LOGINRAEGAN
She was my mate. The realization should have filled me with triumph, after all, I had spent all my life waiting for the Moon Goddess to send me the one person who could change everything, and rewrite the cursed fate that had followed me since birth. Instead, I felt unsettled and I couldn’t help thinking back to a time long ago, when Thirteen year old me stood before Heira, the Pack Healer, one morning after my wolf had gone on another rampage. “How will I find her, Heira?” I had glanced at her with hopeful eyes, hoping for something that could ease the uncertainty that the future held for me, wondering if I would ever be able to break free from the fate that bound me “I do not have the answer to that, Raegan.” Heira had given me a soft, sympathetic smile. “What I can tell you is that you’ll know exactly when you find her.” “The Moon Goddess will make sure of it.” For years after that, I’d held onto those words, waiting for the day I would finally find my mate. And now, she was standing right in front of me. Albeit a little untidy, and with a ferociousness I hadn’t expected. Another strange thing was that I was more concerned about keeping her alive than I was about the curse. Especially because she looked ready to collapse. Her face was pale beneath the dirt and dried blood, her lips almost colorless from the cold. Yet she continued to glare at me as though I were another threat she had to fight. "I am not your mate,” she snarled at me, then added in the same breath, “I do not need your help either.” I watched as she turned around, her pride somehow stronger than her battered body. For a woman who had been surrounded by rogues a while ago, she was surprisingly quick to bare her teeth at me. She took an unsteady step forward, knees nearly buckling. Even though she did so like a tree being swayed by the wind. She caught and held herself upright. Stubborn. That was the only word that came to mind. And in a place like the outskirts of Eryndor, it was only going to get her killed. She took another step forward, but her body suddenly gave out beneath her. I moved before she hit the ground. Her body landed against my chest, surprisingly light in my arms. Cicero rushed forward, but I held up a hand. "Stay back." His gaze switched from me to her, and then he nodded and stepped back. Mine lowered to her face. Her eyes were closed but thankfully, she was breathing. I pressed two fingers against her neck, noting how weak her pulse was. It was far from normal, just like how pale her skin was. My jaw tightened while Cicero leaned forward. “Is she badly hurt?” He asked. “Badly enough,” I answered, my gaze sweeping over her battered body. There were bruises along her arms, dirt caked into her skin and several cuts that looked recent. The torn state of her clothes told me enough about what had happened without needing to ask. My eyes hardened. "We're returning to the palace." Cicero gasped, his eyes widening slightly. “We are?” I knew what he was thinking. I had spent days hunting rogues, refusing to return until they were dealt with, and now I was abandoning the hunt because of a stranger. But she wasn’t just a stranger. She was my mate and although the thought still felt foreign, my wolf refused to see her as anything less. Propping myself on one knee, I lifted her carefully into my arms then took off my cloak, draping it carefully around her. It could have been my illusion, but she seemed to sink into the warmth it provided. My furrowed brows relaxed slightly and I nearly reached out to brush the hair out of her face but I stopped myself just in time and stood up, carrying her towards my horse. Her head rested against my chest, her damp hair brushing my jaw with every step. The moment I lifted her onto my horse and got in place behind her, something strange happened. My wolf settled. For years, he had been restless. Always angry. Always fighting against something neither of us could see. But with her in my arms, the constant pressure inside me eased. The peace I felt was brief and unfamiliar, but it spread through my wolf as though he had finally found what he had been searching for. It was only slightly, but still enough for me to notice. My eyes narrowed, and I couldn’t help but wonder. For the first time, hope stirred within me, something I had buried beneath years of anger and disappointment. Could she truly be the answer I'd been waiting for?RAEGAN It always began the same. At least fifty times now, I’ve stood on these grounds, my vision obscured by a dense white fog. Snow blanketing my vision, and chilling my heated skin. No, it was fur now. The wolf had taken control and I was somewhere deep inside of him, watching through his lens and trying to figure out why goosebumps were prickling down my arm and spine. In this illusion, my wolf was always restless. Keeping my grip on him was always a losing battle I fought and lost. Like a length of disintegrating rope, my restraint frayed apart. Now, the animal stood in my place and it took a long while for the man trapped inside him to realise what he had done. The fog lifted and the sun began to shine ten times harder. Its sudden harsh rays made my wolf howl and lower his snout, seeking the chill of the snow around us. However, where I expected pearly white, there was crimson. It was as though blood had fallen from the sky and bathed the ground. I took a step
MAELISSuddenly, a tall shadow fell beside me, and I felt a strange presence settle at my side.I turned immediately, my fingers tightening around the fabric of my dress when I found an unfamiliar man standing beside me.He was tall, though not nearly as imposing as Raegan, with broad shoulders covered by a thick dark fur and streaks of silver running through his otherwise dark hair.There was something about him that made it difficult to look away. Perhaps it was the ease with which he carried himself or the faint smile resting on his lips despite the bustle around us.His gaze shifted from me to the bread stall and then back to me.“I didn’t know breads could be so interesting.”My brows pulled together.“What?”Despite myself, I looked at the loaves again and a small chuckle escaped him.“I was beginning to wonder if you intended to eat it with your eyes.”My lips twitched but I answered still, “I was only looking.”“Of course.” The man nodded.There was amusement in his voice, but
MAELISThe days rolled by quickly.Life in Eryndor had settled into a quiet calm and Heira had been right about one thing. Resting helped.Maybe not in the way she meant but the days spent in solitude helped me think of where I had gone wrong, and the things I could have done differently.If I hadn’t been so submissive and if I hadn’t been so hasty in falling for Nolan, none of what happened would have.I wouldn’t have been content being a mere wife to him and I would have stood a chance against Serena in the end.As the days passed, I had a rethink on my decision to remain in Eryndor and each time I thought it over, I came to the same conclusion.I was going to stay. I would train, become stronger then return to Eryndor to make Serina pay for all that she had taken from me.My only companion all these while was Chesmal, who came frequently to deliver clothes, food and light the fireplace before the wood it contained depleted.Heira came every morning without fail too, and stayed l
MAELIS“Cursed?” I echoed the word slowly, as though I needed to say it aloud for it to be more believable.“Yes,” Chesmal nodded, twisting her fingers nervously. “That is what they say.”I was lost, to say the least. Although I had been following the train of her words from the beginning and had kept the conversation going out of curiosity, it didn’t mean I wasn’t confused by what I was hearing.First, she’d said Raegan was born under a red moon, which according to her was a rumor, then she’d said none of the women considered for his Luna survived the experience unscathed. However, my confusion didn’t temper my curiosity. It only fueled my desire to know more about this said ‘curse.’An Alpha king afflicted by a curse was the kind of tale most would dismiss as folklore and Chesmal’s tone held enough skepticism to make me think that.When I asked, she nodded her head. “Yes, my lady. I do not think it’s true although many say it is.”“Why do they believe your Alpha king is cursed?” I
MAELIS A loud sigh came from behind me. I turned around immediately, finding Heira standing at the entrance. Her eyes moved from me, leaning against the window, to the hand I had pressed against my abdomen. The look on her face said everything. “You’re going to hurt yourself again,” she said. I straightened slowly, pulling away from the window. “I’m fine.” “I told you to rest,” she continued, stepping in with an expression that said she wasn’t pleased with my actions. “I was only looking outside.” I had no idea why, but I felt like I needed to explain my actions to her. She however did not argue and only gesticulated towards me, “come with me.” My face pulled into an instant frown, “where?” “You’ll see.” That was all she said before she turned around, beginning to walk out the room. I hesitated only briefly before following after her. Where she brought me to was a new chamber, different from the one I was in before. Asides from lacking the medicinal scents and
MAELISI stared at the empty space before me for a while after Heira left, pondering the last thing she had said to me.Keeping yourself occupied doesn’t make the things you’re avoiding disappear.They weren’t words I had expected to hear from a woman who knew nothing of my history and it was even more unexpected that the words had gotten beneath my skin.I had spent days convincing myself that revenge was the only thing keeping me alive, that every breath I took was for the people who had wronged me and that I couldn’t stop until they suffered tenfold what I had endured but Heira’s words made me realise how vicious a cycle I’d plunged myself into.However, the realization didn't make my choice any different. Despite being aware that I could possibly ruin myself in the process of seeking revenge, my desire didn't change.It couldn’t, not when I hadn’t even been given a chance to hold my child before he was declared dead. Not when Father had turned me away like it wasn't his blood runn







