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CHAPTER 82.

Author: Thecesca
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I should have gone to sleep. I should have slipped away and gone somewhere quiet to rest my head. But how could I?

I ended up staying up most of the night. I couldn’t sleep if I wanted to. Sleep required silence, and silence meant listening to my own thoughts. Regret, doubt, shame...they were louder than any howling wind. They twisted every memory, pulled apart every word I’d said or not said, every glance Levi had given me—or hadn’t.

The sky was still a soft purple when I gave up and left the pack house. My steps were automatic, my body on autopilot as I wandered toward the training grounds. No one else was there yet, just the scent of ash still lingering in the air and the faint drag marks in the dirt where bodies had once been.

The thought of even having a training session sounded demented in my head. But when Julian had given the announcement that activities were to commence, I’d nodded in agreement. I understood that he wanted life to go on, to prevent people from dwelling on the
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