MasukAnother day and another morning.
Every creak of wood or soft rush of air felt like a whisper Nova couldn't quite catch. Every room was too pristine and intentional, like someone had made it perfect for her… but never asked what she wanted.
By morning, Nova was already dressed and wandering the halls with bare feet and cautious eyes again. She was trying not to snoop. But the house was too quiet not to be curious.
Nova passed what she assumed was the library, double doors with black handles and windows too frosted to see through. She kept moving, heading to the kitchen, which looked straight out of a luxury home magazine. She opened the fridge and found everything labeled and portioned. Someone had restocked it with almond milk, ripe fruit, and even her favorite granola.
She hadn't told Damian that. Nova hadn't told anyone that. She stood there, staring at the carton as if it had cursed her.
Back in the main hall, she found Damian pouring tea. He had nothing better to do than exist in stillness. He wore another dark shirt, sleeves rolled to his forearms, veins barely visible beneath the skin that was too still. Damian looked like a painting, untouched by time.
"There's a door at the end of the east hall," Nova said.
He didn't flinch. Just stirred honey into his cup.
"There are many doors in this house."
"This one has a scanner," Nova said.
"That one isn't for you," Damian said with a low growl.
Nova's jaw tensed. "What's behind it?"
"Memories."
Nova waited for him to elaborate. He didn't.
She tried again. "Is it… About your family?"
"I don't have one."
"You have me now," Nova said, voice tinged with acid.
At that, he looked up. Met Nova's gaze dead on.
"Don't mistake paperwork for intimacy, Nova Camille."
That night, Nova waited until 2:00 a.m.
This time, she crept back to the hallway wearing socks and stood before the black door like it might inhale her. The scanner's light glowed softly as if aware of her presence.
"I'm not afraid of you," Nova whispered.
To the scanner.
To the house.
To herself.
Nova didn't realize she'd spoken out loud until a soft mechanical click sounded. Her breath caught.
The door… opened.
The room was cool and quiet. No lights were on, but the large, uncovered windows let the moon flood the space in silver.
Nova stepped inside slowly.
It looked like a study. Shelves lined the walls, some filled with books, others with notebooks.
Near the far wall, a desk sat, cluttered but organized. Beside it, a tall cabinet with glass panels revealed rows of neatly stacked black leather journals.
Nova picked one.
Her fingers trembled as she opened it.
It was a sketchbook.
And every single page… was of her.
Some drawings were full-body, her shelving books, sipping tea, walking down a rainy sidewalk with her hair wrapped in a scarf. Others were close-ups, her eyes mid-laugh, the curve of her cheek when she smiled, her fingers pressed to her lips in thought.
But what made her knees weaken was the dates written in the corner of each page.
Three years ago.
Six months before her father died.
One week before Nova moved out of her apartment.
Damian had seen it all.
Damian had been watching her for years.
She reached for another journal. Then another.
All of them… filled with her. And notes.
"She cries when she's alone in the store."
"Favorite drink: chamomile with oat milk. Extra honey."
"Loves the smell of old paper. Hates thunder."
"Wildflowers. Nova always looks at them like they're magic."
Nova felt sick. Her hand pressed to her chest like she could hold her heart in place.
How?
Why?
She turned toward the desk and froze.
There was a framed photograph sitting near the corner. Not of her—but of another woman.
Black. Curvy. Natural curls. Laughing into the sun.
At first glance, she could've been Nova's sister.
Then she saw the label written beneath in elegant handwriting.
Odette.
And below it: You were almost enough.
The door creaked behind her.
Nova didn't need to turn around to know who it was.
"I asked you not to go in here," Damian said, his voice lower than she'd ever heard.
Nova turned slowly, the journal still clutched to her chest. Her voice cracked. "What is this?"
Damian stepped forward. Not angry. Not even surprised.
"Everything I couldn't say out loud."
Her spine straightened. "So you said it with drawings? Notes? Cameras?"
"I said it with care." Damian moved closer. "In the only way I knew how."
Nova shook her head. "You've been watching me. Tracking me. You drew my life, Damian. You wrote down things you couldn't possibly know unless you were following me."
He didn't deny it. He didn't even blink.
"I learned you long before I knew your name."
"That's not devotion," Nova snapped. "That's sick."
"Is it?" He stopped just in front of her, close enough for her to smell his cologne, clean and cold, like rain on stone. "Or is it what no one else ever bothered to do? To really see you?"
Her hands trembled around the edges of the journal.
"There's a photo," Nova said quietly. "Another woman. She looked like me."
Damian's gaze sharpened. A flicker of something passed through his expression.
"I know who she is," Nova said. "You wrote her name under the frame, Odette. And underneath that? 'You were almost enough.'"
Damian jaw clenched.
"I'm not her," Nova added, chest rising and falling. "And I never will be."
"No," Damian said softly. "You're not. That's why I didn't run this time."
She blinked. "This time?"
Damian exhaled slowly like he'd revealed too much.
Nova took a step back. "You had someone before me."
"I had a mistake before you," he corrected.
She stared at him, breath caught.
His voice dropped, nearly a whisper. "Odette didn't understand. She ran. She called it control. Abuse. But it wasn't. I only ever wanted to protect her. Like I protect you."
Nova's mouth went dry.
"She's dead, isn't she?" Nova whispered.
He looked at her.
Then, finally, Damian said, "She's gone."
The room seemed to constrict around her.
"Why me?" Nova rasped. "Why follow me?"
Damian stepped closer, gaze locked. "Because I saw you once. Shelving books at that dusty store you hated, humming to yourself like no one else existed. And in that moment, I knew."
"Knew what?"
"That you would never belong to anyone unless they earned you. So I built something worthy."
Nova's hands fell to her sides. The journal slipped from her fingers and landed on the floor with a dull thud.
She felt raw. Exposed. Every nerve in her body humming with fear and something else she didn't want to name.
"You can't just collect people," Nova said, quieter now. "You can't mold me into some perfect version of your last obsession and expect me to love you for it."
"I don't expect your love," Damian said. "I expect your truth."
"And what if the truth is I want to leave?"
Damian tilted his head. "Then I'll let you walk out that door. I'll even open it for you."
Her breath caught.
"But you'll always wonder," Damian added, voice low, "if anyone else in the world would've remembered the wildflowers."
Nova froze.
"I never told you I liked wildflowers," she said.
His eyes didn't waver. "You didn't have to."
Nova stepped past him quickly, before she could change her mind, and left the room. Her pulse thundered in her ears as she half-walked, half-ran back to the safety of her bedroom.
She slammed the door behind her.
Locked it.
And still, she didn't feel safe.
Later that night, she curled into bed after the house had gone still again.
The vase of wildflowers was still there.
Same flowers. Same position.
But now, she couldn't stop thinking about them.
Not how they looked—but how often he watched her look at them.
In a window box. On a walk. Nova hadn't even realized Nova was being studied in some forgotten moment.
He knew her favorite flower before she remembered it herself.
That terrified her.
And worse?
It thrilled her.
The fire snapped in the stone hearth, throwing restless shadows across the safe house walls. A weathered map covered most of the rough-hewn table, its corners pinned beneath a dagger and a smooth river stone. Red ink marked Lazăr’s confirmed safe houses. Gray traced territories controlled by men whose loyalties remained uncertain. Blue marked the scattered remains of the Drăghici loyalists. Damian stood over it shirtless, fresh bandages wrapped around his ribs. A glass of plum brandy sat untouched near his elbow.Across from him, Lieras leaned forward with both hands braced against the table. Tarian lounged on the bench beside him, one boot hooked over the edge while a throwing knife turned lazily between his fingers. Nova watched from an oversized armchair near the hearth. The sweater she wore slipped from one bruised shoulder. Her body still hurt in places she hadn’t known could hurt, but the worst of the fog had lifted. A mug of broth warmed her palms as she listened. They spoke lik
Nova surfaced from darkness slowly, like rising through deep water. Warmth surrounded her, soft wool blankets, the low hiss of a fire. The air smelled like pine resin, smoke, and the faint tang of old stone. Her body ached in too many places to count. Every breath tugged at her ribs. Her lip throbbed. Her wrists felt raw but clean. The ceiling above her was timbered, curved in a vaulted arch. Not a hotel. Not a cell. Somewhere else entirely. Safe. A gentle hand brushed her forehead. Nova turned her head, wincing, and found a woman seated beside the bed. She was older, with hair twisted into a long gray braid and a face lined by weather and worry. Dressed all in black, she smelled of lavender and smoke. The woman didn't speak, only dipped a cloth in a basin and dabbed it against Nova's temple. Her touch was tender. Skilled. Nova's voice cracked out, no louder than a breath. "Damian?" The woman didn't answer. But she nodded toward the heavy curtains near the hearth. Nova's l
The night air was razor-thin, the forest around the compound blanketed in a skin of frost. Damian crouched behind a felled log, a black blade slick in his palm. Beside him, Tarian gave a silent nod. Lieras flanked right. His oldest friends were blood brothers. Sons of the men who once served his father as right-hand and left-hand men. They had trained together in these woods. Bled on this soil. And now they returned to complete what their fathers had begun. Tarian, taller and broader than the rest, kept his rifle low but his eyes sharp. Lieras, leaner with twitchy fingers and a scar curling under his jaw, PSS pistol on him. They moved like shadows, no wasted steps, no words. Only breath, steel, and purpose. The first guard didn’t even get a scream out. Tarian’s knife slid beneath his chin, twisted once. Blood steamed as it hit the snow. A second guard rounded the path with a cigarette in hand. Lieras fired once, throat shot, clean, silent. They dragged the bodies out of sight.
The jet sliced through a sky bruised with dawn. No words passed as Damian stepped aboard, just curt nods exchanged between men who already knew. The Drăghici heir had returned to Romania, and blood would follow. The interior of the plane was opulence forged in shadow: dark mahogany panels carved with the wolf crest, embossed leather seats stitched in burgundy thread, and gold accents dulled with age and legacy. Beneath one seat rested a locked weapons case; he didn't need the key. He broke the latch open with his boot and dragged it into the aisle. Damian pulled out a combat blade wrapped in an oilcloth, unsheathed it with care, and then pricked the edge into his palm until blood welled up. No hiss. No wince. Just an old rite: Drăghici steel drank from its master before it hunted. The red smeared along the spine of the blade like war paint as he whispered something low and guttural in Romanian, an oath of vengeance passed down from his grandfather's grandfather. One of thre
Nova didn’t open the envelope until Sweetgum & Spine was locked, the blinds were drawn, and Sadie-Rae had checked the back door twice and then a third time. “I still think we should call the police.”Nova sat behind the register with the envelope resting on the counter in front of her. “And tell them what?”“That a man has been sitting outside the bookstore for almost two weeks, let himself in through the back, and handed you a letter from your dead father.”Nova rubbed her thumb over the edge of the envelope. “When you say it like that, it sounds terrible.”Sadie-Rae stared at her. “There is no version where it sounds good.”Nova barely heard her. Her attention stayed fixed on the handwriting across the front of the envelope.Nova Lawson.Her father had always written her name carefully, as though even putting it on paper deserved his full attention. Six years had passed since she’d heard his laugh coming from the back room or found his coffee abandoned beside the register because som
Nova Lawson knew exactly three things about the man across the street. He drove a black car that was too expensive for the neighborhood. He never seemed to be in a hurry, and he had been watching her for eleven days. She noticed him the first Tuesday after closing. Sweetgum & Spine had emptied an hour earlier, leaving behind the familiar smells of old paper, furniture polish, and the cinnamon tea Sadie-Rae insisted on brewing every afternoon. Nova had been alone behind the counter, balancing receipts and pretending the numbers weren’t as ugly as they looked, when movement beyond the front windows caught her attention.A black Maybach sat beneath the streetlamp. Nothing strange about that, at least not until Nova noticed the driver in front and the man seated quietly in the back, looking directly at her. Nova looked away first, and she hated that he had made her do it. By Thursday, the black Maybach was back. It returned again on Saturday, then Monday, always parked close enough for her







