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"Is there such a thing as a male companion agency? A premium one, I mean. Not those kept pets my ex-husband parades around."
The question slipped out of Sary somewhere between the smoke and the clink of ice in her margarita. Sunday night. Fifteen years of Sunday nights — the seven of us in my living room, professional masks off, laughing at the life choices of our ex-husbands.
Everyone laughed. Alcohol-fueled banter. The conversation rolled on to something else.
Except in my head, it didn't.
To them, it was a joke. To me, it sounded like a viable business model.
At my age, I was done with the theater of conventional dating. Done with the fragile egos of men who felt threatened by my bank account or the word CEO after my name. At the office, hesitation was a luxury I couldn't afford — one second of fragility and my entire leadership would be up for review. But behind my bedroom door, I knew I wanted the opposite. Closeness. Touch. The rare, expensive privilege of not being the one in charge.
I didn't need a loud love. I needed a calm one — deeply passionate, but with clear parameters. I would know my place; he would know his; we would both understand the rules of the game. An agency offering educated, emotionally intelligent men trained to provide premium affection, security, and absolute certainty — that would not be a bad product at all.
But things like that only exist in movies. That's what I thought, too.
Until exactly eight days later.
Toward the end of every month, my desk drowns in mail — private banks, quarterly reports, lifestyle concierge brochures. All of it passes through my assistant Wiwin's sorting system before it reaches me. That morning, a small black envelope sat at the very top of the pile, tagged with a bright pink Post-it — Wiwin's favorite color — in her neat handwriting:
Confidential. From Ms. Gio.
Inside: a minimalist matte black card. In the center, a single embossed magnolia. No phone number. An encrypted barcode on the back, and one line stamped in gold foil:
Bespoke Emotional, Social & Private Companionship for Executive Women. A sanctuary where you don't have to lead. High-trust. Invitation-only.
I read it twice.
Then I scanned the barcode. My screen went black before loading an elegant, heavily encrypted page. So. It was real. An underground agency operating well beneath the radar of Jakarta's elite — highly educated, psychologically trained men, for established women exhausted from driving their lives entirely alone.
In the middle of the screen, a gold button pulsed slowly. One word: [ Inquiry ]
I stared at that button for five full minutes. The risk assessor in my head went to work — reputation, exposure, worst-case legal scenarios. Pressing it meant deliberately opening a breach in a fortress I had spent twenty-five years building.
My fingertips had gone cold. The office AC, probably. My heart was doing something it hadn't done in years — not even pitching trillion-rupiah projects to foreign investors who would have happily eaten me alive. Fear, yes. A thin layer of it. Laced with something far more interesting.
I exhaled. This pride, this iron mask — it had become far too heavy to carry alone.
And above the fear, I saw what I always see: an opportunity. Sary wanted it. Rosa needed it. The seven of us had more than earned it.
My finger hovered above the screen for a fraction of a second.
Click.
A small smile I hadn't authorized crossed my lips. I opened the group chat and began arranging a meeting for the seven of us.
If we were going to do something this reckless, we were going to do it properly.
Together.
Rosa's housewarming invitation arrived via the group chat, in her signature style — always too excited for correct punctuation.[WHATSAPP GROUP — LUCKY 7] Rosa: GUYS!!! Beck is hosting a housewarming this Saturday, everyone come, just bring yourselves Sary: WAIT, NEW HOUSE? SINCE WHEN IS THERE A NEW HOUSE Rosa: ...since Beck bought us a house in Jogja two months ago and I forgot to mention it because I was busy?? Just come, I'll explain Sary: JOGJA?? Sekar: We're flying. All of us. Obviously.I laughed and turned my screen toward Nik, who was brewing coffee beside me."Rosa bought a house," I said. "Or rather — Beck bought them a house. In Jogja. And she's only telling us now.""Good for them," Nik said, smiling. "One more contract burned."We flew in Saturday morning, all of us, because of course we did.The house — if you could call it
I woke that morning in Nikau's loft, sunlight through the big windows, and found him already sitting on the edge of the bed, half-dressed, staring at something in his hands. "Morning," I said, voice still rough with sleep. He turned and smiled — but there was something different in it. Relief and nerves, braided. "Morning," he said. "I want to tell you something. All of it. If you're ready to hear it." I sat up, pulled the blanket around me, and nodded. He started from the beginning — not from the day he took my contract, but long before, from his childhood in New Zealand. "My mum spent years dating men who were never actually good to her," he said, quiet but steady. "I remember one, two, then I lost count. They'd promise everything, then leave the moment something easier came along. And every time, she blamed herself. Thought she was the one lacking. Not good enough to keep." I listened, my hand find
The Saturday after Vino evaporated, Nikau finally paid his oldest debt. "Netflix day," he announced at his loft door, taking my bag before I'd fully crossed the threshold. "The real one. No agenda, no reservations, no being anyone's boss. You said it in the car from the airport, months ago. I keep my promises late, but I keep them." We did absolutely nothing, and it was magnificent. I fell asleep twice on his chest during a documentary neither of us finished. He made lunch without asking what I wanted, which by now I understood was its own kind of gift. Somewhere in the afternoon, hunting for water in his kitchen, I found the thermos. THE thermos, sitting washed and ready on the rack like a soldier on standby. "Nik." "Dalem, sayang?" "You keep the STMJ thermos stocked." I held it up. "Susu. Telur. Madu. Jahe. The drink every bapak in Java swears keeps his stamina up." I let the word sit. "Anything yo
The Saturday after Vino evaporated, Nikau finally paid his oldest debt."Netflix day," he announced at his loft door, taking my bag before I'd fully crossed the threshold. "The real one. No agenda, no reservations, no being anyone's boss. You said it in the car from the airport, months ago. I keep my promises late, but I keep them."We did absolutely nothing, and it was magnificent. I fell asleep twice on his chest during a documentary neither of us finished. He made lunch without asking what I wanted, which by now I understood was its own kind of gift.Somewhere in the afternoon, hunting for water in his kitchen, I found the thermos. THE thermos, sitting washed and ready on the rack like a soldier on standby."Nik.""Dalem, sayang?""You keep the STMJ thermos stocked." I held it up. "Susu. Telur. Madu. Jahe. The drink every bapak in Java swears keeps his stamina up." I let the word sit. "Anything you want
"We're going to my place, okay?" Nikau said in the car from the airport. His right hand stayed on the wheel, the other holding mine as always. "I've been wanting to bring you there for a while. Just never found the right moment.""And now the moment's right?""Yes," he said, a small smile aimed at the road ahead. "You just saw me at my most—" He paused, hunting for the right word. "—undone. Feels only fair that you get to see all of me."His loft turned out to be in an area I never would have guessed — an apartment he'd converted into something that felt like an old industrial building reborn. Exposed brick, high ceilings, and vast windows facing the Jakarta skyline from a height that turned the city lights below into miniaturesI stood rooted in the middle of his living room, taking it in. An open bookshelf, its titles arranged far more neatly than mine ever were. One black-and-white family photograph hanging on the brick wall. Green plants that were clearly ten
The villa Karin booked was far bigger than I'd imagined — seven bedrooms, all facing the sea, an infinity pool that dissolved into the horizon, and a sprawling outdoor kitchen that made Nikau's eyes light up the moment we arrived."Sei," he said, exploring every corner of it like a child loose in a toy store, "did you see this? There's an outdoor pizza oven.”"You and Beck already have a week of menus planned, don't you.”"Maybe," he admitted, with zero remorse.Our room — per the text from Karin that had made my heart stutter strangely when I read it last week — faced the open sea. A large bed draped in white netting, and a private terrace wide enough for two loungers and a small table."This—" I stopped at the threshold, suddenly awkward."Nice, right?" Nikau had already set our suitcases in the corner.Both of them. He looked completely at ease, as if sharing a bedroom with me for a full week were the most natural thing in th







