Chapter 3

Amanda pov

I gave up after five hours and went to shower and go to sleep. I unpacked my cell and laptop my only sources to the outside world. My mom sent me texts and a couple voice mails but I ignored them. Beth texted that her mate was an alpha and they were so in love. I was still in denial as I fell asleep but got woken quick as sharp pains hit. I screamed loud as they snaked through me. He was fucking that bitch. He knew this would hurt me and he did it anyway. My screams intensified as it kept going and I realized I hate him. My wolf tried to ease it but she was screaming too.

I heard the pack doctor come in and he injected me with something and I passed out. Let just say my denial didn't last long cause soon I hit bargaining. I pleaded and bargained with anyone that came in to help me escape but they all ignored me. Some pack members he had I was suppose to be their luna but he was keeping me locked away from his precious human bitch. I kept asking Sam and the doctor to please help and I would do anything for said help.

I laid there the next day still in pain and pissed. He came to check up on me and tried to talk to me. I ignored him cause if I opened my mouth I would attack this prick. My mate kept talking but I turned my back to him and wrapped my arms around my waist. Pain was still coursing through me.

"Mandy you will answer when I talk to you",he growled. I sat up and glared at him. Oh no I'm gonna snap and here it goes.

"fuck you, you bitch!,I yelled. I Amanda Dawn reject you Mason Wilson as my mate. Now let me go!!! ",I yell as he growls. Fuck him and his bitch.

"no",he says punching the wall. Growling and trying to control his wolf. Then it hits his wolf loves that human as well.

"yes I don't deserve this you can't just keep me prisoner while you fuck your bitch. Your human fucking whore that needs to be killed. If I could I would rip her into tiny fucking pieces and decorate your bedroom with it. I would feed hogs her eyeballs for fun",I say feeling my wolf trying to surface. She was hella mad and I had a hard time keeping her in.

"I can and I will. You are my mate and I am entitled to you",he growled at me. My wolf surged again as I needed her to stop if she shifts he will attack us.

"oh really what mate locks up his mate? What mate has a human as a girlfriend knowing his mate is here? What mate fucks his bitch knowing it was gonna hurt me? I fucking hate you and I will find a way out of here even if it kills me. I will find a way to make you hurt like you are doing to me. I may find a way to gut your whore",I snarl at him.

He by now is breathing heavily and his eyes are turning black as his wolf tries to take over. I don't care and walk away from him trying not to cry. He knew I would feel intense pain and he still had sex with her. Tears fell as I headed to the gym to work out and get rid of the hurt I felt. Everyone was happy but me.

I began hitting the punching bag with so much rage I busted it in half I destroyed thousands of dollars in work out equipment with no remorse.

My own mate wouldn't give up his human girlfriend for me and that sucked. As I hit the punching bag I screamed every cuss word known to man. After wearing myself out I headed off to eat. In the kitchen I grabbed a cob salad and water. I sat thinking of ways to get out and I fought and won to keep tears in. My wolf tried to stay upbeat but even she sat and cried in misery.

Finishing my meal I phoned my mom while I ran my bath. She still seemed giddy and asked how being with my mate was. I dodged the question and told her I had to go. Hoping in I cried as I washed and shaved. I washed my hair and conditioned it while I shaved my legs, privates and pits. What am I shaving for he won't give a shit anyway I thought as I finished.

I got out and dressed in my pajamas. Coming out I ran into Mason who was sitting on my bed. Oh great here we go.

"we need to talk",he said watching me brush my hair. I ignore him as he sits waiting.

"we need to not I want out and you need to accept my rejection and let me go. I hate you and her. I wish death on you both now leave.",I said glaring at him.

"your never leaving me so accept it. Your stuck here and always will be. I will make sure to fuck her everyday to get you to feel pain",he growled as he walked away.

I sank to my knees sobbing cause the pain will be horrendous if he does this. Mason has no regards to how I feel or what I think. I cry and my wolf does to. She whines in my head and I can't answer her or try to comfort her in any way. My mate just admitted to knowing it hurts me when he fucks her and he doesn't care.

Hearing the wall opens he leaves as I lay on the ground devastated. We may just have to die my wolf sniffles. Yeah we may have to I say the back of my throat sore from crying and screaming.

Death may be the only way out.