Chapter 20 : Another condition

Ivanna

I don't talk to him, I don't argue with him, I don't even expect anything good from him. The moment he broke the second rule of the agreement, I lost all the expectations. That agreement means nothing to him, nor my decisions. 

I have stopped going to the campus since I'm sure I can never complete my PhD here. Instead, I'm looking for work now. As soon as possible, I badly need a job to start working and pay the debt and get rid of this marriage. Days keep passing as I keep my attempts on to find a high paying job since the amount of the debt can be huge. I don't even know how much my father had taken from him, nor do I want to talk to Christian about it. 

I haven't talked to him since that night. Every night I sleep on the couch and find myself on the bed. Still, I keep dozing off on the couch. I don't wanna have dinner with him but he has some tough arms to carry me anytime and shift me here to there like a tennis ball. It feels