Chapter 45

JAX:

It wasn't about the cloud of banesmoke... It was about the emotions swirling in me. I was being punished by my insides and I felt like I was going to rip apart without the help of anyone. This was going to be my personal doom.

I can't tell where exactly I am. All that I know is that everything within sight is blurry. I keep trying my best to make sense of my environment but nothing was coming through.

What happened to being choked and struggling to stay alive? Why am I in another location after that when I should be firm while looking for a means of saving Rozeta?

I have a lot of thoughts going through my head that I have to give up and go down on my knees. This wasn't what I could handle. It was too much for me.

I just might have reached a point of breakdown because everything was too much on my head already. A heavy burden that I couldn't lift anymore... that was what it all felt like. Have I been pressured too long to realize this?

My struggle for sanity continued and it even