“This is not a romance novel,” I kept telling myself over and over again as the Alpha’s son held my hand. He would not suddenly fall in love with a lowly servant —but I’m getting ahead of myself.
My name is Sirrela, and I am the bastard daughter of an enemy Alpha, not that anyone in this pack knows. My mother was a simple servant, and of course, when I became old enough, I followed her path as a servant. How my mother, a servant, met my father, an enemy Alpha, is another story for another time.
Of course, I do not work at the palace; I do not have the qualifications. Only my mother does. But today, my mother was very ill, and she begged me to cover her shift for her.
I’d heard so many stories about Alpha Kane’s palace, and my mother had even confirmed that his son, Lucian, is very handsome and brave. So, of course, my heart was beating fast with anticipation as I brought the glass he’d rung for into his bedroom.
He was standing shirtless, facing the window, and I sucked in a breath as my eyes took in the expanse of his broad back.
I knew he had to be strong to be the future Alpha, but the way the bedside lamp’s light played on his back—
“Keep the glass down and get out, Rachel. Why are you still standing there? Do you want to steal something?” he asked without even turning around.
I gasped. How dare he imply that my mother would steal from him!
“If Rachel wanted to steal from you, you’d be without a home and even the shirt off your back by now! But she is an honest woman who—”
Lucian turned to face me, and I went speechless. There was something about the perfect sculpting of his face that was terrifying, his ability to keep his expression entirely blank so that I had no idea what was going on in his mind.
“You’re not Rachel.”
It was not a question, but I nodded. His tone had changed. Now, he sounded—intrigued.
“So if you’re not my maid, what are you? A spy sent to kill me? To get information from me for the enemy?”
He was toying with me, but I had no idea when he would start taking his questions seriously.
Honestly, I’m such an idiot! What on earth made me scold him like that? He is my future Alpha, for Moon’s sake!
I quickly curtsied, hoping to the Moon that he’d get bored and leave me alone.
“My name is Sirrela. I am Rachel’s daughter. My mother asked me to fill in for her because she is sick,” I said in a contrite voice.
Lucian did not seem satisfied. “And so she sent you? How much does she hate her job that she’s this careless with it? Do you know how much verification she had before she was allowed into this palace? And if everyone simply starts sending their relatives in…” His voice faded away.
I swallowed and sent more wishes to the Moon.
“Come here,” he commanded.
When I didn’t move, he came to meet me. With each step he took forward, I took one back until my back hit the wall.
“No, of course, you’re not Rachel,” he murmured, almost as if he were speaking to himself. His hand reached out to play in my hair. “Your shade of gold is more—alive, like a flaming sun, and I would never think of kissing Rachel.”
Did that mean he thought of kissing me? “M-maybe it’s just the lighting in my h-hair,” I stammered, my voice sounding like it did not belong to me.
Lucian nodded, but I don’t think it was in answer to what I had just said. That was when I heard it—
*Mate!*
My wolf roared in my ears, and I could already feel her struggling to rise to the top, ignoring my better judgment.
My emotions suddenly became heightened, my senses sharper. I could feel Lucian’s aura engulf me, that sheer, earthy need to possess—me!
Frightened by all I was feeling, I slid off toward the door and turned to flee, but he caught me easily.
Strong arms grabbed me, hurtling me back against the wall. This time, he placed his hands beside me, trapping me between his body and the wall.
His voice was a low growl. “Oh no. You dare not run from me!”
Afraid to look into his eyes, I closed my own. To my greatest embarrassment, tears filled them.
“I—I just want to go home…”
His touch became instantly gentle. “Are you afraid of me then? Do you think I would hurt you?”
I opened my eyes to look at him, and whatever I would have said was lost as I saw the look in his eyes.
My wolf struggled against me, wanting physical contact, demanding I beg him to mark me. When he finally pressed his lips to mine, I was only too grateful.
I moaned as he nuzzled my neck, his lips hot and greedy against my flesh. A thousand and one emotions wracked through me.
I whimpered and pulled away. “You need to reject me! I’m just a servant, and you are the king’s son. Your father would never allow us to get married.”
Lucian shook his head. “Do you think so little of me, that I would allow my father to dictate how I treat my mate? Besides, he’d be lucky to have you as a daughter-in-law. I smelled the Alpha blood on you the moment you walked in. You’re connected to a strong line of Alphas.”
When he bent his head again, I didn’t stop him—I couldn’t even if I tried. My entire body melted against him as he awakened fires I did not even know I had.
When he lowered our bodies to the bed, it seemed the most natural thing in the world. He was my mate, after all. I belonged to him.
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I couldn’t stop thinking about the way Lucian kissed me, the way his lips claimed mine so boldly—it replayed in my head over and over again, like a song I didn’t want to forget.
When I went home that night, I could barely concentrate on anything else. I was too busy reliving every moment. His hands, so strong and sure, made me feel something I’d never felt before.
His deep, soothing voice echoed in my ears long after I left the palace.
My mother noticed my distraction. “You’re awfully quiet tonight, Sirrela,” she said, her tired eyes studying me.
“I’m just tired, Mama,” I replied quickly, hoping she wouldn’t ask too many questions.
She nodded, her concern fading. “Thank you again for covering for me today. I’m feeling a little better now. I’ll go tomorrow.”
But I couldn’t let her do that. “No, Mama,” I said quickly. “You should rest another day. I can manage.”
She hesitated but eventually agreed. I didn’t tell her my real reason—I wanted to see Lucian again.
The next morning, I dressed carefully. I chose a simple dress, nothing that would draw too much attention, but it was one I thought flattered me well. My heart fluttered as I walked to the palace. The anticipation of seeing him again made my steps feel lighter.
When I arrived, it didn’t take long before a guard approached me. “The Alpha’s son has requested your presence,” he said in a neutral tone.
My heart skipped a beat. He wanted to see me. But why? Was he regretting what happened? Was he going to reject me?
I followed the guard, my hands trembling slightly.
When I entered the room, Lucian was already waiting. His piercing gaze locked onto mine the moment I stepped inside, and the door closed behind me.
“You came,” he said, a faint smile tugging at his lips.
“Did I have a choice?” I replied, trying to sound braver than I felt.
He chuckled softly, his entire demeanor shifting. “I like that about you. You’re not afraid to challenge me, even when you’re scared.”
I crossed my arms, feeling my confidence grow under his warm gaze. “Why did you call me here?”
Lucian stepped closer, his movements slow and deliberate. “Because I can’t stop thinking about you,” he admitted.
His words sent a thrill through me, but I tried to remain calm. “You’re just saying that because I’m your mate.”
“No,” he said firmly. “I’m saying it because it’s true.”
I opened my mouth to respond, but he closed the distance between us, his hand gently tilting my chin upward.
“You’re mine, Sirrela. And I don’t care what anyone else thinks about it.”
His words melted away all my doubts. When he kissed me again, it felt even better than the first time. In the moment, I didn’t care about anything else. His kisses made me feel lightheaded, my brain leaving all reasoning and caution.
This man has to be mine, I thought to myself as I enjoyed his kisses.
The next few weeks went by so fast. We found ways to see each other, sneaking away to hidden corners of the palace where no one would find us. It was thrilling, dangerous even, but I couldn’t stay away from him.
Lucian had a way of making me feel like I was the only person in the world. His teasing smiles, his quiet laughter, the way he looked at me like I was the answer to all his questions—it made me forget everything else.
“Do you always overthink everything?” he teased one day, leaning against the wall as I paced nervously.
“I’m not overthinking,” I said, even though I clearly was.
He smirked, pulling me into his arms. “You’re adorable when you’re flustered.”
I swatted at his chest playfully. “You’re impossible.”
“And you love it,” he replied, his lips brushing against my forehead.
I did. I loved everything about him. He felt like my person, which made me so scared to lose him.
I asked worriedly, “ Lucian, what if your father doesn’t accept me as your mate and refuses to endorse our union? Then what happens next?”
With tears slowly trickling down my face, I added, “I can’t bear to be away from you, Lucian. I lov—” I hesitated a little, then finally said it, my tears already flowing down my face. “I love you, Lucian.”
He looked at me in the most adorable way that almost made me melt.
“You don’t have to worry about my father, my love. Do you really think I’d let my father prevent me from being with the absolute love of my life? I promise I’ll talk to him soon, and we’ll get married immediately.”
He added, “I love you too. I don’t know how I fell so hard for you, but this shows how true our love is.”
Hearing this, my wolf roared in excitement, knowing he’s mine.
Kieran’s povI nodded again, telling myself to keep my goddamn face neutral. “You just say when.”He clapped me on the back once more and then stepped away, moving back toward the camp. I turned around then and watched him go as he disappeared into the dark shadow of the trees. He walked with square shoulders and a quick confidence. When he was gone I looked back at the fire for a while.The smell of cooking meat was chokingly thick, the heat driving me to stand up and back a step, but it fueled my thoughts and plans and strategies. Salvatore was glad, and that was fine. It kept everyone’s eyes off me, kept him using me instead. But I hadn’t forgotten why I’d come at all. Not for him. Not for his war.For me.I found a rock to sit on close by. I didn’t look away as the flames grew. There was still too much there for me to go home just yet. The flames licked higher. The fire cracked, the roar deafening.I heard more footfalls in the clearing, softer this time than the first. I stood u
Kieran’s povI zipped into the closest attacker with ease as my claws struck him down like nothing. Watching him scream was like music to my ears as blood poured out of him.I didn’t hesitate; I attacked the next one, ducking under his sword and sinking my teeth into his arm. Bone cracked and snapped beneath the pressure. He, too, screamed and dropped the weapon.The others stared, their faces draining of color. The scent of their terror coated my tongue thickly in the still air. I growled softly, advancing on them steadily as I watched the man with the bow.He took a step back, his hands trembling as he drew the arrow. I studied him, my breath tight in my throat, hoping, daring him to let it fly. His gaze wavered and slipped toward his brothers-in-arms strewn across the ground.“Shoot,” I snarled. “I won’t try to stop you.”His hands shook harder, and he swallowed thickly. And in the end, he let go of the bow, his horror-stricken eyes staring up at me. "I… N-no," he choked out betwee
Kieran’s povI drew my sword. It scraped against its cover as I swung it around.“I’m always holding back from using my sword to kill anyone. But if any of you have the guts to face off against me and take sirella with them… step forward. I won’t bite,” I smiled while letting my fangs show.The men glanced at one another then laughed. “You’ve gone soft, Kieran,” said the first. “We always knew you were weak.”“One more time,” I said. “Go away, get lost even, and I’ll pretend I never saw you.”They didn’t move. Instead, they raised their swords higher, ready to fight.“Sirella,” I whispered, not turning around. “Run.”“But—”“Now!” I shouted.She waited for a moment before turning around and running away as I held my ground.The men lunged forward. I blocked the first sword with my own, the sound of clanging steel piercing the stillness of the forest. Spinning fast on my heel I lashed out, my blade clipping the second man’s arm. He howled, dropping his weapon.“Get him!” the scarred ma
Kieran’s povShe sat on the corner bed while looking around. She had her head in a mess with dirt on her face but she looked at me with a fierce gaze.She looked afraid and she looked like she could break something.I went and sat beside her.“You should not have come, you know,” I sighed. “You didn't have to show up? You could have texted me or something.”“I did but you weren’t picking up,” she said. “You weren’t answering. And everything’s different now. Donovan didn’t go to the war. He stayed.”“Oh dear,” I sighed.“He said he knew Salvatore had snipers waiting for him. He sent someone else to fight in his name. He plans to wait until both sides are weak… then he’ll strike and take over everything.”“That’s impossible,” I said. “He’d never risk everything like that.”She nodded.“I tried to call you. I was going to warn you. I just… I didn't know what to do or who to trust and I really needed someone to talk to.”I sighed while watching her as I understood her dilemma. I could see
Kieran’s povThe training yard was alive with the sound of swords clanging, the scuff of boots hitting and the men still drowsy-eyed. Barely visible in the rising dust, I padded among them watching. Half these sentinels had grown lazy slapping at each other like bored children rather than soldiers. I couldn’t stand it. Not now. And especially not with war so near.I nodded up and reset my stance. I turned away, my hands clasped behind my back as I took a deep breath. My mind wasn’t only clouded with the training I’d just endured. No, I was also thinking too deeply of Sirella. I hadn’t heard from her since last night, after she’d left me here with Salvatore to face the unknowns of this place alone. Was she alright? Did Donovan find out something that would send him on some manic mission to get us both killed?Suddenly, my phone buzzed from within my pocket. I quickly reached in to grab it and saw her name on the screen. I knew I needed to answer this call in private.Just as I was abo
Sirella’s povPacing around with my heart beating fast, I didn’t know what to do. I knew something had to be done or I would be in serious trouble. That bastard of an alpha needed to be on the battlefield if I was going to be free from whatever shackles he had on me. I needed Kieran to kill him. It was the only way I would be able to free myself.With him back here, everything had changed, it was dangerous now. More than before.I needed to do something as I got out of my room. I didn’t pause as I quickly made my way through the corridors not wanting anyone to see me right now. Two guards stood near the stairs talking in low voices and I immediately turned back around taking the longer route instead. I needed to get to my room first and get my phone out of hiding. I needed Kieran’s voice right now.When I made it to my room I quickly locked the door and pressed myself against it. My hands wouldn’t stop trembling. I crossed over to my desk and took hold of my phone before dialling Kier
Donovan’s povI walked into my throne room that morning. The heavy doors opened as I approached, and a slant of the coming winter sun crossed before me to lay its brightness on the far wall. I looked in that direction without interest or pleasure.Three generals were drawn up there, waiting.“Good morning, Alpha,” they all bowed and said.I walked slowly with my boots tapping on the marble floor. I reached my seat and sat down on my black throne and kept one leg over the other.“Well?” I said, looking at the man to the far left. “Report.”One of my generals, a tall guy with a scar across his chin, stepped forward to speak. “We’ve reached battlefield contact, Alpha. We’ve established our camps. The troops are prepared.”I nodded. “And Salvatore?”“We haven’t seen him yet,” another general said. “But reports say he is close. They are setting their own camps as well.”“Setting camps,” I scoffed. “He might as well be laying his deathbed because I’ll make sure this isn’t like before. I’ll
Sirella’s povI woke up that morning with a burdened heart. My chest felt constricted and my hands were icy, though it wasn’t from the chill. I just had so much on my mind.I wanted so much to talk to Kieran at least once before he would get to the war and start fighting. Already I was missing him, I just needed to hold him even if it was just for a few seconds. He was the only one who could make me feel okay. At least while all this war was going on, I just wanted to know how to go through this tough time without even thinking of the sad times we were going through.I strolled the room, the world beyond the door was hushed, unnaturally so.Something would happen, I could feel it. Deep in my bones I knew something heavy was about to happen. I didn’t know what but I knew that it would be something big.I couldn’t stop the war, but I could be able to help in the little way I could.I looked out of my window to see so many warriors still leaving for the war with Donovan and his son Dami
Authors povThe march had begun.Wolves padded through the forest in a silent train, barely stirring the leaves as they traveled single-file behind their Alpha, Salvatore. The war was upon them. Hot breath streamed from their nostrils making white puffs that hung in the stagnant air. No one spoke, their thoughts too occupied with what was coming.Salvatore was proud of this movement. Minus the last time he had attacked, this would be an official battle that would drive those idiots to the edge and he would have the chance to take them down. He smiled within himself as he knew that there was no use in lying to himself. He would make sure they regretted coming to him for anything. He would destroy them.But Kieran had other plans.He stopped walking and dropped back until he was near the rear of the group. Then he walked up to Salvatore, his voice low.“Alpha, I have to leave. There’s something important I need to do.”Salvatore turned, his eyes narrow slits. He couldn’t believe that h