ALEXIS' POVYou know that feeling when you feel all alone and defenceless and then there is this help...like a saviour from the heavens. Or what those literature nerds would call knights in shininh armour. Now, imagine that saviour or knight or whatever you would like to call him, is in form of a man, hot enough to weaken every girl by the knees. That saviour that makes you feel special even though just a moment ago, you were feeling like the worst piece of crap. That is how I am feeling right now as Donovan joins our small gathering, his dominating aura strong and foreboding. Yet, I am not afraid. Rather, I feel safe and protected under his power and authority."You know, I never thought you'd be one to stoop so low just to get under the skirts of a better." Lori has a wicked smile on her face as she eyes Donovan terribly. "You and I know you don't give a fuck about her. You only want to lay this good for nothing witch."I feel a bit of doubt creep into my heart but I stop it on tim
ALEXIS' POV If this is how heartbreak feels like, then how worse can it get when you have completely let your guards down and you have fallen deeply in love with that person? My whole body feels entirely beaten and weak and it takes so much effort to move my legs. My guts threaten to release the tears that almost choke me and I bring a hand over my trembling lips to stop whatever show to weakness it is about to spill out with the tears. I will not cry. I will not allow them make me cry again.My aching heart threatens to explode under the intensity of my spiralling emotions. I cannot feel myself anymore. I cannot hold this anymore either. I have to get a room and let my emotions out. I reach for another door and give a quick and impatient knock, hoping it would be empty and when I do not get any response from within, I gently push it open to be greeted by the emptiness of the large and exquisite bedroom before me. Quickly, I get in and shut the door behind me before sinking on the
ALEXIS' POV"Who would like a girl that threatens to out-do their girlfriends at everything?"I squint my eyes at him as he talks and repeat the words a million times in my head. Is this supposed to be a joke or what? Or is there something missing in the picture that I am yet to see?Randall begins to get up from his seat. "If that is all, then we should take our leave now and join the others at the party.""Doesn't it bother you that I was crying in your room just a short while ago?" I find myself asking him. Even though I am sure he doesn't give a flying fuck about me, I am sure that one way or the other that he must be bothered about seeing me in the state that I was in a few minutes ago.Randall closes the distance between us and stands before me, his hands trusted deep inside his mean pocket. Now that I am this close to him for the first time since I have gotten to know him, I am impressed with his tall height and masculine body build. Donovan would be merely half an inch taller
ALEXIS' POVMy eyes meet Donovan as Randall and I walk back to the party. He is seated on the lounge with Lori sitting crossed leg beside him and wrapping an arm around his back. My heart tug at the sight. It isn't enough that they took me for a fool and had sex behind my back and now they are trying to show it off in my face? How bad could I have wronged them?My own hand reaches for Randall's on instinct and I wrap my fingers around his. I can feel his own body tense at my sudden hold and I am thankful that he does not try to fight me off. I can see Donovan's gaze locked on our interlocked hands and he sits upright while we walk to the lounge directly in from of him and sit close beside each other. Even Katy looks between Randall and I, speechless and completely blank in the face. I am certain seeing me with Randall is more than shocking."What the fuck are you doing?" Randall whispers and I reply in a whisper too and with barely moving lips."Just play along.""Good thing you guys
ALEXIS' POV"Did you just finish fucking Randall in his bedroom?" The whole gathering abruptly goes silent at the question thrown at me and even I can feel my entire system shut off. What kind of question is she asking me? Does she honestly think I was having sex with Randall all the while I've been away? How could she point accusing fingers at me when she is the one whose hands are soiled?"Uh..." my eyes scan their faces and lands on Donovan's expectant face. He looks vulnerable now as if my reply would either break or make him."No, we weren't having sex." I gulp and finally answer. I can see the tension in Donovan's rigid body lessen as she sighs and look downcast. Would it really have affected him if I had said yes to the question? My aim was to hurt him. Why am I not doing just that, then?"Huh?" Lori raises her gaze at me, eyeing me with so much disdain. "Guess you are pretty much a pathetic virgin or better still, gay, after all. Randall is extremely irresistible. I am sure y
ALEXIS' POV "Come on, Alex. Tell me what happened at the party last night." Aurora continues to nudge me as we walked into the hallway and towards our locker. Today, Aurora's father had driven the both of us to school and ever since we were in the car, Aurora wouldn't stop bothering me to give her the details of what happened last night at the party. It isn't that I don't want to share those details with her. Rather, I don't want to as little as revisit the events of what happened that night."Dude. I already told you." I stop by my locker to open it and she does the same to her own locker which is directly next to mine. "It was great." I tell her."Did you kiss him?" She changes her tone to a sultry one and bit her lip too.No, Aurora. I kisses his best friend."No." I simply reply and faced my locker again."Why? I am sure it was pretty intense last night. Did he even try to kiss you? Smooch you?"I sigh and turn my head to reply her again but I freeze to my spot as the tall mascul
ALEXIS POVFor the rest of school hours, I take notice of how Aurora distances herself from me. In class, she doesn't even say a word to me or try to ridicule the teacher behind her back. Even during lunch break, she doesn't respond to the things I say in her usual jovial manner and instead, she only gave simple answers and picked on her food. I wonder what went wrong with her but everytime I ask her about how she is feeling, she tells me she is fine and ultimately waves me off.This cannot be the typical blabber mouth Aurora I know. Something is definitely bothering her and I am going to find out what it is whether she likes to tell me or not."Dude." I hold her by the wrist during closing hours as she makes to walk past me. "Are you sure you're okay?""I'm fine." Her reply is dull and contrasts evidently with her pale expression. She doesn't even meet my eyes."You're not." I maintain stubbornly but she lets go of her wrist from my hold and takes a few steps away from me."Dad's her
ALEXIS' POV I take a deep inhale and exhale before dialing the cell phone number and waiting quite impatiently for the receiver to pick the call while I brace myseld and revise the lines I had practiced to say on the phone."Hi. I am calling to apologize about what happened last night at the party. I misunderstood the whole situation with you and Lori and thought I had seen you having sex with her in Randall's bathroom. Which was why I got jealous and decided to pay you back by kissing your best friend."No. Too detailed. I can do better."Hi. I'm sorry about happened last night. I was too dumb to have fallen for Lori's tricks. I know I shouldn't have kissed Randall..."No. I shouldn't admit my faults this way."Hello. Donovan Alken speaking. How may I help you?"My heart beats wildly both in panic and excitement as this deep, yet calm and composed male voice that I have gotten used to for the past month cuts me off guard. I take a few seconds to brace myself together and try to rea