LOGINAt first, she thought I had an alpha I liked, but I convinced her it was for the term's paper. She dropped the case, and well… gave me exactly what I needed, a way to get my brother to fall for me even when I knew I shouldn't have such a thought, not when there's a possibility of him finding his mate, something I'm beginning to doubt. If he had a mate, he would have found them 4 years ago after he turned eighteen.
As for me having a mate, I never intended to be with the person, as long as they weren't my brother.
“Baby!” Jay called from downstairs. “The pizza is here. It's time for dinner!”
“Coming!” I yelled back, a small smile creeping on my face as I got down from the bed. The big shirt, I wore stopped at the middle of my thighs when standing. When sitting, it couldn't even cover the short pink boxers I chose. I flexed my slender legs, which Debra claimed were so attractive that they made her jealous. I was actually banking on her words tonight.
Exhaling, to prepare me for what I was about to do, I left my room and headed downstairs, my steps light, barefoot, with just the ankle-length socks to keep my feet warm.
Jay was fiddling with the television when I stepped into the living room. He turned, a smile on his face before he froze, his eyes running down my body, to my exposed thighs.
This was the first time I'd worn such a revealing outfit. Even to bed, my pyjamas always reached my knees or passed them. Now, I was standing in front of him, partially clad, in an outfit I was positive was seductive enough.
However, when the silence drew on for a while, I became nervous. Gulping, I reached for the hem of the shirt, intending to pull it down, to at least cover my exposed thighs, before I remembered Debra's words. “The first step into seducing an alpha is to be confident. Never show your fear and nerves to them.”
Putting a smile on my face, I walked to him. “Are you alright, floored by my beauty?” I made it sound like a joke, acting like I wasn't bloody expecting his response.
He blinked, cleared his throat, and grinned. “I was just floored by your charm. It took me unawares, like a train derailing from its tracks, leaving me stunned and disoriented in its wake.”
I felt a jolt, my stomach clenching, leaving me breathless. Even though I knew he only meant those words in the Platonic sense, his words struck a chord deep within me, resonating in a way that was both unsettling and exhilarating.
I gulped, blinked, then let out a nervous chuckle. “Being poetic, are we?” I grinned and snatched the remote from him before he could respond. “Which series are we watching tonight?” I looked at him, eyebrows raised and my steady heartbeat gradually picking up at the proximity. Feeling his scent wrap around me almost muddled my senses, like they always did. It never affected me before.
He gestured to the television. “Your call. I don't have any series I want to watch. Let's just go with your choice.”
Like we always do each time we watch a series together. It had always been my call, with him doing everything I wanted.
“Okay… Let's see…” I sat down on the couch, sitting in such a way that the shirt passed my boxers, exposing them to any who wished to steal a glance. Acting like it was the most natural thing to do. I focused on the TV, looking for the right station. At first, I wanted to watch a romantic series. It was what I always picked each time we had a movie night. However, after my small chat with Debra, I learned that horror movies work wonders. With that in mind, I chose the one I'd heard Debra whisper, 'was scary enough.
“Baby.”
I whipped my head towards him at the whispered call, eyebrows raised and my expression innocent, even when my actions weren't. “Huh?”
“That's a horror movie. You know, right?”Of course, I know, darling. It's just part of the plan. I didn't tell him that though. I widened my eyes, like I was just realizing that. “It's a horror series? Titles can be deceiving.” Yet, I didn't move to change it. Instead, I leaned back on the couch. “I guess it's fate,” I grinned at him as the movie started. “Let's just watch this one, okay?”
Jay frowned. “This isn't just a light horror movie. It's hardcore. Why don't you pick something else? There's this soap opera I heard —”
“Nah, let's just watch this. I'm not a kid any more. You don't have to worry about me.”
Ray looked unsure at first before he let out a sigh and nodded. “If you like.”
He was still reluctant, probably recalling how I had shaken in his arms five years ago after watching a horror movie. For a week, the fear enveloped me everywhere I went, like a shroud. It wasn't pretty. Every little sound made me jump until I grew out of it. After that, father banned the watching of horror movies in the house.
I hadn't seen one at home since then, but I had watched dozens with Debra, gotten over my fears and learned to be strong without my family's knowledge.
“Come on, loosen up. I'm good. See?” I glanced at the TV as the movie started, knowing we were yet to get to the scary part. I grabbed a pizza from the box and relaxed back on the couch, taking a bite and moaning as the cheese hit my tongue.
I heard shuffling beside me as Jay did the same. Together, we ate, silently watching a movie that was building up slowly. Jay kept on glancing at me as he ate, concerned, while I bided my time, waiting for the moment I needed.
I devoured the last of the pizza and finished my glass of juice and took the empty carton, while Jay paused the video so he could go with me to the kitchen, to wash his hands. After that, we returned to the living room, and he started the movie. I snuggled close to him like I'd always done, but didn't bother with the blanket. I wanted him to get a clear view of my thighs. It was part of the seduction plans, after all.
Jay cleared his throat. “Baby, aren't you feeling cold?”
I shook my head, smiling. “Nah, I'm good.” I moved closer, raising my right leg. Just then, the first scream came on, and I did exactly what I had been aiming for all night. I jumped on him.
MATTPlopping down on the bed, I stared at the ceiling. Why do I feel like things are always going in a circle around me? Why can't we move forward? Why must we always be in a circle, fighting with the past? Why must it always revolve around him?Smart. The name tasted bitter on my lips. I sat up on the bed, sitting in a frog pose. Why the hell do I have to always fight against him? Why can't he give up?Jay doesn't want him, but he seems to stick around us more than he should. Why can't he understand the subtle signs sent to him?Why?I froze when I felt it. The familiar warmth that comes before my heat. I tried to rise from the bed, but my legs buckled under me. Fuck!I'd forgotten my heat. I knew it was close and was expecting it. Hell, even looking forward to the damned thing before I got sent those pictures. Smart literally ruined what would have been a wonderful time for me. I had planned to suggest we return to the resort. Now, how do I ask Jay for his help? I told him I
JAYI remained on my knees, looking at Matt and waiting for him to forgive me. I didn't even bother to look at Dad. Matt was the only one with a call here. Dad would go with whatever decision he wanted. He wouldn't even be able to refuse his favourite son. Matt shook his head, then got to his feet. “There's nothing to forgive here, Jay.”My heart fell. I stared at him, dreading the words that would come out of his mouth, already imagining what he would say. Would he break off with me? Claim that our relationship was taking a toll on him, as Dad had always feared?What would I do if he decides on that?I can't possibly force him. 'You alone are to be blamed, Jay. You caused all these. Had you listened to my words when I told you not to help Smart, you wouldn't have been in this situation now.' I was just trying to help!'See where it had landed you?'Matt drew a breath. “Helping someone isn't bad. I'm not asking you not to help, or to turn a blind eye when someone needs you to step
Jay turned the instant he heard my approach, likely because of the sound of my shoes on the pavement. It hadn't rained for days. “Baby,” he called out, still kneeling. I just stared, stunned. I wasn't expecting to see him home this early. At least not on his knees, with a bouquet. When Dad checked on him before we left the office, we were told he left after I argued with him. To think he was here…Had he been kneeling all that damned time?I looked around, at this street, wondering how many of our neighbours saw him on his knees, waiting for me?“Matt, I just —” Dad paused when he saw him. “What are you doing on your knees?” He asked the question I couldn't bring myself to do. “I'm sorry, Matt,” Jay said, his focus on me, not on Dad. “I know I fucked up, and I don't blame you for choosing not to forgive me. All I ask is for a chance to prove that I didn't cheat on you.”“You damned son of a —”Dad took a step towards him, but I stopped him. “Let's take this inside, Dad,” I said,
MATTI followed Dad home after work hours. We took his car. He asked me to leave mine in the office, so I would pick it up tomorrow. I wasn't in the mood to drive, and he must have noticed it, hence asking me to leave the car behind. To prevent anyone from noticing my dark mood, Dad asked me to stay in his office until the end of work hours. That was what I did. I stayed with him, slept most of the time and just stared out in space when I wasn't sleeping.Jay's issue was affecting me more than I wanted it to. “I'll teach that damned boy a lesson,” Dad said, navigating through the traffic. He turned to look at me, then smiled. “Don't worry, after I teach him a lesson, I'll kick him out of the house. You don't have to bother about marrying him!”I smiled despite my anger and sadness over the turn of events. Dad wouldn't kick him out of the house. He might want to please me, but that didn't mean he would send Jay out. “You don't have to. We're all adults. We don't need to —”“You're s
JAYI'm freaking fucked. Not just fucked, more like fucked in capital letters. I saw Matt heading over to Dad's office and knew he was likely going over to complain to him. I paced the floor, occasionally stopping to look at the door, expecting Dad to barge in with a glare and a roar, so loud the entire office would hear.If I could, I would beg him to wait until we return to the house. I needed to avoid any gossip in this office. Not just because of me. Mainly because of Matt. The last thing I wanted was for them to talk trash about him if they heard I cheated. I didn't cheat on him, though, would never. However, none of them would wait for the entire story. They would take the juiciest one, the one likely to get their listeners, and it would only end up affecting Matt. They might blame him for my mistakes. 'Just tell your family the truth. Let them know you're helping Smart. Come clean about everything. It's not that difficult. You're only causing more issues if you keep mum abo
MATTMy eyes were swollen by the time I left the restroom… I had rushed there after leaving Jay's office, hiding away from curious eyes. I didn't want anyone to know what went on in his office. I might be heartbroken, but not to the point of airing our dirty laundry in public. To avoid getting asked questions, I took a detour to Dad's office, for the first time, grateful that we worked at the same place. If we didn't, I might have had to hide in the restroom until the end of working hours and risk getting a tongue-lashing from the director. Dad was typing away when I barged into his office without knocking. Just like Jay did when I went to his office, he looked up with a frown, only for his features to soften when he saw it was me. “Sweetheart?” He got up from his chair and walked around the desk, meeting me halfway. “What's wrong? Were you crying?” He frowned, removing my hand from my eyes so he could look at me. “What's going on? What happened?”The dam broke once more. I burie







