CHAPTER FOUR

( ROS's pov )

"You are my wolf," Lexi said with closed eyes. My heart along with my wolf Rogue suddenly started to dance, THUMP, THUMP, THUMP THUMP.

DAMN, that beautiful face and the dishevelled breath coming out of her mouth made me want to smash my lips on his soft lips, kissing the shit out of her, Fuck.

I swear to god I was not good at controlling myself I could have released this beast within me.

I didn't realise that I started to smile widely, but when I saw Lexi's eyes widening at my smile and within seconds I resume my stoic face back.

I see something in her eyes. Admiration?

I could sense her heartbeat increasing. ", I am your wolf huh?" I chuckle as my smirk grows wider. Her cheeks grow crimson red as she realises what she said. Gosh, Her wolf wants me too. This is gonna be so tough, to be able to restrain me from her. I sigh.

I managed to keep myself away from Lexi as much as I could, for years to be honest.

I was aware of the fact she was my mate for as long as I can remember but you know things don't always go the way you want them to, that's the hardest part of life.

Pain. That's all I have felt for years. After all that I went through, life seemed to be the only thing I had with me. I didn't believe in destiny or any other werewolf traditions rather I was bitter about them. They felt so shallow regardless of their existence for centuries.

I tried to escape my pack, but with too much depression and darkness I was once an untainted flower pure, that's what my mother use to call me. But when that incident happened to me I was tainted by darkness a part of me was swallowed by it.

They thought I was dead, they had to. They saw me falling off the cliff. They just saw but they never made a move like all of them were paralysed. What about your sincerity now? I chuckled. First my parents, now me.

I didn't care anyway. I was happy to be gone away. What was left in my life to keep me alive?

But when I was given a chance to live, I found myself wanting to live with that chance.

My concerns were limited to my parents, this werewolf life was useless for me so I decided to leave it behind me for good. Living in a human world was okay, all I cared about was living a peaceful life.

I never wanted to avenge anyone all I cared about were my parents and they were gone. Nothing else mattered but her.

She pulled me right in, like a magnet. I hated it. That's why I had my denial up close to me.

Lexi was someone special to me, who always made me question the things I believed in, good or bad didn't matter.

She made me feel something I couldn't decipher. After all, she was my made that's what they said. Bullshit I always told myself, fuck I must just be curious cause she intrigues me. Again Denial.

But I wasn't ready to face another tragedy, or lose another person in my life. So I kept my distance and my denial close to me.

I moved to the human world far away from her for years, but I almost lost my wolf because I was restraining myself from seeing her. So, on nights I would find myself seeking her presence.

So, I would watch her from far away. SAFE.

None of us will be harmed but could have what we wanted, she could have freedom and I could have my fucking precious denial.

She is beautiful inside and out. She is like the light that my darkness craved. She is breathtakingly gorgeous and rare. She was strong, confident and clumsy occasionally giving me heartfelt warmth.

Only God knows how much I have controlled myself to not smash her face against my chest and embrace her tightly, I was sure I would never let her go if I ever held her like that.

So, I decided I would never let her in. But here I am standing right in front of her letting her know who I am. HERS, I wanted to shout out loud.

I sigh, " you lead the way princess," I say as I see her heave a big sigh of relief. Gosh, I wanted to giggle so badly. She is gonna be the death of me.

A part of me always knew, me and her, this was inevitable. but I told myself, I am just here to protect her nothing else. If being Rogue wolf has taught me something that is to learn to stand on your path and fight for what's right. She needs my protection and I will give it to her. Nothing more or less. Denial? Fuck Yes.

Her body reacts against what she wants to do in reality. I see this is gonna be fun, I guess, I chuckle.

I open my eyes to see him smiling widely with a deep chuckle, oh god what did I do to deserve this, he is so gorgeous! I have never been a fan of anything but I guess now I am his smile.

If anybody would look at me right now, they would notice my eyes turning into heart eyes for this guy.

I clear my throat out of embarrassment and he returns to his stoic unmovable face, what the heck!

" you lead the way, princess," he says smoothly making my inside melt. Why am I discovering a whole new side of me suddenly?

I don't know about anything else but DANG I live that pet name. My womanhood between my legs surely starts to ache at that nickname.

I shrug off the burning feeling coming from my lewd imagination. Maybe I should just kill myself, I think I am gonna embarrass myself a lot I mumble to myself.

Rolling my eyes like I am annoyed at what he said, " Not your Princess," I glare at him.

He bites his lips like he is trying to hide a smile beneath that lip bite, trying to control. Putting both his hands in the air in surrender, like he trying to create a truce between us, he complies.

I walk forwards only to be followed by this big handsome boy with a husky deep voice.

Tough day? asking myself internally. I sigh, this is indeed a tough day. " can w-we hold his hand??," my wolf mutters softly making me all giddy inside. I furiously nod in a no and grit my teeth.

"You okayy ??," Ros raises his eyebrow eyeing me carefully. I nod a yes silently and keep walking.

I was zoning out practically while I walked back to the pack house. Not giving too much thought to anything I enter the house closing the doors behind me completely forgetting about the person walking behind me, Ros.

I abruptly stop in my tracks when I hear a loud growl from outside making me immediately look back." Holly fucking smokes," I jerk the main door open.

well, That is not an entertaining sight to see. I move as fast as I can and come outside, WHAT THE HELL?

"What is this Man-made up of? He won't even bulge," I mumble to myself. I see Ros manhandling both my fighter wolves, Luca and Marcus alone.

" you know Ros, you are gonna choke them," three of them look at me with wide curious eyes, I internally sigh. My fighter wolves were struggling to loosen the grip on Ros.

You know I am kinda impressed seeing Ros so well capable of putting people into misery physically.

I finally speak," Luca and Marcus, down," both of them look at me dumbly but comply soon after but seems like it was more like Ros who was groping their throats," I swear Ros, you are gonna choke them to death, leave them," panic starts to rise in me," what do you mean I barely did anything to them," he says with a playful smile.

I grit my teeth giving him a stern look," Right", he gulps and releases my fighter wolves. I can't with this man, ughh! He irritates the shit outta me.

"Lady Marron," Marcus and Luca slightly boo in front of me after changing into their human forms.

I nod and dismiss them. My gaze falls on Ros who is quietly scanning the whole area from where he is standing under the sunlight.

When our eyes meet, it's like we started a staring war. His hazelnut eyes shine even more under the sun." Gorgeous," My wolf sequels," I know lex," I talk back taking a deep breath.

"Are you gonna come in or not? ", I spat.

" oh well, will I be given as food to the wolves again?" he says raising his eyebrows." No, of course not!" I speak embarrassed but he doesn't move.

" no one will touch you, Ros, you are practically our guest," we start moving inside the house.

I know this will be like an open invitation to revolt and fight from other packs, taking a bunch of Rogues inside your pack is like inviting intruders to destroy yourself and your house.

"What a long day it is, Right Lex?", my wolf giggles at my question, and so do i.

Taking upstairs to my room, I could smell and sense Micheal's scent and breathing just like the other pack members.

I know they all are picking up the strange new scents around my pack, it's just my pack members right now. My pack members are known for their conscience. But I wonder will they accept all these Rogues?

I hope nobody else gets to know about this outside my pack until and unless I find a solid solution to all this shit.

When I visited the gathering this morning Travis told me these rogues are a threat to the kingdom but I see no threat except I mean yeah two of them attacked me but why?

I am not letting anyone touch them until I get all the truth. Be it Rocky, Micheal or Ros.

Again my mind wanders around the fact that when Rocky and the other wolf attacked me Ros practically saved me from them. Again I wonder why?

Isn't he like Rogue, so he supports Rogues, not the pack wolves? I don't understand.

Maybe because I am his Mate? God nah uh, we ain't going there. Not now, not ever. I shook my head before twisting the knob of the door of my room.

Minimally designed room, not too big not too small, this was practically my mom and dad's room. The only light in the room was coming from the lamp beside my bed, where Micheal is peacefully resting. "Dr Melson," I bow slightly to acknowledge his presence.

Our pack doctor who is also a beta male. I have known him for years, he is the only hybrid we have in our pack. A werewolf-witch hybrid, he practices witchcraft with so much ease.

He becomes alert when he sees Ros behind me, but cools down as fast as possible after sensing who he is. My mate. I could tell that he sensed it. " How is Micheal now?" I ask as my heart pains at the sight of Micheal lying down.

" well, Lexi he practically went into a coma. Too much shock you know," my eyes widen and my heart beats violently under my chest bones.

" But I think I can make it work through my potions, just need a few weeks," Dr Melson smiles softly.