Mag-log inI was trying to escape my abusive Alpha ex when I hit something with my truck. It was not a deer, but a zareth. Seven feet of muscle, claws, and a growl that can split open the sky. His kind are our sworn enemies from another realm with a screech that can make a werewolf’s brain explode. I should have killed him. Instead, I looked into his yellow eyes… and the mate bond snapped into place. Now I’ve dragged him home to hide him from my pack. He doesn’t speak. He doesn’t follow rules and he definitely doesn’t care that my bed is mine. My new "friend" doesn't care about personal space, but I am NOT going to be making babies with a monster. Fighting the mate bond can't be that hard, right?
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I’m trying not to panic while holding the car wheel.
You're not going to die, Sienna. Not tonight. Just hold the wheel and focus on the road. Felix can’t hurt you through the phone.
I just wish he would stop speaking…
"I want you to come home, Sienna," Felix says, causing me to close my eyes and wish he would just stop talking.
Felix Miller is my abusive ex-boyfriend. The Alpha of the Evergreen pack and for the past five years, I’ve turned a blind eye to our problems. But not anymore. I’m done being Felix’s punching bag. I deserve better!
“No, I'm not coming back!” I scream into the phone while driving through the rain. I’m driving too fast, jumping over rocks with the old Subaru, but I don’t care. My adrenaline is pumping. Pulse hammering against my neck. “Not this time, Felix. It doesn’t matter what you say!”
“Why doesn’t it matter?” he asks, and I let out a strangled laugh.
How is this surprising to him?
“Because you're violent when you're angry. You throw me into things and hurt me and I just… I just don’t want to do this anymore!”
I lift my eyes to the rear-view mirror and cringe when I see the ugly bruises on my skin. Felix and I were arguing earlier. It was about something stupid. He told his mother that I am not ready to have children yet and that was PRIVATE! I told him I found it embarrassing that he said it during our dinner and he freaked out and slammed me into the wall. Told me not to speak up against him. Yelled in my face.
“I didn’t hurt you that bad!”
I sob into the phone. “I’m bleeding, Felix!”
“Sienna, shit… I’m sorry…” Felix is speaking in a softer tone now. The damn manipulator that he is. “What if I promise not to do it again? What if I change and become better?”
I swallow thickly. “I…I don’t know if I believe you.”
“You have to.” His voice drops lower until he sounds scarily calm. “You really think someone else would want you?”
There is a pause, the sound of his breath through the speaker. Then he starts speaking in that voice that he only uses behind locked doors. “You’re an orphan, Sienna. Poor. Weird. You have no friends. No one is waiting for you. If you leave me, you will rot alone in that sad little house, and everyone will be glad you’re gone.”
Another pause. “You need me, Sienna. You fucking belong to me.”
My heart pounds inside my chest.
Felix is right. I don’t have anyone else. My family is all dead, and I’m terrified of being alone. That’s why I always forgive Felix and run back to him because it's better than the alternative of crying in an empty house.
He also keeps me safe. No one dares to bully me when I’m dating the Alpha, but I’ve made up my mind this time. I don’t want to be together with him anymore.
“Felix, look,” I wet my lips, unsure how to continue. I want to tell him to leave me alone, but since he is the Alpha, I have to choose my words wisely. “I understand where you’re coming from, but this isn’t working out between us. I…I think I want to break up.”
Silence falls, and at first, I think this is a good sign. That Felix is going to leave me alone, at least for a day to think, but instead, he starts laughing.
“Run if you want,” he says, voice cold. “But don’t forget that I’m the Alpha. There is nowhere you can go where I can’t find you.”
He ends the call, and the line goes dead. I want to scream or hit the wheel in frustration, but that's when the car slams into something hard and I shriek in surprise.
"What the hell?!"
I put the old Subaru into park and stare over the hood of the car. There is something huge and…blue lying on the ground. What? The rain is brutal and I cock my head to the side, wondering what I just ran over.
Is it an animal?
I open the car door and step out into the rain, leaving the headlights on. I’m just wearing a white t-shirt and fold my arms to keep some heat before walking around the car. It's hard to see in the storm, but what my eyes land on can’t be explained by poor vision alone.
There is an enormous man lying in the dirt and not any man—a Zareth. A demonic humanoid creature with blue skin, yellow eyes, horns, and catlike ears. He has muscles for days, thick, luxurious black hair, a black-tufted tail, and sharp claws instead of nails. His face would be pretty, really pretty, if he weren't glaring at me. All sharp angles and perfect brows. It doesn't even matter that he is blue.
But what does matter is his species, and ice-cold fear immediately prickles down my back when I realize how easily this massive man could kill me.
This is not good.
Zareths are apex predators from another dimension. They use portals during the full moon to enter our world to hunt deer and use their primal screech to take down their prey. It is a frequency they use that can drive a person insane, or make their head explode.
This creature is more dangerous than my Alpha.
I should get rid of it. Kill it while it's weak, especially since it's hunting on my pack’s territory, but the second the zareth looks at me, the moon goddess runs the oldest trick in the book.
The mate bond falls into place.
One second I’m standing there, ready to attack the zareth. Scream bloody murder and rip into his skin in my wolf form and in the next, I’m gasping in shock and fighting my hormones.
I want him. I want him so bad that it hurts!
I can't stop staring at his abs or the v-lines disappearing into his loincloth. He looks great, way more ripped than any of my pack members. Heat rushes between my legs until I'm THIS close to whimpering like a wolf in heat.
Even my wolf is howling in agony, awake and very ready to mate with the huge blue male who looks just as shocked as I am. Judging by the curse leaving his mouth, he doesn't like that we are mates.
I don't either. I feel like me and my wolf is on the edge of a panic attack, my heart quivering harder than I've ever felt it. You're good, I tell myself silently. This must be a mistake.
I wet my lips. “Maybe this is a glitch? The moon goddess might come to her senses soon."
The zareth male narrows his yellow eyes before pushing himself off the ground and that's when it becomes hard to breathe.
My pulse is thundering in my ears.
My wolf is whining like she might die.
Oh.
Oh no.
The mate bond is only growing stronger and the zareth hisses as if the bond won't stop pulsing in his ears either. He is bleeding from his leg, but that doesn’t seem to bother him. He stands up without any issues and that's when it becomes awfully clear that I’m not in control.
He is huge and only wearing a loincloth.
Don't look, Sienna.
I gawk.
I’m staring straight into his lower abs, which must mean this monster is over seven feet tall, maybe right under eight. I’ve never seen someone so large and when I crane my neck to look into his eyes, I have to fight the instinct to run.
He is glaring down at me. All bulging muscles and sheer breadth. He opens his mouth to reveal his sharp canine teeth and I gulp since I know he could kill me by just releasing his primal screech.
But he doesn’t.
After one second of staring at each other he yelps and clutches his wound. Blood is spewing out from it and the zareth yelps as if in pain. Had we been marked mates I would feel his pain like my own. Luckily, he has not marked me, but that doesn’t mean I don’t care.
This is my fated mate. Sure, he might be a blue-skinned monster my pack would love to get rid of, but I can’t let him die!
I kneel by his side. “We need to get you out of here. Do you think you can walk over to my car? My house isn’t far away. I could clean your wounds.”
The zareth lifts his head and growls low in his throat. He does not trust me.
It makes me roll my eyes. “No offense, big guy, but you’re not exactly in a position to try and kill me. I don’t know what kind of creature you’ve been fighting with, but you’re going to be in a world of pain if you aren’t treated. Your wound looks infected.”
The zareth growls at me again, obviously not caring that we are mates. He still has the most insane trust issues. Those yellow eyes have turned into slits and when his growl grows stronger, I fear he is going to kill me.
This is it, I tell myself. He is going to release that sound that makes a person’s head explode.
I’m ready for death, but then he cringes as if in severe pain and I sigh before getting enough courage to pick up his arm. That makes him hiss at me, but I don’t move.
I meet his gaze and say, “Look, I know you don’t trust me, but I’m your best chance at survival. So shut your mouth and get inside the car. I’m taking you home.”
SiennaEverything is heat and static and the ache of a wound I can’t reach. My skin burns. My throat is raw. I try to move, but someone presses a hand to my shoulder. I want to rip it away even if it's gentle. I’m in fucking pain and I want to scream!“Shh… sweetheart, stay down.”That’s Mrs. Nilsson, I think. The pack healer and Maya’s and Astrid’s mom. I can’t tell, the voices blend together, and I’m burning up. Whimpers leave my mouth. My wolf aches to move, to run, to bite. But my limbs feel heavy, and my body won’t obey.A cold cloth touches my forehead. Someone is humming. The scent of herbs and smoke curls in my nose. It smells like pack. It calms me a little, but I still can’t rest. Where is Korrin? The mate bond tells me he is close and then, I hear his deep voice. “You’re burning up, little mate,” he sounds so gentle that I want to cry. Then I feel his hands opening my mouth. “Try to drink, Sienna.”A spoon clinks against my lips. I taste something bitter and furrow my eye
KorrinThe world is red, but not with rage. With fear.Sienna is unconscious in my arms. Her skin is burning up, and I know I’m going to lose her if I stay here. My feelings for her are a storm breaking inside my skull. I don’t want her to die. I don’t want to lose her. I just found her!“Stay with me,” I growl, my voice cracking through the night like something feral.There is no answer. Sienna’s head rolls against my chest, limp. Her red hair sticks to the blood on my skin—hers, mine, the vampires’. I don’t give a damn. I hold her tighter, scared to let go as I fight my way forward. The garden is full of corpses. Broken bodies. Twitching limbs.My doing.I don’t remember killing most of them.Just flashes.The first vampire who bit my mate is dead. His head exploded like fruit the moment my scream frequency hit him.Another, I tore apart with my claws on the hand I’m not using to hold Sienna, I didn’t think twice about it since I’m on a mission to get to the front of the house. I
SiennaAstrid and Maya are no longer here. They promised to give me another day to think about what to do and while they recommended me to ask Korrin to leave tonight, I can bring myself to do it.My heart aches too much when I think about it. How could it not when he is my mate?Le sigh. Life is impossible right now. I know I have to ask Korrin to leave our world since I can't bring him with me to the city. Felix would command the pack to murder him the second someone saw him, and I also don't think the rest of the Nilsson family would be okay with a zareth in their house. So what do I do?I pace the house, clean and do whatever until I hear someone moving on the porch. When I walk to the living room and look out through the windows, I see Korrin sitting down. His back is facing me, and my heart swells when I see his tail flicking back and forth. When did I start finding the black tuft of hair on it cute?I keep watching him until I realize I’m being a creep. Go out to him, idiot.
SiennaKorrin isn’t holding me when I wake it. It confuses me. Confuses my wolf, too. I fell asleep with him holding me, but here I am, aching while touching an empty mattress where he should be. Maybe he woke up and decided not to wake me?The scent of coffee is coming from the kitchen. It makes my mouth water. I’m the kind of girl who isn’t herself before I’ve had a taste of caffeine. I put on my clothes and pad downstairs and into the kitchen. Maya and Astrid are sitting around the table, both of them staring at Korrin. He is lying half-naked under the kitchen sink, sweatpants hanging low, bare blue chest gleaming. Every time he moves, the muscles in his stomach flex. My face burns. His tail flicks, the tip twitching with irritation.Astrid grins at me, eyes glinting. “Morning, sunshine. Sleep well?”“Uh—” I can’t peel my eyes off of Korrin. “Yeah. I mean… mostly.” I have to force myself to look away from my mate and pull out a chair. Korrin slides out from under the sink, wipes
KorrinI should leave my mate alone. Sit on the floor and keep guard for these creatures they call vampires, but the mate bond is making my face strain. Everything inside of me begs me to be close. Not just beside, but in her bed and holding her like she is mine. Zareth are very physical beings. It comes from being part feline creatures. “No…not the chocolate…” Sienna mumbles in her sleep, and heat floods my veins when she kicks away her blanket. She is naked on the mattress now. Hard pink peaks sit in the middle of her breast, and I turn away my gaze, already breathing hard. I will not slide into bed with her. I am patient, I remind myself. I will wait. I can and I will. Ignore your throbbing cock, Korrin. I am close to hissing. The mate bond is singing so loudly inside my skull that I can’t focus, and my cock is hard that it feels made of metal. How do I get through this? I suck in several deep breaths, trying to calm myself. I do not trust my control enough to touch my cock.Eve
SiennaI can’t relax under my own roof. Korrin said he would protect me. Astrid and Maya are still here, and I still don’t feel safe. Not after what happened today. There is tension in every heartbeat, and every time I close my eyes, I see Felix and remember the terror he awakened in me. Astrid is sprawled out on the couch in the living room, feet up on the table, eyes glued to the TV. She is pretending to watch some drama show, but I know she is listening for every sound coming from outside the house. Ever the Beta. Can’t ever take them off duty. Maya is the same, though. She has been cleaning the kitchen for hours, something I haven’t really done since my parents died. I always eat at Felix’s house…well, I did. When we were a couple. How do I get him out of my head?!I try to focus on making my bed and ignore Korrin, who is outside in the garden. He has been wandering from window to window. He is making sure that no vampire can make it inside, even if I told him they need an inv
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