LOGINValyn never mentioned to Fred that she had walked in on Poppi and Madden about to kiss. She reminded them daily to stay away from one another and to not be alone.
For the past two weeks, they had avoided each other completely. Madden filled his time elsewhere, longer hours at the law firm, late nights that no one questioned, and more often than not, those hours seemed to include Anchor. Poppi noticed. She noticed the way his name came up in passing conversations, always tied to Anchor’s. The way Anchor laughed a little louder when Madden was around. The way Madden, who once lingered in doorways and stables and spaces that felt too small for both of them, now seemed perfectly content being anywhere Poppi wasn’t. So Poppi made herself busy too. She spent more time at the stables, burying herself in routines that didn’t ask questions, such as feeding, brushing, cleaning, and repeating. The horses didn’t look at her differently. They didn’t remind her of almost-kisses or stolen moments that now felt like something she must have imagined. Still, there were moments, quiet, unguarded ones, when the image crept in anyway. Madden standing too close to Anchor. His hand brushing hers. That easy smile he used to give Poppi. And that was when the jealousy hit. She could handle hearing about Anchor, but seeing them together was another thing. She had managed to avoid them both. Until one afternoon, she didn’t. Poppi had just finished rinsing out a bucket when she heard voices drifting from the other side of the barn. Light. Easy. Familiar. She froze. She knew that laugh. Slowly, against her better judgment, she stepped closer to the open doorway, just enough to see without being seen. Madden sat there, relaxed in a way she hadn’t seen in weeks. Anchor was beside him. They were sitting very close. Too close. Their shoulders brushed like it was nothing, like it had always been that way. Anchor said something Poppi couldn’t quite hear, but Madden smiled softly at her and shook his head before reaching out and touching his fingers lightly on her arm. The gesture was small. Casual. It hit Poppi like a punch to the gut. Poppi’s grip tightened around the edge of the doorframe. That was hers. Not the touch exactly, but the ease of it. The familiarity. The way he looked at someone when he wasn’t holding back. She should’ve left. She knew she should’ve left. But she didn’t. And that was when Madden looked up. Like he felt it. Like he always did. His eyes landed on her instantly, cutting through the space between them. The smile on his face didn’t disappear completely—but it changed. Tightened. Like something real had just broken through whatever version of normal he’d been trying to hold onto. For a second, neither of them moved. Poppi’s breath became quicker, her fingers slipping from the doorframe. He was still looking at Poppi. And there it was, that pull. The same one they’d been pretending didn’t exist for two weeks. Poppi shook her head slightly, a silent don’t, though she wasn’t even sure what she was asking him not to do. Remember? Care? Come after her? She didn’t wait to find out. Poppi stepped back, turning quickly and walking away before either of them could say a word. Her pace picked up as she reached the stalls, grabbing onto the first task she could find like it might steady her. It didn’t. Because now it wasn’t just in her head. He’d seen her. He’d felt it too. And somehow, that made it worse. Because avoiding him was one thing. But knowing he still looked at her like that, while sitting next to someone else, was something else entirely.Not because it wasn’t true. Because it was. The phone rang. Madden. Poppi answered. “Hi.” His voice came through the speaker, tired and quiet. “Hey.” For a moment, neither of them said anything. Then Madden asked, “You okay?” Poppi smiled sadly. “No.” He laughed softly. “Me neither.” She curled her legs beneath her. “How far are you?” “Still a long way.” “That’s not an answer.” “I know.” She could hear the road beneath his voice. “You driving?” “Yeah.” “Then don’t talk to me.” “I can talk and drive.” “No, you can’t.” “I’ve missed your bossiness.” Poppi smiled. “I’ve missed you.” Silence. Madden’s breathing changed. “Say that again.” “No.” “Poppi.” She laughed softly. “You heard me.” “I just wanted to hear it twice.” Her smile faded. “Madden…” “Yeah?” “I don’t want us to make this harder than it already is.” “I know.” “I mean it.” “I know.” “But I don’t know how to do this.” His voice softened. “Neither do I.” Poppi stared down at her stom
The house felt different without Madden.Poppi didn’t know how else to describe it.It wasn’t quieter.Fred was still moving around downstairs. Valyn was still in the kitchen, opening and closing cabinets as she cleaned. The television was playing in the living room even though nobody seemed to be watching it.Everything was exactly where it had been yesterday.And somehow, everything felt completely different.Poppi stood at the upstairs window, watching the empty driveway.Madden’s truck was gone.She had watched it disappear nearly twenty minutes ago.She had stood there until the very last second, until the truck turned at the end of the street and disappeared behind the row of trees.She hadn’t moved since.Her arms were folded tightly across her chest.Her hand slowly drifted down to her stomach.The baby.She still wasn’t used to thinking that word.Baby.Their baby.Madden was somewhere on the road to Maryland right now.And she was standing in Texas, pregnant with his child.
Madden and Poppi entered the gated oak tree near the wooden swing and sat. Poppi fidgeted with her hair. Putting it in and out of a ponytail. Madden gave her his undivided attention.“What’s going on?”She took a deep breath.“So I haven’t seen you much for the last month. And I have been kind of going through something on my own,” Poppi stated.Madden reached for her hand but resisted, “I’m sorry you have been dealing with something Poppi. I’ve tried to honor what we said and I stayed away. It is very confusing and heartbreaking for me. Anchor is just easier unfortunately. But we agreed to that, right?” Poppi nodded and looked out towards the barn. “I mean, we ended this Poppi. You wanted this. Me leaving, me with Anchor, this is what you wan—“ he began.“I’m pregnant Madden,” she blurted out. The words felt so heavy coming out. As if she pick them up and hold them in her hands.Madden stopped. He turned towards her with his eyes wide open. “What?” He asked.“I’m pregnant. With
The second decision proved even harder.Fred.Just thinking his name made Poppi’s stomach tighten.She loved her stepfather.He had raised her.Protected her.Believed in her when she hadn’t always believed in herself.He had been there for every birthday, every school event, every heartbreak. He had taught her how to drive, sat beside her when she cried, and never once made her feel like she was anything less than his daughter.And now she had to tell him the one thing that might completely destroy the life he thought they were all living.She was pregnant.With Madden’s baby.Her hands trembled as she sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the test sitting on the nightstand.She had looked at it so many times that morning that the two lines almost didn’t feel real anymore.Almost.She placed a hand over her stomach.There was nothing to feel yet.No movement.No bump.Nothing that should have made this feel real.And yet, somehow, everything had changed.Madden was leaving for Maryl
The house had never felt so loud.The laughter downstairs drifted through the vents while Poppi sat on the edge of her bed, staring at the pregnancy test she’d tucked inside the back of her nightstand. Hidden beneath old dance recital programs and birthday cards, it still felt like it was glowing.Two pink lines.She’d checked it a dozen times, as though somehow they might disappear if she looked hard enough.They hadn’t.Her hand instinctively drifted to her stomach.Nothing had changed.Everything had changed.A knock sounded softly against her bedroom door.“You awake?” Valyn asked.Poppi swallowed. “Yeah.”The door cracked open just enough for her mom to peek inside.“You okay? You’ve been awfully quiet today.”“I’m just tired.”Valyn studied her for a second, the way mothers always seemed to know when something wasn’t right. But after a moment she smiled gently.“Don’t stay up too late. We leave early to take Madden to the airport.”Airport.The word hit like a punch.Tomorrow.T
Back home Poppi and Madden stayed away from one another. They didn’t glance at each other the way they used to. Valyn noticed.Poppi was cleaning Thunder’s hooves out one evening and Valyn joined her. She pulled up a stool next to Poppi who was covered in dirt and hay. “Pops, you’ve been so down lately babe. What can I do?” Valyn asked, hand her a tool she was trying to reach. “Mom! Are you serious? You know why I’m sad. There is nothing you can do to change it so please just let it be until August 20th comes and he goes home,” Poppi said, letting Thunder rest her hoof. Valyn almost spoke but withheld. She knew her daughter was right. She hated seeing her hurt this way. “I love him, mom. You don’t care about that though do you?” Poppi asked.Valyn was speechless. She tried to form words…the right words. But she had nothing that would heal her heart. She hugged Poppi and then walked back up to the house. Poppi sat in the barn and cried. She couldn’t believe this was her life. Fa







