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Chapter 76

Author: Mila
last update publish date: 2026-07-17 15:55:04

Ryan

Jude's eyes were doing something I didn't like, straining toward Zara with a kind of desperation that had nothing to do with fear for himself, and every instinct I had said that was the thing to watch, not the woman on the porch with her calm voice and her rehearsed sadness.

"He's trying to say something," Zara said again, and I felt her weight shift against my hand.

"I see him."

"Ryan, he's not scared for himself right now, look at his face, that's not fear, that's-"

"I know what it looks
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