LOGINKate arrived early on Saturday, determined to turn my bedroom into a magazine-worthy fitting room. Her plan was for us to get ready together and decide on the perfect outfit.
I’d already settled on my usual jeans and Converse, but with Kate there was no escape. Between her suggestions and sheer enthusiasm, she convinced me to wear dark jeans, black boots with a slight heel, a fitted blouse that highlighted my waist, and a denim jacket. She styled my hair into soft waves and applied makeup that brought out the green of my eyes, flecked with gold. Kate, meanwhile, after trying on half her suitcase, chose something much simpler: regular jeans and sneakers. The irony was obvious. When I gave her a reproachful look, she just shrugged and declared that her height worked in her favor, while mine needed “a little extra boost.” Mom and Dad had decided to go out for dinner at an Italian restaurant in the city, so the house was quiet when the doorbell rang. I went to open it, completely unprepared for what I was about to see. Jacob stood at the door. The issue wasn’t that he was there—that part I’d expected. It was how he looked. I’ll admit it: I stared longer than what’s socially acceptable. Jeans. A white T-shirt. A leather jacket. His hair was slightly messy, like he’d run a hand through it instead of using a comb. So far from his usual impeccable suits. So different. And so… unsettling. I realized I was mesmerized when he had to repeat himself. “Camila, I asked if you’re ready.” “Oh—yes… of course. Sorry, I… um… I’ll get Kate.” I let him in and rushed upstairs to grab her, still trying to understand why he’d rung the doorbell when he’d had keys to the house for years. It’s not like this was a date. We came back down right away. When Kate saw him waiting in the living room, she nudged me with her elbow and shot me a knowing look that clearly said, ‘I’m not keeping quiet about this later’. It was no secret that Jacob turned heads wherever he went; Kate had declared more than once that he was ‘ultra hot’, though always seemingly untouchable with his serious demeanor and formal clothes. But there, dressed casually and looking relaxed, he was harder to ignore. I had to remind myself several times not to keep staring. He stood calmly and walked toward us. At the bottom of the stairs, Jacob held my gaze with that unreadable expression that always threw me off—until Kate, in her effortless way, broke the silence and eased the tension. “Ready for an unforgettable night?” she said, far too cheerfully, staring into nothing and gesturing dramatically, like she was on stage. “It’s going to be memorable. Unique. Spectacular.” Jacob and I just looked at her. When she noticed neither of us had said anything, she turned to us with a confused expression. “Sure.” “Yes, of course.” “The best night.” “Unforgettable.” Jacob and I answered in unison. The sarcasm was obvious. Kate eyed us suspiciously but chose to ignore it and drift back into her concert fantasy. We hadn’t even left the house, and I was already regretting the night. The three of us stepped outside and stopped by the car. Jacob opened both the passenger door and the back door at the same time, then gestured for us to get in. Kate climbed into the back and, before closing the door, said, “Thank you, Jacob, for coming with us to the concert. I owe you one.” Jacob smiled and shut her door. Then he turned to close mine, answering while looking straight into my eyes, “My pleasure.” I broke eye contact and swallowed hard. This was going to be a long night. During the drive, we talked about everything and nothing, but I couldn’t stop wondering what the dynamic would be like once we got inside the venue. Would he stay with us the whole time? Would we lose each other in the crowd and only see him from afar? The last thing I wanted was to be the one to ask. I was lost in thought when Kate’s question caught me off guard. “So what did you and Justin decide about the concert?” Jacob frowned and briefly glanced at me sideways before returning his eyes to the road. «Kaaate…» “Nothing. I told him we already had plans,” I answered shortly. I didn’t want to have this conversation with Jacob listening. Kate had all day to ask me this and somehow decided ‘now’ was the perfect moment. I wanted to kick her in the shin. “But did you plan to meet up at some point or anything?” “Not really.” “Did you agree to text each other?” she kept going. I glanced sideways at Jacob, who didn’t say anything, but the air in the car suddenly felt tense. “Not in particular,” I replied. Before she could add anything else to her list of uncomfortable questions, I changed the subject. “What song do you think they’ll open with?” “That’s a great question! I hadn’t even thought about it.” That successfully distracted Kate, and for the rest of the drive, the conversation revolved entirely around Trollex.PAUL“Well?” a voice asked from the darkness—rough, unhurried.Paul lit a cigarette. The orange glow briefly outlined his face before sinking back into the shadows.“She will,” he replied, with a calm that wasn’t natural but rehearsed.“What makes you think that?” the man pressed, stepping forward.Paul exhaled slowly, watching the smoke dissolve into the damp air.“She’s just like her mother,” he said, with feigned nostalgia. “Full of hope. Full of compassion.” He paused briefly. “I showed up when she didn’t want to see me… and walked away with a gift. She sent me to rehab. Said it was Susan Porter’s last courtesy.”The other man raised an eyebrow.“I thought your last name was
The man took a deep breath, as if he had been rehearsing what he was about to say for a long time.“Camila… things got out of control. I didn’t mean to hurt you, and I certainly didn’t want anyone else to hurt you.”I looked at him without rushing. I didn’t feel the urge to interrupt or correct him right away. I let his words settle in the air—clumsy, incomplete, insufficient.“There’s no apology in that,” I said at last, calmly. Not as a reproach, but as a statement.He frowned, uncomfortable, and nodded once, as if that w
“Good afternoon, Jacob,” Paul said from the doorway, holding a cap in his hands as if it were a useless extension of his guilt. His fingers fidgeted, his voice fragile in a way that inspired not tenderness, but rejection. “I’m sorry to come without notice, but… I’d like to speak with Camila, please.”The silence that followed was dense—almost physical.Jacob took a slow breath, so controlled that I could feel the effort it took for him not to react the way his body wanted to. There was something fierce in him, a righteous violence held back only because I was there.“You can’t be here, Paul,” he said at last, without raising his voice or hesitating. “Camila doesn’t want to see you.”The look he gave him didn’t need volume or threats. It was a sentence.His knuckles, white against the doorfr
For a long time, I believed time was an enemy—an endless line of days that didn’t belong to me, hours that existed only to remind me of what I had lost.But time, like most things, proved more complex. It didn’t give me back what had been taken. It didn’t erase the wound. But it did something quieter, more decisive: it stopped reopening it every time I breathed.It was still there—sensitive, alive—but it no longer bled the way it used to.I had survived things that, at another point in my life, would have seemed impossible.I hadn’t come out unscathed—I wasn’t the same—but I also wasn’t the broken version of myself I once believed I would be forever.I had learned to stay afloat, even when the sea was still rough.Maybe that’s why they say sailors aren’t born in calm waters.
I had decided I didn’t want to keep living as if every corner hid a threat—or as if the air itself could turn against me.Fear had taught me how to survive. But not how to live. And I didn’t want every step to feel like an act of defense anymore. I didn’t want daylight to feel like unnecessary exposure.I wanted to go back out into the world, to walk without flinching, to cross the sidewalk in front of my house without my heart pounding in panic, to look at the sky without wondering who might be watching me.But that determination didn’t come clean.It came after a setback—small, devastating, the kind that leaves no visible marks but makes you question all the ground you thought you had gained.***It was an ordinary morning.I was making coffee when the sound of a metal lid falling in the kitchen&mdash
A little over a month had passed since I started my sessions with Clara, and although life still felt fragile, something inside me had changed.The days were no longer a string of empty hours or a constant waiting for something to go wrong.There was still fear—yes—but it no longer occupied all the space.I went back to school a few days later, and the noise in the hallways still cut through me.That’s when I learned to anchor myself—to name colors, sounds, textures. And when Kate noticed I was getting overwhelmed, she would simply take my hand. No words. No questions. As if she knew that sometimes, that was enough.I started doing yoga at home, reading a little before bed, cooking with Dad on Sundays, and, every now and then, letting Jacob join me in spaces that had once felt impossible.That afternoon, he suggested we go out for ice
On Monday, after returning from the lake, the school routine felt almost absurd. The hallways were just as loud; teachers repeated their formulas and assignments, and yet I felt like I was on another plane altogether—as if I were carrying a secret written on my skin that no one else could see. At
The lake house had that strange quality of places that know how to keep stories. It didn’t impose silence, but it didn’t break it either; it simply invited you to lower your voice and stay. The day was beginning to give in, tinting the windows with a soft golden hue, and for the f
We parked and headed toward the entrance. After passing through security, we reached an area with high tables and a bar for drinks and food. As soon as Jacob spotted a group of people, he nodded in their direction. That’s when I understood: he had friends waiting. So this wasn’t a sacrifice fo
“What did I miss?!” Kate’s voice shattered the moment. Jacob pulled his hands away at once and lowered my blouse, while I silently cursed her timing.“There was a fight, and Camila was collateral damage,” Jacob said in his usual serious tone.Jacob shot Kate a deadly look, but Kate—being Kate—didn’







