29 A Cold Bath

ADELE

Chris went into the bathroom and I finally thought of what just happened. I gasped as I held my right hand over my mouth.

I did that? I did that with Chris!

How? What? Why?!

I picked up my pajama trouser from the floor as well and put it on immediately. I stared that the door of the bathroom and I gulped. How am I going to face him?

I had been so brave and bold during that intimate time we shared. I dropped onto the bed and sighed deeply before pulling the thick blanket over my body.

I don't know why I feel like what happened is not a wrong thing but still wrong at the same time. It should be a normal thing between Chris and me actually since we are married but I am so scared. I have never had sex with anyone before and I heard it can be pretty painful.

'Is this what you had in mind before agreeing to this marriage?', a voice suddenly said in my head and my head throbbed immediately.

That's true. I shouldn't be doing this with Chris. I love Daniel, right? Isn't th