LOGINJAY
I was fucked. Those were the only words I could think of when I saw him walk in with that poor excuse of a shirt. It took all my freaking willpower not to pounce on him the second he walked into the sitting room. And to think he was so innocent, he didn't even know what he was freaking doing. If only he knew the thoughts that went through my mind when I saw him, he wouldn't be this relaxed with me. He would have taken to his heels.
I'd sat far from him, praying for control from the goddess. It wasn't easy now that he was an omega, with a scent that always made my third leg stand with just a whiff. Matt just doesn't know how fucking attractive and irresistible he was.
When he jumped on me, I almost lost it. My semi-hard dick hardened at the feel of his soft body on me.
“Brother!” He cried, with his hands wrapped around my neck so tightly, he almost choked me. He wriggled his arse on my dick as he held me tight, crying despite his claims that he could stomach horror movies.I gulped, fighting back a groan when he unconsciously repeated his actions, rubbing his juicy arse on my cock, and almost bringing out the beast in me. I closed my eyes, inhaled deeply while seeking strength from the goddess.
“It's okay,” I choked out, holding his waist so he wouldn't rock his arse again. “You are —”
He screamed when someone in the movie did. He shifted, placing both legs on either side of my body and leaning in so close his arse hole was directly on my cock. All the blood in my body rushed south as my dick twitched.
Gritting out, I tried to push him away, but he was stronger, fuelled by adrenaline, desperate to get away from the screen.
“Stay still, baby. Let me switch it off.” I tried to reach for the remote, but he shook his head, still clinging to me.
“Don't. I want to know what happened to the lead actress.” He still didn't let go.
I gulped, hands still on his waist to hold him down. “Okay.” I was having a damned freaking issue holding him back. My fucking dick was now hard, and I knew I would need to wank it off before going to bed. If Dad were around, I would have gone straight to my favourite bar to pick someone to help me with the issues. Father wasn't coming home tonight, and I couldn't leave Matt alone at home, not after the horror movie we just watched.
“You know what, baby? Why don't you sit on the couch? You can hold on to me if you want. I won't let anything happen to you.”
I needed to have him get off me so I could breathe.
He shook his head. “They will get to me if I let you go.” He rotated his hips while gripping me. “Please.”
“You can hold me then. Just lift your hips a little.” He did as I asked, and I grabbed the blanket and placed it on my thighs, covering my dick. “So you can be more comfortable,” I explained when he scrunched his eyebrows, confused by my actions.
“Oh.”
He sat on the blanket, wrapped his hands around my neck. That was the position we stayed in until the credits rolled. Odd, for someone who claimed he wanted to know how the drama ended, he didn't turn, not for once, to watch. Instead, he held me tight and averted his gaze, occasionally jumping when he heard screams. Luckily, the blanket was between us, else he would have felt the effects of his actions. My damned dick would have poked the hell out of him.
“Can I sleep with you?” He asked after I had switched the television off, still clinging to me. Luckily, he has such a small frame; otherwise, I would have broken my back carrying him around.
I doubt he even knew he was no longer a baby. He still believed he was that little boy I carried everywhere. “Baby,” I started, putting my hands on his waist so I could bring him down, but he didn't ease his grip on me. He held me tight, acting as if I might disappear if he let go.
“We can't sleep together, and you know that. You're no longer a baby. You should —”
“Why? Just because I'm eighteen?” He pouted. “I want to sleep with you.”
My dick twitched, assuming he meant it literally. I had to shake my head, to ride the thoughts that were taking root slowly in my head.
“Baby —”
“They will get me if I sleep alone on my bed.” He shook his head, clinging to me like a damned koala. “Please.”
I couldn't resist his pleas, despite knowing this was the worst idea in the entire world. Matt had always been a cuddle slut, which was why I stopped him from sleeping on my bed when I realized my affections for him weren't that pure. I had to keep a distance from him to avoid doing something we would all regret.
“Okay,” I whispered, eyes closed, rethinking my decision to let him do as he pleased. I was a damned wimp for him and hardly ever said no to his requests. I always did everything he asked for, even when it wasn't convenient for me. He must have known this and always used that to his advantage.
“Perfect!”
Exhaling, while regretting my decisions already, I carried him into my room and tried to place him on the bed so I could take care of my problem, but he held me tight, shaking his head. “Please don't leave me.”
“I'm not leaving you. I just want to have my bath, then join you in bed.” I tried to get him to let go, but he shook his head.
“Please take me with you,” he begged. “I don't want to be alone.”
MATTPlopping down on the bed, I stared at the ceiling. Why do I feel like things are always going in a circle around me? Why can't we move forward? Why must we always be in a circle, fighting with the past? Why must it always revolve around him?Smart. The name tasted bitter on my lips. I sat up on the bed, sitting in a frog pose. Why the hell do I have to always fight against him? Why can't he give up?Jay doesn't want him, but he seems to stick around us more than he should. Why can't he understand the subtle signs sent to him?Why?I froze when I felt it. The familiar warmth that comes before my heat. I tried to rise from the bed, but my legs buckled under me. Fuck!I'd forgotten my heat. I knew it was close and was expecting it. Hell, even looking forward to the damned thing before I got sent those pictures. Smart literally ruined what would have been a wonderful time for me. I had planned to suggest we return to the resort. Now, how do I ask Jay for his help? I told him I
JAYI remained on my knees, looking at Matt and waiting for him to forgive me. I didn't even bother to look at Dad. Matt was the only one with a call here. Dad would go with whatever decision he wanted. He wouldn't even be able to refuse his favourite son. Matt shook his head, then got to his feet. “There's nothing to forgive here, Jay.”My heart fell. I stared at him, dreading the words that would come out of his mouth, already imagining what he would say. Would he break off with me? Claim that our relationship was taking a toll on him, as Dad had always feared?What would I do if he decides on that?I can't possibly force him. 'You alone are to be blamed, Jay. You caused all these. Had you listened to my words when I told you not to help Smart, you wouldn't have been in this situation now.' I was just trying to help!'See where it had landed you?'Matt drew a breath. “Helping someone isn't bad. I'm not asking you not to help, or to turn a blind eye when someone needs you to step
Jay turned the instant he heard my approach, likely because of the sound of my shoes on the pavement. It hadn't rained for days. “Baby,” he called out, still kneeling. I just stared, stunned. I wasn't expecting to see him home this early. At least not on his knees, with a bouquet. When Dad checked on him before we left the office, we were told he left after I argued with him. To think he was here…Had he been kneeling all that damned time?I looked around, at this street, wondering how many of our neighbours saw him on his knees, waiting for me?“Matt, I just —” Dad paused when he saw him. “What are you doing on your knees?” He asked the question I couldn't bring myself to do. “I'm sorry, Matt,” Jay said, his focus on me, not on Dad. “I know I fucked up, and I don't blame you for choosing not to forgive me. All I ask is for a chance to prove that I didn't cheat on you.”“You damned son of a —”Dad took a step towards him, but I stopped him. “Let's take this inside, Dad,” I said,
MATTI followed Dad home after work hours. We took his car. He asked me to leave mine in the office, so I would pick it up tomorrow. I wasn't in the mood to drive, and he must have noticed it, hence asking me to leave the car behind. To prevent anyone from noticing my dark mood, Dad asked me to stay in his office until the end of work hours. That was what I did. I stayed with him, slept most of the time and just stared out in space when I wasn't sleeping.Jay's issue was affecting me more than I wanted it to. “I'll teach that damned boy a lesson,” Dad said, navigating through the traffic. He turned to look at me, then smiled. “Don't worry, after I teach him a lesson, I'll kick him out of the house. You don't have to bother about marrying him!”I smiled despite my anger and sadness over the turn of events. Dad wouldn't kick him out of the house. He might want to please me, but that didn't mean he would send Jay out. “You don't have to. We're all adults. We don't need to —”“You're s
JAYI'm freaking fucked. Not just fucked, more like fucked in capital letters. I saw Matt heading over to Dad's office and knew he was likely going over to complain to him. I paced the floor, occasionally stopping to look at the door, expecting Dad to barge in with a glare and a roar, so loud the entire office would hear.If I could, I would beg him to wait until we return to the house. I needed to avoid any gossip in this office. Not just because of me. Mainly because of Matt. The last thing I wanted was for them to talk trash about him if they heard I cheated. I didn't cheat on him, though, would never. However, none of them would wait for the entire story. They would take the juiciest one, the one likely to get their listeners, and it would only end up affecting Matt. They might blame him for my mistakes. 'Just tell your family the truth. Let them know you're helping Smart. Come clean about everything. It's not that difficult. You're only causing more issues if you keep mum abo
MATTMy eyes were swollen by the time I left the restroom… I had rushed there after leaving Jay's office, hiding away from curious eyes. I didn't want anyone to know what went on in his office. I might be heartbroken, but not to the point of airing our dirty laundry in public. To avoid getting asked questions, I took a detour to Dad's office, for the first time, grateful that we worked at the same place. If we didn't, I might have had to hide in the restroom until the end of working hours and risk getting a tongue-lashing from the director. Dad was typing away when I barged into his office without knocking. Just like Jay did when I went to his office, he looked up with a frown, only for his features to soften when he saw it was me. “Sweetheart?” He got up from his chair and walked around the desk, meeting me halfway. “What's wrong? Were you crying?” He frowned, removing my hand from my eyes so he could look at me. “What's going on? What happened?”The dam broke once more. I burie