Summer 2018
Summer was finally nearly over, and as I took one last in the mirror, before leaving Grandma’s house, there was only one thing on my mind, college.
It was the new beginning for some, but for me, it was everything. I would leave my high school paper behind and be in the big league. The college paper, the one thing that I’d dreamt of doing since I was a little girl.
“If you stare at that mirror long enough, it’ll break,” Grandma winked as she stood behind me. I didn’t even realize that she was in the room. I’d decided to spend my last few weeks before moving with her; I told mom that she needed the company; it was a lie. Grandma was home all the time, and the truth be told, between my friends all getting ready for college and enjoying themselves. I was the only one around, and I was kind of lonely.
“No, I just need to change my hair color, maybe or even lose a few pounds. College is starting in two weeks, and I need people to take me more seriously.”
She laughed, “Who do you want to take you seriously? If anything, you should die your hair blonde. After all, they do have more fun, and Lord knows you need some fun. You spent all summer with me, kids your age were fun before starting college.”
I shook my head; Grandma was an ex-Playboy girl. She even stayed in the mansion once, something that no one in our family liked to talk about, and she loved to broadcast every time a new member joined our family. She still died her grey hairs blonde and proudly displayed her breasts, claiming that they were the best gift from God. Even with the way she dressed and carried herself, no one thought that she was my Grandma. If anything, they sometimes mistook her for my mom.
“No. I’m talking about the college newspaper. The reason that I applied to go to Chicago in the first place…”
“So, you could be a top journalist just like your dad. Look, Tessa. No one goes to college just to study. They go there to have fun,” she faced me with all the seriousness in the world with that one frown. She had her hands on my shoulder, and she wasn’t joking, something that she didn’t do.
“I worry about you. Your dad, sure he’s a top journalist, but remember he worked too hard and that was what drove your mom away.”
Like I needed reminding about their bitter divorce, and I remembered begging my dad to go live with him, and dad insisted that he didn’t have time. Ít would be better if you stayed with your mom. I´ll visit.´ That was six months ago. I was still waiting for him to visit.
“But the paper will change everything, I’ll be like him, someone being successful being a journalist and then he’ll take me seriously. He’ll be so proud and come and visit. And we’ll have the relationship that I’ve always wanted.”
She kissed me on the head, as she towered over me in her three-inch heels, “Sweetie. Go to college. Have fun. You need to have new experiences, that’s what college is all about.”
“So, I’m told, “ I sighed as I thought about my friends and them all talking about college, trying to lose their virginity before they started and all the things that they were going to do before they started.
“Besides, a little bit of flesh on display never hurt anyone. And you can have fun. You don’t need to change your hair color to do that. But your clothes are a different matter.”
She said, pointing to my breasts, which she claimed made me lucky because I was as gifted as she was. But I didn’t know if it was a gift or a curse? Most of the time, no one took me seriously; they spent more time talking to them rather than looking me in the eyes whenever they spoke to me.
“I dunno, Grandma. I have a plan, and it’s going to work. It’s all I’ve been dreaming about for such a long time.”
She winked at me, “Take my hand, Tessa. I have a plan too. It starts and ends with you getting a new closet for college. Remember when you get there to tell them that I was an ex-Playboy girl. That will get you popular with the girls; they’ll be jealous that you have a famous Grandma.”
I shook my head as we walked out of the door, “Yeah, it’ll make me popular with the guys too, they’ll probably think that Playboy’s in my genes.”
“One could only wish my dear, one could only wish,” she smiled as we headed out of the door. We jumped into her car, and she drove us to the shopping mall.
I didn’t know what she meant by that and I was too afraid to ask what she meant. I soon found out as we hit the stores. I wondered if Grandma thought that she was getting me ready for college or auditioning for an open spot in the Playboy mansion ( I hated to tell her that it was closed down). As we hit more stores, I realized that she was buying clothes for the latter.
EpilogueTessaThey say that everything happens for a reason, and Carter’s exposure of my relationships made me feel sleazy for all of five seconds. Pete made me feel the woman that I’d desired to be from the start. There wasn’t anything that could bring down the rain, and as Pete asked, for the guys to be interviewed. It made us even more popular, but we didn’t publish their names. What would be the fun in that? We made it into a little game, and that just made the articles even more popular. There were girls that came to University, who, like me, were virgins, didn’t think they were worthy. They saw the pictures of me before my men, and after, they saw that there was a difference in me: one that had resulted, all due to them. Sometimes, we had dinners at Rich’s penthouse. All seven of us, there was no more jealously, or attitude as the guys all accepted that they were all equally important in my life. If anything, there was a mutual respect that hadn’t been in place before, and I di
PeteI couldn’t believe that Carter posted that shit about Tessa. It made me so fucking mad, to see that he had made her out to be some kind of whore. That he made out that we were idiots. He knew nothing about us, and I hated the way that he talked about her. I had to stop Archie from going down to his dorm and beating the shit out of him. “No one talks about my woman that way!” He roared like a fucking lion as he scrolled through all the posts that Carter had posted on every piece of social media that he could, and most of it was pathetic. Cheap shots from someone who had nothing going on in their life, and you could feel the jealously in every single one of them. Pathetic!I reminded him that Tessa would be pissed about Archie punching the lights out of Carter, not because she was crazy about the guy, but she’d always made it clear that she believed that violence solved nothing, and she hated all acts of it. We loved and respected Tessa, and as much as it would be great for Arc
Tessa“Hello sweetie, Archie showed you a good time last night?”Kim chimed as I headed to the kitchen, ready to eat. “He was charming last night,” I smiled as I thought about Ron and the triplets. It took me a while, but the reason why I was into all of them became apparent to me. I even got up a little later than usual this morning, I was tired, not from sex. But just from thinking about the night that I had with Archie and the words that Ron said to me yesterday. “I don’t feel pressured to be some kind of girl that knows everything, that has to put out everytime that we’re together and I don’t feel guilty about having seven men I feel…”“Shit! Fucking shit!” Cheryl blurted out as she sat at the breakfast table. “That’s rude. I was talking..”I was going to say what was on my mind until I saw what she was cursing about, it was him. Carter. Ron thought that he heard someone in the class, and I wished that I’d paid attention to him. I wish that I looked to see if someone else was
RonI was stepping on Archie’s toes, but I could tell that he was off his game. As I watched him practise I could see that he was a shadow of his former self. For some reaosn he kept looking at his phone and even at lunch, he said that he hadn’t seen Tessa on campus today. None of us had, but we knew the reawson why. Somewhere in the midst of it, we were all driving her away. We were getting foo fucking possessive and we had to calm the fuck down. “Hey,” I shouted out as I saw Kim. She was one of Tessa’s besties and we’d hung out a few times with Tessa. “Hey Ron, you good?” I nodded and then I cut to the chase. “You seen Tessa today? I tried calling her, but she’s not picking up.”She smiled, “You treading on your brother’s toes?”I shrugged, “What do you mean?”“Well, today’s Archie’s day right. Monday’s.”I nodded, “Yeah, it is but it’s just that I need to speak to her and I can’t find her. Besides Archie hasn’t heard from her all day.”“That’s weird, but I haven’t seen her. I
RichI sat down and stared at my cell screen. I was the Sunday guy, the one that would make Tess feel better by having some kind of conversation that would be so outside of the box, that it would explode her mind every time. I was the nice guy that every girl wanted as a friend, the type that would never get the girl, and part of me felt right about being that guy. The one that they could turn to, but then there becomes a point when I want more than that. I didn’t know if I wanted to get married, have kids, and the usual type of crap that everyone in my family recites when they get to this age. But I was a Senior in university, and soon I would leave, and the only thing anyone would ever say about me was, Rich was a nice guy. He helped me that time in this situation or that…With Tessa, I could be who I wanted to be, but I wondered if I could take it to the next step. I’d analyzed and divulged myself in each and every one of her articles. I knew who she was talking about when it cam
Tessa“We can’t do this on the floor when I have a bed that will be far more comfortable.” Carlos said, when I came up for air from his thought-stealing kisses. “Let me up, we’ll go in there.” I didn’t want to break the mood but agreed. My knees already ached from the hard floor beneath the thick carpet in the living room. We stripped off the rest of our clothes as we walked back to his bedroom and then we came together again, standing in front of his bed. I was eager, naked, ready for his touch, hungry for it, in the darkness of his room. I couldn’t tell what colors the wall and decorations were, and honestly, I didn’t care, right now. I just wanted him to touch me.Even if it was only this once, I said to myself. And if it was only going to be this once, I was going to make the most of it. I pulled him against me hungrily, and was awarded nicely when his lips pressed kisses down my sensitive neck, my hair loosely piled on my head, an invitation I’d hoped he’d take at some point to