เข้าสู่ระบบ~Jane~
•••Present Day••• Over the past two years, I've tried to be brave. I've tried to hold onto the strength Sara told me I had- the strength she believed in, even when I didn't. Tonight, as I sit on my bed with my parents in front of me and see the fear in their eyes... that strength Sara once believed in feels like it's slipping away. "Dad," I whispered, trying to keep my voice from shaking, "Please... What's going on?" He hesitated, holding my hand a little tighter before taking my other one. "Jane... Something's happening." The weight in my chest tightened. "What do you mean?" I asked. He glanced at Mom before continuing. “Beta Oliver came to see us tonight. He came with a warning.” "Warn you about what?" I asked, my heart pounding. “It’s Zander.” The room suddenly felt too small. Dad’s voice broke. “He’s chosen his next mate.” My stomach dropped. “It’s you.” My world froze. Just like Sara. The thought hit me so hard I could barely breathe. This was how it started for Sara too. First the warning. Then the fear. Then Zander came to take her away. "What?" I breathed. "Me? No-no, I don't understand. I'm only sixteen! I'm not even of age yet. He can't- he can't do this." Fear crept in fast. It was like that night all over again. The night Sara was taken. The night everything changed. "I can't be his," I whispered, shaking my head. "He's a monster." "We know, sweetheart," Dad said gently. "We're not going to let that happen." I looked up at him, my throat tight. "We talked to Oliver," he continued. "He's doing everything he can to protect you. Zander is planning to come here in the morning." "What?" I gasped, panic surging in my chest. “He’s already started to put a plan in place,” Dad said. “Oliver knows someone who will help.” “Someone from the Moonlight Pack,” he added. My stomach tightened. “They’re supposed to be our enemies.” They aren’t our enemies. That’s a lie Zander wants everyone to believe. “They’ll meet you at the border,” he continued. “That’s all we know for now. But it’s our only chance.” The idea of leaving didn’t feel right. Leave my home. Leave my parents. Leave everything I’d ever known. My fingers from my other hand tightened around the edge of my sheets without me realizing it. The thought hurt almost as much as the fear of Zander. This could be the very last time I get to see or be with my parents. The reality of it hit me so suddenly I couldn’t breathe. I wasn’t just being asked to run. I was being asked to say goodbye. I continued to looked at my parents as they sat here in my bed with me. Mom’s grip on my hand tightened slightly. Dad looked exhausted. Older. Like the weight of the last three years had finally become too much to carry. A lump formed in my throat. What if I left tonight and never came home? The thought hurt more than anything Zander could do to me. I had already lost Sara. I couldn’t lose them too. My chest chest tightened so hard it hurt. "I can't just leave... What if Zander finds out? What will he do to you? To mom?" He reached out, brushing a tear from my cheek. “We’re willing to take that risk if it means you’re safe.” “We couldn’t save Sara.” His voice cracked completely. He looked away, unable to meet my eyes. “I failed her.” The words were barely a whisper. “But I’m not going to fail you too.” I wanted to argue, to scream, to tell him this wasn't fair- but the words died on my lips. He was trying to protect me. I saw it in his eyes- the guilt of not being able to save Sara still lived there. BANG. A fist pounded on the front door downstairs. "Open this door!" Zander's voice. The sound of it sent ice through my veins. Dad stood, squeezing my hand. "No matter what happens... You stay here." He walked to the bedroom door, paused, and looked back at Mom and me as we continued to sit here in my bed together. "Everything's going to be okay, Jane." He then stepped out of my room into the hallway. The door clicked shut behind him. The sound of his footstep out in the hallway faded out. Leaving only silence. Mom didn’t speak. I didn’t either. We just sat there, listening to the silence stretch thinner and thinner. But then the sounds continued from the man who destroyed our lives, now demanding to take me too. I could feel it again- that familiar numbness. Like my body was trying to protect me from what was coming. "I'm scared, Mom," I whispered. "What's going to happen?" She scooted closer and took my hands. "It's going to be okay, sweetheart. Your father and I love you so much. We're doing everything we can to protect you. You might not understand it now, but you are strong Jane.” “I don’t feel strong.” Mom’s eyes softened. “Sara knew it too.” She said. “She said that same thing to me.” I whispered. For a second, I could almost see Sara kneeling in front of me the night she left. “Be strong, Jane.” The memory squeezed painfully around my heart. Mom nodded. “Your father and I… we’ve always known.” She brushed my hair back gently, like I was still small enough to need it. “When you were born, there was something about you.” Her voice softened. “Something strong… powerful.” She placed a hand gently over my heart. "You have everything you need right here." The banging downstairs grew louder- more furious. "Open this door, Foster!" His voice bellowed again, each word dripping with power and rage. I could hear the front door rattle under his fist. The sound shook me to my bones. Mom stood and brushed my arm. "Stay here, Jane. No matter what you hear. Don't come out." "But-" my voice cracked. "No matter what," She repeated, her eyes locked on mine. "You stay here." She stepped into the hallway, closing my door softly behind her. Alone. My heart pounded like it wanted out of my chest. I curled into myself, arms tight around my legs, breath shallow and shaking. I could barely breathe as I listened to the muffled sounds below. Every second felt longer than the last. I strained to hear what my parent might be saying. But then silence. It felt like the entire house was holding its breath. Then- CRACK The front door slammed open, the force echoing through the house like a thunderclap. “Where is she?” He commanded. The sound of his voice made my stomach twist. I could hear my father speaking calmly- too calmly. "Zander, you can't be here. Jane isn't of age. You know that." "I'm the Alpha of this pack," Zander snapped. "I decide when a girl becomes my next mate. What I want becomes law. And Jane will be mine.” "No," Mom's voice trembled. "You will not take our daughter, not again, Zander." "I wasn't asking permission," he growled. "She will be my mate. That is final." I sat frozen in place... listening to my mother cry out below- her voice full of fear and desperation. His threats echoed through the house like thunder, crashing into me, shaking every part of who I was. But something inside me snapped, and before I knew it, I threw back the covers and rushed to my bedroom door. the moment my fingers touched the doorknob, a strange sensation shot through me. Warm. Powerful. Alive. The sensation raced through my chest and down my arms like liquid fire. I gasped. For the first time in my life, I felt something answer from deep inside me. Not a voice. Not exactly. But something was there. Waiting. Awakening.I hope you're enjoying Mate so far.
~Jane~When I opened my eyes this morning, the room was bathed in soft gold. The sun spilling through the curtains in an almost deliberate way, as if it wanted to wake me gently, reminding me that another day had come. I didn't move at first, I just sat there against the headboard, my blanket pooled at my waist, and let myself breathe. It had been a few months since that night- the night that started it all, and being here, with him. Every moment Nathan and I had shared came back to me then, as if the morning light carried them in its beams. The first time, he pulled me into his arms when I thought I'd never be safe—the countless nights when his voice steadied the storm in my chest. The moments in the meadow, the quiet confessions whispered in the dark. Little by little, they had built something inside me- something strong enough to hold me up when I thought I would crumble. The fear and doubt that once wrapped around me like chains... they were loosening. Each memory with Nathan ch
~Jane~I set my fork down, the last bite of breakfast still settling warm in my stomach. Luna Lauren moved gracefully around the kitchen, her presence as calm and steady as always. When she reached for my empty plate and cup, I handed them over with a small smile. But as her hand brushed mine, I felt it- that familiar pull deep in my chest. My heart skipped. That feeling only ever meant one thing. Before I could second-guess it, he walked in. Nathan. The moment his boots touched the kitchen floor, my whole body knew. My soul knew. And when his eyes lifted to meet mine, I forgot how to breathe. It was always like this. The instant our gaze locked, the world seemed to shrink, leaving only the blue of his eyes. Eyes that made my soul feel whole. Eyes that made me want to believe- believe that what he'd told me so many times was true. That I was meant to be his. That fate really had tied us together. He didn't look away. Not once. Step by step, he moved closer, and though every fib
~Jane~ After what felt like forever, I finally pulled the blanket off me and climbed out of the bed. The cool air brushed against my skin, and I sat at the edge of the mattress for a moment, staring at the floor. My shoulders ached with tension, and heaviness pressed down on me. The pull inside me was getting stronger- tighter than it had ever been before. There was something different about it now, something I couldn't explain. The closer I got to Nathan, the more consuming it became, as if every breath I took tethered me deeper to him. It wasn't just longing anymore- it was something that lived inside me, demanding to be answered. And yet... fear still held me back. The "What ifs" refused to loosen their grip. What if Zander got what he wanted? What if everything was ripped away just when I finally let myself believe in it? The thought of Zander forcing me to be his mate still haunted me like a shadow I couldn't outrun, no matter how much I tried. Every part of me wanted to
~Jane~The first thing I became aware of was warmth. The steady heat pressed against me, wrapping me in a cocoon that made it impossible to tell where I ended and Nathan began. I stirred slowly, my head shifting just slightly on the solid plane of his chest. When I lifted my gaze, I found him already awake. His striking blue eyes were locked on me, as if he'd been watching me sleep. A soft smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, but there was something deeper beneath it- an intensity that made my heart race before I could even think. For a moment, I just stared back, letting the silence between us say more than words could. The memories of last night came rushing back, flooring me with warmth that curled deep in my stomach and left my skin tinging. Everything was changing inside me. I still had questions. Doubts whispering in the back of my mind like ghosts I couldn't banish completely. The fear of losing him, of not being enough, of the danger of Zander's threat of taking me away
~Jane~His mouth scorched a path down my throat, and my breath shuddered out, breaking against the heat of his touch. My fingers tangled in his hair, desperate to keep him close—desperate to hold onto the way he made me feel: alive, wanted, burning.“Nathan…” My voice broke—half plea, half warning—but his hands only tightened at my waist, steady, grounding.“I’ve got you,” he whispered against my skin, the words melting into the frantic beat of my pulse.His lips slowed, not pulling away, just softening. As if he knew I needed air. His forehead pressed gently to mine, our ragged breaths tangling in the narrow space between us. For a moment, all I heard was the thundering rhythm of my heart, the quiet promise in his touch.Then his hands shifted, coaxing me backward, guiding me with a tenderness that contrasted the fire simmering between us. My knees brushed the edge of the mattress before I even realized he’d moved me there. The world tilted as I sank onto the bed, Nathan following, hi
~Jane~ The drive home blurred past in a haze of heat and silence, every mile thick with unspoken words. Nathan's hands never strayed from the wheel, but the weight of his presence filled every inch of the car. I didn't trust my voice, didn't dare break the fragile thread holding me together, so I stared out the window, clutching the hem of my shirt to keep from reaching for him. When the packhouse finally came into view, my breath caught. The familiar stone and timber stood tall against the fading light, but tonight it didn't look like safety. Tonight it looked like temptation. Nathan eased the car up the long drive, slowing as he reached the circular front. Gravel crunching beneath the tires, steady, deliberate, like his heartbeat pulsing in sync with mine. Jay's car pulled in close behind us, his presence a reminder that we weren't completely alone- though my body screamed that none of it mattered. The engine cut off, and in a sudden quiet, my pulse roared louder than ever. I







