Amanda pov
As we are driving Mason starts his rules and regulations with me. Fucking giving rules to your mate your other half is a dick move."First I really don't want you as my mate. Second, I have April and I love her. Third, I need you around so my wolf won't weaken. You will have the eastwing of my house and that is where you will stay. I will not leave April for you so you can forget that idea". I'm absolutely flabbergasted by this. He won't leave a human whore for his destined mate. What actually don't adjust your television shit is this I think as he drives on.I scoff as he keeps driving. He is stupid if he thinks I am being locked away so he can continue fucking that human bitch. I hope she dies or better yet gets a disease and suffers."No, I am not take me back now, I don't need a mate. This is bullshit",I growled. Fuck him I didn't want his ass either.He pulls over as I open the door and get out. I am pissed as he gets out and glares at me. I'm beyond pissed and my wolf is whining in my head in pain. She has been crying since he started the rules bullshit for that human nastiness he fucks. To think I saved myself for this."you will do as I say or I will go and kill your whole pack. Your dad , friends and all the kids". What? He fucking knows I hate my mom well he is included now. Male whore.I glare at him in disbelief as he advances on me but he ignores me. Yanking me to him he shoves me back and into the truck. I feel tears fill my eyes as he hops in and drives off. We arrive after midnight and he forces me out and into his house. He takes me to an empty wing of the house and hits a button on the wall. It swings open and he yanks me through. My stuff is already in there and I sigh sadly. This is my life now and I really don't know if I can handle it. I don't want my dad dead or the kids. My pack was always good to me so I will do what I can to endure it."this is where you will stay from now on. You will not be permitted outside unless I say so. You will not be allowed outside this area without my approval. I will come and be near you whenever I want to so you will get used to it",he says gruffly as he releases me and walks away. My heart hurts and my wolf howls in loss and pain."Get used to it,I say out loud to my wolf, he will never want us like mom. Our mate is as bad as her. Someday we will get out. I will do what Imust to get out",but she already curled up and whimpered in agony.As he leaves the door swings shut and I'm locked in my prison. I walk around sadly and explore. I have a huge bedroom, gym, indoor pool and nice kitchen. I unpack as my wolf whimpers in my head. She is just as shocked as she realizes we are just being used by our mate so he won't weaken. He also refuses to leave the human for us. The absolute waste of space human whorebag that I would love to rip to pieces. Literally rip chunks of her body and throw it everywhere.I start my stages of grief and the first is denial. This isn't real, this can't be happening to me I think sadly as I finish unpacking and putting my luggage in the closet. I wander to the kitchen and get a bottle of water. Drinking it I go sit in the living room and flip on the TV. Nothing really catches my interest as I sit thinking of a way to escape this hell. I'm not this girl, this seriously can't be happening to me. What did I do to deserve this fate?I don't notice the girl standing there till she clears her throat and I jump a foot."Fuck me ",I gasp out shocked. Where the fuck did she come from a secret passage."hi I'm Samantha or Sam for short and the alpha sent me to see if you want anything",she says smiling. She is a nice one I think as I look up at her. What I want this wolf can't give me.I nodded no and she smiled."So your alpha's mate",she says sitting beside me. I just want to be left to my misery alone but here is giddy Sam talking a mile a minute."Yes, unfortunately I am",I say, staring at the TV. She just smiles and leaves after talking about anything and everything. I sit up and run to see if I can get out of here. I tap on the wall, hit it ,kick and slam chairs into it but no luck. I destroyed his precious fucking chairs. The fucking douchebag.I will escape here even if it kills me. Then it hits me I may have to die to escape but for now I look like a crazy person going into every room looking for passages or buttons. I can't believe I'm being treated like this and by my own mate. He had no remorse or regrets as he talked on the way here about his love for this human.After exhausting myself I flop down panting as my wolf huffs. We may have to die to escape, she mumbles out sadly.Be better than living like this everyday I offer back. Still for a while over the next few days I go to different areas of every room looking for buttons, switches or levers to get out. Hell I even tried the windows all were shatter proof. The absolute proof he planned this for whatever mate he got.I just can't wrap my head around it. Why did my mate choose to do this? Tears fall a lot. I cry constantly in the shower or bed.Amanda povI gave up after five hours and went to shower and go to sleep. I unpacked my cell and laptop my only sources to the outside world. My mom sent me texts and a couple voice mails but I ignored them. Beth texted that her mate was an alpha and they were so in love. I was still in denial as I fell asleep but got woken quick as sharp pains hit. I screamed loud as they snaked through me. He was fucking that bitch. He knew this would hurt me and he did it anyway. My screams intensified as it kept going and I realized I hate him. My wolf tried to ease it but she was screaming too.I heard the pack doctor come in and he injected me with something and I passed out. Let just say my denial didn't last long cause soon I hit bargaining. I pleaded and bargained with anyone that came in to help me escape but they all ignored me. Some pack members he had I was suppose to be their luna but he was keeping me locked away from his precious human bitch. I kept asking Sam and the doctor to please h
Amanda povTwo years laterNothing has changed I am still being kept as a prisoner while my mate fucks his human whore. I am now in the anger stage of grief and I destroyed the whole east side. I was like a feral wolf as I broke, hit and threw stuff all over. I screamed at the top of my lungs while I broke shit. Mason wouldn't accept my rejection or stop in to see me. My wolf was a mess in my mind and I could feel her shutting me out. She was getting weaker and so was I. Food my absolute favorite thing to do sickened me. The thought of eating anything made me dry heave at times. I was throwing up more then I was putting in.I stopped talking to anyone and I took to sitting in the window seat staring at the world outside. I was only allowed to shift if he was there and I could only go outside if he approved. I barely notice anyone come or go. Most of all I stopped answering my phone and texts. My mother was a constant reminder that I was and would always be alone. Beth goddess love her
Amanda PovTwo more years passed and I am extremely weak as he decided to stay with her. I have a feeling she is lying to him but I just gave up caring now. I am at the last stage and to me that is the way out of this. I am gonna kill myself to be free. I already wrote letters years ago and I'm surprised I held on for two more years like I did but I did I sit most days staring out the window from my window seat. Mason visits but I don't speak to him or acknowledge his existence anymore. I sit staring as he talks but I can't register what he is saying. I just go into my mind to escape. "Mandy did you hear me? ",he said standing up and walking closer to me. I don't acknowledge him one bit. Most days when he shows up I don't even look his direction. The doctor is an everyday visitor to give me nourishment through intravenous methods cause I barely keep food down. I'm thinner then I ever been my whole life."huh? ",I said watching kids play. He stands right beside me and talks again but
Mason povMy wolf is yelling at me as I sit to eat with April. Something is very wrong right now and he won't shut up so I get up and head to check on Amanda. I head downstairs and see the pack doctor carrying an unconscious Amanda in his arms. Blood is running from her wrists which is cut wide open and she looks dead. I listen in and hear her heart beating very faintly. What the fuck happened? I know she has been beyond quiet lately and stares outside everyday,all day. She won't acknowledge me or anyone else. I tried to talk to her everyday cause my wolf won't shut up. The last two years he changed towards April he blocks me completely when I fuck her. He won't come back till we are done and he won't speak to me.I growled loud but he is still running for our pack hospital. Amanda is going to die if she isn't treated soon. I run after them totally ignoring April asking me what happened. Mandy is not dying I can't lose my mate like this. Oh god I was so horrible for years to her. Apri
Amanda povWhere am I? I've been walking around for hours. The last thing I remember is cutting my...holy shit I'm dead. I look around the warmth I am in and there is my wolf we were together sitting here but I was swept away and stuck walking around . I step closer and its Jasmine my and she glares at me before speaking. "you dumbass where did you go I was looking everywhere"I shrug innocently and she frowns at me. "I don't know I was here with you then I felt a pull and I was swept away. I thought I lost you. I was afraid I would never see you again",I said feeling guilty now. She growled at me and laid down with a heavy sigh. We sat together with sigh and listened in to the douchebag. Smirking she stood up. "our mate kicked out that human bitch. I say we make him suffer for a couple weeks. I say longer it would serve him right if we stayed here for fucking months. He deserves to feel pain and heartache".I chuckle as we listen in on Mason begging us to come back to him. His wol
Amanda pov I finish in the bathroom and dress slowly after sitting on the shower bench. I took a shower and felt somewhat better Mason is right outside the door waiting for me to come out. Once there he picks me up and sits me on the hospital bed. I am still trying to get use to being awake and knowing he gave up his bitch human girlfriend. I sigh as I brush my long hair and yawn. I'm fucking wiped out from a shower. Jasmine mumbles more.I ask Jasmine why I'm so exhausted and she says its due to the fact I was unconscious for two weeks. I didn't move around and my muscles were stiff. I sighed and gave up brushing my hair my arms were tired. Mason took the brush and started brushing my hair running his fingers through my long locks. I sighed and stared ahead at the door as he continued playing with my hair. Now he wants to show affection and gentleness. "Mandy...how are you feeling? ",he said sniffing some of my hair. I just wanted to claw his eyes out and run away but I was weakened
Amanda povI was discharged later that day and Mason carried me home. I wanted to go back to my side of the house and curl up on my bed but Mason walked me to his room. I instantly put up a fight he was not placing me on the bed he had that bitch on. I couldn't get away as my heart rate climbed and I panicked. "no do not place me where you had your whore take me to my side of the house",I said as tears filled my eyes. I can't do this I can't. My breathing went labored as he sat down with me in his lap.He froze and pulled me closer in his arms. He hugged me as tears fell and I turned into blubbering mess. He sat so fast I tried to run or move I didn't want to be in their room or their bed."its your bed from your room baby I had mine taken out and burned",he stated hugging me tight as he sat on my bed with me still in his arms. I tried to stop crying but more tears slipped out. For some reason I just can't stop crying and I felt utterly ridiculous cause I was still confused and weak.
Amanda pov I slept on a hard but warm surface and it felt like it was breathing. I opened my eyes and saw Mason under me he was sleeping and holding on to me tight. I moved but he groaned and held me tighter. I felt his cock and it was hard and huge. I froze unable to move or talk. Mason's big hands were gently rubbing my back and ass in a soothing manner. It felt nice and relaxing till he touched my exposed skin and I jumped at the tingles that shot up my body. Holy hell that felt good to fucking good. I need to get off of him and out of his arms.I accidentally moved and I felt his cock twitch. A moan escaped his mouth and his eyes shot open. "shit sorry baby I didn't know I was hard",he stated bluntly. Yeah fucking right he knows he was hard cause he was grinding into my core with it.I looked down at him and he cupped my face and brushed his lips over mine softly. I pulled away blushing as he rubbed my back before moving me off of him so he could get up. A knock to the door had h