed, I had a rethink on my decision to remain in Eryndor and each time I thought it over, I came to the same conclusion. I was going to stay. I would train, become stronger then return to Pyreth to make Serina pay for all that she had taken from me. My only companion all these while was Chesmal, who came frequently to deliver clothes, food and light the fireplace before the wood it contained depleted. Heira came every morning without fai







