" Call me Ilebaye. Don't be so formal or I'll feel awkward."
Having him call me Miss Brook feels awkward. I prefer he uses my first name.
" Sure, you can also call me Cross.
Just Cross.
Let's forget about titles for tonight and enjoy this dance."
Cross proposed and I nodded in agreement.
I danced with Cross and although my dancing skills were rusty, I managed to keep up with him.
As we continued swaying to the music, I felt a piercing glare directed my way.
Turning to look in that direction, I saw nothing.
Everybody was busy doing their own thing.
Shrugging off the feeling, I decided to concentrate on the man before me.
It was easy actually, Just followed his lead and I found myself enjoying it.
The man had a great body, I was surprised I hadn't noticed that before.
He wasn't a gym rat, but he looked as though he spent a lot of time on his feet.
He is a Lycan Prince after all so I did not expect any less.
" Do you have a mate?"
Cross asked, making me tense for a moment.
I shook my head."No, and yes."
I answered and I saw the confusion plastered on his face making me smile.
" I have a mate but he rejected me.
He said I am not worthy.
So he rejected me but I didn't accept the rejection I am planning on putting an end to the bond soon by accepting the rejection."
I replied.
" Whoever your mate is, I must say he's stupid."
Cross said, making me cock my brows at him.
" I mean like which man would not want you for a partner?
You are beautiful, intelligent and I even heard you are a doctor" Cross added.
" Apparently, that's not enough for him."
I replied. I just met him so there is no way I will tell him I have a child.
As much as I tried concealing the sadness in my voice, It still came out.
" So what's your plan?" Cross asked.
My plan? I don't know either.
" Honestly, I am still figuring this out but one thing is for sure, I am breaking off this cursed bond.
I want to concentrate on my career.
Saving lives is what I enjoy most and that's where I'll dedicate my time and life.
" I replied.
To me, that's the only way I could feel that I was alive.
" That's good to hear," Cross said with a smile.
" Don't get caught up in your bitterness and hatred.
Life is beautiful and there are countless men out there willing to love you and make you happy."
Cross said but why do I have a feeling that the man he's talking about is one of them?
Well, there's only one way to find out.
Since Uriel believes that I can find a good man to marry me as a chosen mate, why should I let this chance go?
After getting rejected by my mate, one thing is for sure, love alone isn't enough for a relationship to work.
If love is essential, then my mate would not have ruthlessly rejected me.
Feelings can be cultivated, with time, I will learn to love him.
If there is no love whatsoever, we will just learn to live peacefully with each other.
" Are you among those men Cross?"
I asked with a calm expression.
Truth is, my heart was racing as I waited for his answer.
" Yes, Ilebaye.
If you would allow me, I want to make you the happiest woman.
I will give you the title and position you deserve as my wife and the Queen Luna of the Shadow Community.
I will give you whatever you desire and will love you more than any man has ever done.If that's enough, then will you make me your man Ilebaye?"
He asked with sincerity that I found it difficult to resist.
" Don't act so seriously, Cross, you are scaring me."
I manage a nervous smile.
I never expected that from him.
" I am not forcing you Into anything Ilebaye.
Take your time to think.
I will see you soon."
With that, Cross pulled me into his arms, hugging me tightly just in time for the music to come to a stop.
With a smile on his face, Cross walked away.
I decided to take a tour of the washroom to freshen up and breathe some fresh air.I walked through the front door and headed
straight to the direction of the washroomThe feeling of someone watching me crept up again but this time, I felt like someone was following me.
Turning around abruptly, nothing came into my view.
The party was held at the pack's hall and although it's been five years since I stepped foot here, I easily found my way.
The hallways, the turnarounds, it's something I knew by heart.
After all, this is where Neo, Marcus, Uriel, and I used to play hide and seek.
Taking one last turn, I entered the washroom.
The place was eerily quiet. I was the only one inside.Using my arms to learn at the tap basin, I observed myself.
I am beautiful with an oval-shaped face, and hazel eyes which Uriel always says look sexy.
If Cross can recognize that I am beautiful and exceptional, why can't my mate do the same?
I know that I'm being pathetic having these thoughts but I can't help it, my wolf Haven whimpered in pain and agony when she saw our mate being intimate with another woman.
Why?
Why won't he accept us?
Am I really a curse as he said when he rejected me?
Am I not worthy of his love and affection?
Tears started rolling down my face as those thoughts plagued my mind.
Is this really the end for us?
I might have said that I wanted to move on from him, but a small part of me still wants to be with him.
Is it wrong to hope for the person you love to love you back?
Am I doomed to be unhappy forever?
" Hello, mate?"
A voice so deep and enchanting sounded from behind me.
Slowly, I lifted my head and the face I saw reflected in the mirror made my blood turn cold and my heart beat impossibly fast.
" Hello, mate?"A voice so deep and enchanting sounded from behind me.Taking by surprise, I gasped into total shock. As that voice sounds familiar. And I wasn't expecting the owner of the voice to follow me to the bathroom. Not forgotten he even called me Mate.Slowly, I lifted my head and the face I saw reflected in the mirror made my blood turn cold and my heart beat impossibly fast.Longest time.The face I saw that reflected in the mirror said again. Still, awestruck, I turned immediately to see if what I saw in the mirror a while ago was actually accurate.And to my greatest surprise, it was actually him standing in front of me. He hasn't changed at all. Still looking as handsome as ever. With his Grey eyes, Pale smooth skin, and his frizzy hair. The night where I slipped my fingers into his frizzy hair kept coming back to my head like it was something that happened only yesterday.His standing in front of me keeps reminding me that I was rejected by him. He called me a ner
I got up the next morning with a heavy head due to the noise coming from downstairs. Trying to adjust my position on the bed as my head kept aching. Looking around the rooms I discovered I was in my room. How did I get to my room? I was at my brother’s birthday party. So, how come I am in my room?I asked no one but myself that questionThen with a heavy head, I started having flashbacks of what happened yesterday. From the moment I met with Pere at the restroom and how things unfolded with us. And when I went back and drank a lot to the point where I could not stop myself from kissing Cross.Ohh no I can't believe I did that. How will he look at me now? Am sure he is looking at me like a desperate woman. After having a flashback of what happened during my brother's birthday party, I tried getting up from the bed. But was stopped by a voice. “Mom, you will need to have this, it will help you with your hangover. Grandma prepared for you. When I lifted my head to glance at the
Since the dining table was quiet the breakfast went by very fast. After finishing my meal I walked out of the the dining room.Mom! Are you still going to rest? My son asked from the dining table.Yes, son. I don't have anything to do right now but to rest. Illebaye said Dear, you haven't told us about your stay out of the pack all these five years. Mom asked.Yes, my dear. This is the perfect time for us to use the moment to bond. Is been a whole 5 years since we have bonded and because you got back yesterday which was your elder brother's birthday we couldn't bond but right now we can. My dad said Gosh! Moon goddess why did you bless me with such parents who love lists so much? I said to myself Is not our fight so you will need to deal with it. My mom said Oh! No! I forgot again that they could hear me. So, are you gisting us or not? My mom asked Am sorry, M and David, but I need to rest right now. My head still aches from the excess alcohol we drank last night. Maybe next
What else do you want us to discuss? Well, nothing much, apart from the fact that I miss us especially when we used to come over here to clear our minds. Same here too, I do miss this place. But not as much as I miss you. Alright, so how was life in New York? That away from the pack and living with humans? Uriel asked Well, it was good. Especially since most of the people in New York knew about the existence of werewolves. What? Are you serious that some of them knew about our existence? Yeah. You are surprised too right? That is how I was surprised when I found out the first time. But I was happy because it somehow made my stay there with my son easier. Wow! I never knew about that. But I am happy since you both never faced any problems. Thanks, babe, but we can't stay there forever. That is why when Neo invited us for his birthday I thought it wise to bring my son so he could come see his route. Does that mean that you both will be going back to New York? Uriel ask
Ethan!Yes, mom.Are you okay Mom? Yes son I am perfectly fine.Mom, Aunty Tolani told me that I look like the Alpha of this pack. Is it true? Son, you don't need to think too much. Alright, your aunt just wanted us to have a problem. Mom, you know me too well, I won't let anyone destroy our relationship. Because I love you so much, Mom. Ethan said and hugged his mother. And Mom loves you too.Mom, if you say you love me then don't you think you should tell me about my dad?Mom, I know you love me so much but there is no need for you to worry yourself anymore because I am not a kid anymore and I will be able to handle the truth. And see who can handle the truth? Illebaye said and picked up her son to check.Mom, you are looking down on me. And don't forget I am a big boy. Ethan said and started smiling. Yes, sir, my 5-year-old son is now a grown-up boy. Illebaye said and played with his hair.Mom! You know I don't like it when they touch my hair. Especially your mom, who keeps
She is back. My mate is back after 5 good years. And right now she looks more beautiful than the last time I saw her here at the pack.I know she was beautiful ever since her childhood but right now she has grown more endowed.I miss her so much. There is no passing day. I haven't stopped thinking about her.When I rejected her the last time I didn't know she would leave the pack. I just wanted her to work more on herself and form the look of thinking she had done it.Ring! Ring! Ring! Who the well is calling me at this time? Hello! Greeting Alpha. Hope you have good news for me. Pere said to the person on the other line. Yes, Alpha. The person responded. What is it then?Sir, you have a son with Mr. Ethan's Daughter. What rubbish are you talking about? Pere asked Yes, Alpha. I am not lying because the boy looks just like you. The person it. If her son looks like me it doesn't mean it's my child. Maybe it is just a coincidence. Alpha Pere said.Is that all the information
The moment Ethan left the room Illebaye took out her phone and made a call to Uriel.Within a few rings the phone was answered.Hello, Uriel asked Are you still at your brother's mansion? Illebaye askedNo, I won't go there again. Am at my mate's place. Uriel answered Alright. Illebaye said Any problem? Uriel askedI told Ethan the truth about his dad. Illebaye said What? Uriel asked Yes Uriel, I told him the truth if not my brother's Mate would have told him the truth. Illebaye said Am sorry about that. Do you want me to come over? Uriel asked No, I am fine. I am just happy that I was able to tell him the truth about his father. Illebaye said And how did he react? Uriel asked That is what is surprising me right now. Illebaye said What do you mean by you are surprised? Uriel asked When I told Ethan the truth he didn't react to Uriel. He was just so calm infact he behaved too big for his age. Illebaye said I am happy that he was understanding. You know it was just the both
You missed launched today? Tolani said to Neo the moment he entered inside their room.I was working so I lost track of time. Neo replied.What type of work were you doing? Tolani asked What's the questions for woman? Neo asked her as already pissed off.Is it a crime for me to know where my mate has been the whole day to a point where he had to miss lunch and it's not like he was at his office. Tolani said What do you mean by I wasn't in the office today? Neo asked Mate, I know that you didn't go to work today. So tell me the truth, where have you been? Tolani asked I won't force you to believe me when I say I have been working but there is another thing I won't do and that is to answer your stupid questions. You know what? I had a rough day today at work so I won't let you disturb me. Neo said and walked to the closet to change her clothes and take his bed. We are still talking. How dare you walk out of me? I am sure you are doing all of this because you don't want me to know