Bram, for a man named Bramantya Atmaja. He is my ex-husband. We were together from our college days, and made it official after getting our graduation. In my eyes, he's a special person. With a tall stature, a well body, although not too big, and slightly dark skin, it made him look cool at that time. He majored in Civil Engineering while I majored in Diploma Interior Design, was the perfect match.
Had a knowledge and determination, we started to open a business in Bali. It's a place we've always dreamed of. We can work and vacation every day. Sweet dreams for a new couple. Gradually but surely, our business began to grow. The happiness at that time was complete with the birth of my son, Wisnu Atmaja. The hope of being a wise boy is implied there.
Initially, our efforts still had no satisfactory income, to help financially I worked as a restaurant manager in this tourism centre. My experience in organizing really helped me. My career took off rapidly, within two years I had become the head of the branch in charge of Bali and Lombok regions.
We agreed to focus on our own business and my son who is starting to grow up. This is the reason I left my workplace and focused on helping Bram to manage his business
We were so happy. Bram and I are together every day.
Our business was growth, and Bram opened a new branch in Batam. He said there are friends who manage there so it won't bother my work in the office.
It was true, I wasn’t bother with work in Batam, including my husband's business. He was there with the excuse that there is a project that requires him to be there often. Not just one or two days, he even didn't come home for a month.
That day. My world is upside down.
I received photos of Bram when he was married, when he was holding a baby and on family vacations. And, the photo next to it is not us. They look happy, Bram, a beautiful young woman and two toddlers. An anonymous sender, and when I contacted it was no longer active.
I don't need any explanation. At that time, Wisnu was already in the third grade of high school. He knew exactly what that meant.
My heart became frozen and died instantly.
On that very day, we--me and Wisnu--agreed to leave the house immediately.
My divorce is being handled by a lawyer, we don't want to see him again. I do not ask or demand anything from him. Go, as soon as possible, that's all I want!
I think Bram was never in my life.
He is dead in our hearts.
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Kriiing .... Kriiing ....The alarm clock rings.At 4 AM in the morning, when we were in the village we were awakened by the dawn call to prayer. Won't it be the same here.I immediately took a shower and got ready for the morning prayer. Yesterday Amelia asked to bring lunch to school. Ordered chicken on the menu, but not Kentucky chicken.Last night, I cooked galangal chicken. The chicken is seasoned and the galangal is grated. I made more seasoned chicken stew. So it fast to serve it, just fry it. Fried until dry, it's good eaten with white rice.This menu is Wisnu's favorite. If we cook this, the rice in the jar will be finished by him quickly. I smile when I remember that memories . How to eat at the boarding house? He has been studying at a state university in Malang for six months."Mama, don't worry. Wishnu is in the dormitory, I have lots of friends. I can arrange my meal. Don't worry, OK?" He calmed me down when I asked about his diet habit. He lives in a dormitory inside th
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I’m so tired!After changing into pajamas, my body feels free. I rubbed my feet with medicated oil to relieve the aches. Cause age factor, walking a bit in the mall made me feel so tired. As usual before going to bed, I read my favorite story on the app. Thank God, I can rest early.Knock...knock...knock....There's a knock on my door, who is it? Is that Bik Inah. I opened the door, it was Amelia with a pitiful smile showing, she brought a bolster."What is it, honey?""Auntie, I'm sleeping here. Please," she pleaded with a pitiful look. This child is adorable, very spoiled."Yes, you can. But tomorrow you have to get up early!""Okay!"She immediately burst in and lay down hugging the bolster she had brought. She is so adorable. How were the days when I haven’t come? She must be so lonely."Want to straight to sleep? Or do you want to eat something?" I said while rubs her hair. She answered with a shake of his head."Yeah, just sleep."I lay beside her immediately."Aunt .... ""Hmm.
"Daddy, I love this one," my daughter Amelia said. She thrust the application into my hand.We have been looking for maid to take care of household needs for months. Hundreds of applications entered online, many were interested because of the large salary offered. Anita is Mom's employee, who sorts them out and there are fifteen candidates left. That pile of files has been on my desk for a week without me having chance to touch it. I don't have time.Actually, what I'm looking for isn't just a housekeeper. However, be a friend to my daughter, Amelia. At her unstable age, she needs someone who can accompany her. As her father, I don't have time and don't understand needs of the girls on her age. Often she stresses me out without me knowing what to do. It was my mother who finally intervened."Daddy! Look at it please. I want to have a friend here quickly," she whined spoiledly. It is her habit if there is something she wants it she will curl in my arms. And will not release it before
Almost two weeks, I have been working here. Bit by bit I start to understand the Character of Mr. Kusuma and Miss Amelia.I changed a bit spatial arrangement of the house So,it looked beautiful and more comfortable, of course with Mr. Kusuma's permission. He freed me to arrange what I want.I renovate inside of the house first. Inside at the front of main door, I put a console table as a foyer on top of it I put large pot for green leaves and tuberose flowers. So when we enter the house, we see views of green leaves and the smell of fragrant flowers. Hoping the negative aura from outside go away.In the inner room, I also put some live flowers at several points that I took from the back garden. Fresh and cozy feel, Pak Maman and security guard helped me.I also gave Mr. Kusuma's office a little touch. Every day I arrange small heliconia flowers that grow abundance in the back garden. Yellow and green accents can unravel cluttered thoughts. Perfect for this room.I tidy up the files
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"Rani, please forgive her. Please understand at her age. Amelia thought is still unstable," said Mr. Kusuma.His voice sounded heavy. It’s like there was a weight in it. Maybe he realized how lonely Amelia had been. I feel the same thing too. Feel compassion.Amelia locked herself in her room. We are not allowed to enter. Mr. Kusuma said, usually, she would go out on her own after her pique over."That's okay, Sir. I understand. Amelia just needs a friend. Maybe she saw friends who have siblings, and that looks fun." I explained.I offer warm chamomile tea, this tea to calm down. Mr.Kusuma took a deep breath, like trying to unravel the burden he felt"I often don't understand, dealing with Amelia. It's very difficult. She has cousins who are the same age. However, they are overseas. It's only me, her grandparents, who she talks to. That's even rare," Mr. Kusuma explained in a whisper. "Rani, please take care and love her, okay.” He added with a sad smile."Of course, sir. Amelia
'A man's instinct is the seducer, when something intrigues him. At the end? Depends on the woman how to respond'***It's been one month, I work in Mr. Kusuma's family.Pleasant.They freeing to do my duties, cook, manage the house, and even manage the finances for household needs. I consider this is my own home that I must provide the best.And also they gave liberations to educate Amelia. For this matter, of course, I discuss and ask for approval from Mr. Kusuma.Amelia became interested in praying and even asked to be taught the Quran. Every Maghrib, we gather together and continue to recite the Qoran. Sometimes, we talk about life. On this occasion, I tried to find out what she wanted and tried to teach her to be independent.I consider her as my own DaughterGradually, I educate her. I drive her to do something not on someone instruction. However, it remains from her own consciousness.The house that previously felt empty, began to feel warm. This house has begun to be enlivened