LOGINThe days leading up to the night of the year-end showcase passed in a haze of adrenaline and a heartbeat that had long since slipped out of her control. Inside Basement Studio Number Three, there were no more heated arguments over bar counts or missed beats. All that remained was air that felt noticeably thinner every time their eyes accidentally met in the middle of rehearsal, holding a thousand unspoken flutters they'd both deliberately left without a name. Even the silences between them had changed—no longer the brittle, defensive kind, but something closer to two people who had simply run out of reasons to keep pretending.
Ever since the incident in the faculty corridor, Michi often caught herself acting strangely flustered every time she remembered that light kiss against her knuckles. The girl who had always lived a disciplined, controlled, ice-cold life now spent her nights staring up at her bedroom ceiling more often than not, letting the memory of Rimba's thin, crooked smile scatter her concentration completely. The defenses she'd spent years building had collapsed entirely, leaving behind a sweet vulnerability she found herself secretly enjoying and secretly dreading in equal measure.
And that decisive night finally arrived.
Backstage at the grand main auditorium, the smell of stage makeup, velvet stage-curtain dust, and collective tension mingled with the cold, steady hum of the air conditioning. Inside the cramped dressing room, Michi stared at her own reflection in the large, lit mirror in front of her.
If some version of herself from six months ago could have seen this reflection now, that stiff, buttoned-up girl buried under a stack of thick textbooks would have shaken her head in disbelief. And yet, standing in front of this mirror, Michi felt, for the very first time, like she'd finally found her breath.
She wasn't wearing her cream knit cardigan or the formal midi skirt that had shackled her to the identity of a model student. Tonight, she was wrapped in an elegantly cut black evening gown, paired with a vintage-style leather jacket that belonged to Rimba, draped deliberately over her shoulders—lending her its warmth and its familiar hint of mint that instantly settled her frayed nerves.
"Five minutes left, Arunika," a hoarse voice she knew all too well broke through her thoughts.
Michi turned around. Rimba stood in the doorway of the room, wearing a dark, open-collared shirt with his sleeves rolled up to the elbow, his guitar hanging casually over one shoulder. He didn't look tense in the slightest; if anything, the glint in his dark eyes carried a wild enthusiasm ready to burst at any moment.
"If my legs shake up on that stage tonight because of you, I promise I'll turn your guitar into firewood, Maestro," Michi hissed, trying her best to look threatening even though the pounding in her chest had already reached a roar and demolished the last of her remaining defenses.
Rimba let out a low chuckle. His footsteps closed the distance across the carpeted floor without a sound, until that familiar scent surrounded her completely. He leaned down slightly, straightening the collar of the leather jacket resting on her shoulders with a slow, deliberate motion. The light brush of his fingertips against the skin of her neck was enough to light a small spark that made the pianist's breath catch in her throat.
"Your legs aren't going to shake, Michi," Rimba whispered, right against the side of her ear, his voice low, hoarse, and full of a conviction that pulled her under completely. "Because tonight, we're not playing to prove anything to the dean's office anymore. We're just going to let the world hear exactly what happens when two worlds that were never supposed to meet decide to stand side by side."
Before Michi could find any reply, or hide the flush of red already crawling all the way to the tips of her ears, the crew's voice crackled through the backstage speaker, calling for them to get ready behind the main curtain.
Rimba held out his hand—an open palm, waiting to be met. Without a second's hesitation, Michi placed her fingers there, gripping tightly as they walked together into the darkness behind the stage curtain. At the threshold of that heavy velvet fabric, right before the collective breath of thousands of audience members greeted them, Rimba gave her fingers a brief, gentle squeeze—a wordless gesture that passed every ounce of calm Michi needed straight into her. In the final seconds before the curtain finally parted, Michi realized she was no longer afraid of the chaos waiting on the other side. If anything, she found she'd been missing it.
And when the main spotlight blazed on, dazzling and bright, illuminating the thousands of faces packed into the performance hall, the first notes of classical piano began to ring out—paving the way for the guitar distortion that stood ready to strike that night, forever. And right before her fingers pressed down onto the next bar, Michi allowed herself one brief glance to the side. There, Rimba was watching her intently, wearing the most devastating smile he had ever given her. Without a word, without a shred of hesitation, the two of them melted into a single, shared beat—proof that the most beautiful masterpieces have always been born from two worlds brave enough to find each other.
The sound that followed filled the entire hall in a single wave—elegant piano lines colliding headlong into raw electric distortion, neither one flinching, neither one backing down, both of them somehow more themselves for the collision. Somewhere in the front rows, a stray gasp rippled through the audience as the transition hit, followed almost immediately by a low murmur of astonishment that spread outward like a current. Michi didn't dare look up to check whose face that gasp belonged to. She kept her eyes on the keys, on Rimba, on the thin unbroken thread of rhythm stretched taut between them, and let herself, for the length of one song, belong entirely to the music and to nothing else in the world.
One year later.The main auditorium of the Swasemesta Music Conservatory was packed with visitors that night, far exceeding its normal capacity for the Graduating Class Culmination Night—an annual tradition in which the top graduates from each department are given one more chance to perform in front of the public before officially stepping out through their alma mater's gates. Strings of white fairy lights had been draped along the balcony railings for the occasion, and the smell of fresh flowers from the front-row arrangements drifted faintly all the way backstage.Backstage, Michiko Arunika Suryokusumo stood in front of a dressing mirror, wearing a long black gown, elegant yet simple. But unlike every formal performance she'd given over the past four years, this time there was one detail she had never once allowed to appear on an official conservatory stage before: a pair of drumsticks tucked neatly inside a small bag hanging from the side of her dressing chair
Two weeks passed since that night on the porch, and slowly, the rhythm of their life together began finding its shape again.The campaign video never resurfaced. Not because Surya had truly given up—Rimba knew his father well enough to know that a man like that never truly stops, only waits for a more advantageous moment. The last update to reach Rimba's ears was that his father's media team had their hands full managing the agenda ahead of next year's election season, and for the time being, neither Rimba's name nor Michi's was useful enough to bother with. The threat hadn't disappeared. It was only sleeping, waiting for a better time to wake up again.What he knew for certain was that, for the first time in years, he was no longer carrying every anxiety that surfaced from his father's shadow alone. Every time that name crossed his mind, he told Michi about it, sometimes Bayu too, sometimes Kelana over the long phone calls they'd started making a regular habit e
Michi was rearranging some sheet music in her room when the notification sound on her phone rang out—a message from Rimba, brief but different from the empty messages she'd been receiving so often lately, the kind that used to arrive hours late with nothing real inside them.I'm outside your house. Can I come in? I promise, this time I'll tell you everything.She stared at that screen for a long time before finally heading downstairs, opening the front door with a hand that trembled slightly. Rimba stood there, his face tired but his eyes showing something different from the past few weeks—no longer that evasive look, but a seriousness he rarely ever showed.They sat on the front porch, among the potted flowers Akari usually tended, lit by the dim yellow light that evening, the same porch light that had watched over every homecoming and every quiet argument this family had ever had."Chi, I'm sorry," Rimba said, starting with
Maharani's dance studio was still lit even though the hour had grown late, dim lights illuminating the wooden floor her students usually used to practice Pakarena dance in the afternoons. The building was otherwise silent, the kind of silence that only settles into a place built for music and movement once both have gone quiet for the night. Rimba found his mother alone there, sitting cross-legged in the middle of the empty room, staring silently at the large mirror reflecting her own image back at her."Not asleep yet, Ma?" Rimba stepped inside, sitting down on the floor not far from his mother."Hard to sleep with a head this full of thoughts." Maharani turned, smiling thinly at the sight of her eldest son's tired face, far more tired than he usually let show. "You look the same way, Rim. What's wrong?"For a few moments, Rimba simply sat still, staring at his own reflection in the mirror, trying to arrange words that had felt too heavy to say out loud for wee
Michi hadn't spoken much since that night in the studio. She still went to her classes as usual, still smiled in front of her parents, still answered every question at the dinner table the way she always had, but Bayu—who had grown up learning to read his sister since childhood—knew perfectly well that something was wrong behind that thin, forced smile.He didn't ask right away. Bayu wasn't the type to push someone to talk before they were ready, a restraint he'd learned the hard way after his first, clumsy attempt to interrogate Rimba in this same basement months earlier. But this time, he pointed his old habit—following political news, digging through the track records of public figures purely as material for casual class debates—toward one name that had kept appearing on his social media timeline these past few weeks: Surya Pratama.That night, in his room, Bayu sat for hours combing through old news archives, political discussion forums, eve
Ten days passed since that meeting, and the campaign video that had briefly caused an uproar was finally taken down quietly, as though it had never existed at all. For everyone else, the problem felt resolved. For Rimba, that was exactly where his unease truly began.He knew his father wasn't going to stop that easily. And the only solution he could think of to make sure Michi wasn't targeted again was to distance himself—to make the two of them look no longer close enough to be turned into material for any story.He started canceling plans one by one, quietly, without ever framing it as what it actually was. The excuse of "a lot of studio work" became the sentence that left his mouth most often. Replies to messages that used to come quickly now arrived hours later, short, half-hearted. Even in the basement studio, the very place that had once witnessed the beginning of all their secrets, Rimba started showing up alone at odd hours more often, leaving behind mess







