LOGINAs soon as I opened the door, I became someone else.
I walked through the narrow hallways smiling, giving people high-fives like I actually wanted to be there. My posture changed. My face loosened. The act slipped on naturally, like muscle memory. The school itself was strange. Despite having millionaires attending, the building looked poor. There were only ten classrooms, each barely able to fit twenty students. The largest—and nicest—room was the principal’s office, which pretty much told you everything you needed to know. The hallways were cramped, barely wide enough to walk through without bumping into someone. The floors were filthy, like they hadn’t been cleaned in years. Food crumbs, loose papers, and even clothes were scattered around for reasons I never understood. Some parts of the school smelled unbearable, especially the art room, which reeked of rotten eggs. They tried to fix it once. During my sophomore year, someone set off stink bombs as a senior prank, and the smell never fully left. To this day, it lingered—strongest in the boys’ locker room. The temperature was never normal. It was either unbearably hot or painfully cold. We didn’t have air conditioning, so fall and spring felt like punishment. In the winter, the school froze. We had heaters, but they refused to turn them on because once they did, they “couldn’t turn them off.” That morning felt colder inside than outside. You could see your breath when you exhaled. The only comfortable place in the building was the principal’s office. She constantly complained about students exaggerating the temperature, insisting it “wasn’t that bad.” Easy for her to say—she was the only one with a working heater and air conditioner. When I asked why the school couldn’t invest in better climate control, she told me the money was going toward a new football field. That explanation sounded reasonable until you actually saw the field. It was unusable. Holes were hidden beneath tall grass, perfect for breaking an ankle. It was too small for varsity games and had almost no seating, meaning spectators were always at risk of getting hit. Because of that, we played our home games at Springfield High School instead. Their field was artificial, massive, and safe—everything ours wasn’t. Later, I found out over half of our budget went toward renting Springfield’s field. When I asked how long it would take to build our own, the principal said ten to fifteen years. Then she casually mentioned they had already been investing in it for the past fifteen. At that point, it was clear the football field wasn’t the problem. Priorities were. The walls of the school were painted a dull brown and decorated with old pictures of athletes. None of them had been updated in years. Sports were what our school was known for, even though none of our teams had made it past sectionals recently. The first hallway belonged to the freshmen. There were only about thirty of them—the smallest class. They were surprisingly nice. Too nice. If you were a senior, they treated you like royalty. They knew your name, your business, sometimes even your entire life story, which was unsettling. They handed out compliments and high-fives like it was their job. Some made jokes about my ethnicity. I ignored it. Fake-laughed. They were desperate to fit in, copying upperclassmen in everything—including their ignorance. At the end of the hallway were stairs leading upstairs. Juniors on the left. Seniors on the right. I went up and immediately felt it. The look. The look that told you you didn’t belong. The junior class was easily the worst in the school. There were about forty of them, and they acted like they owned the place. They were popular in every nearby town, partied every weekend, and posted everything online—even the stuff that should’ve ruined their futures. Six of them stood out. I called them the Sinister Six. Jason Stokes was the leader. Tall, good-looking, green eyes, messy black hair. He treated everyone like trash unless you were attractive enough to matter. He had a scar on his shoulder from a party fight—at least that was the story. The story changed every time, so maybe he just cut himself making a sandwich. Either way, intelligence wasn’t his strength. His girlfriend, Emma Carlson, was worse. The only redhead in the school. Pretty privilege followed her everywhere. She smiled sweetly, spoke softly, and insulted you so subtly you didn’t realize it until five minutes later. She wasn’t athletic, but she was smart—and manipulative. Especially with Jason. Amy Watterson and Laney Crandall followed her everywhere. Pretty, blonde, cheerleaders. Always holding Starbucks. Always filming TikToks. They weren’t openly cruel, but their expressions alone warned you to keep your distance. The last one was Sean Bride. Strong, lean, always carrying a guitar he wasn’t allowed to have. People liked him. Outside of school, he was reckless—constantly high and somehow ignored despite having assault charges against him. Together, they ran the hallway. Jason nodded at me as I passed. I nodded back. That was our agreement: civil, distant, safe. The hallway was chaotic. Girls gossiping. Wrestlers fighting each other. Basketball players begging for algebra answers. Kids lining up to buy gum from Charles Hartley for two dollars a pack. I rushed to my locker. Five minutes until the first period. “Yo!” I turned. Mason Drew. One of the few genuinely evil people in my class. Buzz cut. Good face. Around my height—thankfully. He wore a pair of Miles Morales Jordans, my dream shoes. “How was Mexico, my man?” he asked. “I didn’t go this year. Budget.” He laughed. “Dude, you got infinite money.” “I’m not rich. Have you seen my car?” “That doesn't mean anything, homie.” I was clearly annoyed, so he switched topics. “What class did you get?” “College Algebra Prep.” “Crazy. I took the most chill classes possible. Senior year survival.” “I just want to get out of here.” He frowned. “Why are you excited to graduate? That’s when life gets hard.” I laughed. “We only have a few months left. That’s funny to me.” He shook his head. “You're weird, man. I got Theology.” Then he ran off like a cartoon character. Somehow, he was still one of the coolest people I knew. I barely made it to algebra on time. The classroom was small, packed with desks and whiteboards. Mrs. Payne was already watching Bridgerton on the smart board. Teaching seemed optional for her. Her desk was buried under papers, Cheetos, and empty Starbucks cups. The bell rang. She didn’t look up. Eventually, she paused the show and asked about slope-intercept form. Silence. Then a hand went up. “It’s y equals mx plus b.” I turned toward the voice. The guy sitting next to me was Hispanic. Sharp jawline. Curly hair. Blue eyes. Arms like tree trunks. “That’s correct,” Mrs. Payne said. “And your name?” “Marcelo,” he replied. “My name is Marcelo.”I arrived at the gym. I put a red hoodie on and scan my membership quietly. I head to the locker room to change. I hate changing in public spaces. The fear of being made fun of, or seeing a naked old man was always disturbing for me.I put on black pants and changed my shirt to a simple black shirt and put my red hoodie over it. I sneak out quietly out of the locker room and put my headphones on to listen to music. I always play a bit of everything, depending on the mood I was in. Today I put on rock from the eighties to get myself excited to lift, something I haven’t felt in a long time.It was chest and bicep days which was my favorite day. Quick and simple, yet so satisfying to do. I started with the dumbbell bench press. As I finished my set I saw Jason with Sean. I do my best to hide away from them so I just look down hoping they don’t see me.I do another set. After I finished I looked up to see if they were still there. They were but this time Marcelo was laughing and talkin
The rest of the day was rather forgettable. All my classes were very straightforward and nothing bad really happened. By the time the 8th hour came around, I was ready to leave, but I still had Digital Media class left, my favorite one.I had to drive to another school to take the class, but I didn’t care because no one from my school took that class since they thought it was “weird.” When I got there I instantly felt better. I walked into the cozy room full of computers and took my seat at my gaming chair. I started working on my writing project in which I wrote about a person named Mark who wanted to belong in his new job but he couldn’t be himself in order to fit in. I was on page ninety-three and was really close to reaching the climax which was about Mark who finally snaps and realizes that he needs to stop acting this way, or he would be miserable.As I write, I feel someone walk in the room. I ignored it at first and kept writing. I then felt a touch on the shoulder and I tur
When did he get here?The last time I checked, there wasn’t a handsome Hispanic boy sitting next to me. I scanned the room, waiting for someone—anyone—to react, but nobody cared. Nobody even noticed.Had he been here the whole time? Wasn’t someone else sitting next to me a few minutes ago?Mrs. Payne kept teaching, but my brain had checked out. My eyes kept drifting back to Marcelo.Who is he?Why don’t I know him?Before I could come up with an answer, Mrs. Payne wrapped up her five-minute lesson and sent us to the whiteboards.I went to the one in the far-left corner—the spot nobody ever chose. As I worked through the problems, I noticed something strange.Everyone else was gathered around Marcelo.High-fives. Laughing. Girls flirting, asking if he had a girlfriend. Guys asking if he was playing baseball this year.Sure, he was handsome. But was he smart?Doubt it.I focused on my math. Two problems in the room erupted again.Marcelo was finished.All of them.There was no way he go
As soon as I opened the door, I became someone else.I walked through the narrow hallways smiling, giving people high-fives like I actually wanted to be there. My posture changed. My face loosened. The act slipped on naturally, like muscle memory.The school itself was strange. Despite having millionaires attending, the building looked poor. There were only ten classrooms, each barely able to fit twenty students. The largest—and nicest—room was the principal’s office, which pretty much told you everything you needed to know.The hallways were cramped, barely wide enough to walk through without bumping into someone. The floors were filthy, like they hadn’t been cleaned in years. Food crumbs, loose papers, and even clothes were scattered around for reasons I never understood. Some parts of the school smelled unbearable, especially the art room, which reeked of rotten eggs.They tried to fix it once. During my sophomore year, someone set off stink bombs as a senior prank, and the smell n
I arrived at the school parking lot at seven thirty, twenty minutes before my first class. The drive to school was usually the best part of my day. It was just me, alone with my thoughts. Most mornings I blasted music to hype myself up, but today I drove in silence. Nothing is more peaceful than silence. I thought about my childhood and how happy I used to be. Not a single bad moment stood out. Every day felt full of color, full of a kind of joy that’s impossible to explain once it’s gone. I really had everything growing up—friends, family, a nice house, a dog—but most importantly, happiness. Somewhere along the way, I lost it. Where did everything start to go downhill? Am I blinded by nostalgia? Am I ungrateful? Why do I feel like this? I wished I knew the answer to any of it. All I knew was that the bright, full colors were gone, replaced by grey. As I sat in the parking lot, I fought to stay awake. Waking up early every day was finally catching up to me. To keep myself alert, I
“Marvel or DC?” I look to my left. A kid around my age, chubby, glasses, short hair.“What?” I responded.He points at my Spider-man comic.“I think DC has better characters and tells better stories.” He says.I stay quiet and just stare at him.“You don’t talk much do you?” I take a moment to say something.“I’m more of a Marvel fan. Mostly because of Spider-man. He’s cool.” I say.“He is cool. Okay next question. Who would win in a race, Flash or Quicksilver?”“Flash.” I say.He makes a buzzing sound, similar to the ones you hear when a person gets an answer wrong in a reality show.“Trick question. It would be a tie.” He says.“Depends on which version of the character it is.” I say.“I don’t think that matters at all. It's the same speed, just different people.”The bell rings meaning I only had five minutes to get to class. It was the first day of first grade and I did not want to be late. I start to pick up my things and get up.“What class do you have?” The ki







