Kanya's POV
After Samuel Wijaya left my apartment, I stopped eating breakfast. I spaced out for a moment; warm tears fell from my eyes without realizing why. My chest slowly felt tight, and the cavity in my heartfelt as touched by something I didn’t know.
It was like a longing melting the frozen blood from my every vein. My warm tears keep flowing. I could not hold it in anymore; sobbing cries filled my apartment.
I am not sure where these longing blows came from and ripped my heart. Eros’s pained face flashed through my mind, my chest became even tighter, and my heart was getting torn even more. The man wasn’t real, and I had repeatedly stabbed him viciously with my hands.
I was paying attention to the hands that had stabbed him mercilessly. I felt like stabbing my hand and bowing because the tightness in my chest became more and more like I missed something I didn’t want to let go of, but what? Could it be Eros?
“Ah” My crying didn’t stop even though I tried several times to clap it firmly on my chest. “It hurts.”
It doesn’t feel like it’s been an hour since I’ve been crying for no apparent reason. The fried rice in front of me is already full of tears. I feel exhausted after draining my tears. My breath is gasping, my throat feels dry, and I swelled my eyes. My vision became a little blurry because my eyes still pooled warm tears in my eyelids. It’s always the same as before; pain. My eyelids closed, and the last drops of my tears slid smoothly down my cheeks.
I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly for a few seconds before I got up and cleared the dining table, then rushed to the bathroom and found my face in the large mirror in front of me was messy. The figure that appears in the mirror is me. Tears like a shower of rain have wiped off the make-up on my face. When the world is shrouded in cloudy clouds, it will not stop until the clouds turn white again, and with sorrowful and puffy eyes on my eyelids.
My fingers touch the reflection of my eyes in the mirror. “Is this me who never cries even though I’m hungry? Is this me who doesn’t cry even though I’m injured? Is this me who won’t even cry when I’m ill? Then what makes me cry?” Question after question, I threw at myself.
Again I touched my chest. “Here, it hurts so much. I seem to miss something or someone who breaks my logic.” Also, I took a deep breath, the feeling of tightness still inhabiting my chest. “Looks like I have to retake a shower. I can’t allow myself to be like this and become too over by a strange feeling that bursts in without reason.”
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I soaked in the bath for 30 minutes and almost fell asleep in there. After changing clothes and making a coffee cup to keep my eyes awake, I brought a cup of black coffee into my room.
However, I have to continue my activities as usual. I have decided to make a synopsis for the third novel, even though my second novel is still ongoing. I want to reproduce my work and increase my income, of course.
Feeling somewhat calmer after sipping the black coffee in my hand and smell it like relaxation again. “Well, black coffee is indeed the best friend.” My smile has bloomed again, and the tightness that I felt earlier has faded slowly.
Putting the cup on the nightstand, I took my cellphone and looked for a writing platform is where my script uploaded. “How many views today?” for a moment, I covered my mouth with the palms of my hands while watching the daily number of views. “Wow, that’s not bad even though it’s not that scene. I suppose that scene is maybe, even more, wow, because I just updated last night, there must be more than this, tomorrow.”
Too happy, I grabbed the coffee cup and took a sip like cold water. “Ah—” I put the ceramic mug back on the nightstand, “Ah! It’s so hot.” Take some tissue and then wipe my lips. I thought, could it be that today is a bad day for me?
I took the laptop that I deliberately brought here after turning it on before taking my cellphone. My fingers began typing each series of paragraphs from the next chapter. I cannot stop when my fingers have danced on the black keyboard on the bed.
My second novel’s character is named Eros Darwin — as the main character who has multiple personalities. I purposely gave Eros Darwin a psychopathic character in this novel; at least, he still lives in a world of fiction.
“Eros,” I whispered as my fingers typed Eros’s name into the paragraphs on the flat screen. “Why is it so cold?” I touched the back of my neck because I felt something cold passing there and then spontaneously turned my face to the open balcony.
“No wonder it’s cold—” I interrupted myself. “Who opened the balcony door?” I was frown for a moment because I never opened the balcony door, or maybe I forgot to open it? I shook my head brushed off strange thoughts that seemed about to creep into my mind soon.
My feet darted quickly towards the balcony door and closed the door. But a strangely cold sensation still greets my nape area. Spontaneously I looked back and found no one. “Haha,” I chuckled, “it’s still early, it’s still early, Kanya. What are you thinking?” Today, the weather is quite cold, so I closed the balcony door so that cold air does not enter my room.
I was running towards my bed while squinting, looking left and right. “This is my apartment; what do I do with dreadful events? What nonsense.” I said calmly.
My fingers returned typing after distracted for a while; the idea in my head didn’t disappear at all. A new series of paragraphs began to flows like a waterfall. I was so focused on looking at the screen filled with a new line that I touched the nape of my neck and felt something cold sticking to it.
Turning my face to the left, still, there was no one. “Who?” My forehead creased because after removing my hand from the nape, the area felt cold again.
Like a cold hand stroking the nape of my neck, I swallowed deeply and shouted again, “Who?!” Trying to close my eyes and feel the chill still there. Cold as ice. I could not stand it anymore because I was afraid. I moved so fast that I had to fall out of bed. “Who!” I shouted as I ran towards the door and immediately came out of my room.
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If something I don’t know makes tears fall. What should I do to find out? — Apple Leaf
Kanya's POVMy body’s weak due to the fear I felt before, and with trembling legs, I managed to get out even though I had to fall to the point which my palms skin peeled off.“It’s still early; which demon passed by my apartment?” My legs were weak that I sat on the floor and rolled my gaze to every corner of my apartment. No one, just me alone.There was no clinking sound of glassware from inside the kitchen. Plates, forks, spoons, and glasses were arranged neatly in place, even the wind did not greet them, but the sound of the glass clinking sounded in my ear.My body’s trembled even more because the fear had flowed into my veins. The sense of the cold hand that just touched my neck in the room now feels even more.“I—” I stopped like a mute trying to say a simple word, but I couldn’t. I crawled while closing my eyes to the door of my apartment. The cold sense ran down my back. “Ah!!!”
Eros POVThe man named Bambang stopped me. I just moved into this apartment last night and ignored who my neighbors are. My body is exhausted, and I am also sleepy because I just came home from work and did not expect to see a weird woman who went out of her apartment with extreme fear.I don’t want to talk to them, let alone that hysterical woman, saying that I am a ghost. Maybe she has a psychological disorder? I didn’t think that I had a weird neighbor. The woman was still shuffling behind the man with tall stature and very muscular muscles and not forgetting that his head was also bald. The appearance reflected a bodyguard in my eyes.I looked at the watch on my wrist, showing 9 in the morning. I haven’t even taken a shower, let alone breakfast, and by now, I’m starving. Moaning at the two freaks in front of me, I asked, “If there’s a problem, say so. I have to go home and feed my cat.”I’m not making any excuse
Kanya POVMy legs are fragile after closing my apartment door. I sat limply on the floor, a wry smile adorning my red lips. I wanted to feel tears, but the clear tears did not fall from my eyes.All that was present was fear bursting into my every vein, and after that, I felt exhausted. I couldn’t continue my writing.I tried to get up and walk with my limp legs, then headed to the room while making a glance. Hopefully, the ghost has left for the next apartment. Go to the apartment of an arrogant man named Eros.“From the face, height, even the name is the same. What kind of coincidence is this?” I slightly shook my head, amazed by coincidence in front of my eyes earlier. Plak! I slapped my cheek lightly, hoping it was all a dream because this coincidence was impossible for me. “It hurts! It’s not a dream at all. Is he a human? How come I don’t believe it, huh?”Is it all just my prejudice tha
Kanya POVMy body is like a doll attached by dozens of ropes moved by that man. The strings impacted my body unconsciously, and I could see that I am already sitting in Eros's black sports car.“Rope?” Seeing my whole body, all the ropes that tied me just now had disappeared, I gave a strange look at Eros in the steering seat. He's as confused as me even though he's moving my body himself. “You!”“What? What rope?” Eros Darwin even asked me back. His face looked confused, like a completely innocent person.“I saw the rope move my body just now.”“You freaky woman! There's no rope. Early in the morning, you screamed about ghosts are now ropes. It would be best to have eyes checked by a doctor or went to a psychiatrist instead. I am giving you sincere advice so that others don't think you are crazy and think of the other neighbors as ghosts.” He said with no guilt.Eros Darwin i
Eros POVI stopped my car and saw her was soaked in a cold sweat from her forehead. She looked pale from the possibility of having had nightmares in her short sleep.It was when I am busy driving, Kanya Arundhati struggled to get out of my car. I could see the excessive fear of those beautiful eyelids, but I don’t know why she was so scared of me this morning, even just now. She called me a ghost, and in her dreams. She was a woman that quite insane I had ever met because of her unusual greeting.“Hey, Kanya wake up!”I shook her shoulders because she didn’t wake up like she was trapped in her dream and couldn’t open her eyes. I took a piece of tissue to wipe the sweat that trickled down her forehead. Kanya looked so scared that tears slowly seeped out of her tightly closed eyes.Fear of losing. Also, the sadness about losing the person in her life was seen on her face at this time. Who could have m
Kanya POV“Kay, are you okay? Who is he?”I caught my breath when I met Samuel in front of the restaurant. For now, I can’t answer Samuel’s question. Shaking my head became the most comfortable thing I can do right now in response. My eyes were still glancing at Eros, who was staring at us since I got out of his car. I never thought that I would fall asleep to have a nightmare in Eros’s car.What an awful day!Eros closed his windshield with a faint grin, and then the car drove through the crowd until it was out of sight of my eyes. I was still staring straight at the vehicle that had completely disappeared. I was so scared that I forgot to thank him.No, I couldn't thank him! He’s too scary, especially when I remember holding him tightly and not wanting him to die.“Kay, have you been crying?”Samuel’s voice sounded worried after he noticed me. The marks of my tear
Eros POVI parked my car anywhere, when I got in front of the office, then got out of the car. Throwing the keys at the security guard is the first thing I do when my feet touch the floor.“Good afternoon, Director.”The same greeting every morning made me reluctant to reply. I just nodded my head in return for their politeness.“Director, have you arrived?” A man with a stiff, dull appearance approached me when he saw me getting out of the car. Rudy's face covered in panic, and the handkerchief that he used to wipe his forehead proved that cold sweat had soaked down just now. “The Chairman has been waiting for you at the office. He seems furious that you moved out of the resident.”I rushed to the elevator because my assistant told me that the old man — the owner of this company or none other than my grandfather — was in my office. There's no need to imagine how his face looks right now, he must be
Kanya POVAfter leaving Samuel at the restaurant angrily, I didn't even pick up his call and immediately turned off my cell phone. I know he's worried about me, but I wouldn't say I like it when my best friend doesn't believe me.He stares at me with his beaded eyes that don't have faith in me. Samuel used to believe me every word. I knew he thought I was half insane and would have sent me to see a psychiatrist.I don't feel it now, and it's 9 pm. I've been sitting under a coconut tree since I arrived at this beach. People are still busy playing with the waves with their partners.Meanwhile, I lament my fate, which is considered half insane.Wait. 9 pm and on the beach?“I have to go home now. I haven't written since morning, instead, I'm busy taking care of ghosts. Hehe.” I was chuckling because I just realized today I hadn't written the next chapter of my second novel.