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Chapter 53

Author: Celestia
last update Last Updated: 2025-06-25 17:05:25

Jason's pov

I can’t breathe right. My chest is tight, like something’s sitting on it. The stairwell’s cold, but I’m burning up from the inside. I keep telling myself to calm down, to just inhale and exhale, but the thoughts won’t stop spiraling.

What the hell is happening to me?

The bond, it’s getting worse. Stronger. It buzzes under my skin like static, like I’m hooked up to something I don’t understand. It’s making me restless. Making me want things I shouldn’t want.

Ivan’s mouth on mine.

The way Avalon watches me when he thinks I’m not looking.

Kaelen’s eyes, sharp like he already knows what I’m trying not to feel.

I press my palms to my temples, squeezing like pressure might keep my brain from short-circuiting.

This is insane. I’m unraveling.

Eventually, I forced myself to stand. My legs feel like someone pulled the bones out, but I can’t stay in this stairwell forever. Someone’s going to find me, and I can't deal with questions right now. I think about going back to my dorm, but
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    Jason sat on the edge of his bed, elbows resting on his knees, Kaelen’s note folded and unfolded again between his fingers. He had read it five times, maybe six, the words already etched in his brain. Still, he couldn’t make himself put it down.Another knock came at the door. Firmer this time. No guessing needed. That voice—low and measured—belonged to Ivan.Jason didn’t move. Didn’t breathe.“Jason,” Ivan said again, not loud, but enough.Something in the way his name sounded made his stomach twist. The bond—stupid, relentless thing—tightened like a leash. His legs moved without permission, dragging him forward before his thoughts could stop them.He opened the door.Ivan stood in the hallway, arms crossed, expression unreadable. He wasn’t dressed in his usual sharp way—his shirt was rumpled, sleeves pushed halfway up his forearms. He looked like he hadn’t slept, but not from exhaustion. It was something deeper, something that didn’t show up in the mirror but wore you down from the

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