Kanya's POV
“Ah!!!” I screamed as loudly as I could as a red mist of blood flowed from Eros’s chest—enveloping the warehouse where I stabbed him. He widened my eyes, and my breath was wheezing like I had run tens of meters away, and a cold sweat drenched my whole body, luckily I didn’t wet myself out of fear.
It would be so embarrassing for a woman my age, terrified of having nightmares of bed-wetting. Just imagining it felt even more terrifying than stabbing Eros in the chest with a dagger.
I tried to straighten my body. My head was hurt as if a club had hit it. I manage my breathing to be more relaxed, and then I lean back.
“That dream again, over and over again with the same ending,” I murmured. “Huh,” I gave myself a weakly sighing that is all I can do for now when my breathing has started to get better, not wheezing like a moment ago.
I looked at my ten fingers that typed the script with the murder part in it, the hand that had stabbed the chest of the man named Eros. They are still the same straight without the slightest scuff.
My throat felt dry from screaming, not just in the dream, but it was in reality. I took the glass that was full of water on the nightstand. However, I immediately stopped moving my hands when I reached the glass above the nightstand.
Strange! I pulled my hand back.
“Wait a minute. Didn’t I fall asleep at the study? After I turned off the laptop and everything was dark. How come I was in bed?” I spontaneously took the glass on the nightstand without hesitation. Then take a quick sip of the water.
A glass full of water has filed my throat in one gulp. I trembled with confusion as well as fear. Did I sleepwalk last night so that I was in bed? Even complete with the blanket over my body. It is crazy! Not enough with recurring nightmares, now strange things like this are happening.
“Did Sam come back to move me to the bed? There’s no way he could come back again because it’s late. If it wasn’t him, then who else?”
I massaged my temples because my headache became worse when the face of the man I stabbed last night flashed in my mind. Every time this dream comes as it swallows me alive, I fear that I will go crazy because of such a nightmare.
I’ve had the intention of meeting a psychiatrist. But I discouraged myself because I felt it didn’t matter and I could handle it. I overcame this thing called a nightmare, even though my head’s pain was like a burst in my brain. It hurts.
“Eros.” Instantly, the name of the man in my dream just popped out of my mouth. “It can’t be him! He’s not real!” I immediately brushed off these ridiculous thoughts.
There’s no way Eros would take me to bed and then enter my dreams, right? “Hahaha, what nonsense.” I was giggling awkwardly and got out of bed with the felt of a massive head. I was stepping unsteadily into the bathroom like a drunk person, it’s always like this, and it makes me get used to it.
I went into the bathroom and saw my reflection in the mirror, who has messy long black hair, black eye bags, and a dull face like a lack of sleep. Yes, I was sleep-deprived thanks to a strange dream that never ended.
“When will this nightmare end?” My hands were still shaking when I took the toothbrush, then put toothpaste on it. I started brushing my teeth and looking into what mistakes I had made until a handsome man approached me in such a dream, even though he had to die in my hands.
My head weighing heavy, and my eyelids almost fell. The pain made me want to sleep again. I’m lucky that I’m used to all of this and don’t throw up like I used to.
“What did I do wrong to have a dream that felt so real? I failed to understand. Do I have to go to a psychiatrist, huh?” I sighed heavily. If I ever went to a psychiatrist, then I would doubt my mental health. I can still write calmly and use my logic. Could it be that if I don’t write again, that dream will never come again? Or should I switch sides and write a novel in another genre?
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Forty-five minutes later, after relaxing in the bath. I already feel somewhat calm from the gripping morning. My head is still a little heavy, but my body feels fresh, thanks to the foam that I prepared before taking a shower.
As usual, I wear casual clothes because I will stay in the apartment only. After deciding to live alone and rent this apartment, it’s been one year, while my parents are in the village.
I went to the city to look for work; in fact, looking for a job was very difficult, especially for me, who only graduated from high school. At that time, my expectations were very high because I was tired of being in the village and meeting the same people every day.
I thought that after I went to town, got a job, and would meet new friends. I have visited various companies; no one is interested in my CV until I found a reading application that changed my life right now.
The platform holds a writing competition. I try to get the ideas in my head when I feel bored while waiting for a job call. Three months of waiting while placing CVs in various companies still did not get results.
I never imagined my writing would win that contest and become my money tree now. For one year, I worked on the first novel, and it has hundreds of chapters. Within a day, the number of readers in each chapter has exceeded the platform’s salary. My second novel is also booming like the previous novel, even though it only has 11 chapters.
After a nightmare, my stomach was hungry, and I had to get my breakfast.
“What should I cook for today? I’m so lazy.”
I am lazily opening the refrigerator door, only to find three eggs inside. What could be more sickening than this morning?
“But why?” I grumbled irritably. “Dart, three eggs for one day? There’s no meat anyway, thanks to Sam. He ate everything in my refrigerator last night. An office worker instead of eating at someone’s house.”
“Who did you say hitchhike?”
I just spoke out without realizing Samuel Wijaya was standing at the entrance closing the door. Sometimes I forgot that he could walk into my apartment at will. I should change the password, so he can’t get in when I talked about him at the back.
“You surprised me because I gave my apartment password doesn’t mean that you can trespass into my apartment.” I deliberately changed the conversation with a thick face so that he forgot I was grumbling behind his back.
“Okay, I’m leaving, then.”
“Eh?”
Samuel Wijaya came out of my apartment, but a moment later, the bell rang, and I heard Samuel's voice from outside asking me to open the door.
I forcefully opened the door and glared at him. “Sam, but why?”
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I was looking for something that seemed to disappear from my sight. — Red Maple
Kanya's POVSamuel Wijaya ignored me and walked into the apartment, not forgetting the black paper bag in his hand. He looked back when I closed the apartment door.“I just wanted to go straight to the office, but it would be a pity if I threw this paper bag, so I knocked on the door and kept on visiting as polite as someone said.” He said with a sarcastic smile and lifted the paper bag high.I watched with a lazy gaze at the black paper bag for which I knew what was inside. Last night Samuel Wijaya cooked everything in my fridge. I ate a lot last night. So, it’s not just his mistake that has made my refrigerator’s food material empty, but I also took part in emptying my refrigerator.“I think I have to eat alone outside.” Samuel took another step toward the door.Before he could grab the doorknob, I, who was still standing at the entrance, immediately took the bla
Kanya's POVAfter Samuel Wijaya left my apartment, I stopped eating breakfast. I spaced out for a moment; warm tears fell from my eyes without realizing why. My chest slowly felt tight, and the cavity in my heartfelt as touched by something I didn’t know.It was like a longing melting the frozen blood from my every vein. My warm tears keep flowing. I could not hold it in anymore; sobbing cries filled my apartment.I am not sure where these longing blows came from and ripped my heart. Eros’s pained face flashed through my mind, my chest became even tighter, and my heart was getting torn even more. The man wasn’t real, and I had repeatedly stabbed him viciously with my hands.I was paying attention to the hands that had stabbed him mercilessly. I felt like stabbing my hand and bowing because the tightness in my chest became more and more like I missed something I didn’t want to
Kanya's POVMy body’s weak due to the fear I felt before, and with trembling legs, I managed to get out even though I had to fall to the point which my palms skin peeled off.“It’s still early; which demon passed by my apartment?” My legs were weak that I sat on the floor and rolled my gaze to every corner of my apartment. No one, just me alone.There was no clinking sound of glassware from inside the kitchen. Plates, forks, spoons, and glasses were arranged neatly in place, even the wind did not greet them, but the sound of the glass clinking sounded in my ear.My body’s trembled even more because the fear had flowed into my veins. The sense of the cold hand that just touched my neck in the room now feels even more.“I—” I stopped like a mute trying to say a simple word, but I couldn’t. I crawled while closing my eyes to the door of my apartment. The cold sense ran down my back. “Ah!!!”
Eros POVThe man named Bambang stopped me. I just moved into this apartment last night and ignored who my neighbors are. My body is exhausted, and I am also sleepy because I just came home from work and did not expect to see a weird woman who went out of her apartment with extreme fear.I don’t want to talk to them, let alone that hysterical woman, saying that I am a ghost. Maybe she has a psychological disorder? I didn’t think that I had a weird neighbor. The woman was still shuffling behind the man with tall stature and very muscular muscles and not forgetting that his head was also bald. The appearance reflected a bodyguard in my eyes.I looked at the watch on my wrist, showing 9 in the morning. I haven’t even taken a shower, let alone breakfast, and by now, I’m starving. Moaning at the two freaks in front of me, I asked, “If there’s a problem, say so. I have to go home and feed my cat.”I’m not making any excuse
Kanya POVMy legs are fragile after closing my apartment door. I sat limply on the floor, a wry smile adorning my red lips. I wanted to feel tears, but the clear tears did not fall from my eyes.All that was present was fear bursting into my every vein, and after that, I felt exhausted. I couldn’t continue my writing.I tried to get up and walk with my limp legs, then headed to the room while making a glance. Hopefully, the ghost has left for the next apartment. Go to the apartment of an arrogant man named Eros.“From the face, height, even the name is the same. What kind of coincidence is this?” I slightly shook my head, amazed by coincidence in front of my eyes earlier. Plak! I slapped my cheek lightly, hoping it was all a dream because this coincidence was impossible for me. “It hurts! It’s not a dream at all. Is he a human? How come I don’t believe it, huh?”Is it all just my prejudice tha
Kanya POVMy body is like a doll attached by dozens of ropes moved by that man. The strings impacted my body unconsciously, and I could see that I am already sitting in Eros's black sports car.“Rope?” Seeing my whole body, all the ropes that tied me just now had disappeared, I gave a strange look at Eros in the steering seat. He's as confused as me even though he's moving my body himself. “You!”“What? What rope?” Eros Darwin even asked me back. His face looked confused, like a completely innocent person.“I saw the rope move my body just now.”“You freaky woman! There's no rope. Early in the morning, you screamed about ghosts are now ropes. It would be best to have eyes checked by a doctor or went to a psychiatrist instead. I am giving you sincere advice so that others don't think you are crazy and think of the other neighbors as ghosts.” He said with no guilt.Eros Darwin i
Eros POVI stopped my car and saw her was soaked in a cold sweat from her forehead. She looked pale from the possibility of having had nightmares in her short sleep.It was when I am busy driving, Kanya Arundhati struggled to get out of my car. I could see the excessive fear of those beautiful eyelids, but I don’t know why she was so scared of me this morning, even just now. She called me a ghost, and in her dreams. She was a woman that quite insane I had ever met because of her unusual greeting.“Hey, Kanya wake up!”I shook her shoulders because she didn’t wake up like she was trapped in her dream and couldn’t open her eyes. I took a piece of tissue to wipe the sweat that trickled down her forehead. Kanya looked so scared that tears slowly seeped out of her tightly closed eyes.Fear of losing. Also, the sadness about losing the person in her life was seen on her face at this time. Who could have m
Kanya POV“Kay, are you okay? Who is he?”I caught my breath when I met Samuel in front of the restaurant. For now, I can’t answer Samuel’s question. Shaking my head became the most comfortable thing I can do right now in response. My eyes were still glancing at Eros, who was staring at us since I got out of his car. I never thought that I would fall asleep to have a nightmare in Eros’s car.What an awful day!Eros closed his windshield with a faint grin, and then the car drove through the crowd until it was out of sight of my eyes. I was still staring straight at the vehicle that had completely disappeared. I was so scared that I forgot to thank him.No, I couldn't thank him! He’s too scary, especially when I remember holding him tightly and not wanting him to die.“Kay, have you been crying?”Samuel’s voice sounded worried after he noticed me. The marks of my tear