MarsaiI never thought avoiding Fenrir would be easy. He somehow knew everywhere I was going to be, so I made sure I was always engaged with my duties. I spent a whole week overlooking the development for the nursery for the young ones.Various projects took my mind away and exhausted my body against thinking of him. And when I didn't have any pack project to run, Leah and Rudolph raced in our wolf forms to the hill for sightseeing. But no matter how active I was, physically, it didn't deter my mind from going back to that night. The details were still vivid in my head. It was crammed in my brain and my treacherous body wants to relive it again. I haven't known him for up to a month, so I knew I wasn't emotionally attached to him. How could that even be possible?This stimulating erotic feeling must be influenced by the mate bond, and I knew the best step was to desert him till it stopped, but it didn't.It was embarrassing to know that my body still craved for him even after I pro
Marsai"How else do you explain landing the carriage for a day out?" I squint my eyes at her."Woah...The Alpha's paranoia is slowly rubbing off on you, I see.." She shakes her head in disappointment staring out the window."I'm not paranoid. Just curious." I decided to correct her choice of words."Love, you are. Or at least you are getting there. Because if you weren't, you would remember that you are The Luna. I mean you second rule this entire park and you are worried that he's putting me up to get you back to him?" Leah cleared up the air and my heart flustered. She was right, I was getting paranoid."I'm sorry...that's not what I meant." I apologized realizing how angst I came off."It's okay. Besides, if he was trying to get to you through anyone, It would be Elena. If he was going to use me, this carriage would be heading towards the Alpha quarters right now and you would be tied up." Leah chuckled, nudging me by the shoulder."Hey. Forget Fenrir for today, it's you and I now
FenrirMarsai came back. My anger lost its purpose every night I stayed up drunk to wait for the sound of her door followed by her scent. Tonight was not going to be any different. This horrible period taught me self-evaluation since I was always alone in my thoughts.Self-evaluation was something I wasn't used to. It felt like self-degrading because proud people like me don't do it very often. I do not have memories of me being like this but it all seems so natural to me. The only memory of myself that I have, I refused to accept that it was me. I couldn't be that weak werewolf. But then, he seems like me. Maybe I have to find out more. I was still confused if I really needed to? What if it was true? What if I was really the weak Alpha Heir who his mate left him for Beta and his position was given to his younger brother? I refused to believe it, so I pushed it to the back of my mind.Thinking of the people I hurt while I experience that familiar blood rage made me more solemn t
FenrirI woke up with my head feeling like it was a 6ft hole down my pillow. The bright light of dawn made me groan and my mouth tasted like a dirt road scorched by the desert sun. Thankfully enough, it didn't last long as my body readily fixed itself. I took a quick, glad to finally get rid of the alcohol stench. Glad I woke up early, I walked into the kitchen once again to try and prepare breakfast for Marsai. This time, I kept a watchful eye on the eggs so as not to burn up too much. I added condiments like carrot, green peas, and lastly bread. I placed a cup of fresh milk on the side onto the tray and walked to her room carefully.I felt proud of myself as I looked at the tray. It came out better than I expected and I hope she liked it. No, not just like, I hoped she would fill her stomach up with it. My heart started racing and I steadily recollected the times she had appropriately rejected or ignored the food and let it go sour. My heart sank, making me feel hurt. If she l
MarsaiThey say regret of a tiring wonderful evening, comes in the morning and I couldn't agree more.I didn't realize how fatigued I was yesterday probably because I was filled with adrenaline and excitement from the places Leah and I explored.I stir in my bed, putting my weight on my side, and backing the glow that came from my opened drapes. I still feel tired after falling asleep the instant my body touches the bed.It was only now that I regretted leaving the carriage at the Beta’s house and walking all the way back home. It must have been madness. Or maybe it wasn't, maybe it was a certain someone.Damn. I just want to get rid of him in my mind. I replayed yesterday's event in my head and realized it was worth it. I had fun with my best friend and gained some clarity on Fenrir's case even though I'm still not willing to open my heart to him.The play was my favorite part of yesterday. If Fenrir and I ever settled our disputes, I planned to take him to the theater if they ever
Elena POVA dull knock on the door after Leah called out my name makes me groan in protest. I had only just applied the snail-mud mixture on my skin for the night.First, it was Rudolph who came to disturb me. When I saw him, he looked like a mess. He complained that the Alpha had given him a humongous portion of work meant for 15 men, and ordered him to finish it in 3 days. I smiled inwardly as he spoke. Then later offered to massage his sore muscles because I was slightly at fault for his misery. I believe this must be the effect of my words to Fenrir today and I felt glad at how quickly he reacted to it. Totally my type for real. Wicked.Now it was Leah, Earlier, before the two of my siblings felt like they needed to see me, I had decided to relish in the comfort of my room. I applied a few of my skin care routines, and danced around in victory while asking myself why I didn't think of this before.This approach is m so perfect. If I continue on this path, I will keep winning A
FenrirI stood outside the Marsai's door after delivering the breakfast I spent over thirty minutes preparing.Pitiful…How much of this did I have to do? How much food and effort of mine was she going to discard like a filthy piece of clothing? Would I stop if she didn't eat it this time too? Absolutely, no. Yes, I was getting impatient but I don’t think I would ever stop. Besides, I enjoy cooking and caring for her so much. Nowadays, My mood wholly depends on how receptive Marsai was towards me...it hasn't been good.Every time I got impatient with everything that was happening, I remembered all the things I have done to her; from disrupting her special and marking it to a mournful day for her. The most recent one, putting her best friend and the guards through a near-death experience was still fresh in my mind.I finally see the light behind the fog.But then— how I made her respond to me when I had no idea who I was. Or why I kept going into this blood rage. I knew I wanted her.
Fenrir's POV It was afternoon already, so I set off to the location Rudolph was working on. I bet he should know who Hunter is, since he is a new Alpha too, and if not…Maybe he will know the Moonbound Pack? When I got there, Rudolph wasn't alone. Aside from him, all the other werewolves that were working alongside him to divert the flood were all Omega. I couldn’t perceive the smell of a higher werewolf except Rudolph. It was crazy because the flood had affected their houses and farms too, and they just thought it wasn’t their place to help out their Beta unlike the Omegas. I couldn't understand the diversity and it made me realize that I don’t know much about werewolves. How come? Was my original body not a werewolf? For a moment, I thought hard about it but nothing. Nothing came up in my head, so I shifted my attention to Rudolph. I watched him work alongside the Omegas without showing many levels of authority or instilling fear. I frowned at his sovereignty which was higher