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Maya was late again.
Not a little late. The kind of late that came with a warning stapled to it. Mr, Damien had said it last week, straight, right to her face, in the voice he used when he wasn't kidding. "One more time, Maya. One more and you're done." Rent was due in five days. She had only forty dollars in her account and a fridge with ketchup and half an onion in it. So no. Getting fired was not an option tonight. So she took the shortcut. Everyone in Portland knew you didn't cut through Forest Park after dark. Lindy had told her a hundred times. "People go missing there, Maya. I'm not being dramatic. Take Burnside." But Burnside added twenty minutes. And Maya did not have twenty minutes. She had a boss who counted them. She'd been up since five in the morning. Opened at the coffee place, closed at the diner, the two jobs stitched together with a bus transfer and a granola bar eaten standing up. Her feet were done. Her back was done. All of her was done. Five more days and rent came out of the account, and if this shift didn't happen there'd be no rent, and if there was no rent there'd be no apartment. Maya had clawed too hard for that one room to lose it over twenty minutes of being sensible. The moon was too big. That was the first weird thing. Big and low and way too bright, like somebody turned the brightness all the way up on the sky and walked off. It came down through the trees in white patches. Made everything look like it was moving even though there was no wind. Rain had just stopped. Everything dripped. The path was mud and wet leaves and her sneakers were soaked through inside a minute. She walked fast. Head down. Phone out, flashlight on, the little circle bouncing in front of her feet. She was maybe halfway through when she heard it. Footsteps. Not hers. Heavier. Slower, at first. She stopped. They stopped too. She told herself that was in her head. Everybody's footsteps echo in the woods. That's just how it works. She started walking. The footsteps started again. And this time they weren't slow. "Hello?" Her voice came out small. Scared. Stupid. Only crickets answered. She stood there with her heart going so hard she was sure the whole park could hear it, and she told herself the same thing everybody tells themselves right before it goes bad. It's nothing. A dog. Some hiker. Nothing. She started walking again. Faster this time. The footsteps kept up. Okay. Not nothing. She jogged. Then ran. The flashlight went everywhere, up the trees, across the path, her own shaking hand. She almost went down twice on the slick leaves and caught herself both times. Behind her, closer now, she could hear breathing. Deep and even. Not tired. Not human-tired anyway, not like a guy sprinting after her. Even. Like whatever it was could do this all night. She thought about screaming. Then she thought about who'd hear her out here. Nobody. That was the whole point of the shortcut. No people. So she kept her mouth shut and ran, and the breathing stayed right behind her, patient, not even working that hard. And somehow that was the worst part. It wasn't chasing her. It was following her. Like it already knew how this ended. Then the root got her. It came out of the dark and hooked her foot and she went down hard, both hands out, and the ground came up and knocked the wind clean out of her. Pain shot up her leg. She rolled over. Her jeans were ripped at the knee and blood was already coming through, dark in the moonlight, and it hurt so bad her eyes watered. She tried to get up. Her leg wouldn't take it. And then she smelled it. Wet fur. Something wild and warm and close. She looked up. A wolf. Not a normal wolf. Not a dog somebody let off a leash. This thing was the size of a truck. Dark fur with the moon caught in it, silver at the edges, and it stood over her close enough that she could feel the heat coming off it. And its eyes. God. Yellow. Bright yellow, like fire, like two coals somebody blew on. Maya couldn't breathe. She just stared. Waited for it to lunge. It didn't. It tilted its head. Slowly. Like it was confused. Like she was the weird one, sitting in the mud bleeding, and it couldn't figure out what her problem was. Then it stepped closer. She shut her eyes. She didn't decide to. They just closed on their own, and every part of her went still, and she thought, okay. This is it. This is how the missing people go missing. But there was no teeth. There was something warm on her knee. Wet. Careful. She cracked one eye open and looked down and the wolf had its head bent to her leg and it was licking the blood off. Not tearing. Not eating. Just cleaning it, slowly, like it had all the time in the world, and it didn't hurt at all. It was warm. The stinging stopped. The throb in her knee backed off and went quiet. When she made herself look again the cut was gone. Gone. No blood. No rip in her jeans, even, like the denim had knit itself back together. Like the last five minutes hadn't happened. She put her fingers on her knee and felt smooth skin under the wet fabric and nothing else. No mark. No scab. Nothing. Maya's brain just stopped. It couldn't do anything with this. A cut doesn't close. Skin doesn't stitch itself back up in ten seconds. Denim doesn't fix itself. She looked from her knee to the wolf and back, waiting for the trick, waiting to wake up. Neither one came. The wolf made a sound low in its chest. Not a growl. Softer than that. Something she felt more than heard, down in her own ribs. It looked right at her. Those yellow eyes didn't blink. And for one long second Maya had the craziest feeling, sitting there in the dirt with a monster two feet from her face. She wasn't scared anymore. Then it turned and went back into the trees. Just like that. Gone, like it folded into the dark. Maya sat in the mud for a full minute, shaking. Not from cold. She touched her knee again. Smooth. "What the hell," she whispered. Then she got up and ran the rest of the way. She didn't take the shortcut ever again, she promised herself that, sprinting out of the trees and onto the wet street with the diner sign glowing red at the end of it. She ran the whole way and didn't look back once. Mr. Damien looked up when the bell over the door went. Took one long look at her. Mud to the knees, hair stuck to her face, chest heaving. "You look like shit," he said. "I'm fine." Her voice came out shaking. She grabbed her apron off the hook. "Bathroom. Two minutes." She didn't wait for him to argue. The bathroom was the size of a closet and smelled like bleach and old coffee. She ran the cold tap and splashed her face and gripped the sink and made herself breathe. In. Out. It was nothing. She fell. She hit her head, maybe. People imagine things after they hit their head. That was a real thing that happened to people. She looked up into the mirror. And went cold all over. Three long scratches were cut into the glass. Deep. Fresh. Right across her own reflection, from the top corner down, three clean lines like something had dragged claws through it while she stood there. And under them, written in fog she knew for a fact she hadn't breathed onto the mirror, one word. MINE. The letters were already starting to run, dripping down the glass in little trails. Maya's hands started shaking again. She grabbed a paper towel and wiped it, fast, both hands, scrubbing until the fog was gone. The word came off. The scratches stayed. She stood there staring at three claw marks gouged into a mirror in a locked bathroom, and she did not have one single thing to tell herself this time. No dog. No hiker. No hit on the head. She wiped her face one more time, forced her legs to work, and went back out. Mr. Damien was down the counter talking to a delivery guy. Big guy. Tall, filling out the doorway, a black jacket beaded with rain and a stack of flat boxes balanced on one arm. She couldn't see his face. Just the back of a dark head and shoulders like a doorframe. "Order's under the register," Mr. Damien was saying. "You want a coffee for the road, it's on me, you drove up in this." The delivery guy turned. Maya's stomach dropped straight through the floor. Yellow eyes. Bright. Fire-yellow, the exact same, unmistakable, watching her from across the diner like he'd been waiting for her to walk out of that bathroom the whole time. He looked at her. Then his gaze dropped. Slow. Down to her knee. The one that should still be bleeding. The one that wasn't. And he smiled.The truck was doing sixty when Eli went out of it.That was the part Wilder worked out first, standing on the hard shoulder with the hazards going and the door of the crew cab hanging open and nine miles of black highway behind them."He didn't jump at a stop," he said. "There hasn't been a stop. Not since the yard."Maya stood in the cold with her phone in her hand and both messages on the screen and her mother's face underneath them."Then he's dead on a road somewhere.""No." Wilder crouched, put two fingers on the tarmac inside the door, and smelled them. "He's not dead. He got out slow, off the step, going backwards. Somebody's done that before.""He's eighteen.""He's eighteen and he's been running since he was six." Wilder stood up and wiped his fingers on his jeans. "You keep hearing his age. I'd stop."They found him four miles back, which took eleven minutes and cost Maya about a year.She spent nine of those minutes with her face at the window and her nails in her own palm,
They left at four in the morning because Sloane said leaving in daylight was for people with permission, and Cascade didn't have any to give.The truck was Kade's, which was the first argument. Kade wanted to drive it, which was the second, and he lost that one in about nine seconds because he still couldn't lift his left arm above his ribs and everybody in the yard had watched him try."Then take it," he said, and threw the keys underhand at Wilder, and turned away too fast. "It pulls left past sixty. Tank's full. There's a jack under the back seat and it's the wrong one for those wheels, so don't get a flat." A pause. "Don't let the kid drive.""I can drive," Eli said."You're eighteen and you've been in a concrete box since June. You can sit in the back and eat crisps."Eli sat in the back and ate crisps. Maya watched him get through two bags before they'd left the property and decided not to say anything about it, ever.Maya said her goodbyes in the wrong order and she'd think abou
Nobody slept.They came back to the pack house at noon and by four in the afternoon there were eleven people around a kitchen table that seated eight, with a road atlas open in the middle of it because nobody's phone worked out here properly and Kade said maps don't lie about distance.Maya had said Crane's message out loud twice. She wasn't going to say it a third time."The fourteenth of June," Sloane said. "Say that part again.""That's the date Crane gave the kid.""And what happened on the fourteenth of June?""Nothing." Maya looked at the atlas without seeing it. "I worked a double. Mr. Damien's granddaughter came in and I gave her a milkshake on the house and got told off for it.""So how does a woman somewhere out east, we don't even know which state, hear that a waitress in Portland is alive on that exact Tuesday.""She doesn't," Wilder said. "Somebody tells her."The table went quiet."Crane told her," Sloane said slowly. "That's what he's saying. He's not bragging that he fo
There were five blankets by the trucks.Kade found it. He'd been counting heads all morning because that was the only job left he could do one-handed, and he came back across the yard with his face doing something Maya didn't like."Boss," he said. Then, to Sloane, correcting himself, and neither of them enjoyed it. "Alpha. We're one short.""Which one.""The kid."Maya was already moving.Second from the end. The boy who'd stood up too fast when her shadow crossed the glass, mouth working, no sound getting through. She'd put him in her head like a shopping list in a corridor two days ago and she'd carried him up four flights of stairs herself.His blanket was folded. That was the thing that got her. Not dropped, not kicked off in a panic.Folded, and squared up, and left on the wheel arch.You don't fold a blanket in a panic. You fold a blanket when you've decided something and you've got time."Eli," Ilsa said.She was propped against the same truck, grey and wrung out, but her eyes
"Don't."Sloane said it before Maya had opened her mouth, which was either very good instincts or the bond talking through the whole yard, and Maya turned around and looked at her."Don't what.""Whatever you're about to do." Sloane had her hand pressed flat to her side and blood coming through it again, and she'd been on her feet for eleven hours. "I can see it on you. You've got the same face he had in your kitchen right before he put his teeth in your throat.""That's a hell of a thing to say to me.""I've got a hole in me and I've been standing up for eleven hours. I've run out of the polite ones.""It's a hell of a thing to watch twice."Maya looked past her, at the pallets, at the twenty-nine coats, at the old men and women getting slowly up off them because the business was concluded and there was nothing left but the drive home."They just voted on me," Maya said. "Again. That's twice now. Fifteen to fourteen in a room I wasn't allowed in, and nineteen to ten in a field where
Twenty-nine elders came.They took the mill yard like a weather front, out of six cars and a van, old men and old women in coats that didn't match, and every one of them stopped dead the second they got close enough to smell what was standing in the grass.Maya watched it happen twenty-nine times. The walk breaking. The head coming down. That fractional stagger, like a person stepping off a kerb they hadn't seen.Two of them made it all the way. The rest didn't.One old man stopped forty feet out, put a hand on the bonnet of a car, and stayed there for the rest of the morning. Nobody helped him. Nobody mentioned it."Stop it," Wilder said, low, beside her."I'm not doing anything.""I know." He put his hand flat between her shoulder blades, and she felt the pack-sense in her settle a half-step, the way water settles when you take your hand out of it. "That's the problem."They set up in the yard because nobody wanted to go back down those stairs. Somebody dragged pallets over for the







