I was confused and interested at the same time. Gavin ordered the maids to clean the table and bring out a bottle of wine and some snacks. I waited for him to talk more about this deal he was talking about. He stood up, receiving the bottle of wine and a cart with snacks. He asked them to leave us. “So, you really don’t have a family?” I looked at him as he opened the wine bottle, asking the same question. Why is he asking that so many times? Is he making fun of me? Or… Ah Is he trying to lighten the mood? Because of what happened a while ago? The- The kiss? Oh... I started to smile. That’s kind of... Nevermind. I’m glad he was trying to at least get along with me. “No. I don’t have parents so obviously I don’t have one.” I answered in an as-the-matter-of-fact manner. I accepted the wine glass Gavin offered and took a sip. Sweet. I glance at Gavin who has his lip tightly closed before sitting down. “ I don't have any parents either.” He whispered but loud enough for me to hear. He drank his wine straight as if he'd been thirsty for a day. Shaking his head, I can hear his cold laugh as he pours more wine in his glass. Ah... So he also hates his parents. Thinking about it, Gavin and I do have similarities. We both hated our parents. And probably it is their fault that we hated them. We both lost the only person that we regard as family. We both became something that we didn’t choose to. Still, I can't say I am fully right since I haven't known him too well. We both experience things that made us like this.Although that made us strong and independent, no one wants to experience that kind of sh*ts. Oh right! “Mr. Morgan, I have-” “Oh, right. About the deal.” Silence filled the room. I frown at him. This b*stard really… argh! I just remember bringing up my roller skate and dead garden outside. “What? Why are you looking so annoyed?” He asked cluelessly. Well, d*mn. I know he’s rude and insensitive but d*mn. Let’s calm down. Maybe he didn’t mean to. “Nothing. What is the deal that you’re talking about, Mr. Morgan?” I asked as I calm my irritation toward to this annoying weirdo.He got up and went to the door. He opened it slightly and a hand appeared with an envelope.
Wow, magic.
He stayed there for a while, talking to the person outside. It seemed like an important conversation but if so, why are they talking outside? Was it because of me? Well, b*llsh*t. I’m not interested even if it’s about money anyway. After a while, Gavin went to the side where he acquired a pen. “Who was that?” I asked but he just shrugged and waved the envelope in his hands. My irritation vanished as I looked at him curiously and interested in what he had on his sleeves. But with each step he makes, doubt emerges. It’s not illegal, is it? “Here, read it, Mrs. Morgan.” I think I blushed slightly. Nut anyways, I accepted the envelope and opened it. There are some paper inside so I took them out and started to read. Marital Agreement This contract is entered by and between: Gavin Morgan (A), in legal age. Married. And Maddison Morgan (B), in legal age. Married.Whereas:
B shall act as a loving and faithful wife to A every time they require to go outside and in front of people and media. B shall obey A accordingly without a doubte specially in front of other people and media.B shall stick to the story created by A without a fuss.B has no right to divorce A.
What the hell is this? I look at Gavin with wondering eyes as she understands what I meant. “You just have to act like a devoted wife.”“And what is it for me?”“What is it for you?”“What do I gain from this? What do I get pretending all lovey-dovey towards you?”“Nothing.”“What?!”“Maybe you have forgotten that I bought you.”“That was my sister, Mister. I have nothing to do with those people but they dragged me in this mess, in their mess.” I said sternly as I angrily looked into his eyes. We stared at each other for a while but i decided to look away first. His eyes are really… complicated to read. “Listen, I won’t ask for much.” I said as I sigh. He went silent before letting out a light sigh. “So, what is it that you want?”Nice.“First, I want money.”“As expected-”“To buy a roller skate.”“...What?” “I also have some rules.”“...”“And I want my freedom.” I smiled at him victoriously as I signed the papers with both our demands being made. Acting is easy just like working with a salary. I can say that it is worth the hassle. *** It's the same night, Gavin and I went to a dinner party where most of the elite couples go. I smirked looking at the man beside me. I admit that he’s handsome, but I didn’t expect that he’ll be this…. Hot. Wearing a plain navy blue polo with black pants and black shoes. His hair was up and combed backward, making his deep eyes more visible. “ I know I told you to act like a loving wife, but I didn’t expect that you’ll act even when we’re alone.” Sh*t, I stared too much. I raised my eyebrows and looked at him like he was spouting some nonsense. He just gave me a teasing smile. I rolled my eyes and looked at the window. I can feel my cheeks heating. D*mn, he’s even more handsome while smiling. I have seen him smile a few times but… d*mn. “Well, I hope you can do that in front of the people and media. Remember, we have a contract. You need to-” “I know, I know. I didn’t think you’re such a nagger.”“I’m not. I’m just reminding my dear wife to act in love and not stupid.”“Isn’t being in love stupid?”“Well, are you in love with me?”“What?! NO!”“Then don’t act stupid.” He peevishly said as he looked away. Huh? He looked somehow mad. I can clearly see his jaw intensifying. Did I say something wrong? What? Is he worried that I will make a mistake? I’m not that stupid to make us embarrass in there!” I know what I need to do and the content of the contract we just signed. “Anyway, why didn’t you tell me that we’ll be attending such a dinner party beforehand?” I asked bitterly. I can still feel the food I ate earlier, but I think that’s a good thing since I bet I wouldn’t have an appetite seeing some fake people gathering together. I might even have indigestion. I’m not fond of parties, especially when the people I know were invited. Because most of them probably think I’m the worst, thanks to my b*tch sister. And some may think I’m pathetic so I avoid attending parties. But not because I’m not attending such a gathering means I don’t know how it works. That woman, my mother, taught me everything I needed to know anyways. “I…”He said something but his voice was too weak. “What?”“I for…” “You what? Why don’t you tell me properly?”I said, starting to get annoyed. But it quickly vanished.“I forgot! Okay?!”“Oh.” I was too shocked at his sudden outburst making me reply with only ‘oh’ Still in shock, I saw him looking away. I can see his ears getting red, maybe because of… heat? No... it’s cold inside of this car, so it’s impossible…Is he sick?After a long ride full of thoughts about Gavin being sick, I ended up scolding myself for thinking about him too much. Now, we’re just waiting for our turn to get out. “Don’t be nervous and relax.” He said while fixing his tie. “Well, there is nothing to be nervous about, right?” “Sure. Just be ready to get on stage.” “What? Why?” I asked. He gave me his handsome smile. “Well tonight, my dear, our love will be announced officially. The world will know about the existence of Mrs. Morgan" Huh?! I was about to ask what he was talking about when the door of our car opened and the next thing I knew was that I was being escorted by Gavin inside the event hall. As soon as we entered, most of their attention went to us and I can't help but feel like my knees will soon break down. I didn't know that Gavin it. Well... yes, he do notice it since he was walking beside me. "I thought I told
“Don’t look.” I was shocked when the person covered my eyes and asked me not to look. Right now, I wasn't sure of what to feel. I heard something crashing. A glass falling and shattering apart. Now, it makes me wonder what it is. Still, how weird of me to not be afraid about this person covering my eyes. I wonder why my body just let him. Is he someone familiar? I can hear people’s gasp and ladies’ screams as if they saw something terrifying. Is this person trying to cover my eyes so that I won’t see it? “How awful!” “Who on the earth is that guy?!” “Oh my god!” "Blood!" And yes, some even shouted blood. Is it that brutal? Was it a crime? Did this person really cover my eyes so I won’t see it? How considerate but…. It was somehow familiar. This pattern... this way of covering my eyes... I can't help but remember him
“Are you… Are you Jordan Dein?” I asked. But seconds passed, I didn’t hear a single reply. Am I wrong? There are many possibilities anyway. It may be some random stranger who wanted to protect my mind. But if so, why me of all people, right? Only few people knew about my past trauma and the what if’s making me confused. Maybe it is because I am wishing that it’s him. Damn... It is not that... Well... it’s not that I’m expecting, but still... I would be really shock if he is still alive. Indeed, I do have a grudge about him. I... hate him for leaving me. I hate him for idolizing my mom to much that the very moment she is gone... he did the same. I miss him, of course. I wanna see him, for sure. I really want to see him and punch him in the face for breaking our promises. But... I already know and accept the fact that there is still a long way for that to happen.
W-Wha... I stopped what I am thinking as I realize what Gavin said. Luckily, my face was covered with Gavin's broad shoulder. My eyes widened as I felt something in my stomach. I felt hot all of the sudden and felt my cheeks flush. What the.. Is he being sincere? I didn't know he's this sweet. Hehe. I smiled while inhaling his mint- wait what? What am I doing? Of course it's an act! What the hell Maddison? I mentally facepalm. Why am I getting carried away? So stupid. Shit I calm myself before breaking the hug. My hands went to his shoulders, trying to break free but... "Ah." I froze when Gavin moaned. What? Huh? What was that? The smell that I've been wondering for a long while turns more stronger. As I retreated, I saw my hands stained with blood. Looking terrified, I look at Gavin then his shoulders. "Oh my... Gavin, are you okay?" I fo
The private room they gave us was one of their hotel suites. I didn’t know it was a hotel in the first place. The room consists of one bathroom, a closet, a dining area, a balcony and a bedroom that also have a TV and… one big bed. This place... is so small. I am surprised with my reaction and thoughts because... it seems to be not me. Still, it is so... small compared to Gavin's house. Although, if you compare it with my room back then, maybe this place would be such a luxury if I may say. Well then... Nevermind that. We’re not sleeping here anyway. I looked away from the bed and ended up looking at Gavin’s glorious back. Wait... what?? With my realization, I immediately look away, still... there’s so much blood rolling down on his back. “Please lock the door.” He said before going inside the bathroom. I sighed and just did what he said. I locked the door and sat on the sofa beside the balcony’s door. Guilt
I got up for a moment and washed my hands in the bathroom. For some reason, I don’t feel uncomfortable with only me and Gavin in this room. Surely it isn't because I’ve been in the same house with him for a day now? That's pretty impossible. Still, I wonder why... maybe because he is weird? Oh... maybe that is why. After cleaning my hands, I went straight to the bed. I’m feeling a bit dizzy for some reason. I lay there but my eyes stayed at Gavin’s body. I have to admit, even with those scars, Gavin’s body is such a sight. In fact, those scars looks so eye catching, if I may say. I wonder if he earned it because of fighting? Hmm... still, even with those scars... he sounds in pain. That is weird. I unconsciously pout my lips. Look at him acting so brave... “F*ck.” I heard Gavin cursed. I rolled my eyes, such a stubborn man. I closed my eyes but I can still see Gavin’s wound in my mind. I remember Mano
I didn’t notice it but my chest hurts… it was as if I am running… Wait.. What? I think I am truly running! Suddenly, I heard footsteps running after me. But what’s weird the most was I felt like I should run faster, and I did. I ran and ran, no stopping. I was so confused that I wanted to stop and look back but I couldn't. I ran until I lost my breath. I could feel my chest tightening, making it harder to breathe. Why am I even running? I… really do not know why… I tried to stop but I couldn't control my legs. What’s happening? A moment earlier, I was in a hotel room with Gavin and… I remember falling asleep… Ah, Does that mean... I’m in a dream? Maybe that is it… after all, everything is dim and dark. I can’t even se where am I heading to! But… why am I running again? “Ack!” I immediately put my arms in front of my face as I stumbled forward. What the hell was that? I looked back but saw not
“You are hot.” I looked at him unbelievably. So first of all… I will wake up and be called as that? Really? Gavin? Really?Of course I freaking know that I am hot for f*ck’s sake. I’m born this way Gavin, do you hear me? “What? Why are you looking at me like that?“ I shook my head and looked at the ceiling trying to avoid his gaze who is completely locked on me. Well, this feels weird. I flinch as I feel a cold thing touch my forehead. I gulp, To my surprise… it is his hand who is touching my skin. Umm, so how should react if things became like this? “Umm, Gav-“ “Madison, you are burning hot” He remarked. He doesn't seem to be lying nor making fun of me. I raised my hand and put it on my neck. Whoa. I mumbled in surprise. Surely… I am indeed hot. There is no doubt. Like literally hot. I slightly close my eyes. No w