Two weeks without him feels like hell

It's been two weeks.

Two weeks after Tolani left the hospital with Pearl, her daughter.

Two weeks of me not seeing Cross.

What is happening? I asked myself.

Is he still mad at me for what I said to him?

I said it because I was frustrated and I never knew what to do.

I said it because I thought that was the right thing for me to do.

I know it was wrong but I did it because I wanted him to stay away from me.

Which he did but I don't know why I am not happy about it.

Every day I will pick up my phone and check if he has sent me a message but there is no message from him.

I miss him so much. Hope he isn't angry with me for what I said to him. But I didn't mean to say that to him.

I was just overwhelmed with everything.

Not forgetting the fact that I had a fight with Uriel too.

Everything is really bad. I don't even know what to do again.

If Uriel was here with me I am sure she would have helped me out but she isn't here with me.

I miss it so much here.

Few minutes later there was a knock