LOGINShe was trapped in the darkness. He ruled over it. Zarya Rogov, born to be a sacrifice. Always kept in the dark, she learned to live along with it. To the world, she was just another spoiled princess but only the walls of the Rogov's mansion knew the true tale of her unending sorrows. She thought escape would mean freedom. She thought the world outside would save her, only to realize she loved the mansion walls that trapped her more than to be caught by the actual beast out there. But it was too late, she was trapped again and his cage was cruler, colder and reeked of wrath. Sergei Morozov, the Pakhan feared by all. The man who walked over those he crushed mercilessly. His next target was her father, and to crush that old man, he captured his daughter, made her his wife, and decided to keep her as just a mere accessory in his mansion, just a mere caretaker for his son. That was his plan, until he found himself unable to look away from her, he found himself craving her, loosening his tie in her vicinity just because she was just too hard to resist. He hated the feeling because he promised himself that he would be the one to take her life and no one else, not even god. But one thing he knew for sure, he craved her more than he craved to sin, and she was worse than a sin, she was addiction, and he was hooked. WARNINGS: FORCED MARRIAGE. NON-CONSENSUAL RELATIONSHIP. POWER IMBALANCE. PSYCHOLOGICAL MANIPULATION. OBSESSIVE/POSSESSIVE MALE LEAD. GORE.
View More"Was he that funny?" He took off his coat, throwing it on the couch so roughly that it had me flinching. I immediately stood up from the dressing chair and turned to look at him.
A zap of shiver ran down my spine when I found him breathing heavily as if about to lose control. He ran a hand through his hair, messing the perfect slickness into rogue threads.
"Huh?" That was all I could manage to utter as I stared at him, shocked.
"You..." He slowly tilted his head to look at me. "You never even smile at me." His voice dangerously dropped, making me unconsciously take a step back.
"We were j-just talking." I tried to rationalize.
"Talking? Only talking? Or talking like you guys have known each other for years." He growled, striding up to me and banging the dressing table so aggressively that the thick oak tree carved furniture rattled like it was made of chipboard.
I flinched, unconsciously raising my arms in front of my face. His hot, ragged breath burned me as he towered over me. Tears of fear pricked my eyes, and I trembled. Just as I tried to move away, he firmly grabbed my arm and roughly pulled me back in front of him.
"I'm asking you something." He rasped and grabbed my jaw, forcing my face up so that I could look at him. He was looming over me like death. The second I matched his gaze, I felt myself melting away in sheer fear.
He would consume me.
"Was. he. that. funny?" He asked dangerously slowly, and I immediately shook my head, my eyes filled with unshed tears.
"Then why were you laughing?" He growled like an animal, intensifying my trembling. I couldn't even form proper words. He was executing wrath so powerful, I felt like I was burning in hell.
"I-I just uh w-we had common in-interest, that's w-why...maybe." I didn't know what I was blurting out, my teary eyes too focused on his gaze, too far gone in hell to look away.
"I guess the shared interests were so funny." His rugged tone held sarcasm. He shook my head, pulling me closer to himself through his grip on my jaw.
"W-What's so wrong w-with it?" I asked, wanting to know why he was so triggered when all I did was laugh with a man, that too who was known to be a lot more human in society than him and I knew I just dug my grave by asking that.
"You are not allowed to talk to any man like that.d" His tone was threatening, leaving no room for argument.
"W-Why not?"
"Because you are my wife, the Pakhan's bride, and you will learn to respect that place." His voice held possessiveness.
"This m-marriage was forced, yo-you sinner." His grip painfully tightened on my jaw, making me whimper.
"Call me a sinner all you want, but don't forget, I would sin a thousand times more if that means keeping you mine."
ZARYA ROGOV Two days later*After that day, I didn't see him again. He didn't pull any acts and was almost non-existent to me, but I knew he wouldn't just sit still. Not seeing him around also meant that he was busy somewhere else; he wasn't the one who would stay at home. Sergei was never the one who would waste even a second of his day. I heard from some customers at the restaurant that the place he wanted to build was already under construction. What type of place was he building?Something to hide his illegal actions? He wasn’t the one who would hide any of his actions.I covered Nasia with the blanket and lay down beside her. The night song and the hooting owl weren't the reason I remained awake till midnight. I just couldn't sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about the past. Suddenly, a knock at the door had me flinching as I sat up straight.It was almost midnight, who could be here at this hour? I slowly pulled out of the blanket and stood up. I jumped again at the se
SERGEI MOROZOV Moscow was my throne, but here was my soul.My name rang in the alleys like a prayer, but I wanted to worship her.Four years without her, four years of desperately searching for her and losing my sanity in the process, I found her at a place I was about to ground my claws in.The first time she entered through that door like a lioness about to tear us all. I almost couldn't recognize her, but when those familiar gray eyes met mine, and widened in shock.Those eyes, that voice...oh! I felt my soul knocking back into me. I felt myself breathing again. All I wanted to do was grab her, press her against the wall, and kiss her to the point she couldn't breathe, just like I couldn't breathe when she wasn't around. Kiss her to the point her scent absorbs on my skin, kiss her to the point I could feel the softness of her lips against mine for days.I wanted her in my veins like blood.There was no way I would let her go again. Zarya was my purpose; without her, there was no
ZARYA ROGOV The next day, after I got back from work, I spent some time playing with Anastasia before getting ready to bake a cake for the neighbor. As I moved around the kitchen while simultaneously keeping an eye on Anastasia every now and then, I thought about him.I didn't see him today. Maybe he left for good.But honestly, something about him was different.I quickly shook my head when I realized I was thinking about him again. I forced my mind from wandering and quickly got done with baking. I grabbed my coat, threw it on, and looked at Nasia to make sure she was busy playing, and there was nothing dangerous placed around her before I walked out.I took a deep breath and knocked on the new neighbor's door. I was always kinda nervous when it came to meeting new people, even though I've spent most of my life interacting with them in business events.I was about to knock again, but when I heard the heavy footsteps approaching, I dropped my hand and straightened up.Those heavy
ZARYA ROGOV After the landlady left, I peeked out once and found the grounds clear. I wasn't expecting them to leave without breaking down the doors and dragging me along with them. It was suspicious. Could he be planning something big? Should I move out? But, where would I go in this harsh weather? I didn't have enough money saved with me to move overnight. I sighed and drew the curtains in front of the window. I looked at Anastasia playing with her toys. She slept the whole day due to her fever, and now the fever has subsided, and she is super energetic.I smiled and sat down beside her.As soon as I settled down, she was in my arms like a bolt. I chuckled and cupped her chubby cheeks, making her giggle. Before she was born, I never felt so wanted, so loved. Anastasia had made me feel loved, wanted, and most importantly, I felt that motherly love, all because of her. The kind of love where you would go to all lengths just to see a smile on your loved one's face.I bobbed her nos
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