LOGINJAY
I was fucked. Those were the only words I could think of when I saw him walk in with that poor excuse of a shirt. It took all my freaking willpower not to pounce on him the second he walked into the sitting room. And to think he was so innocent, he didn't even know what he was freaking doing. If only he knew the thoughts that went through my mind when I saw him, he wouldn't be this relaxed with me. He would have taken to his heels.
I'd sat far from him, praying for control from the goddess. It wasn't easy now that he was an omega, with a scent that always made my third leg stand with just a whiff. Matt just doesn't know how fucking attractive and irresistible he was.
When he jumped on me, I almost lost it. My semi-hard dick hardened at the feel of his soft body on me.
“Brother!” He cried, with his hands wrapped around my neck so tightly, he almost choked me. He wriggled his arse on my dick as he held me tight, crying despite his claims that he could stomach horror movies.I gulped, fighting back a groan when he unconsciously repeated his actions, rubbing his juicy arse on my cock, and almost bringing out the beast in me. I closed my eyes, inhaled deeply while seeking strength from the goddess.
“It's okay,” I choked out, holding his waist so he wouldn't rock his arse again. “You are —”
He screamed when someone in the movie did. He shifted, placing both legs on either side of my body and leaning in so close his arse hole was directly on my cock. All the blood in my body rushed south as my dick twitched.
Gritting out, I tried to push him away, but he was stronger, fuelled by adrenaline, desperate to get away from the screen.
“Stay still, baby. Let me switch it off.” I tried to reach for the remote, but he shook his head, still clinging to me.
“Don't. I want to know what happened to the lead actress.” He still didn't let go.
I gulped, hands still on his waist to hold him down. “Okay.” I was having a damned freaking issue holding him back. My fucking dick was now hard, and I knew I would need to wank it off before going to bed. If Dad were around, I would have gone straight to my favourite bar to pick someone to help me with the issues. Father wasn't coming home tonight, and I couldn't leave Matt alone at home, not after the horror movie we just watched.
“You know what, baby? Why don't you sit on the couch? You can hold on to me if you want. I won't let anything happen to you.”
I needed to have him get off me so I could breathe.
He shook his head. “They will get to me if I let you go.” He rotated his hips while gripping me. “Please.”
“You can hold me then. Just lift your hips a little.” He did as I asked, and I grabbed the blanket and placed it on my thighs, covering my dick. “So you can be more comfortable,” I explained when he scrunched his eyebrows, confused by my actions.
“Oh.”
He sat on the blanket, wrapped his hands around my neck. That was the position we stayed in until the credits rolled. Odd, for someone who claimed he wanted to know how the drama ended, he didn't turn, not for once, to watch. Instead, he held me tight and averted his gaze, occasionally jumping when he heard screams. Luckily, the blanket was between us, else he would have felt the effects of his actions. My damned dick would have poked the hell out of him.
“Can I sleep with you?” He asked after I had switched the television off, still clinging to me. Luckily, he has such a small frame; otherwise, I would have broken my back carrying him around.
I doubt he even knew he was no longer a baby. He still believed he was that little boy I carried everywhere. “Baby,” I started, putting my hands on his waist so I could bring him down, but he didn't ease his grip on me. He held me tight, acting as if I might disappear if he let go.
“We can't sleep together, and you know that. You're no longer a baby. You should —”
“Why? Just because I'm eighteen?” He pouted. “I want to sleep with you.”
My dick twitched, assuming he meant it literally. I had to shake my head, to ride the thoughts that were taking root slowly in my head.
“Baby —”
“They will get me if I sleep alone on my bed.” He shook his head, clinging to me like a damned koala. “Please.”
I couldn't resist his pleas, despite knowing this was the worst idea in the entire world. Matt had always been a cuddle slut, which was why I stopped him from sleeping on my bed when I realized my affections for him weren't that pure. I had to keep a distance from him to avoid doing something we would all regret.
“Okay,” I whispered, eyes closed, rethinking my decision to let him do as he pleased. I was a damned wimp for him and hardly ever said no to his requests. I always did everything he asked for, even when it wasn't convenient for me. He must have known this and always used that to his advantage.
“Perfect!”
Exhaling, while regretting my decisions already, I carried him into my room and tried to place him on the bed so I could take care of my problem, but he held me tight, shaking his head. “Please don't leave me.”
“I'm not leaving you. I just want to have my bath, then join you in bed.” I tried to get him to let go, but he shook his head.
“Please take me with you,” he begged. “I don't want to be alone.”
MATTA week more. That was the time left before we graduate. It had been a hell of three weeks preparing for everything, and what I wouldn't give just to sleep all day today as it was my free day. Debra was gracious enough to give me a free day. Well, she was just considering my situation. To prove she would be the best aunt the baby would have, she was even willing to cut out on my work and give me a day to rest. I was supposed to be doing that, rolling on the bed thinking of my mate and the future, reading the new romance novel Debra got for me, and eating the cut fruits dad kept in the refrigerator for me, or even sleeping. I was supposed to do one of those things, but instead; I was in a café with Smart. Alone. Debra wasn't with me because I didn't tell her. She was busy as it was, and I didn't want to disturb her with my issues; after all, there was no need to be alarmed. We were meeting in my favourite cafe, at a place where I felt safe.“Hmm. The doughnuts here are tasty,” Sm
JAYI stared right at Smart, who was picking at his food, asking myself, not for the first time, how I had found myself in such a situation. I didn't even know how or why I accepted his request to have lunch with him. It could still be the lingering guilt from the time he almost ended his life because of me. I didn't want a repeat of that, knowing he might seek another way to harm himself. “What happened to your brother?”He glanced up at the question, shocked that I'd even spoken to him. What was he expecting? That I would ignore him? He pushed the food on the plate around before speaking, his voice almost a whisper.“He died of poor heart and lungs.” “How?”I'd never heard of people dying like that. We're wolves and even though we get hurt, we don't die easily. My mum died because she abused drugs, and Matt's mother died in an accident. I didn't know anyone could die of poor hearts and lungs. He had always been a sickly child, but he looked like he could have survived more years.
Jay's eyes widened in amusement, and he mumbled, “Uh-oh, trouble in paradise.”I shot him a warning glance, trying to keep my tone casual. “Yeah, I mean, I didn't exactly check on him, but I'm sure he's there.” If only Dad could see us. Grinning, Jay sat next to me, blowing on my left ear at intervals, and almost making me lose my composure. Had it not been for one thing, I would have yelled at him. I had to keep my mouth shut, so Dad wouldn't know what was going on. 'Just you wait,' I whispered, hoping Dad wouldn't hear it. “Are you certain he's not with you?”“Of course, he's —” “I'll call his phone then. If he's in his room, he'll answer.”I felt a cold sweat break out on my forehead as Jay's expression turned mischievous. He slowly pulled out his phone and showed it to me, a wicked grin spreading across his face. The screen was black, and he mouthed, “Don't worry, it's off. He won't get me even if he calls.”Oh.Thank Fuck. For a second there, I was worried about getting caugh
MATTThe tension between Dad and Jay when they returned made it impossible for me to talk to Jay about Smart. I wanted to know what he thought about his ex-lover's strange visit and if I should go to the lunch date or stand him up. After all, it wasn't compulsory that I had to meet him. I could just lie about being occupied and whatever. I owe him nothing. Jay and I didn't have time to be alone until Dad left for a business trip. He would have taken me with him if it weren't for the drama rehearsals, and he couldn't take Jay with him, as that would mean I would have to be alone. He wasn't taking any chances, just to avoid that fainting episode, even though Dr Jeremy mentioned I might not experience it again if I didn't do anything strenuous.If not for that, he would have taken Jay with him, just so we wouldn't be alone in the house. “So, what do you want to do before you go to bed?” Jay asked when he returned from the kitchen. We had just finished dinner, and I was waiting for him
JAYAlmost every worker noticed how happy I was. I hummed while working, beamed at any who came to my desk for help. Most of them, especially the omegas, looked like they had seen a ghost each time I smiled at them. Well, I haven't been the most sociable worker since I started here. It was the only way to avoid unnecessary feelings from the omegas. Richard, on the other hand, was having the time of his life. He broke up with his latest date and had vowed to be single for life. “Every Alpha is supposed to enjoy his bachelor years instead of getting tied down by an omega,” he had said when I asked him about his plans. While the other workers whispered among themselves at my strange behaviour, Dad was the only one whose stern gaze followed my every move. The man hadn't entered his office since he arrived. Instead, he had stayed in my department, claiming he had something he needed to supervise. It was just a guise to watch and almost break my back with errands. The man was out to get
Debra didn't let me go until I told her everything, from the time we went to the hospital and Dad's reaction to it. She gulped everything down, eyes wide whenever necessary, and let out sounds of shock. “Your dad didn't!”“He did.”I smiled, recalling how scared I had been then, thinking it was over for me. I never expected Dad to accept us, at least not that easily. I thought it would take time before he would do that, but guess luck was on our side. Debra grinned. “I'm glad he accepted you. It would have been a bummer if he didn't.” She let out a sigh. “Debra! Come here. We need your input on this,” Clara called out to her. “I will be right there.” She got on her feet and dusted her butt. “I'll be right back, darling, to get the rest of the story.”“No problem.”She winked before she hurried over to the others, and soon, she was back in her director's mode. Shaking my head at the lame joke she made about the tree men, I focused on the paper she tasked me with cutting. I refused t







