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I was freaking hungry as hell.

I was used to going to bed without eating honestly...but maybe it was because I barely ate anything at all during the day time.

I stared at the clock,it was 2:35am.

I groaned and got outta bed.

I got downstairs and headed to the kitchen hoping I would find at least even milk to drink . I got into the kitchen and turned on the light. I went to the fridge and it was empty.

Damn it.

I just remembered Mrs Williams saying that she had to go grocery shopping tomorrow.

I heard someone chuckle behind me and I swiftly turned and saw Amber leaning on the door with a black tank top and some shorts, he was smirking.

"What?", I asked.

"I'm guessing your diet turned out bad?", he said dragging the diet.

I rolled my eyes.

"No...I just need milk", I mumbled staring at the fridge.

"You hungry?", he asked.

And I swear to God I was badly hungry.

But no...I wouldn't give him the satisfaction to prove me wrong.

"No", I mumbled.

He strolled past me and opened one of the cupboards and pulled a pack of bread.

His muscles flexed unconsciously and it'll be a lie if I said I didn't find that sexy.

His entire Aurora was freaking sexy and it disturbs me.

"Want me to make you sandwich?", he asked.

"No", I mumbled hating myself for having so much amount of pride.

He smirked and ignored me.

I took a glass of water and headed back to my room feeling hungrier than ever.

Sandwich was cancelled from my list of things to eat, only vegetable sandwich with no beef inside.

Maybe I should just skip diet for once and just eat.

But the problem now is going back to meet Amber and telling him I change my mind, not especially when I'm still heavily pissed with him.

I laid on my bed hoping I would fall asleep and started counting sheep's

I started feeling my eyes slowly closing when I heard a silent knock on the door.

I jerked awake and waited for few seconds before the knock came in again.

I get up grumpily swearing that I would kill the person that decided to wake me up just when I was about to sleep.

I threw the door open and there was this handsome man with his sexy hair scatter all over his face holding a plate of sandwich.

"Here", he said handing it over to me.

I was salivating I swear.

"I...I said I didn't want any", I said.

He smirked again and chuckled.

"Well I'm a good lie detector and I can read lied from anywhere, and you and I know pretty well that you're lying ", he mumbled leaning on my door.

I started biting my lips, unable to say anything.

He handed the plate to me.

"Sweet dreams Lexy ", he said and turned away to leave, and then he turned back to me.

"Oh and uhm, reduce the way you bite your lips around me, it's uhh... major turn on ", he said casually and left.

Wait what the fuck did he just say?!!

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I've spent 3 weeks in this place so far, and it's kinda been not so horrible.

I spend my entire day indoors and I only come out for breakfast and dinner, and I don't even eat with them at all, I just grab my food and take it to my room and return the plate back.

Mrs Williams complained about it but I didn't really change....I don't enjoy seeing their faces, I don't like them, they barely even know me, so I guess this is how we'll be living for the meantime until I'm finally safe.

And I don't think I can sincerely take it any longer in here. I want to be free, and go back to my normal life and continue chasing my dreams and all. This is not the life I signed up for, this is not the dream I had.

Today I literally slept all day and by the time I woke up, it was like past 7pm.

I asked Mrs Benson to restock the kitchen with vegetables chips so I could at least eat something at night.

And I remembered her telling me she won't be home today.

I sighed, it's me and these men today.

I opened my door and started hearing serious commotion downstairs.

it was like someone was hammering something and then I was hearing someone screaming...no wait, people screaming.

I ignored it and went to the kitchen, but the sound was coming from there.

I opened the door, and everyone froze.... including me.

So like here's what I saw.

Aaron was dragging someone's already murdered body into a body bag.

James was standing close to 2 other guys that were already tied up while they screamed for help.

Asher was holding guns and hammers.

And Amber had a body on the counter of which he was driving nails into.

I'm not even joking.

I rolled my eyes.

It's not the first time I've walked into stuffs like this, first time i witness first hand butchering, I was barely 6 .

My dad does stuffs like this a lot honestly so it's nothing new.

I closed the door and walked over to the kitchen cabinet and searched for you chips, and just so you know, they were all looking at me with freaking scary.

"Sorry", I mumbled and walked out of the kitchen back to my room.

Knock next time Bella... knock!

I decided to watch some N*****x because I seriously didn't know what to do again, and I definitely wasn't going downstairs, not after interrupting whatever it was they were doing.

What do you expect, things you're definitely going to see while leaving with a fucking Don!!

About an hour later I heard a knock on my door.

My heart skipped a beat, oh fuck I'm done for.

Are they going to yell at me for interrupting?

Daddy use to yell at me everytime I walk in on him .

I swallowed and headed for the door...oh God please let it not be Amber, I'm seriously not ready to face him.

I opened the door and I'm face to face with James.

I smiled, I'm definitely better now.

"Hey James", I said.

His cheeks were so red I wondered if it was dried blood that refused to wash off.

"Hi Lexy", he said nervously.

"What's up? any problem?", I asked hoping there wouldn't be anything.

"Uhhh...uhm", he said scratchings his head.

."About.... what you just saw.."

"Yeah what about it?", I asked.

He paused.

"Wait you're not freaking out about it?", he asked.

I laughed, "I'm so used to seeing things like this everyday", I said.

He seemed to have calmed down

"Seriously?", he asked.

"Definitely", I said strolling back to my bed.

"So like, you're not freaking out or anything?", he asked again, just to be sure.

I giggled, "Of course I am, geez just don't use the kitchen next time, I eat there ", I said.

I sighed, "God I thought you were going to run away or something", he said relieved.

"Just you? the others didn't freak out?", I asked.

"Well apparently soon as you left, we started swearing and putting blames on each other for not looking the door, and then Amber sent me upstairs to check on you", he said.

"Why you tho, I mean why can't he just come himself?", I asked getting slightly pissed.

He shrugged, "Well , I think I'm the only person in this house that you flow with ", he said.

It was true.

"Well it's not my fault, you're the only person that showed up on my wedding day and even decided to talk to me. Amber is so full of himself and feels like oh he can do just what he wants and act like I don't know I'm so irrelevant and I'm dependent on him for protection, so maybe he can just forget our wedding and go have fun in Miami, and he doesn't even see it as a fault and now I'm married to him till at least one of us dies, his brothers clearly don't even want to try or even think of knowing me, Mrs Williams is barely at home, what do you want me to do?", I yelled.

Okay I talked a little too much... and it was definitely out of anger so don't blame me.

He seemed quite surprised by my outburst.

"Okay.... just calm down ", he said.

I sighed and rubbed my temples.

"I'm sorry...I just... I'm tired okay, I just want to go back to doing what I loved doing and not being a house wife to a popular serial killer ", I said.

He chuckled.

"I'm Sorry that's not funny but I just had to laugh ", he said this time laughing and I couldn't help but laugh a little too.

"See, Amber is just...I don't know Confusing and obnoxious sometimes so it just depends on the mood you meet him, so I just think you should talk things out with him, maybe he'll get you better. After all he married you so, You're literally the only person in the world that can talk to him the way you want to....well you and his dad...but , you can just vent it out on him", he explained.

I sighed, this is going to be one long and complicated marriage.