CHAPTER 5

(Tonia's POV)

I pulled the bedsheet to cover my chest as Alpha John stood at the door and shut it heavily. His brown eyes glared daggers at me. He strode to my bed, and I shifted back, afraid he would strangle me to death.

"What hold do you have on my brothers and me? Make it stop!" John growled at me, but James stepped out of the bathroom, tying a white towel around his waist. He ordered his brother, "Cut it out, John. She's not to be accused. Just let her be. I believe when we find our mate, it will end. If you don't want her, you can leave."

I should have felt better, but hearing James mention finding his mate hurt me. I wanted all three of them to pleasure them alone, to become their luna. Why couldn't they choose me? My lips trembled as I croaked out, "Why can't I be your mate?"

John's expression darkened, but James laughed and walked up to pick up his shorts. As he dressed, he looked at me on the bed and said, "You're not befitting to be our luna. You're nothing but a maid."

Tears slipped from my eyes, and I mustered up courage. "I want to be a physiotherapist. I never wanted to be a maid, but my parents couldn't sponsor my education."

James's expression darkened. "Even if you're a physiotherapist, you don't expect my brothers and me to make you our luna. It's not possible. John will have a separate mate to be luna, while Julian and I will have our own separate mates. You're only a plaything to us, so stop dreaming about becoming our luna. This isn't a fantasy—it's our reality, Tonia. You're our sex slave. So stop daydreaming."

James buckled his shirt, unaware of how deeply his words broke me.

John stood speechless, watching James dress.

"I don't want to do this anymore, James. You and Julian have to stop coming here after today," John stated, his rut worsening. His sèxual pheromones made me wet on the bed.

"Got it. Probably we should sack Tonia, because if Julian comes here to sleep with her, I can't help but want to take her cookies too," James said once he finished dressing in my room and buttoned his shirt.

Alpha John nodded. "I'll settle it. Inform Mom and Dad that I went to take care of something. I need to get this done with her." His eyes shifted to me as his rut took full control of his brain. I wanted to escape to the bathroom and cry my eyes out, but Alpha John caught my arm and pulled me back to his chest.

"Where are you going?" he asked, his eyes watching my face as he towered over me. He was an identical triplet to his brothers, except for his brownish hair compared to their dark hair. His hand held mine, and I croaked out, "I want to bathe."

"Mmm," he hummed. "Why are you crying?"

His hand raked my face as he wiped away my tears. "What do you want? To become the luna?"

I raised my head and looked up at Alpha John's face. His voice softened now that we stood alone in my room. What was he up to? Why did he speak to me so softly?

"I…" I tried to reply, but I didn't know what to say.

"Answer me," he ordered, but I still didn't know what to say.

Before I could respond, Alpha John carried me and placed me on the bed. "You shouldn't dream of what isn't yours, Tonia. Just this once, and we'll end it, alright?"

I couldn't say anything. His lips claimed mine, kissing me more intensely than before, like it was the last kiss I'd ever get. He trailed his lips down my neck, my shoulder, my arms, and settled on my chest. His lips worked on my nìpples, kissing and licking all over my body like it was treasure.

After that, he settled at my intimate area, despite his two brothers having taken turns with me. Alpha John took his time, slowly, as his tongue worked magic on my honeypot. He sucked on it and licked me to climax.

I forgot my pain for a moment. I forgot the hurtful words he and his brothers had said about not making me their luna. I forgot that Alpha John didn't like me. When he finished, he ordered me to sit on him and ride him like a cowgirl.

I obeyed him. He was handsome, hot, and I wanted to please him. I wanted to be next to him, since he was the oldest alpha, but he didn't want to keep me. His eyes looked distant, filled with troubled thoughts.

I crossed over him on my bed, settling on his masculine body and waist. He angled me and thrust into me, riding me in my room as we moaned to climax.

Alpha John finished once he climaxed. He placed his mark on me, just like his brothers had. Though he said I wasn't his mate, that didn't stop him from marking me too.

Once he finished, he didn't push me off the bed like he always did. He held me to his chest like he didn't want to part from me, like he didn't want this to end. But he whispered into my left ear, "It's for the best, Tonia. Don't hate us. My brothers and I would have kept you if we weren't alphas. But it would be wrong to keep you as our sex slave and make another woman the luna. Do you want money to move on? I can give you any amount you need."

Tears flowed down my cheeks as I sat on Alpha John's thighs. His cọck deeply rooted in my pụssy. "I don't want to leave you guys," I cried, but he pushed me off the bed. "We can't continue this. I'll write you a check for 5 million. It's more than your salary of 100,000 monthly. Take it and leave, unless you'll end up getting hurt. Don't think you can threaten my brothers or report us to our parents. You'll only end up in jail. So do what's right." He walked away from me and went to the bathroom to wash himself.

I sat on my bed crying. I didn't want to leave them. I wanted to be their mate, their luna, but Alpha John came out, dressed, and said, "I'll send Madam Penelope to give you the check. Let today be the last day we mate, Tonia. Leave."

Alpha John finished buttoning his shirt and left my room. I sat on the bed crying, knowing I had foolishly dreamt of being with them.